10:00 PM - Transistors Part 2
Current mood: weird

Taoth was wild. Taoth loved all that it touched. Taoth was free. Taoth had a relationship with all the Transistors even the imprisoned Rin who was a parasite on Taoth's back. But most of all Taoth loved Soath. for they would dance forever. Taoth would dissever Soath and pull It high above Vow's barricade aganst the chaotic quarter. There they would dance and Taoth would rebuild Soath. Taoth would clean Soath and finally let Soath fall down to moisten The Old Transistors dusty shell. they called this the Vow-Ath-Oth dance. Sometimes Vow would shiver and rumble while fighting off The Chaos inside It's belly. Vow would grow jagged and uncomfortable so Taoth would pick up small pieces of Vow and use them to dull Vow's edges. They called this theVawth dance. This Trilogy was always imensed in a great dance with eachother. On the wind of this Dance, Kujr and Jurk always rejoiced. They knew the truth behind all things in this place, for it was their creation.

Currently listening : The Campfire Headphase By Boards of Canada Release date: 18 October, 2005

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7:31 PM - Transistors
Current mood: weird

Rin, the Flame Transistor, laying dormant benieth Vow's walls. Sleeping, for what else is there to do, Is stirred by a taste, despite the fact that Rin has no mouth, how can you explain something that doesnt exist to something that does. It is a taste so sweet, more sweet than anything Rin has ever tasted, because Rin has only had slivers of Vow's walls for his pallet. Rin seeks out its source and finds a break in Vow's perfect form. Vow's old age and lack of action have left it fragile. Rin takes another taste and feels greater, almost great enough to squeeze Vow's flaw open a little more, just enough to reach an appendage out to the sweet flavor's source. Success! Vow groans but has no choice but to let Rin through. Rin ascends through Vow's bowels tasting more and more of that sweet sweet flavor and grows yet more, Rin's brilliancy grows and It feels Vow's walls melt and slip away. Rin tastes more and more and gains speed. Rin's mass growing more and more, It's speed and light blinding. Vow is screaming, Its walls comign apart, decaying into some sort of light that is chasing after Rin. Vow readies a last resort and builds all It's strongest walls just ahead of Rin, trying hard to keep Rin down, who knows what could happen if Rin were to consort with Taoth, The Wind Transistor. Rin's gluttonous tongue would surely bring ruin to the rest of Vow's magnificient walls. Vow holds Rin as long as It can and feels Its walls stretching as Rins hunger grows. Finally Vow relaxes It's strength and lets down It's defences, it is better to save energy for the battle that is yet to come when Rin and Taoth concort eachother in their wildness. Rin explodes out of Vow tasting that taste all around and screams in ecstacy as Vow screams in horror and pain. The war that only Vow in his dormancy can remember has begun once again. Rin spreads It's brilliancy all about Vow's children, devouring them, and growing.

Currently listening : Confield By Autechre Release date: 15 May, 2001

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3:26 PM - lawl, stupid spooky

god, i feel so fucking dumb sometimes

Currently listening : Confield By Autechre Release date: 15 May, 2001

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3:22 PM - stfu spooky
Current mood: confused

turmoil

Currently listening : Trans Canada Highway By Boards of Canada Release date: 30 May, 2006

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12:20 AM - cylob>cid
Current mood: calm

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Currently listening : Analogue Bubblebath III By AFX Release date: 05 January, 1999

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1:15 PM - T-Ray Camera
Current mood: busy

its to be used mainly as a deep space observational tool but it has the ability to see through certain materials, clothes for instance. scary?

Click this link to read about it.

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6:25 PM - beet slaw! my brain is ALIVE!!
Current mood: ecstatic

i cant even begin to explain how inspired to create ive gotten. it feels like its filling an empty spot! im making a world, a whole world! and an epic adventure! its going to be magnificient!


Part 1 is underway!

Currently listening : Blue Album By Orbital Release date: 10 August, 2004

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6:18 AM - my email to the morgan hill chamber of commerce

i had written this in the comment section of the morgan hill police portion of your website but it didnt workwhen i tried to submit it (probably because its well over 1000 characters)

