Why I don't vote.

I know most of you are going to give me shit for this, but please try and understand where I am coming from.

I don't trust the system
I don't trust authority
Don't trust cops,
Politicians,
Government,
or the Law


The last two presidential elections were big fucking shams.

And everytime some bill or law or whatever is presented there's always some seceret personal agenda slipped in there that noone knows about. "Vote for proposition 87659132546 and the schools get $20,000,000,000,000,000". What ya don't see is the part that says if it's voted in some contractor gets 80% of the money to build one school in some rich suburbanite neighborhood and it only costs them 10% of the money to do it, making huge profits. Or it comes with some sort of politician pay increase or some shit so these cocksucker motherfuckers can smoke fatter cigars and buy bigger houses and cars while the rest of us work our asses off for shit wages trying to raise a couple kids, work full time, and go to school full time.

Look at all the bullshit that happened up in Seattle with the monorail. The people approved building a monorail, then the politicions spent years and millions and millions of dollars putting together committeess to try and figure out how to do it, brought it BACK to be voted on it AGAIN, spending more money on more committees to figure it out again, then voting on it again, just to decide "Aw fuck it, we're just not gonna do it". All that money spent on nothing and NOONE is held accountable meanwhile the city is out all this money that coulda been spent on other things (like actually building a fucking monorail!).

Every fucking year there's always some sort of election with some proposition to give schools more money and it's always voted in. Then a year or two or three later there's ANOTHER proposition to give schools more money again. Don't get me wrong. I'm all for higher education in this country and we should be more assertive with our kids in school etc etc. But, WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ALL THE MONEY FROM THE FIRST TIME THE SHIT WAS VOTED IN MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!? Where the fuck did all that go?

Then every few years there's some other vote about the right to pull the plug on yourself if you're a vegetable or in terminal pain or some shit, and it always passes, but the moment someone acts on the law that YOU VOTED IN, some fucker in congress or the senate that's pals with the drug companies gets some stick up his ass and starts crying about it and jails the doctor or some crazy shit then we're back to square one wasting more time and money again on "GET OUT THE VOTE!" just to do it all over again!

We get these fuckers voted in to make decisions for us just to find out that they turn right around and use public money for private jets and golf resorts and shit. Or we get them voted in on some bullshit Neo-HyperChristian agenda just to find out they're child molesting perverts like their buddies over in the Catholic church. "Stop raping kids! Stop raping kids!" they cry. But on a nice spring day when they're feeling a bit frisky they've got their pants down around their ankles in the shitter stall at the state office jacking their little dicks off with the nice and creamy pink soap from the dispenser whacking away thinking about little 16 year old Johnnie's nice tight pearl-white firm cream-puffed ass. They use the computers that were paid for by the citizens to have homosexual cybersex with underaged kids and some spineless fuck finds out about it but does NOTHING because he'll lose his job or get blacklisted or get in an "accident" on the way home or some shit then ten years later there's a line outside the courthouse compiled of thirtysomething year old people accusing Senator John Dickhead of "oh yeah he raped my butt when I was sixteen. Oh and ME TOO!" to a judge that drops his family off at church on Sundays so he can grab a couple hours time to himself to watch Cum Gaggers ..11 in a drunken stupor hand out a handslap of a sentence to Senator John Dickhead.

They're all lying cheating dishonest ingenuine bullshitting hypocrital mentally disturbed perverts trying to make a career and a fat paycheck by telling ME and YOU and the rest of us how the fuck to lead our lives. They are power hungry money grubbing sadistic spastic square-ass insecure jackholes on a fucking powertrip! Then they hire these highschool football star blockheaded bullies to wear a uniform a badge and a sidearm to enforce the law and hand out tickets (they should stop the bullshitting us and just call it a UTILITY BILL!) by engaging in a very loud and intimidating lecture to a single mom for fifteen minutes on how to use a fucking turn signal, offering her only a fat fucking ticket to make the city or the county even more money. And of course she can't afford it 'cause she's crapped out three kids to a lifeless unemotional douchebag of an ex-husband that's barely earning enough money to send his beloved family the annual package WalMart Christmas cards and cookies. Yet if she doesn't pay it she gets a warrant or some shit and thrown in jail wich ends up costing the city more money than the ticket itself, thus feeding the politicians' need to feed their powertrippin' abusive personalities over someone elses personal being.

