And on and on and on
Current mood: joy
Category: joy Life

What a trip.  A real trip.  From there to here.  Here and there.  Here to where?  I am so bleeeeeesed. Israel has been amazing.  I started off volunteering in Zefat blah blah blah... Then I lived on this moshav with a fairy and the harp maker learning and this and this... Then I hiked... and Hiked... And danced and played and sang and wrote and loved and swam and floated, and floated.  I am High.  The kind you get when your soul reaches new heights.  There is so much magnificense(i can't really spell, sorry). SO MUCH MAGNIFICENSE(again, sorry).  I love everyone. haha.  The world is a magnificent place.  So much has happened I would be cheating you all if I tried to type it here.  Anyways, I am in Kfar Sava now.  Outside Tel Aviv.  I will be in Chicago soon.  October 8th.  I will be in NYC even sooner.  October 3rd. LOVE LOVE LOVE, K

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Once more my eyes are opened...
Current mood: amused
Category: Life

Once more my eyes are opened.  How is this world filled so endlessly?  We are all apart of this world.  Which might mean that I too have the power of endlessness.  What is that, anyways?  What the f..k am I doing, anyways? At this time, right now, the world we live in is in motion.  I can't slow down even if I wanted to.  This world makes no sense, at all. Which makes perfect sense. Is this funny to you, too? 

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word from the wise
Current mood: artistic

An old conversation.  Maybe it will inspire someone like it did me.

"Block our the excuses and go for it.  intellectualized. comfort zone. Fuck it, just step off the board and do it.  They've had their moment and they don't regret it because they tried.  You've torn it apart to the point where your barried in it, intellectually.  It's become a huge impetement.  You've got to somehow find your way back to having fun.  Don't let anything get in the way just follow what your ambition is for your life.  Don't settle, you don't have to settle.  That moment you love.  Ny'ers always find reasons not to do things.  They are always justifying this and that, they take all the passion and feeling and the adventure and excitement and that breathless moment and they turn it into this drole boring anaylis that justifys their existance.  So many people just fall by the way side because they rationalize there way through not doing OR they're not good enough.  But you are good enough.  When you were younger you had fun.  You got what you wanted out of it for that moment.  When you were younger.  People who want to make it make it.  Passion has been zapped out of you.  Not a lot of people can get on stage and withstand the attention and focus and be able to really focus themselves.  I think you do it brilliantly.  A lot of people don't want to see it happen.  Fuck the waiting.  Step off the board, enjoy the thrill till you hit the water.  If you had a fix temporarily go back in a few months but never let go of the thrill and the passion because everything else becomes so mundane and you lose so much of the joy and expression of life and within you.  And it happened to me and I don't want to see it happen to you.  There is nothing like having that moment when you shine.  You have just deprived yourself of it.  Forget about the measurement of it just get up there and have fun.  Most of the greatest things I did I had no clue I was doing them.  At the moment I was not measuring myself, just completely absorbed in it.  I surpassed my wildest goals and those of everybody else.  Shine.  Seize the day.  When was the last time you did that?  "not for a long time"  And that is 99 percent of the world.  You've found every reason in the world to avoid it.  Good night."

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I never knew...
Current mood: happy

I never knew how much fun it is to live in New York.  Nor how lucky I am to be in this city. 

That is all . 

:)

Kate

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A POST
Current mood: drunk

I really wanted to write something tonight; I don't know what and I don't care who reads it; Right now I have just come from a bar called 'Pops'; A place in my hometown of Highland Park ;Illinois.; There are many things I realize; About life, about myself and just about....... If anyone has had dreams... there is one thing they know and that is that no one will believe in them more than themselves.; I have a dream of what I can be... So, how do you make that real?; In a city where anything can come true. Anything.  A place where dreams lie down at your feet and beg for you to see them like a prying shore.; They fill my soul with so much worth so much love and reason.;; I believe that a person's will says more about who they are then what they say.... There is so much of nothing said in this world, in this city, in my life.; To return to what I know best.; To return to myself.  Apart from anyone, or anything.  This is probably making no sense, but thats ok. So many people have come to New York City and so many people are living and fulfilling their dreams. If your not, then ask you self why.. and really ask yourself. This world is only filled with possibilities. Life is alive and this is your life. This is my life. We were not meant to dream to make sleep more entertaining or the day pass by quicker. Think about that. We are dreaming these things because we want them more than anything. We want them. There are doers and there are watchers. If you want something this is your chance to get it. This life. This moment. This life. Don't loose your roots ever because they tell you who you are and keep you strong, but do follow your hearts. Everything really does come around. If you can hang around. Please, don't ever give up on your dreams. Sometimes they are all you have that is truly yours. If none of this really makes sense, I was at a bar tonight having lots of fun with friends I haven't seen in a very very long time.. So.. You can figure it out.. HAHAHA  Katelin

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