because there has to be a title
Current mood: pensive

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
I will follow you into the dark

Currently listening : Plans By Death Cab for Cutie Release date: 30 August, 2005

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Talking

How can two people who have so many issues with each other talk to everyone else about said issues and not each other?

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80 Questions
Current mood: thoughtful

80 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered

Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?
No

Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
Who?

Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
No

Do you have one or more Britney Spears CD's?
yes...lol

Which radio stations are your favorites?
I don't listen to the radio much

Are you a Lost fanatic?
no

[[Be honest]]

Still have pictures of your Ex?
yes more than one of them

Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
yes

Queen?
yes

Alanis Morisette?
bitch

Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
I watch it but not regularly

King of the Hill?
all the time

[[Admit it]]

Do you read trashy romance novels often?
sometimes

Do you really work out every day?
no

Have you ever eaten an entire pint of ice cream by yourself?
no

Have you ever eaten nothing but junk food for a week straight?
no

Do you ever forget to give a Christmas/birthday present?
rarely

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
when nobody else is in it with me

Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower?
every once in a while...

Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
its not really organized but I hate when people mess with my order of things

Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
no

Do you know how to knit?
no

Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
No

Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile?
no

Do you keep a diary or journal online?
Nope 

When you open your closet, what is the dominant color of your closet?
black

[[Truly Unusual This or That Questions]]

Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
coldstone

America or Canada?

America

Physics or chemistry?
chemistry

Earphones or headphones?
Headphones

pink or teal?
pink

Earrings or a ring?
Ring

Commitment or casual dating?
committment

Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?
Harry Potter...but he better watch out because the Artemis Fowl series is definately going to take his place

Fly or road trip?
road trip

Starbucks or Caribou?
Um...neither

[[Another Wave of Random Questions]]

What is your favorite Disney movie?
Pirates of the Caribbean

How much jewelry do you own?
a whole bunch that I never wear

Have you ever bought clothing at Sears?
yes

Now repost this as
80 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered

Currently reading : Break No Bones: A Novel (Temperance Brennan Novels) By Kathy Reichs Release date: 11 July, 2006

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What if...?
Current mood: distressed

Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit "reply to poster" and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest cuz no one sees this but me! what would you do IF...


I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at ur house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:


::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

Have sex with me?


::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me someting but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?


::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

Currently reading : Ashes to Ashes By Tami Hoag Release date: 27 June, 2000

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Questions for friends...
Current mood: bored

Well the only people that are going to answer these are going to be Sara and Mike but I am posting it anyway!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. Give me a nickname and explain it.
16. Am I loveable?
17. How long have you know me?
18. One word...describe me.
19. What was your first impression of me?
20. Do you still think that?
21. What do you think is my weakness?
22. Do you think I'll get married?
23. What makes me happy?
24. What makes me sad?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. How well do you know me?
28. When's the last time you saw me?
29. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
30. Do you think I could kill someone?
31. Do you miss me?
32. Do you think I miss you?
33. Are you going to put this on MYSPACE so I can return the favor?

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UPDATE!
Current mood: content

Apparently I am supposed to post a new blog...So what if I haven't posted one since April, huh? Maybe I don't want to! Haha...just kidding guys.

I have a new boyfriend. He is awesome. Love you Mike!

I turned 21 since my last blog and I had a great birthday. I drank alot at Wild Country that night.

Other than that its just the same old stuff. I'm off school for the summer and working full time at the Valley.

Wow...this is a boring blog...no wonder I don't post anymore.

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The Tag Game
Current mood: sleepy

The Tag Game

How to play the game:

Each player of this game starts with the "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read yours.

1. I only drink water.
2. I can't figure out what I want to major in.
3. Both my parents have owned 3 cars in my LIFETIME and I have owned 3 cars since I got my license 5 years ago.
4. I am obsessed with cars.
5. I have never been drunk.
6. I am adopted and I have 3 biological brothers.

I am tagging Darci, Nathan, Michelle, Eric, Robert, and Jared.

Currently listening : A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco Release date: 27 September, 2005

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Can you even believe it?
Current mood: happy

I have definately gone html crazy with my profile... I just love finding all those little quirky things you can do to it.

This weekend was so awesome that I had to write about it. Friday Darci, Will, Tim, Joyce, and I went to Wild Country for St. Patrick's Day. It was fun night. Darci and I dressed up in all our St. Patrick's Day stuff. The band was good. The dancing was good. White Castle was good afterwards.