Let's not forget about the billions and billions of dollars this country spends on bullshit projects overseas like Iraq. Over here we got the rich getting richer and the poor getting more poor and we're setting up the same system over there by spending all this money to build them schools and plumbing that we blew to pieces in the first place so they can have an education and potable drinking water. Yet over here all it takes to wipe out a small town for three weeks is for some uneducated jackhole (where's that school bond money again?) to turn the wrong valve at the water treatment plant and everything is contaminated with "Luv My Carpet" dust. "Oh but don't worry everyone! Everything is gonna be fine! Don't you worry! We'll ship you thousands of gallons of water for FREE just go and pick it up at city hall with your free emergency earthquake kit!" Meanwhile back at the ranch some fat fucking greasy capitalist is having a field day with tax write-offs for being so "generous" and the "Luv My Carpet" chemical company collects millions from insurance claims because of their loss of product due to an "unforseen municipal failure".

And oh YAY! Saddam gets sentenced to death for killing a hundred something people twenty years ago! YAY! The fucker hanged! Yet is there anyone on trial for wasting thousands of lives getting him out of power? Is there anyone on trial for wasting billions and billions of dollars in the process? For a man, that come on, was seriously NO THREAT to us at all! No of course there's no trial for them! And remember kids, these are the same Neo-HyperChristian Army dodging election-stealing fucktwats that were "voted" into power by everyday Joe Citizen just because he didn't want his not-worth-the-paper-the-check-was-printed-on paycheck taxed as much.

All these fuckers that get voted in either have an agenda of their own, or are good friends with bigmoney that has their own self serving agenda. Ya think smoking pot is illegal 'cause it's bad for you? I'm sure the cotton industry of the 1940's and 50's would think so. Who's against the legalization of drugs? Uh, let's try Jim Beam, Phillip Morris, Anheiser Busch, and hell who knows, maybe even Coca Cola. Even when legalization is put up for vote for medical reasons you still gotta watch your ass if ya get a Marijuana card. Get caught smoking that shit sitting on the couch while watching Sanford and Son and eating nachos then all the sudden it's defined as recreational and the cops come smashing in your front door and hauling your stoned ass off to jail. War on drugs? Yeah right let's be real people. It's a fucking WAR ON HUMANITY! So people can't smoke a little pot in their home but on every corner of every street there's a pub serving dollar shots and two dollar pitchers and I get a fucking parking ticket in front of a bar for double parking by some pimplefaced dipshit of a kid hired by the city to generate more revenue by handing out $35 parking tickets to cab drivers. I'M PICKING UP DRUNKS SO THEY DON'T DRIVE AND FUCKING KILL SOMEONE YOU ASSHOLES!!!! I'm in a commercial vehicle! But they let these fucking Fed-Ex trucks sit in the middle of the street all day delivering packages and I don't ever see anyone give them any tickets! Why the fuck do you think that is? Because there's NO INCENTIVE! As a cab driver I take money AWAY from the city by picking up drunks. The city makes HELLA money off of drunk drivers. They WANT to hand out DUI's to as many people as possible because it FUCKING MAKES THEM FAT FUCKING BANK! How do I know this? Because if they honestly cared about the safety of their citizens they wouldn't hand out parking tickets to cab drivers picking up people at a bar, and they wouldn't let these fucking valet parking panzies hand keys out all night to people that have been getting fucked up inside! THEY WANT YOUR MONEY AND YOUR FUCKING SOUL!!!!

The whole system is wrought, or should I say ROTTEN, with hypocrasy, lies, corruption, and useless revenue generating redtape. Sponsored by subhuman corporate friendly demons with your best interest at THE BOTTOM OF THEIR LIST of things to do today.

