About my birthday party.......

Turns out I had a lot of people flake out on me Friday night,  so I just wanted to give everyone who showed up at my party a big thanks!  Even if you just stopped by to say happy birthday, It made me really happy.  I had a number of people use the "I’m not going to know anyone there" excuse and turns out the only person you needed to know there was me-I mean ...after all it was MY birthday party. lol ( I didn’t even know everyone there! ). Thank you Nativemind and Jason Al-mansor for all the great music and Travis and Tex for getting everything ready! I hope everyone had a wonderful time!!!

....also even a bigger thanks to those who brought gifts! lol

Love, Kimberly

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Hate:Sad:Alone:Helpless

It is almost 3 a.m now.  I have to be at work at 8 a.m. and I work all day.  I should be done around midnight.  I can’t stop hyperventilating. I almost got into a car accident on my way home.  It would have been my fault.  The hyperventilating was too much.  I couldn’t see the road through my own tears.  ...For a minute I wished I had gotten in that accident.   Being too upset can make you think pretty crazy things.  It’s so hard to breathe.  I hadn’t been like this since June 2006, when my father died.  Is it possible to cry so hard your nose bleeds?  I’ve been having them frequently.  Before these I hadn’t had a real nose bleed since I had broken my nose in high school.  I don’t know how to make the tears go away, because when I lay down for bed they just pour out even more.  When I close my eyes, I see only visions of sadness.  I’m affraid. I don’t even know what I deserve anymore.  ......because I thought it was more.

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Never
Current mood: pessimistic

Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action—true love.

Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with ACTIONS and in truth.
      I John 3:18 (NIV)

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Check out this event: Kim’s Birthday Party! Yay!

Hosted By: Kimberly Gravil
When: Friday Apr 04, 2008
at 10:31 PM
Where: Travis and Tex's House
2621 N. 14 1/2 St.
Terre Haute, IN 47803
United States
Description:
Kimberly Gravil

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Any ideas?

I was curious if anyone had any ideas about good/fairly cheap apartments in the terre haute area.  My lease is ending here shortly and I would like to move somewhere else.  One or two bedrooms (maybe three).  I don't have any roomates yet, but I think I would rather live with someone.  My sister may be one of them.  I would like to go ahead and start looking. Thanks!

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How Perfect
Category: Romance and Relationships

How perfect your dreams can be,
As into your eyes he stares...
How he wants you desprately.
Your everything can be his.
How strong his love will rise,
When he holds you in his arms,
Tears he trys to disguise.
And his songs will be sang,
How he sings for your love.
And his music will be played,
How he plays for your touch.
Oh how you have it made.
What a perfect dream it is,
For he loves you so very much.
He will give you a kiss,
One so passionate and true.
No one else matters,
For no one else can be you.

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