Motivating Myself!!! Living for me and my son!
Current mood: relieved
Category: Life

Man life can throw some things at you! I believe it's all a test. Here's something I don't do very often...give a Testimony. This isn't one of those oh holy ones either, I'm just expressing myself and keeping it real......

I have done alot for people, been there for a lot of people and sometimes put others in front of myself! Not anymore. I am tired if being used and mistreated. I ain't gonna try to keep nobody that don't want to be kept. I've given my all and if you decide to settle for WORST and give up everything including your own flesh and blood hey...there's the door! And I am going to be the bigger person and not blast you or let out any secrets on you..I'm just going to pray for you. Even though I want to get a LICENSED weapon and just watch you die...I'm to good for that! All you have done is help me realize it's time to take care of me and my baby. I have a life ahead and I plan on doing something with it. I am gonna make it and when I do there will be no coming back, no more I love you's none of that. Always remember one man's trash is another man's treasure. I really needed to write because I was build up with so much hatred who know's if you all would have seen me on the new's or even oxygen's snapped! lol But that's just what the devil want and he's is not going to change the person that I am. Well I will leave you with this...

If you are in love or been in love live your life for you. Have no regrets! Put no man/woman before GOD, make mistakes, that's how you learn to live your life by making sure you don't do the same thing again! One luv yall!

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SINGLE, SEXY, AND FREE....YAHHHHH! LOL
Current mood: bitchy
Category: Life

Well what do we have here....I am finally really free. Boy love makes you do some crazy things! Not anymore. I am finally done with a dead beat. I will NEVER, EVER, in a million years be back in that situation. I am goning to do me. I have held back on my life trying to improve another one's life who just wants someone to take care of him, smoke dirty, and not lift a finger to work or care for his son. I don't care how no one feels anymore cause it's al about me. I love myself enough to take care of responsibilities and not be a coward (HENDO) So continue to  hide in your shell. LOSER! I am single again and I am loving it! Nothing can stop me now, I am doing what I love and I will make it soon y'all so what out for me..... I love my friends and my family and now like kiesha cole say...Gotta get my heart back to the way it used to love, the way it used to be, the way it used to feel before i fell in love with you! Fuck what everybody heard this is a dog eat world...so eat up!  So read and weap the headline cause it's YAHH to whatever I ain't trying to hear...Can I see my son? Can I pick him up? Can I get a picture???  YAHH BITCH YAHHHHH!  Love ya sweeties! Now that's off my chest...Happy Hour anyone???

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Freedom....Yet Confused!!!!!! WWWHHHYYY??? Part 2
Current mood: excited

Well like I said I have been playing a game with certian male friends. I wouldn't actually call them friends but whatever yall know what I mean. I have something called " Summer's Hit List". This hit list was created by me and basically it's just some fantasise that I had been wanting to fufill and I actually got to do it. No more Miss Shy girl! I have been waiting to be free and to just do what I want whenever I want! And now I am doing it. People you wouldn't imagine doing things with be the FIRST ones to jump up and want to try new things too. Women are taking over and I want my piece of the action and I dont..let me repeat ..I dont care who don't like it! The Hit List contains of Five (5) boys/girls you've ever wanted to do anything with. What you do is set a time frame of when you have to be done with your list. And u must compete with some one. I am competing with a friend and to let you in on a secret I am winning! I have 3 more left and I am working on victim number 3. Now as you go down your list you must write how the person was and you MUST rate them from a scale of 1-10. Trust at first I was like no ones gonna to my Hit List, but there are more people than u think who are doing it. And are trying to beat me the creator. Well you'll read about it later cause once this book gets out you'll know who the people are!!!! WE TAKEN OVER ...ONE NIGGA AT A TIME!! LLLIIIIISSSSEEEEENNN! If you want more info just send me a message or leave a commet.

