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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 43
Sign: Libra

City: London
State: London and South East
Country: UK

Signup Date: 05/02/06

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Thursday, October 09, 2008

Why?
Category: Blogging

Why does "I love you" always come at end-game?


12:13 PM - 3 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Meditation
Category: Writing and Poetry



Meditation

Eyes closed to the night
Thoughts take flight
Clear the mind
Blind in crystal clarity
As consciousness leaves
Fleetingly
Enlightenment is an entitlement
Bequest in the search of knowlege
Relinquish conrol of the soul
Momentarily
To visions and blessings
Minus the priest
In a make believe reality
Of reality made to be
I am you as you are me
Connected through eternity
In a state of grace
Embrace what is to be
The universe will set you free
You are more than
Know this as truth

Amen


4:29 PM - 3 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Curious and Curiouser
Category: Blogging

Watch this video, it is un-bloody-believable, then read the newspaper articles I have copied and pasted below.  Something is not right here.  She wasn't on drugs, if she was she would have been charged for that.  So what made her behave like this?  Why wasn't she sectioned or at the least put under psyciatric observation?  And more importantly why did she go on to kill?




Pedestrian hurt on M6 sentenced to a day in jail

Article from:
Sentinel, The (Stoke-on-Trent UK)
Article date:
May 20, 2008| Copyright informationCopyright 2008 Sentinel, The (Stoke-on-Trent UK). Provided by ProQuest LLC. (Hide copyright information)

One of two women knocked down while walking on a motorway has appeared in court.

The pair caused chaos on the M6 at Keele and the northbound carriageway was shut for more than four hours.

Yesterday, Swede Sabina Eriksson, aged 40 and currently living in Ireland, pleaded guilty to going on to the M6 motorway on Saturday. She also admitted assaulting a police officer.

The defendant and her sister were travelling by coach from Liverpool to London when they disembarked at Keele because neither of them were feeling very well.
source

she spent ONE DAY in jail for it :/



And then we have this....


Mum in court over murder

"A 40-year-old woman has been charged with murder following the death of a man who had been stabbed.

The body of Glenn Hollinshead, 54, was found in Duke Street, Fenton, Stoke-on-Trent, on 20 May.

Sabina Eriksson of Mallow, County Cork, in the Irish Republic, was charged with murder on Thursday evening, Staffordshire Police said.

She was remanded in custody by North Staffordshire magistrates and will appear at crown court on 19 September."
source

12:26 PM - 3 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Friday Fun, Gotta Run
Category: Writing and Poetry

Friday Fun, Gotta Run

Friday night has come
Work is done
Prepare to run
Stash the liquor
Hide the gun
He's coming home
Dinner's burned
He's late again
Probably drinking with his friends
How will you pay this weeks rent
When he has pissed his wage against the wall
Like he's done so many times before
Listen for his engine roar
Sleeves rolled up he's at the door
Smashing crockery to the floor
Pots and pans and tv flying
Accusations that you're lying
Followed through with angry fists
You made him do this
What you say in your defense
Are words unheard he wont accept
He knows you're scared
Come back here bitch
He's got you by the hair
He'll break your fucking neck if you try that again
Dry your eyes and fetch the kids
They're locked inside the bedroom cupboard
But he knows they're hiding there
Frightened of his punishment
Fetch the belt
Bend and touch your knees
You fucking little brats
Wait for what is coming next
They deserve six of the best
It's their own fault for not listening to him
How many times must he tell them
Don't answer back
Do you want another smack
Smart arse
His crime tonight wont make the evening news
No one's coming to rescue you
Make sure you wear your running shoes
On Friday nights like this
Pacify him as best you can
Admit to him that you are wrong
For all the things that he says you've done
Apologise to him
Then draw a line into the sand
Back away and run like hell
Daddy's drunk again

9:26 PM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Friday, September 26, 2008

MP fetish service offered
Category: News and Politics

Lift my dress up as high as fuel, gas and food prices, pull my knickers down as low as the housing market and fuck me like you've fucked up the economy!

1:43 AM - 7 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment

Thursday, September 25, 2008

The Perfect Man
Category: Blogging

I met my ideal man this morning.  God is he sexy?!  He was also warm and loving, intelligent and succesful, just simply the best company I've had the pleasure of indulging in, in a very long time.

But alas, he's a client.  And when a girl like me likes a man like him a little too much it's not a good thing to see him again.  So he's on block.

:cries:

xxx

9:37 AM - 9 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment

Monday, September 22, 2008

I’m Glad We Met
Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm Glad We Met

I'm flipping through the pages
That hold memories of the ages
Long forgotten dreams recalled no more
Hopes and fears and wants and needs
Accidental joys and tears
Our everything
That carried us through troubled years
To who knows where and what will be
Of you and me after this
I'm opening up a box that keeps
Dusty faded memories
Like hidden gems of use to be's
And broken dreams
Torn apart like a victims dress
I'm not the girl who you first met
Even if she looks the same
She's changed
See the blade cut into the chest
Of a hidden treasure I have kept
Dear to me
Like you once where
I'm flipping through the pages
Seeing the smiling faces
Of yours and mine
Our devine
See how they've grown
See how they've changed
The boy has now become a man
But remains the same
Hidden in a box
Of old and faded photographs
Reminding me of a happiness
We once shared
And I am glad we did
I've no regrets
As I close the lid on this old chest
And heal the wounds of what is left
Of what we had.


