I've been on a fanfic kick for the past couple of days. For those who doesn't know, 'fanfic' is a combination word consisting of "fan" and "fiction". Basically, they're fictional stories written by admirers of celebrities. There had been some incredibly talented writers that I was a definite fan of, but they stopped writing a long time ago.. fanfic writers these days disappoint me so much that I gave up reading fanfics for a long time. I sat there (meaning in my chair in front of my comp) earlier this week and started to want to read those old stories again. I then spent hours tracking them down by what little memory I had of their titles. I think I found all of the ones i wanted. There was a particular story I was hell bent on finding. While for most fanfic readers, they would say "Foolish Love" by jyl and the legendary "What I Did For Love" by Van were their first and favorites, I would have to say "The Corner of the Circle" by dilbangee is my absolute favorite. "What I Did For Love" was the first one I read, fully enjoyed, and started my interest in fanfics, but the bad grammar and sentence structures made it much less enjoyable for me. Also, the story is incredibly cliched sometimes. I showed Kiwi the story when we were Juniors in high school. Remember, Kiwi? "Corner of the Circle", however, is like a breath of fresh air in the midst of all these love stories where the heroine is fawned upon by dozens of gorgeous boys. I still think girls would enjoy the story more than boys, but the story is definitely not some mushy romance drama. Fans of H.O.T., particularly Kangta, would definitely enjoy it. I really cried the first time I read it, and got teary eyed after I read it right now. I don't want to give much away, but I always felt unsatisfied with the romance portion of it, but methinks it's ingenious on the author's part because I read the small bits there are over and over... Everything else is great. There are moments of poor grammar, but nothing big.. if it was to be published as a book, a little editing would be it in my opinion. Another thing, I DEFINITELY think the author has experience in being around autistic people, because the things she described just has to be witnessed. Ahhh.. I miss my Jimmy again.. I don't think that guilt will ever go away. My little Jimmy, I'm so sorry for abandoning you.
Corner of the Circle- a bored, rich girl takes on the challenge of her life: taking care of an autistic boy (22 yr old is more like it, but he has the mentality of a child.. so yea..). She will never be the same after.
I recommend this story. I can already anticipate the criticisms, though >.> This is the first time I uploaded something using my megaupload account, but here's the story.
I don't think Megaupload is very hard to figure out, so I'm not even gonna bother with instructions. Laziness is acting up again.. (I even made this post public..)
I'm tempted to write a different ending to the story myself, but not tempted and motivated enough.. Besides, it just wouldn't be the same since this ending already exists..
(AdmiralPJ) I can predict things before they happen (AdmiralPJ) yes i know (ari) That's precognition, not telepathy (ari) Ah, damnit... (ari) Good one
just something my friend sent me.. It took me a couple seconds before I got it. Ima surf that site some more..
kyahahahaaa: (Donut[AFK]) HEY EURAKARTE (Donut[AFK]) INSULT (Eurakarte) RETORT (Donut[AFK]) COUNTER-RETORT (Eurakarte) QUESTIONING OF SEXUAL PREFERENCE (Donut[AFK]) SUGGESTION TO SHUT THE FUCK UP (Eurakarte) NOTATION THAT YOU CREATE A VACUUM (Donut[AFK]) RIPOSTE (Donut[AFK]) ADDON RIPOSTE (Eurakarte) COUNTER-RIPOSTE (Donut[AFK]) COUNTER-COUNTER RIPOSTE (Eurakarte) NONSENSICAL STATEMENT INVOLVING PLANKTON (Miles_Prower) RESPONSE TO RANDOM STATEMENT AND THREAT TO BAN OPPOSING SIDES (Eurakarte) WORDS OF PRAISE FOR FISHFOOD (Miles_Prower) ACKNOWLEDGEMENT AND ACCEPTENCE OF TERMS
I really need to learn how to be like this lmao: Hey, you know what sucks? (Guo_Si) Hey, you know what sucks? (TheXPhial) vaccuums (Guo_Si) Hey, you know what sucks in a metaphorical sense? (TheXPhial) black holes (Guo_Si) Hey, you know what just isn't cool? (TheXPhial) lava?