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Freedom...Yet Confused! WWWWHHHYYYYY???
Current mood: shocked
Category: Romance and Relationships

Where do I start?! Okay I am free...yes...but I am sort of confused because I feel betrayed by the situation. Okay here goes I just got out of a crazy 3 year long relationship! Yeah long ass time especially when you the one putting everything into the relationship, but thats another story. Basically love came between friendship (not on my part though). I actually got to be free and it feels really great I am doing a lot of things I wouldn't normally do because I was so busy tryin to improve the other person and tryin to help them grow. All that did was slap me in the face. But hey I should have know, I was warned by many people that it wasn't worth it but hey like a true lover...I went with my heart. I am going to school now. I have many more guy friends! I guess I thought no one else would want me but oh boy was I wrong. The only thing is I still love the other person but I have to move on because I feel like the other person was just using me to his advantage.Well not anymore I played a game that guys play on woman everyday! And I dont regret it!!! Read part 2...... U know u wanna read it!!!

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Fake Ass Friends!!!
Current mood: disappointed
Category: Friends

Boy am I sick of phoney people. The world has too many fake people. Why be fake when there's so much in the world to be real about? You say u were my friend ,my best friend at that. But you call the job talking trash behind my back? Why girlfriend I been there for u through thick and then, abortions, no money, no clothes, no food. Damn I should have known. I thought after all we been through u would have grown. Grown up to be what u said u were...independent, smart,  and intelligent. But it's like ever since u hooked up with u know who all you've been is negligent. You were my heart nothing could tear us apart! We were tight like white on rice. Since I introduced u to him you've been nothing nice. So why change for a nigga I know why He dont want you to know the real him, catch him in his dirt. Dirt I never told because I knew you would hurt. I guess thats where it backfires, tumbles and foil. Because now it's our friendship thats no longer bold! But ity's okay now, because momma always told me watch how u pic em, and I will from now on. Back to my roots having niggas on my arm.

I just wrote this off the top of my head about a person who just completely turned on me for a dude for no reason. I guess it's true the crazy things u do for love...or lust. It's okay though because I am too good of a person to just sit back and ask why whe I should say thank you. I write how I feel because it's my way of expressing how i feel. Thank you for reading.

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NIGGAS AIN'T SHIT!!! (SOME OF EM') LOL
Current mood: relieved
Category: Romance and Relationships

Some of these nigga be acting like they the shit!! I got some news for ya, you ain't. Some of these niggas be actingl ike it's all bout them...news flash it ain't. Stop tryingto stunt you fake ass niggas who ain't got shit going for yourself, and for those who ain't got nothing. For all you pretenders it's time for a change, it ain't all about you. The world does not revolve around you. Check yourself, cause you may need someone soon, shitty ass jit! I am just tired of watching niggas treat people like shit when they ain't got shit! Some people ain't gonna say nothing but I am gonna go ahead and put the shit on out there cause it's time. It's 07' and I'm like Fuck A Nigga!! That's real. If you a real nigga don't worry bout this blog. If you a pretender..print this shit out and put it on a shirt and learn something!!! Holla at cha girl ya'll

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DON'T WANNA MISS A THANG!!!!
Current mood: jealous
Category: Romance and Relationships

Don't Wanna Miss A Thang!!

Have you ever took a relationship for granted? I have! It's really serious stuff. You know how it is when you think that everthing is the same with everyone you date!? Yeah, let's say I got a little reality check recently. Hey I can't lie to you it hurt like hell, mainly because the feelings were stronger than what I thought they were. I don't wanna miss a thang and apparently I did. Don't let it happen to you. I believe that if something is meant to be then, it will come back. But don't let it get to the point where you have to test fate and play with your heart. All I am saying is go with your heart, if you think somthing is worth fighting for hell go for it i tried, didn't work.Next time I know don't give the world my ass to kiss, now I am stuck looking for fate once again, I think I will let it rest for a while though and concentrate on more important things in life like maturity! Don't let your pride get in the way of something that can be good for you..

One Love =)  

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To Know Me Is To Love Me!!
Current mood: aggravated

To know me is to love me,

Isn't that with everyone?

You may think you know, but you have no idea.

Before you judge me try to get to know me.

You cannot judge a book by it's cover or can you?

Do you believe everything that you hear?

That's where you change! Think before you act.

You may miss out on a lot in life if you don't try toget to know a person first.

In other words "Don't knock it until you've tried it!"

It may sound funny but it's true.

Be true to yourself and each other.

That's todays lesson.

1 LOVE! =)

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