Then Saturday night I stop at a gas station and buy one of those scratcher lottery ticket things and I scratch it off this morning and I found out I won $100. That was awesome.

Now that the weekend is over its back to work and school. Have a good week everyone.

Currently listening : A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco Release date: 27 September, 2005

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Finally a new blog! Aren't you excited!
Current mood: depressed

I haven't posted an actual blog in a long time so I figured I should do some kind of update.

I am still working at Illinois Valley and I am still taking classes at Lincoln Land and they aren't as boring as last semester. How incredible.

I am hooked on that new show on NBC called "The Office" with Steve Carrell who was the lead role in "40 Year Old Virgin." I recommend the show and the movie to anyone that hasn't seen them.

I haven't really been myself for the last few weeks although I am the only one that can tell. I seem to have perfected hiding what I am really feeling around others. I just got to thinking about some things that haven't gone quite right lately and in the past. It seems like I have had alot of missed oppotunities and it is depressing me.

Christmas was good, New Year's could have been better but it was good all things considered.

I miss my friends and the fun we had in junior high and high school. Like Paul sneaking into my house and scaring the shit out of me and Sara, pink milk on white cars (enough said), Ryan and Dusty signing My Girl to me and Chrystal on her porch steps and making a little dance routine to it, everyone toilet papering my house one halloween just for me to see the look on my mom's face, me and Amy constantly listening to "Freak on a Leash" while cruising main street, and so on and so forth.

Ok I am going to quit my depressed rambling now. I would say give me some feedback but Sara is the only one who ever comments. So take it away Sara.

Currently listening : Extreme Behavior By Hinder Release date: 27 September, 2005

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Omg! Can you believe it? Another random survey...
Current mood: blah

60 Random Questions

1. Are you wearing shoes? yep

2. What's the third letter in your name?: m

3. How old is your pet(s)?: Oreo is 2 1/2 and Angel is 1 1/2

4. What color is your left shoe? black

5. Are you sick?: yeah...stupid nose

6. Do you go to school? college

7. Is the bathroom open?: I don't know...its down the hall

8. Are you on a laptop?: nope

9. Are you watching MTV?: nope

10. Are you smiling?: nope

11. Do you have on eyeliner?: nope

12. Is it early?: not really

13. Are you blonde?: nope

14. Do you have a myspace?: well gee I wonder...

15. Are you in high school?: nope

16. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yep a boyfriend

17. What is your favorite name?: boy - Xavier Matthew  girl - Madison Ann

19. What color is your bathing suit? black and white

20. Does your school start in august?: no in january

21. Did you go on vacation last month?: not last month but the beginning of this month I went to Kentucky for a weekend to see Aaron

22. Have you ever been on a cruise?: nope

23. Do you have a sister? nope

24. Are you upstairs?: nope

26. Do you have a friend named alex? nope

27. Does your name end with a Y?: yes it does

28. What was the last thing you said? I just told a client to have a good day

29.Are your ears pierced?: yep

30. Do you own a digital camera?: not yet

31. Do you live in florida?: No

32. Do you like florida?: yeah it was fun when I was there as a little kid

33. Ever had sushi? yep

34. Are you listening to rock at the moment? yes only because I am at work

35. What color is your chair? gray

36. Where'd you get your pants?: from Lane Bryant

37. Do you type with your feet? Why would I want to?

38. Have you dyed your hair red?: a long time ago

39. Are you tired?: not really

40. Do YoU wRiTe LiKe ThIs?: nope too time consuming

41. Are you an idiot?: not really

42. Do you like being in relationships just for the sake of being in them? nope

44. Are you "Fake" at times?: nope

45. Is Alcohol good for the Soul?: I don't think so...I am sure some people would say otherwise

46. Are you bored? yeah its a slow day at work

47. What time is it?: 11:00am

49. chocolate or peanut butter? chocolate

50. How many kids would u like?: 1

51. Own a necklace?: a few of them

52. What is your current underwear's brand?: cacique

53. CDs or Cassette? CD's

54. Ever been through or to Detroit: nope

55. Seen all of the American Pies? yep

56. Been to the movie theatre the past month?: yeah I saw Harry Potter 4 and Just Friends

57. Like someone? not just like...I love my Aaron

58. Ever been on a plane? yeah a couple times

59. Been to a concert in the past month?: nope

60. What color is your toothbrush? blue and silver

Currently reading : Boy Meets Boy (Bccb Blue Ribbon Fiction Books (Awards)) By David Levithan Release date: 09 September, 2003

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