The Move
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Life

What is the move you ask?  It's just that!  The move of us moving in together.  How do i feel about that?  EXCITEDDD DD D!!!  Considering that they're many wishing our down fall and trying to break us up with loose lip talk about my pass and then of course you have the ex's who ask stupid ass questions like, "Do you think of me?",  "Why did you get over me so quickly?", ect...  For all those who doubt us, this is def. the reasoning for the big ass gas face i got up as my pic.  And as i always love to say, "If you got an issue with something i do or got that you dont have, SUCK A DICK AND DIE CHOKING ON THE ONE THAT SPAT YOU OUT, YOU DUMB ASS DICK SNOT." 

ps

I KNOW YOU HATING... 

Currently listening : No One By Alicia Keys Release date: 29 October, 2007

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Happieness...

...is when she brings smiles to my face without even being near.

love you

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Soooo....It's been a year, don't you know.
Current mood: Chaka Shacka
Category: Chaka Shacka Life

That i've been blessed with her hugs/kisses/love/support and affection.
I can only hope that i've done the same for her.
To say that she "makes me happy", is an understatement.
To say that she's "the love of my life" would be stripping what she really is from me.
Words do strip meaning sometimes and so do actions.
All i can say is....Thank You.

Currently listening : I Feel for You By Chaka Khan Release date: 25 October, 1990

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1st Verse

She
Serenaded me
Like the moon does the night.
Her radiant glow
Spoke to my soul, like
Mutes do to blind men, and
That's
Not a metaphor.
At first glance, i
Knew i wanted her to be the queen/goddess/temptress of my soul
Drenching my dreams like tea bags in shallow cups of water.
So when i fell into the depths of her hypnotizing orbital eyes, her
Paralyzing aura spoke to me in tongues of trinity, that's
Mother/Daughter & The Holy Spirit
Just to bring me to the light to realize that i
Am not a soldier.
Souldiers are molded and i was manifested to be born a warrior.  Yet
I found her touch warm enough to melt the coldest of winter that froze hell over, so
The day after tomorrow is
Non-existent with out her
So like humming birds do nectar, I'd
Kiss her lips to sip her optimistic naive innocence
And when I held her, I'd
inhale her like,
Coke head with the sniffs
Cause her love had me running tracks, like heroin addicts
Falling asleep to harmonies soliloquies like...
like...
like, like the other night
while laying in your arms right
The sandman came and sprinkled fairy stardust gold glitter in my eyes
and i
had visions
you're visions
Visions of when the wind kisses the trees
and more visions of...

...sweet laliby
symphony of my life
speak melodies
of you and i...

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Living life the only way i know. MY WAY!
Category: Life

Blessings you'll,

So just felt the need to explain myself.  See, unlike most people on myspace, the people on my friends list know me and know how i am; up front, open with my thoughts and feelings, forgiving about little to nothing.  As nice as I can be, is a nasty as I can be.  For the most part, I am how I come across online; kind, open minded, playful, ect.  Which I guess can't be said about most people online or in life. 

I can easly point out people who say they're one way and the moment you get to know them, AREN'T THAT WAY.  So to side track abit with me venting.  Now if you take offence, please hear me out first before you continue to read.  Se now, to me a PUNK or a FAG, is somebody that isn't big enough to show who they're really are talking about, "... just love, is all i can give..."  Having the nerve to think they can teach dhawa of teh most high and can't even follow the ways the themselves.  And after doing all the dumb shit they do, thinking that praises of the higher power is with them.  I'm not saying that these people are evil or something, but to say, YOU REALLY THINK GOD SUPPORTS YOU WITH YOUR WAYS.

COME ON NOW!  Grow the fuck up.  Stop trying to be something you ain't and man up.  If you got something to say, SAY IT.  Don't be some cunt/slut/whore and leave messages on people, you don't know, voicemails and try to hit them up with a note on myspace after popping nothing but bull shit, trying to sound all intemidating with you're voice all shakey and shit.  Then on myspace trying to come off all humble and understanding, peace like.  See now, that's, a fucking fag.  Don't hate me cause I call them how I see it. 