Yeah yeah yeah I know I know what you're thinking. "If ya don't vote ya ain't got a right to bitch." BULL-FUCKING-SHIT!!! The whole fucking system is broke! We vote on shit that needs to be fixed 'cause it wasn't done right in the first place, then five years later we vote on it again! WTF people? All these jerk-offs are there for their own personal gain. Sure there's a few here and there that are there because they have an honest and genuine belief in law and want to improve the infrastructure and quality of life, but none of those people ever truly have the power to do anything as long as the rest of the fuckholes in office keep up with their lies, intimidation, and election-stealing. And until one of you out there can prove to me and show me that the system isn't broke and isn't operated by fuckwads then I'll consider re-registering to vote again. In the meantime I don't trust the system at all.

Trust me people. THEY ARE THERE TO BEND YOU OVER A LOG AND FUCK YOU AND SUFFOCATE YOU OF YOUR SOUL AND HUMANITY!!!

I certainly don't mean to suggest that everyone should stop voting. Please continue doing what you feel is right for you. But please don't ever tell me that I have no right to bitch when shit keeps getting worse and worse and no matter how many times people vote shit never changes. When I feel that the system is capable of sustaining a legitimate government with useful and legitimate proposals than I shall vote again.

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My vacation to Seattle

Well kids I finally took a vacation and I went up to Seattle for a friends wedding. I had a fucking AWESOME time! The weather was PERFECT, the wedding was beautiful, and it was good to see my old friends there.

So I took the train up. First time I've ever taken the train. It was a lot of fun actually. Granted there's times on the train when it's BORING AS FUCK but it's just kinda cool. There's simply no better way to see the ass end of America than taking the train. You get to see the backyards of people that are obviously making meth because they're in shithole towns with nothing to do. I had no idea there were so many storage facilities lining the US railways. Also get to see all the manafacturing plants where they process wheat into nuclear waste, change toxic elements into catfood, and the warehousing faclilites that store and ship all that goodness across our beautiful country. It's a 20 hour trip up to Seattle from here in Sacramento. And man I tell ya, if I ever take a long train trip like that again, I'm getting me a fucking sleeper car!

Here's my ticket



And my luggage



My buddy Chuck taking me to the train station


Downtown Sacramento Amtrak Station


Map of downtown outside the station


Here comes my train!


So my train left Sactown around 12:30 am. I was lucky enough to get a window seat, but it didn't matter much for the first six hours or so because you couldn't see shit since it was pitch black outside. All you could see really were the lights from factories, backyards, and warehousing complexes and shit like that. Nothing too exciting. Luckily the lady that was sitting next to me was a nice old lady on her way to Montana or Michigan or some shit like that. It was hard to sleep. A little because of the seats, but mostly because I was all amped up with excitement for taking the train for the first time. I caught a bit of a catnap though probably about an hour before the sun started to rise.

Just waking up, about 6 am-ish


The first time I take a "myspace" pic and it's in the bathroom of a fucking train!


A quick view of Mt Shasta


Can't remember if this is in Dunsmuir or Shasta or what


Big giant black mountain of death right next to Mt Shasta


The lounge/viewing car


Some shots of Northern CA and Southern OR








FINALLY!!! A fucking smoke break! We stopped in Klamath Falls OR and that was my first smoke break since getting on the train about 8 hours earlier. Good fucking CHRIST! That's a long ass time for no smoking!


Ok here's a shitton of shots of the Oregon countryside....












Another stop in Eugene Oregon



And then there was this guy!
His name is Jose. He's the snack bar attendant. Fucking weird as shit man! Totally gay with a Mexican accent. Fucking hilarious! So I go down about 9am to get me some coffee. Now if any of ya know me well, then you know that I have a HUGE issue with food and drinks served at scalding hot temperatures. Why in the fuck does anyone want their shit so fucking hot you can't consume it for an hour and a half? So I ask this dude for an iced coffee, and he tells me "Oh no sir we can't do that". I'm like WTF! I ask him "So you can't put ice in the coffee cup, then pour the coffee over it"? He says "Oh no sir we can't. We don't do the iced coffee. We CAN however do the iced tea, but we never do the iced coffee". So he pours me a cup of coffee and hands me a small cup of ice. FUCKING WEIRD!!!

