RIP Buffy McBuffington
Current mood: bummed
Category: Pets and Animals

My dog was a 7month old chiuhauha mix and was the cutest thing ever. She came into my life just four months ago, and was one of the only things that made me happy. She died on saturday, which totally fucking killed me. She got out of the yard, was attacked by two rotwielers, but was fine. The vet said she was in shock but she would make it through after some minimal surgery to fix a hernia that popped out as a result of the attack. She came through surgery a-ok, but apparently died suddenly of cardiac arrest the next day, just hours before we were supposed to pick her up. Im still extremely upset about it. Why does bad shit always happen to me? My best friend is gone forever.

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LIFE, OR SOMETHING LIKE IT...
Current mood: indifferent

Ok. So I haven't "blogged" in a long time. That is to say, I am not a habitual "blogger" but here's whats been going on in my life, if anyone out there cares...

1.) I moved home (to cleveland) from kent at the end of march

2.) A few weeks later, I was sitting on my couch when a strange girl knocked on my door trying to sell me magazines. I ended up running away with her to join a magazine crew and became a traveling salesman of sorts for the majority of the summer...it was a crazy experience, but not nearly as bad as they said it was on 19 action news...

3.) After being screwed over by many of my so called friends, I decided to do some "gardening" in my life...that is, i pulled out the bad people, or weeds, that tried to blend in with the flowers, but ultimately caused me strife (you guys know who you are)...syonara suckers, and good riddance!

4.) I'm doing great in school and have even gotten involved in some extra-curricular stuff...WCSB...woo-hoo!

5.) Still single...dated a nice boy for a month or so, he wasn't really for me, so we're splitsville...still friends though, I think?...

6.) I shaved my head on the number 2 setting of clippers and dyed my hair leopard-print...though anyone that knows me knows it wont be that way for more than a month or so...

7.) My grandma has ahlzheimers really bad :( I've tried to visit her a few times but she just lays in bed all day...I guess I can't blame her. I would too...I just hope she remembers me

8.)... All in all, I'm doing alright :)

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SO LONG, KENT!

THIS IS IMPORTANT, SO LISTEN UP! I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH A LOT OF SHIT LATELY, AND IM GOING CRAZY STUCK IN THIS LITTLE SHIT HOLE OF A TOWN. IVE DROPPED ALL OF MY CLASSES BUT ONE, WHICH I'M FAILING, AND I HAVE SOME PERSONAL ISSUES RIGHT NOW TOO...SO, I NEED A FUCKING BREAK AND A CHANGE OF SCENE. THAT IS WHY ON SATURDAY, MARCH 24TH, I AM MOVING BACK TO CLEVELAND AND DROPPING OUT OF KSU. (I WILL FULLY EXPLAIN THIS DECISION TO ANY OF MY CO-WORKERS OR CLOSE FRIENDS, SO Y'ALL KNOW WHAT'S UP...)

AS FOR SCHOOL, I WAS PLANNING TO GO TO PORTLAND, OREGON IN AUGUST, BUT I HAVE MAD FINANCIAL SHIT TO STRAIGHTEN OUT FIRST. SO, IM GONNA WORK ALL SUMMER, PAY SOME SHIT OFF, FINALLY GET A CAR AND STUFF, AND FINISH UP MY DEGREE AT CLEVELAND STATE. THEN, ONCE IM MENTALLY WHERE I NEED TO BE TO MAKE THAT BIG OF A LIFE CHANGE, I'LL BE READY TO DO SO.

I KNOW GOIN HOME SEEMS LIKE A COP OUT, BUT ITS A CHANCE FOR ME TO REGROUP AND GET MY SHIT TOGETHER, CUZ RIGHT NOW, IM ON THE VERGE OF A BREAKDOWN STAYING IN THIS PLACE. IT MAY BE EXTREME, BUT A GIRL'S GOTTA DO WHAT A GIRL'S GOTTA DO.

DONT WORRY KENT FOLK, ILL BE BACK TO VISIT HERE AND THERE...BUT IF YOU REALLY FEEL THE NEED TO SAY GOOD BYE, YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME.

...AND CLEVO KIDS, LOOK OUT CUZ IM COMING HOME!

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was my dad hunting with dick cheney?
Current mood: indifferent

...he might as well have been! this is totally fucked up! i got an e-mail from my big brother and it was totally casual, you know, like:

"hey sis! how are you? staying out of trouble?! oh, and you should call dad. did you know he got shot? he was at a dog trial and some dude in the gallery popped him and he has twently buck shots in his body that cant be removed...so yeah, call him...."

That was it! my brother e-mailed it to me and that was it... i still havent called my dad and this happened like a week ago. i know i should call him but im pissed that HE didnt tell me or that MY STEPMOM didnt tell me...and we live like 40 minutes away from each other! and my brother lives in Vegas and HE had to tell me!? I know i should be more sensitive and call my pops, but my feelings were really hurt by that...i dont know what to do really...

so yes, that is how fucked up life is...its always something, you know?

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so i was diggin' on an alleged sex offender...
Current mood: confused

So yeah, how fucked up is this!  I was talking to this really hot guy (that I met in kent but have known for several years) and for the last few months we've been talking a lot, and we were totally thinking about hooking up...(at least I thought we were) but then I didn't hear from him for a few days. I turn on the news, and BAM! there he is in handcuffs arrested for supposedly approaching young girls (13 and 14 years old!) and attempting to solicite sex from them for money! I was in shock, and to be honest I'm still in denial because he was a really nice guy and I totally do NOT think that he would ever try anything like that...i don't fucking know what to do...for any of you that really know me, this is just my luck and it figures...weird shit like this ALWAYS happens to me!

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The REAL Deal
Current mood: relieved

Alright....for those that really know me, you know that I have some health problems. You also know that I am one broke ass bitch. After some serious soul searching and an evaluation of my financial assets, or the lack thereof, I have come to the conclusion that California can wait. I only have one more year left here, and then I'll have a Bachelor's degree and a shit ton of money saved up. If I leave now, I won't even be able to survive out there, financially or physically. Therefore, my fair-weathered friends, i'm staying in the armpit if it all until I graduate from here. I mean, California isn't going anywhere unless it falls into the fucking ocean. So, I'm staying. It's logical, sensible and really, just way fucking easier. So yeah, just thought you all should know.... xoxo katie

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yes, i did go to norton furniture and meet marc....
Current mood: cheerful

yeah, and it was awesome! i got a free t-shirt and mary and i totally got our pictures taken...(so did rotty and jill)....rotty's gonna send me all the pictures from that weekend...all i can say is, it was amazing!

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