I'm saying if you're the type to make friends with you girls ex, just so you can learn how to deal with the individual you're with, knowing what they went through in that relationship.  Come now kid, grow the fuck up.  And then having the never to put up under "heros" some corny as comment, like...oh i don't know some corny shit like:

Heroes

whomever makes a positive impact in my life. although just a handful, but many have the oppurutnity by being positive with their own brothers and sisters, that way you can touch everyones life.

Dicksnot.  Now how the fuck you make an impact when the people you've been with, you've cheated on, lied to, munipulated, backstabbed and jerked around while you were with them and afterwards. 

In all truths, I could say more, but I think I made my point clear.

ps.

YES, I'M MAKING REFERRENCE TOWARD YOU.  If you got an issue with it.  Come fucking greet me.  I"m sure you read the other the flyers.  Get at me, if you want something.

O and the date above is the date that we started dating.

JUST WHEN YOU THINK IT WAS OVER.  I KEEP PULLING YOU BACK IN.

LMAO

Suck a dick and die.

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2nd Verse

For so long i waited for the moon drop to drip her atmospheric ambience over me.
Like ocean-sea waves, crashing on lands unknown to man
She
Is a sight to be held.
Yet
These 10 fingers, feel like 10 thumbs, Whenever i hold her, just call me klutz.
Cause i have to admit
Till this day i still get a little nervous, whenever she's in my
grip.
I guess that's why at times, it feels like i love her in 3rd person perspective.
And her right
Seems to always be my left.
Still i walk 3 hrs, just to break time with her like
Jesus broke bread
So we can honeymoon light the highlights of our horizons, like
Remember that night
When we went to the movies, and i kissed you
And ended up with something in my mouth.
You said it was a piece of brownie you were eating.
Yeah, no.
I'm pretty sure it was a boogie.
But still,
She means everything to me.
But i'm sure the Prince of New Jersey, would disagree.
But fuck him.
He's nothing but a punk anyway.
Besides,
We all know royalty has a tendency to be, stuck up and snobbish.
That's why,
Whenever he called her "queen"
I took offence to it.
Cause she's more then a "queen"
Could ever be
I guess that's why i've admired her every single day.
I guess it's my own way of,
Counting my blessings
The same way she seems to write us
Into the constellations
With...

...sweet laliby
symphony of my life
speak melodies
of you and i...

Currently listening : Dance of the Infidel By Me'Shell NdegéOcello Release date: 21 June, 2005

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Little White Girls Sing Songs of Hate Reaching . 4 On Your POP Charts
Current mood: Me...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prussian_Blue_(duo)

Prussian Blue

What does it mean for Black America that a hate preaching music duo could
debut on the Billboard albums chart?

This week, the Billboard albums chart's top five is packed with nothing

but new releases, with Bakersfield, CA Pop duo Prussian Blue shocking the
nation by taking .. 4 after selling 91, 000 copies of "End of A Black World"
its first week out. The album is also serving as the soundtrack to a remake
of one of the most controversial movies in U.S.

history "Birth Of A Nation".

"End of A Black World" is the third and most successful album for 12 and
13 year old Lamb and Lynx, who have recently relocated to a private compound
in Salt Lake City, Utah after their last album gained them national
attention and death threats. The girls were lost, especially in December of
2005 when their father was shot twice by an AME Minister.
However, their father survived and their career was revived by what seems to
be an unfathomable paradigm shift in American values.

"It really breaks my heart to see those two girls spewing out that kind of
garbage, " said Ted Shaw, civil rights advocate and president of the NAACP's
Legal Defense Fund. "This is bullsh*t. Right now I am more so shocked that
an album advocating the extermination of the black race could be so widely
received by America, " continued Shaw, who plans to protest the girls'

album and call for black artists to boycott Billboard.