Anyways! A couple pics of the Portland station




I think this is the bridge that connects Oregon and Washington


Pretty much after that there wasn't anything to take any pics of because it was too dark outside.

So my old friend and roomie Jason

pics me up from the Seattle station. We head over to my friend Keith's Video store City Limits DVD




It's a hella cool place. Mostly porno movies, and then a lot of cool indie films and stuff like that.

Keith Calandra, owner and operator of City Limits DVD











So Jason and I head home and the next day I wake up and go grab an afternoon breakfast. And whaddya think my first meal is in Seattle? But of course...




So that evening Jason and I head out to do some fucking around in the U-District




On our way downtown for some dinner






Pike Place Market


We ate here




Jason had the something er other


And I had the chicken whatever it was
The food was HELLA good! In fact, the whole fucking trip I had nothing but kick ass food it seems WOO HOO!!!

The owner
He was hella cool. Basically gave us a free glass of wine each so we could decide what the fuck to drink with our meal. His recomendation was perfect!

They had a fucking radical bathroom too!


Oh yeah! Jason loves him some strippers!


We went to Dick's for milkshakes





So later that night I finally met up with the bride to be my good friend Kristin!


And my friend Stacy




Kristin's so rad! She has tons and tons of critters!






Kristin eats Pizza


Later we met up with more of Kristins friend at a bar on Capital Hill called the Redwood


Kristin and her husband to be


Atlas, Carla, Lucky, and Shawn



Shawn has a neat trick for you...



So the next day, Friday, Kristin's cool friend CJ offers to take us to the airport to pick up Kristin's other cool friend Aili. She flew in from upstate New York.

Kristin and CJ at the airport


Kristin and Aili



We went to breakfast at the B&O on Cap hill. I had the cornedbeef hash and eggs


Aili had a weird salad with fish in it


And Kristin had a weird gyro thingy mcbob






Kristin always did make a good model


So later on we got our shit together and met up with Shawn, Carla, and Atlas to take the bus to the ferry terminal


Taking the ferry from Seattle to Bremerton


Approaching Bremerton






Kristin's kick ass aunt Marcia picked us up in the van to take us to the wedding location in Lillywaup




Aunt Marcia. She KICKS ASS!!!


Some of the scenery on the way


















So we finally get to Aunt Marcia's house and meet up with her fucking totally awesome dad Michael, and his friend Mike. Kristin's dad sells beer and wine or some shit like that to a bunch or restarunts all over the Seattle are, so the dude has THE HOOK UP!!!


Mike (not Kristin's dad) explains the keg set up and what we're drinking


So the rest of the night was filled with drinking and partying and eating and just good old fashioned fun between friends and family. I even smoked me some pot! Would ya believe that? Look at all this food!








Stacie and Aili meet up for the first time in years and years and years


Mike's camping site behind the house






This was the other shutter bug at the party. Mari (I think)










Rockin' the safety orange sleeping bag!


So the next morning, on the day of the wedding, Sat Sept 23rd, Kristin, Tracie, Tracie's friend Shawn, Atlas, Mari, and myself head out for breakfast at a place called the tides.












Now I tell ya, when we went in there we kinda expected to be treated a bit shitty because we all look fucking weird or whatever. Boy were we WRONG! Our server was fucking rad, and on top of that, the food FUCKING KICKED TONS OF FUCKING SERIOUS ASS!!!! I'm fucking serious man! These pics DO NOT do it justice. It was like grandma fucking made it or some shit.
I had the breakfast sandwich with saugage and bacon


Atlas had blueberry pankaces, and man they were fucking HUGE!


Shawn had eggs and some sort of hashbrown skillet typ of thingy










Kristin's totally fucking kick ass dad Michael. Man that dude knew everything about all food and alcohol, and he made motherfucking sure as hell noone had an empty glass. Totally awesome guy!