LMFAO o gravy <^Inversation^> realised there were still debates about wigga and christianity etc, kicked the cd player to make it move then fell asleep again <^Spike^> Debates about WIGGA? <^Spike^> Is that some homie pagan religion? <^Spike^> Yo yo, whathup mah earth sistas. <^Spike^> Word to jo Goddess, aight. * ^Spike^ fires his wand at a rival Coven while riding past on a unicorn.
hahaha <^cynica_l^> i hate babies <^Gollum..^> i hate people <^cynica_l^> i hate you <^profett^> i have 3 guns <^profett^> we can solve some problems
HAHA someone need to try this. Maybe not the sex change part.. (Meekitty) One day, I will become a Fairy Prince. (Meekitty) This involves a sex change, killing thousands of dragonflies, and a multitude of staples.
I think that's enough for now.. it goes on forever
IT'S MY LAST DAY AS A TEEN. so far, for presents, resa gave me a penis candle and lubricants. Kate made me a cray fish out of duct tape. Kiwi n Kate got me 2 'class of 2007' balloons and a 'you will be missed' balloon. Kiwi got me a card with the chicken song!! and a candle that plays a funeral song n says "over the hill"... Do ya'll see a pattern here?
I'm on kiwi's comp.. I bought the pizza. They're gonna make me a cake with.. dare i hope.. Naked TGS on the cake? we're gonna go buy icing for it and possibly ice cream
so, I made Jell-o brand jello yesterday, cuz I suddenly craved it. (It came out quite nicely, if I might say so myself.)
That night, as I slept (for 14 hours, from 7pm to 9am this morning), I had a dream. My jello had finally set, and I was happily cutting it up to prepare for my feasting. My mother suddenly just takes her hands and started picking the pieces sloppily up and eating it. I started getting really annoyed and told her to wait then use a spoon, but she wouldn’t listen to me. I ended up crying and walking away angrily.
This afternoon when I told her about my dream, she started telling me about that one day she was telling ghosts stories and had a dream about ghosts. I asked her what this had to do with my jello dream, and she said "because it’s a thing of horror too.." ...
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thank you mother.. it’s not enough that you tell me I get uglier as the days go by.
OH! OH! OH! THIS IS SO BLOG WORTHY
Current mood: angsty
ok! i don’t know if ya’ll remember my depressing blog on my zen vision m when it stopped working! But yea! I become so sad whenever I look at my vision m and reminisce about the times we’ve had together! It’s my precious baby! my babyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So! I spent like 3 hours again tonight looking up places that sell the vision m and the 32gb Zen to see if I’m willing to settle! the result was no! so I was even more sad! (i’m sorry for all the exclamation marks, i’m just super excited XD!) I wished and hoped and prayed (again) that my vision m would just miraculously start working again! ok.. I’m kinda calm now.. I recharged my zen and dled the help program from Creative’s website as a last resort. When I hooked my vision m to the comp, the screen turned on, and i didn’t see the lock icon..!!!! with palpible tension and nervousness, I gingerly pressed a button.. AND THE BUTTON DID SOMETHING. 1st time since last summer!!!!!! You don’t know how many times I’ve knelt as I cradled my vision m in my arms crying out for it to work again.. while cursing my own cruelty and cold heartedness for not taking enough care of it.. for dropping it 400 times too many.. for kicking it.. for leaving it in a 130degrees car.. Now I’m scared to touch it for fear it would stop working again.. Although, in the months of regret, I kept thinking if it just worked for a moment, I’d put it to play all the songs instead of just Clazzi’s album.. now I’m too scared to even dare turn it off... or touch it.. or walk heavily near it.. But it’d automatically turn off in 30 minutes anyways.. I haven’t changed that function
Bao Tran’s Saturday adventure
Current mood: adventurous
I lied. There was no adventure. I just slept on my front porch on newspaper (the New York Times, no less) for 2 hours.
I felt like a bum or one of those orphans in Viet Nam that sleep in front of other people’s houses.