Jessie Jackson of The Rainbow PUSH Coalition gave the following statement,
"White America has spoken. Billboard has spoken. This is only the
beginning."

The beginning is just what Lynx and Lamb, who have been nurtured on racist
beliefs since birth by their mother April, are hoping for.
"We hope to bring about change in our people, " said Lamb. "We hope that our
album and Birth Of A Nation will show our people exactly what needs to be
done to make this country safe and white." When asked about

their inspiration for their latest efforts, Lynx gave this response. "I

saw white people hating white people. I was afraid that America wanted to be
black, " said Lynx. "I saw that funny n*****'s show where he made a

mockery of the KKK and white people were laughing. This broke my heart."

Lynx was speaking of Actor/Comedian Dave Chapelle and his comic sketch

depicting a blind, African American, Ku Klux Klan leader who was unaware
that he was not white. Dave Chapelle is also believed to be the

inspiration of their single, "Funny N*****, " which describes the gruesome
fate of blacks who taunt whites. Dave Chapelle was not available for
comment.

Prussian Blue appear to have gone from one of America's dirty little secrets
to Pop princesses overnight. The group is now fielding offers from major
record labels such as MGM and Geffen. This may be only the beginning.

Track Listing for "End Of A Black World"

1) Dawn of A New White World

2) Birth Of A Nation

3) Purest Soul

4) Tainted Blood

5) Affirmative Blaction

6) Reggin & Ekik

7) The Cleansing (interlude)

8) Short Drop and A Quick Stop

9) Burning Cross

10) N.A.A.C.P. (******s Against A Colorless People)

11) Funny Rich ******

12) Crack Babies

13) N***** Lovers

14) No Darkie In Me

15) End Of A Black World



YOU CAN REACH THESE CRACKER GIRLS ON MYSPACE

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=121148330

Currently listening : Niggaz4life By N.W.A Release date: 30 May, 1991

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Sometimes being the bandaid for peoplel, means feeling their pain.
Current mood: Me...

  Or reminding you of your own relation to that pain.  It's amazing how long it can take the heart to heal.  Even more amazing how much we allow the heart to hurt due to the actions of others.  To all those that i love, close and far, know that i'm here for you as much as i can be.  Sorry that i can not wipe the pain away.  But know that i will be your bandaid, if need be, till you heal.

paz

Currently listening : Some Kinda... By Dwele Release date: 04 October, 2005

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Swallowing My Hatered Pill
Current mood: blah

Have you ever gotten the feeling that things are falling apart?  These pass few days into weeks, I've been feeling the grouch in me spreading his venomous demon within me.  Not sure what made this come about, but it's important that i acknowledge his there.  Now if i can only figure out why he's there.  I know the things that have been provoking him, but in the norm. these things wouldn't do so.  Kind of feel like he's reminding me who i was and who i can easily become.  Not that i want him to be me, but do acknowledge he is apart of who i am, not who i wish to be. 

And though it takes me awhile to reconize that which brings me happiness, by the time i reconize it as my happiness, it has already tasted my sour pill and becomes spoiled for the moment, until it permits me the time to balance out.  And what do you do when happiness doesn't embrace you the way you need to get over these feelings?  Sometimes i feel like i'm not meant to be happy, and it reminds me of thoughs feelings.  How do i scrap the feelings of tar and feathers off?

I've always had these feelings.  Most time i just brush it off and move on with my life, knowing theres bigger pictures that aren't being managed better and i know that at some point i will arrive there, but in this world, where we're not taught how to deal with our feelings and society contribute to these feelings, how can i not find myself in this position six months from now. 

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Growth

Growth is not feeling like i need to check your myspace commets
i know it sounds silly
but it's true

growth is being able to say sorry even when you feel a certain way about things

and can put aside differences
and embrace friendship

thank you

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