Hello, my name is Nick -----, my girlfriends name is Leslie -----. this morning(October 7th at 2:00AM) i was driving to a bar in tennant station to pick up my girlfriend and her friend(in my girlfriends black camaro), to be the designated driver. i started at barnell ave, took a left on spring and came to a stop sign at monterey road. at which time i pulled across the bold line to see if traffic was coming(because there is an auto parts store in the way). i stopped and saw two cars coming, waited for them to pass and pulled out behind them, then noticing it was a pair of squad cars. now when i see squad cars at 2AM i panic a little, my adrenalin bumps up a notch. that thought always pops into my head "are these guys going to pull me over for some random reason?". dont get me wrong i understand that these fellas are only doing their job, but i really dont see any grounds for pulling me over. what they did to get behind me seemed far more illegal than my pulling across the line to get a better view of traffic(then making a full stop), one pulled into a turn lane, waited for me to pass and pulled forward into the intersection(changing lanes midway) to get behind me, the other pulls off to the right onto cosmo ave and does a u turn over the double yellow lines just to slow down without alerting me that im about to get pulled over(or something, i dont understand it). so once these guys are behind me they throw on the flashers and i move over while panicing to find my girlfriends registration. the last thing we need right now is a ticket, rent is due bills are late etc etc all that "pity me im poor" stuff. so the officer walks up and asks for licence registration and proof of insurance. i have my licence ready but im having trouble finding the registratin and insurance because the car is a big ol' mess. eventually i find the registration but the officer tells me i need the insurance too so i start digging. he tells me "the reason i pulled you over is you ran that stopsign back there" and the panic boosts times 10, it fogs my memory and i start to believe i did do something wrong, and that i was going to get some fine that i cant pay for. my brain is about to explode "what did i do?" "did i really run that stopsign". i ask if i can call my girlfriend and do so. meanwhile he walks away and starts having what sounded like a casual conversation with the other officer, laughter is heard(this can also be misunderstood by a nurvous person) my girlfriend tells me her insurance info is in her purse which isnt not in the car so im totally stumped. the officier comes back and im still tossing expired registrations and mess every which way in case there is something.. anything to save me from this ticket. and nothing comes up so i ask if the officer has a little bit of time while my girlfriend walks to us to try and straiten things out, he tells me no he doesnt but he will let me off with a warning (which does make me happy, but the story is not over) he says "if you had not seen him coming , you would have kept going" this sounds to me like an accusation of something that i MIGHT have done which then tells me that he really had no reason to pull me over in the first place. and he blatantly lied when he told me i had run the stop sign. as this is all happening there are people driving away DRUNK from the bar my girlfriend is at, some had even offered her a ride to my little situation, which i know she has good enough judgement even when under the influence of aclohol not to get in a car with a bunch of drunk people. and if she had for any reason, and been involved in an accident, injuring or even killing her i would have been very unhappy(much more than i am currently) with the Morgan Hill Police Department. these guys are pulling over a designated driver while the dangerous ones are scooting along probably swerving out of the way of smarter walking drunks, and killing poor innocent telephone poles and trees. and heres the woozy, when the officer told me i could go, he left his floodlight aimed directly at me, meaning i couldnt see anything in my mirrors, i couldnt even see sticking my head out the window, trying to block the light with my hand, my elbow, anything. i was trying to see if there was any traffic coming, i couldnt so in the panic i was in i just pulled out and hoped noone would hit me, and if they had im sure that officer would have been in a boat load of trouble, it would have been on his hands. i was lucky. please take all this in, and im sorry i had to say it, but it needed to be said. im sick of being pulled aside while dangerous people are swerving all over the road 200 yards away.

"Our goal is to provide the best possible service to our community with whatever resources are available to us."

"In Morgan Hill, Public Safety is everybody's business."

thanks for your time.

p.s. im sorry to the morgan hill police for the call about the registration, when i get nervous, the past gets clouded and i thought the officer had kept my registration when he clearly did not.

  -Nick

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12:08 AM - we are capable

the world seems hopeless. there are so many people. all different. we are capable of so much. from what i gather, we are rare, our whole planet, our millions of different species, all so amazing. theres so much here that noone sees, noone cares about. i once didnt care myself... i said "theres nothing to see here, this life is in no way amazing" but now i see everything. we are all amazing. i went to get a glass of juice today. i grabbed the juice and put my hand on a glass then thought about the glass and the juice and decided "i dont want this glass" there was nothing wrong with it, i just wanted a different glass. something so unimportant, so absolutly meaningless... what glass to pour my juice into. i thought "what other creatures on our planet do that?" change their mind for no reason whatsoever. we have an imagination, and a will to move along, to better ourselves, we can make the world a better place if we work together, if we stop thinking of only ourselves. we are capable of so much, yet so many are born to work at a pointless job and die... jeb is born, jeb goes to school, jeb works at dennys, jeb works at taco bell, jeb works at J.R. construction jeb has a son named john, jeb gets old and dies. im tired of that. we are capable of alot more. me included.

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7:10 PM - coming soon

all blogs have been erased so that i may start anew. thanks.

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