So What
Category: Writing and Poetry

It is what it is.
I am still here.

What?

We have all the time
in the world???

No my love. We do not.

Wake up!

10:35 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Given Up
Current mood: indifferent
Category: Writing and Poetry

You let me down. Again.
Will I find forgiveness? Again?
You say it's the only way.

You say a lot of things
I'm not sure I believe anymore.

Show me something different.

Currently listening : Us and Them By Shinedown Release date: 2005-10-04

5:09 PM - 3 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

There’s No You
Category: Writing and Poetry

The summer is here.
The rains have arrived.
Blossoms are everywhere.
But there's no you.

Of course I'm happy.
The season demands it.
Goodness abounds.
Still...there's no you.

My senses have no sense
of fulfillment. My heart enjoys
no rest. Heaven is at hand.
But there's no you.

11:10 PM - 2 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Question Mark
Category: Writing and Poetry

There is nothing
to learn. Nothing.
The pursuit of some
lofty idea will

only push that thing
further away.

There are no answers
to questions that
should never be asked
in the first place.

8:49 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Gone
Category: Writing and Poetry

These wicked temptations
are clouding my soul.
When did my innocence die?
If I had a saxaphone
I'd show you what I mean.

Everyone is screaming.
I've got no catcher's mitt.
Those living with me
seem content.

You are so far away.

8:47 AM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Infinite Rerun
Category: Writing and Poetry

These thoughts of
things past keep
spinning in my head.

How do I leave them behind?

Has anything ever happened,
could anything ever happen,
that has not already

happened before?

12:33 PM - 3 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

Last Impression
Current mood: lonely
Category: Writing and Poetry

Is that your shadow
there on my sheets?
Or is it a trick of my
moldy memory?

I see nothing now.
I blinked and it's gone.

Just like you.

4:03 PM - 5 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

Pretending
Current mood: rebellious
Category: Writing and Poetry

No more deliberating.
The time has come.
No one is going to
wait while you rot
in your daydreams
pretending not to notice.

Pretending not to care.

Lift me up beyond
this dream I experience
with my senses.

Give me the honest
reward.

Peace? Sure I'll take
some of that. But
I'll also take everything
else I've been promised.

Peace is no longer enough!

10:02 AM - 7 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment

Curtain Call
Category: Writing and Poetry

I stand here angry
my fists full of sperm
Large metal mallots
ready for a fight

But there's nothing
worth fighting for
I am an angel
lost in the desert

God has forgotten me
You have abandoned me
Put my head in the
trunk of your car

I need more coffee
The past isn't over yet
Everyone is laughing now
Time for the curtain call

11:46 AM - 3 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

With You
Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm in the middle.
That's where I reside.
Alone. By myself.
With you.

Easily distracted by
beautiful strangers.
There I am. Together.
With you.

Bring your sharpest
blade and cut open
my chest. My beating
heart is gasping for air.

Nothing can calm me.
Hope holds within it
failure. I surrender.
With you.

11:18 PM - 7 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment