gasping and panting

still too warm, too muggy and too blurgh.
can't sleep, can't seem to drink enough fluids.
boy i hate summers.

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summer

just to gosh darned hot.
i can't sleep because of it.

woe is me.

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sleep patterns

my sleep patterns are off. staying up far too late. not getting up early enough.
not doing enough during the day.
just not doing enough at the moment.
need to buck my ideas up in a very very big way.

lots to do and even more that i need to do.

woe is me.

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sleep

my sleep patterns are well off. i am up typing this in the small hours of the morning, will want to be up and out in a few more hours.
sleeping too much as well. anxiety is kicking in and my respinse to that is to sleep like there is no tomorrow. wrong move.

the thing that has gotten me stressed and wound up is clearing my flat. i just have far too much stuff. well junk would be a better way of desrcibing it. no matter how much i throw away, recycle or take to the charity shop there seems to be more there waiting ro be stacked or looked at or piled or boxed or sorted.

i wouldn't mind if it looked like i was getting somewhere with it all but i am not.
just seems to be never bloody ending.

oh well i can't complain i have found some stuff i didn't know i had so that is not too bad.

right lets see if i can get some sleep.

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not been keeping up

so i have not been keeping up with this.
i seem to have too much time spare and too much to do so i end up not doing enough and wasting time.

but here is hoping i have turned that corner and i am back to doing stuff.

having a coffee in coffee@ at the moment before moving on to doing other stuff.

have put some more pics on flickr go here to see
http://www.flickr.com/photos/23168109@N08/

and have even put some new stuff on my blog go here www.iampat.blogspot.com

not sure i am back but i am feeling a little more creative...

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taking a break

so i am out of work.
treating the first couple of weeks (or so) as a holiday, as with all work breaks i seem to have come down with a number of ailments. bugger.
currently have a bit of a wooly headache, but hoping that once i go out into the big wide world to see some art that will disappear.

feeling very ugh lets hope it gets better as the day goes on....

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adventure ahoy

so my new life starts with a whimper and not a bang.

i should have known that was what was going to happen! so now i ae adjusted things so that i realise that the first week is going to be one of getting my bearings, catching up on lost sleep and then i can rush back into things.

the one advantage of my new life status is that i can dip my toe into various messageboards without feeling the wrath of the people i used to work for. heady liberating stuff - or it would be if it wasn't for the fact that what i was going to talk about was the world of comic books....

high adventure indeed.

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grim up north

rain rain rain rain and more rain.

fits the mood.

i look like a bedraggled wookie. nice.

need more coffee. still not getting the morning thing. given i have been doing it for months worries me.

go get coffee.

go now.

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end is nigh

the last few days are here.

not many more work hours.

then a life of leisure for me.

well for a few weeks and then the panic as i look for new work...

ah the future is going to be filled with some adventures. well i hope so.

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happy

have had a stroooooong cup of coffee.

done some work.

going to have another strooooooooooong cup of coffee.

do some more work.

feeling rather happy.

still not liking early mornings.

go see my pics http://www.flickr.com/photos/23168109@N08/

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