Well it's wedding time now!






The beautiful Carla about to perform the ceremony


Mari (fuck was that her name or what? I can't remember)


Tracie waiting for his bride


And so is everyone else


Aaaaaahhh there she is!



The wedding ceremony







































Well here's a couple dorks for ya...


She's using her camera while I use mine








Tracie! You're suppose to kiss the BRIDE! Not your best friend!




























Kristin's dad makes a speech


Here it comes Tracie, it's gonna hurt!


Cutting the cake








Oh yeah! Kristin's the pimp!




Tracie gives his present to his bride


I took a seriously shitty picture of this didn't I?




Well I stayed the night again out in Lillywaup and we partied some more. Went to a lake in the middle of the night and hanged out on a dock for a while. The stars were absolutely amazing out there! Caught the ferry back to Seattle with Aili and went back to Jason's apartement.

The next day I caught up with Aili and a couple of her friends and hanged out downtown for a while. Later that afternoon we met up with Stacie and Atlas and went to the space needle.


Ascending the Space Needle





























Descending the Space Needle







Aili's totally fucking hot friend Ramona


My favorite radio station! KEXP!


Headed over to Keith's shop again to hang out a bit




My cabbie back to Jason's



And finally it was time to go home.
Leaving the Seattle Amtrak station




They have some good graffitti up in the Pacific Northwest


A few pics of Mt Ranier






Tacoma






The Tacoma Narrows bridge being rebuilt








The south side of Mt Ranier



And well that's about it kids. Sorry for the anti-climactic finish there, but there wasn't really anything to take pics of after that. It was a fucking long ass train ride home that's for sure. I just wanted to get the fuck home and sleep on a fucking bed for once!

I had an awesome time and met some awesome people. There were some that I'm glad I didn't meet up, but even more that I wish I had been able to meet up with. Like Lisa, Saren, Jamie, Iska, and Melissa. So maybe next time.

Laborday Weekend at my buddy Jeff's house.

I haven't seen my buddy Jeff in about 5 years and all the sudden he as a bbq in his backyard for the old crew. Jason, Mike, and myself. After the bbq Mike, Jason and I headed off to Reno WOO HOO!!! I lost all my money of course. So here's a shit ton of stupid pics to enjoy! And a couple videos. Speaking of wich, GO CHECK OUT MY VIDEOS!!! I have like two pages worth already!


Mike




Mike hits a BULLSEYE!

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Jeff is very excited as he learns to take pictures with a camera




Jason







Let's see what happens when we invade Jason's privacy...

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And here's what happens when Jimmy takes a shot of brandy...

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I'm like the Pillsbury Doughboy or something







Our dance number




My water just broke






















Jason loves his fire!





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Jason holds the menu of the lame restarunt we went to at El Dorado in Reno




Jason's meal




Mike's meal




My meal

Uncle Jimmy getting Waxed!!!

So this is what Uncle Jimmy looks like when he's getting waxed kids! Got it done by my awesome friend Amanda. She's very sanitary and just hella cool to work with. She said I did very good! In fact it didn't hurt nearly as much as I thought it was going too. Probably shoulda taken some "before" pics before we got started but oh well. You get the idea.


My left armpit getting tweezed




My arm looks hella cool in this pic, and that's the only reason I'm sharing it with you. Well also to show you that my left armpit is now HAIRLESS!!!




My right armpit with hair




Applying the wax




Ready to rip!!!




RIP!!!




The prrof is in the strip




I decided it was time to wear some shades for our session




'Cause I had to look at this all night




And this (my friend Mattee)




A hairless armpit is a happy armpit!




Time for the chest



















And this is what a healthy happy hairless Jimmy looks like!

I need a road trip.
Current mood: nostalgic

I was talking to my friend Stef and we're in agreement that a road trip for a day is in order. Unfortunately I can't go with her because she lives in Utah.