No.. it’s not a fetish, although sleeping on my porch has happened before.. I simply locked my keys in my car is all. Funny eh? Very, actually. The other time(s) I didn’t have newspaper or anything, so it was decidedly not as comfortable as this time.
I scared the mailman. Oh B.T.. you devil. I was laying face down and curled up for the first hour, with the giant bushes that grow in front hiding me from view. (Note, I’ve been wearing gray clothes.) I then heard footsteps, with a small scream a moment later. I flipped around and saw the mailman staring down at me. He kept saying "you scared me.. you scared me.." while he handed me my mail. I must say this event was the highlight.
Yes, kids.. all is well now, as is evident by my access is the Intarwebz. My mother came home and let me in. I think it’s a bit too late to salvage my image with the neighbors, though.. they already think I’m strange enough as it is, without seeing me sleep on the porch on newspapers as they walk past.
[edit] It was actually pretty nice sleeping out there..
I can’t believe I’m so angry I’m tearing up
Current mood: weird
Category: Life
[edit3] HUZZAH HUZZAH. I called back comcast, decided to become much nicer, got a woman this time, and got myself a free service call. I no longer wish to bomb the fresno and main offices of Comcast. I just wish the guy who did my previous work order would trip and fall into the mud. I also wish the guy who I got in the previous phone call would get dumped by his gf (if he has one). If he doesn't, he should also trip but fall into the water and loses his pants in front of a bunch of girls. Plus things are NOT free btw. The supposed free power boost is gonna cost me an extra 3 bucks.
[edit] and wtf is with the totally out of place emoticon.
webcam session with dad and uncle
Current mood: blah
Category: Life
i'm watching my uncle's webcam. My dad came to his house yesterday so they're both sitting there. They look like gangsters lmao. My uncle's shirtless and my dad's screwing up his face trying to read the screen hahaha. Bah.. my dad looks haggard.. it must have taken a toll when he was sick all month.
my uncle told me to wait while he goes to pick up my cousin.. I just wanna turn off Yahoo and watch Dal Ja's Spring
LOL is my dad trying to IM me now? this is gonna take a while..lol.. he's making faces at me >.> now it's my aunt. She took care of me when I had that fever in Viet Nam.
holy crap my cousin Binh is finally getting married!!! after all that time i coerced her into believing that he really loves her. ahhhh i'm so happy for her!!
papi's sleeping now.. i'm waiting for my uncle to come back.
since saturday night, i was forced to part ways with my internet connection temporarily. Now it's back yayyyyyyyyyyyyy . it turns out i've been cheated for a year now. I thought i was supposed to get 4mb dl speed, but i've been getting only 512kb speed. I called tech support and that damn bastard that "answered" my questions said i was supposed to get that. I was like i'm paying outa my nose to get 512kb ???? but i had no choice because no other internet provider had service for my area
today the tech guy that came said i was supposed to be getting my 4mb that i thought in the first place.. and upgraded me to 6mb. Imagine my mixed feelings..
I've decided not to not do anything about the past injustice not only because I'm a wuss, but also because I'm too damn lazy to argue with stupid people about stuff that has no definitive proof. It's not like I took a damn screen cap of the speed test. I wish i did though
Currently
listening
:
Prince
By
Nicholas Teo
Release date: 10 July, 2007
this is just too cute and weird to pass up. I love when he's in a pot..Thanks go out to Cindy for finding this video
btw, i'm in debt.. spent up next month's pay too. joy. If you didn't kno, i hate having a debt even of 1 cent.. but i really wanted those cds and the memory for my comp, and i EFFING LOST 40 BUX by leaving it lying around. karma's a bitch..
Currently
listening
:
Seishun No Tobira
By
Ikimonogakari
Release date: 16 February, 2007
artistic
jolly
bouncy
angsty
adventurous
weird
blah
distressed
. it turns out i've been cheated for a year now. I thought i was supposed to get 4mb dl speed, but i've been getting only 512kb speed. I called tech support and that damn bastard that "answered" my questions said i was supposed to get that. I was like i'm paying outa my nose to get 512kb 
???? but i had no choice because no other internet provider had service for my area 