7:28 PM - 4 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Meloncoly
Category: Writing and Poetry

Meloncoly

I've not been home in years
Forgotten where it is
The map with the way back
Where x marked the spot
Taken by strong winds that breaks limbs
And hearts
I'm lost
With no warmth from the hearth
No glow in the window on a black night
To guide me
I'm trapped
In a fairy tale without a happy ending
In a dungeon
I built myself out of pride, brick by brick
To keep evil out while I wait for you
To charge to my rescue, my gallent prince
I'm spilling wine wearing a torn dress
Wasting time
Tallying up the pound signs, minus the damage
With plenty to feast on and nothing to loot
I've sold myself short protecting my worth
In chains that chaff the skin, deep
I've given up
Play pretending I don't miss what I don't have
Till I believe it myself
And there is nothing left to take or to give
Or to miss
Solitude
Saps my strength
, making me weak with meloncoly
I'm pining for a place I've never known or ever been
Feeling home sick

12:45 PM - 8 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

Monday, September 15, 2008

Are you Americans not concerned?
Category: Blogging

About the FEMA concentration camps, double decker trains with shackles attached to the benches and the coffin liners that have been delivered to private prison camps being built with obvious government/military involvement?

What are your views and do you have a less sinister explaination which I may have missed of what FEMA is up to?

Is marshal law imminent?

I'm curious.

8:40 PM - 8 Comments - 3 Kudos - Add Comment

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Market Forces
Category: Blogging

An escort wrote on a forum that prostitution is a business and prostitutes exploit the market for financial gain.

She is right, but in that same vein, all businesses exploit the markets which they are targeting.  That is known as good business sense. 

In prostitution there are a few levels of a vulnerable market open to exploitation, with a probable cross over within those levels of the market  eg. street girl, parlour/brothel, agency/indi. 

Looking at the big picture it's not easy to say who is exploiting whom, though I'm sure there is some exploitation going on.  Is the escort exploiting the client or is the client exploiting the escort?  Not to mention the issue of pimps, trafficking and slavery.   We can't deny exploitation.

On the indi side of things I don't think I'm exploiting nor am I being exploited to/by anyone.  The client chooses to ring me up and make a booking with me, I choose to accept or decline.

Volentary prossies are rare, is an observation the escort wrote in her comment
 
There are quite a few girls out there who are prostituting for the fun aspect of it, albeit playtime pays the rent and and helps the finances, they still enjoy it.
They don't volenture but often go way over time with a client because the fun's not done yet. 

I've spoken to a few girls who are in this in between relationships/fresh out of relationships/mature and single and not looking for relationships.  They enjoy and miss the company of men, though they may not be looking to keep a man for themselves right now.  Sober sex for cash beats a drunken fumbled one night stand any day. 

What's wrong with enjoying time with the sort of men you like, when you like because you got your advertising right, because you targeted your market, because you miss and enjoy the company of men and you love getting fucked, for cash being the bonus that pays the rent - You don't enjoy one night stands, and you're not interested in a relationship right now.  What's wrong with that?

It's much more fun sleeping with strange men who you like, which happens when you've got your marketing right.  Marketing is just another word for attracting. 

Women play the attraction game in all walks of life, some without even trying.  Most of us feel we need to at least make an effort to look good, to attract the sort of man we are interested in.  That's why the cosmetic industry thrives, as do fashion houses.

As an escort I've scaled down my target market of men I hope to attract.  The market I would be aiming my attraction toward if I weren't an escort girl but taking into account that I have cut out the relationship market, would be a choice of one night stands, swinging, or selling sex. 

I don't see that what I do is exploitation.  It's consenting adults enjoying a mutually agreed playtime for recreational sex.  Recreational means fun doesn't it?

This industry is adaptable, I've worked it so that it suits me because it was after all my choice to become an escort.  Easy money.  Yes, it can be, but it can be soul destroying too, if you let it be.  I don't want it to damage me.  I don't see that being a sex worker has to damage anyone, if you are informed and in control of your choices. 

The downside of the industry for me is that there will always be the stigma of being a prostitute because of the exploitation of the vulnerable.

If escorting has to have such a profound impact on my life, I may as well manipulate it in such a way that it impacts me positively.

I'm damn well going to enjoy myself if I have to wear the stigma like sack cloth and ashes.  The dark side of society's ignorant opionion doesn't seem so menacing and dirty like it did to me when I was still stood on the other side of it, while I was part of the very polite society who now judge me with the stigma of what they believe, and of which I was scared, of what prostitution is.  It's not anything like I thought it would be.

I'm loving it.

I love the men

I love the company

I love the spoilings

I'm even one of those rare species who love the sex

And yes, I'm paid cash, wouldn't be here if I wasn't

What's wrong with that?

3:23 PM - 8 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment


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