CHASING MY OWN BUDDHA::::::::::::::::::::::
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Writing and Poetry

Chasing my own Buddha my whole life, it seems.
For when i was young he was here in me.
Until he was beaten out of me.
The beating ended as did my fathers life.
But i lost my Buddha who was inside of me.
In dreams to awaken.... chanting they came,
in robes of orange the monks called my true name.
To remind me who i be.
To reawaken the Buddha in me.
But now i was scared of the Buddha inside of me.
And now at sixty three i reckognize who i be.
No more scared of the Buddha in me.
And now as i see... he be there in thee.
One big moment in eternity.

OM MANI PADMI HUM

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EXISTENTIALNESS::::::::::::::::::::this very essence

The very essence of non comparitive non relative existentialness.......

In which all contradictions dissolve,,,
In which all paradoxes meet.
OSHO

In this paradoxical nature of existence...
The welcoming smile is also a farewell.

ZEN

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REINCARNATION - ANIMAL- HUMAN - HELLLLLL - REALM
Current mood: thoughtful

Thanx for checking this out...
Mindfulness of the suffering is where i'm at.

There are awful act's taking place as i write and each and every moment...as you read and on and on, a continuum of wrenching never ending moments, moments of agony and hell realm despair in which existence is twisted.

I wonder, is HeLLLLL for us to reincarnate the life-death of a sensitive energy being that breathes the same air as us... feels the same pain as us... is at our mercy and yet is tortured by us, i wonder....

Accepting this debouchery has become the cultural norm that is emblazoned with images of vibrant happy animals that just want to be eaten by us, to make us happy and healthy. It makes it easy for us to look the other way and gobble it up.

Denial of this shocking reality is wrapped up in a convenient colorful package of tender bites of horror laced with mad cow spice and bird flu glaze............

Compassion becomes real when we recognize our shared humanity. May the roots of suffering, neglect, violence and indifference decrease.

Om Shanti

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GOING NOWHERE:::::::::::::realize
Current mood: grateful
Category: Religion and Philosophy

When you
come to realize
there is nowhere
to go
you have arrived

OSHO


 

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TEMPLE WOMAN::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::divine feminine
Category: Writing and Poetry

When she circumambulated  the temple,
i was pulled in her wake.

Women are fisherman
Their flattery is a net
Men are like fish
Caught in the net

from the collection of jewels, an anthology

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SOMATIZED : Mind-Body the Somatic realm
Category: Life

Expansion contraction expansion contraction and so it goes......

Our in breath expands as oxygen reaches into our cells.

Motion, micro to macro

Thoughts narrow or vast

Thoughts are embodied, just to read the word contract, signals the sense of contraction. To ponder it, can tighten the gut and make shallow the breath. Trauma, whether physical or psychological is embodied, as is repeditive motion. Fear is contraction, joy expansion. Yet we need to contract to move a limb, the diaphragm contracts as it sucks in the breath while the ribs expand. A continual process of opposites finding balance.

 It's when contraction fixates, limiting expansion that all kind of problems appear.

A friend of mine had a nervous breakdown, she became hunched and drawn in all of her waking hours, this psychosomatic experience was embodied and a couple of years later still imprinted in her neuro-muscular system.

 With psychokinesis objects are moved by mind power alone, if thats possible then tapping into the neuro-muscular system and reorganizing it, is  possible.

Pandiculation... i like this word!
A tensing stretch, like, when waking up, a whole body yawn stimulating our sensory motor system is a pandiculation, the arch and curl of cats and dogs.
Increasing and decreasing muscle activity with contemplative focus is the key.

Here is a simple taster.

( if you are experiencing acute, neck shoulder tension-discomfort-pain... be super sensitive and use micro motions...)

sit comfortably erect... arms haning

( 1 ) Slowly, very slowly, bring one or both shoulders up  into the tension pattern. Hold there, say for 3 to 8 secs, then, slowly-very slowly and as smooth as possible release down, repeat several times. If while releasing, smooth flow is lost, go back up to that spot and move through it again. After several runs it should get smoother. ( 2 ) Bring shoulders up fast, hold for the count of 3 secs, then let them drop.
Good luck and remember to be gentle with yourself, as in a contemplative frame of mind.

Well, if anyone got this far, i thank you for taking the time.

M P J c.h.s.e

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MOMENTS
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Writing and Poetry

one big moment in eternity - aint that where we find ourselves

Not so easy to be in this one cause it's gone gone on - into the past, then the next one from the future flashes past. How to be in the moment, cant grab it, too too fast.

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