I'd like to head out on a cloudy Fall day with a bit of rainfall.
A mocha in the cupholder and plenty of battery power in the camera.
A couple packs of smokes and some cash for greasy diner eats.
Get the fuck outta town and clear this broken-hearted head of mine.
An empty two lane highway ahead of me.
Mountains on the horizon, a chill in the air, and sunbeams through the clouds.

Good driving music in the cd player. Sigor Ros, New Order, Joy Division, TV On the Radio, Radiohead etc etc...
Rest stops and vista viewpoints.
Stretching my legs and taking in the rain-fresh air.
Drizzle from the sky and wet pavement under my feet.
Doritos, Pepsi, Snickers, and some jerky.
My facial hair itchy and growing back in by the end of the day.
Coming home to a warm comfy bed and maybe snugglin' with someone if I'm lucky.

Or just coming home and having a wild orgy with nineteen year old emo cheerleader chicks.

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Work uniforms SUCK!!!!!
Current mood: www.kexp.org

You know I can understand a companies desire to have everyone in a uniform of some sort or another, but seriously, with the billions and billions these corporate assholes are making, you'd think they could afford a fucking fashion consultant before they make their decision and make us all look like idiots!

Colors for tops should be as follows (in no particular order):
Black
Tan
Grey
White
Earth tones basically.

Colors for the bottoms should be as follows (also in no particular oder):
Black
Tan
And grey but ONLY if you are in service, like a technician.

The following colors should be used for highlight or logo purposes only!
Green
Blue
Red
Purple
Yellow
Or anything else that is NOT Black, Tan, Grey, or White!

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My new job!
Current mood: amused

My new job at Target is RAD!!! I know it sounds silly but it's a lot of fun and fucking easy. I'm a cashier and everyday that I have worked there I have seen people I know. My first day the Groovie Ghoulies came through my lane. HAHAHA! And then today Gerry Reynolds came through my line. He's a local celebrity, some sportscaster guy. No big deal, but still it's fucking funny. And also today a couple of old women came through and one of them looked at my arms and said "Sorry about your tattoos". HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! So I was like "waddya mean"? And she said "Oh, well the pain of course". I'm like "Aw it was worth it though! I mean, they look good now right"? She then asked me if I had a wife, to wich I quickly replied "NO"! Meaning HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLL NO!!! So as she's walking away she says "Well here's something for you to read" and she hands me one of those little fucking religious pamphlets. HAHAHAHAHA!!! Fucking AWESOME!!! WOO HOO!!! I threw it away.

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The true nature of Middle Earth!

From: Dia Structo Date: Jul 29, 2005 11:59 AM

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I hate it when this happens!
Current mood: witty and tired

So I'm getting ready for bed, right. And there's a couple things I need to take care of first. Brushing my teeth and taking a shit.

Now here's the problem. I really needed to take that monster dump. But I didn't wanna do that, and then brush my teeth knowing that I had just had my hand down in the crack of my ass wiping away only god knows what. So I had to choose very carefully.

I chose the only path that would allow me life for one more day. I brushed my teeth first! And man I gotta tell ya, that was one long tough journey!

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I had a startling revelation today
Current mood: hot

The acronym MILF at times may also mean

MEN

I'd

Like to

Fuck.

And that's very frightening.

Speaking of being gay, I want a real kitchen someday. Not necassarily a huge kitchen, but a very well stocked, ergonomic, and practical layout for all my nacho and burrito fantasies to come to fruition.

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I'm gonna work at motha fucken TARGET!!!
Current mood: chipper

Check out this funny ass shit!

So I've been looking around for a second part-time job 'cause I need the money, right. Well I go into Target and fill out their computerized application thingy they have there in the store. When I'm done the computer says to pick up the red phone and follow the "team member's instructions". I pick up the phone, it rings, some dude picks up. I tell him I finished the application. He says Great I'll send someone right over. A couple moments later this lady comes in and asks for Jim (that's me!), and I'm like RIGHT HERE!

She brings me into the secret interview room, and after about three minutes, HIRES ME!!!!!!!

How fucking funny is that shit! I got hired on at Target of all places, and practically ON THE SPOT!!!!!

If ya live in the Sacto area, it's the one over on Broadway. Don't start for a couple weeks yet, but when I do I'll let ya know. Come by and see me! I'm gonna be a cashier!!!

WOO HOO!!!

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some catching up to do
Current mood: nostalgic

Well some of y'alls out there may have missed me the last nine months online, and I'm sure that many more of you didn't even notice I was gone. WOO HOO!!

I finally moved back to Sacramento CA the night of July 31st '04. Packed up everything I owned into my little Mazda wagon and drove down. Left at about 2am. At the WA/OR border I took a right and hit the coast on my way down. Yeah the Oregon coast is an awesome sight to see. Fucking gorgeous. I stopped at the Tillamook cheese factory and took the free self guided tour. Cool stuff. I love me some cheese and Tillamook makes some yummy stuff. Got me a little bar of smoked cheddar. MMMMmmm!! Drove down to Newport OR and hanged out on the beach for about ten minutes. Pretty nice little town. I love the coast that's fer sure. Headed back over to I-5 from there and spent the rest of the day and night on my way back to the bay area. Fuck that was a long drive. In all, I was on the road for twentyfive fucking hours straight. Probably shouldn't have went down the coast, but I figured I probably wouldn't get a chance to take that trip for a while so fuck it.

Anyhow I finally got to my best friends house in Half Moon Bay CA hella late in the morning. The next day we went out to his parents house to put my shit in storage. We drove through Tracy and Stockton and on the way there I started to regret coming down here. Ironic. I was miserable in Seattle and couldn't wait to get the fuck out, but then when I get here I'm totally bummed and hating it. I was looking around and seeing all the bullshit stripmalls and it was just fucking dirty and unoriginal. No character to it whatsoever. A fucking wasteland of stripmalls and death. Blegh!

So my first week here I hanged out with my buddy in Half Moon Bay. The next weekend I went to Sacramento for the weekend to hang with friends and stuff. Well I met this really nice girl through a mutual friend. It was her birthday and we all went out drinking. Well I end up at the b-day girls house that night and we got a little naughty. The next morning I woke up and said I gotta go, and she said don't go yet, so I figured what the hell and I hanged out with her. Then that night we went to our friends house to watch movies and again I said I gotta go, and again she and everyone else said no. So I stayed the night again. To make a long story short, this girl ends up being my girlfriend and I end up living with her. What a mistake that was.

Well I end up being a total fucking loser in this relationship and she supports me, buys me food and smokes and gives me money. The whole nine yards. I just couldn't find work. Finally I found work with Sears, but it turned out to be a total disaster. I still didn't make any money at all.

After a few weeks the girl finally kicked my loser ass outta the house. Partly cause I was being a fucking loser, partly cause I wasn't into the relationship thing at the time and she knew it cause eventually I had told her. So I stayed with some good friends for about four months. I got a job with a heating and air company as a lead generator. I sit at the Home Depot all day and schedule appointments for free consultations. Fucking most boring thing I've ever done in my life. I need to get back in the porn biz and soon. But it's a paycheck for now.

I finally found a place to live with a friend I met through another friend. We're living in a three bed two bath house with a garage and basement for only $900/mo, Killer deal. Nice place. I've got my own bathroom and the kitchen is huge (fucking ugly as sin though).

So basically right now my life is super boring. My weekends are on Tue and Wed wich totally sucks, I'm not making that much money right now, and I'm just basically bored to tears at the moment. No big deal though cause I learned a lot about myself during my four year tour of duty up in Seattle. And I'm much happier with myself now. I also learned a lot from being with that girl for a couple months. I've learned that I don't need someone in my life to make me feel complete or to be happy. I've also learned that I just don't wanna be in a relationship right now and that's just fine by me. First time ever in my life I've felt like this. It's a good place to be. I've also learned that I just make a terrible boyfriend anyways. I just couldn't be bothered.

So now I got a place to live, I'm back online again finally and I'm just working on catching up with bills and stuff. All very boring shit really.

Anyhow here's some pics of my trip down here.
Take care and have fun!