Words to "The Lover In Me" by Jessica Simpson
Category: Music

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SO TRUE!!!
Current mood: bored
Category: Life

-----------------MAY-----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

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My 9 Names lol
Current mood: bored
Category: Games

1. YOUR REAL NAME
Leah

2. YOUR GANsTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name )
Lea

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal.)
Blue Tiger

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (ur middle name and street u live on)
Michelle Elm

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 2 letters of your last name, first
3 letters of your first name.)
malea

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite
drink)
Black Coke

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of
your last name, 1st letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms
maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a sibling)
esmawj

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (parents middle names)
Kay Dewayne

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Chip

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My mom wrote this lol...
Current mood: happy
Category: Writing and Poetry

Tall pretty boys
muscles so tight
one on the left
one on the right

eyes of blue
eyes of brown
always a smile
never a frown

wink of an eye
as you walk past
 come up to you
and swat your ass

Spencer and Jeff
they're the two
don't you wish
they belonged to you


I thought that this was the cutest thing lol

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random thoughts....a lot of random thoughts
Current mood: blah
Category: Life

Sleepless nights..
Days so long...
Trying to figure out where in life I belong..

Crazy Friends....
Never Bored...
Staying out of trouble is sometimes really hard...

Trying to write...
But have Writers block..
This really sucks...

Mom and I are getting matching tattoos..
A butterfly and heart...
Gotta think of a spot where it won't interfer with mom's work..

Waiting for dad's answer...
Can't get it where I want it..
This also kind of sucks..

None on the lower back.
Forget that...
Didn't want it there anyway.

No Tramp Stamp for me.
uh uh..
no way...

Can't get it on my foot..
I have boney feet...
I hate pain..
Mom has to wear tennis shoes anyway..

Not getting it on my legs..
Or on my ankel..
I don't think that looks very good..

Can't get it on my neck..
Dad says it looks trashy..
How?

I could hide it..
real easy in fact..
put my hair down..
and that would be that..


On my shoulder..
That's probably where it will go.
Yup..

I think it'll look kind of funny though..
Since it's only gonna be really small..
No bigger than 2 inches..

I'll think of something..

Drinking Tea..
Too much sugar..
Oh well...whatever..

Waiting on a call...
From that guy I like..
Haha there it is...

cool...

Finished Impulse today..
I hate that series..
But I can't help it..
The author's so cool.

He asked me if I was online..
Said he'll be on in a minute..
I'm gonna sound really stupid but..
Yay!

I wonder how many people really read my blogs...
I wonder how many people really even care...
I wonder how many times I've tried to get people to like me..
Too many....

I don't really care..
That much..
Anymore..

I don't know why I try...
No sense..
I think I know why people at school don't like me...

I'm not rich..
I'm not popular..
I will not be walked all over..

I'm open minded..
Opinionated..
Bitch..Yea... that's what they think I am.

I'm sorry I'm honest..
Sorry I'm not fake..
Sorry I admit my own mistakes..

I won't apoligize for being real...
Leah Michelle Mason..
That's who I am..

Nothing less..
Nothing more..
Just me..

Get over it..
Or..
Get lost..

I love my life..
And every part of it.
How many people can honestly say that?
Not many..

I love my friends..
Every single one of them..
They mean a lot to me..

I'd do anything for them..
I know they'd do the same..
May not have many....
But I don't mind..

I kind of wish I was more like them..
The loud ones...
The goofy ones..

But I'm just me..
Quiet me..

I sit in the back..
and watch them act crazy...

Not caring who they bother..
Who they wake..
Who they make mad..

I wish I was more like them...
Sometimes..

I like being myself though..
Wall flower...

You learn a lot about people that way..
Who's doing drugs..
Who's drinking..
Who's cheating on who...

No one knows how much I really know...

I kind of like it that way..
They don't know I listen..
Because they don't even see me there..

Right in front of them...
Plain as day..
They don't think I won't say anything..

I won't..
Unless I think it's important..

Wall Flower...
That's Me.

I think about this summer...
and how crazy it's already been..
I love my life..
How many people can honestly say that?

Junior in High School..
That's what I'll be...
Hmm..

Excited...
Scared..
Nervous..

Two more years...
and I'm outta here..
Where will I go?
What will I do?
Not sure...

I wanna get out of mom's hair..
So she can move to Montana...

I'll go to college..
Far, Far from here..
...

So I can start over...
Don't know why..
More people will like me there..

I may not even go to college..
I could end up being a bum...
Yeah Right..

I'll be a Psychologist..
And help people with their problems..
that's what I like doing anyway..

Maybe in a school..
Elementry..
High School...
College...

Office Building...
Tall, Tall Office Buildings...
Who knows..

I'm trying to write a book..
Maybe more of a novel...

But Writers Block Sucks..

I've got the characters all lined out..
No wait..
Nevermind..
Still thinking of more..

I gotta figure out a line...
A line for the perfect beginning..
of a perfect first chapter..
of my perfect first book..novel..whatever...

Perfect?
Nothings perfect..
But hey..

If you like imperfection..
I'm perfect for you...

Don't know where that came from...
I'm typing a lot..
I hope this helps...

'Cause all of this has been bothering me..

Gas prices are high..
this sucks too..
I've put more money into my gas tank in the past two weeks..
than my whole life is worth..

I guess that's how most people feel about it..
or maybe just me...

hmm...

I need to excersice..
did i even spell that right?
oh well..whatever..

I'm not saying I'm fat..
I'm actually a little underweight..
Not healthy..

Gaining it all back though...
fast..

I wanna start running..
working out
and such..

I need motivation though...
I need someone to run with me..
who will do that?
No one I know..

I don't think so anyway..
I'm too lazy anyway...

I'm really bored, lol..
really, really bored..

Kind of tired too..

I hate pre-paid phones..
sittin here texting...
gotta save enough minutes until Friday..

what is today?
Wednesday?
Tuesday?
Can't get lucky enough for it to be Thursday..

It's been Wednesday..
For the past 7 minutes..

HOLY COW!! IT'S MIDNIGHT...
oh well..whatever..

That must be my favorite thing to say...
oh well..whatever...
lol...
whatever..

I'm gonna shut up now..
I ramble...a lot...
I feel better though...

Don't think anyone cares enough to read this though..
I don't care... lol..whatever

I'm just bored...tired...hungry..
hey...food

Yea...Chicken...
I'm gonna eat some chicken..
I love chicken..

"Leah." I say to myself, "SHUT UP!"
"Okay..sorry." I respond quietly.

I'm not crazy..
It's not like I talk to walls and they talk back..

If that happened..
Idk..
I think it'd be kind of cool lol..
but i'd be crazy..

Bye...
I'm gonna fix something to eat..
and go to bed...

Later

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That's the feeling I always get (unfinished)
Current mood: weird
Category: Writing and Poetry

It may be unfinished...it may be...I'm not sure....

Tingles, that's the feeling I always get.
Teen girl giggles, snickers, and such.
Tripping, the weaknesses, and the chills down the spine.
The scrambling of words and tripping over my own two feet.
That's the feeling I always get.
I started wearing make up and straightning my hair
and every time I see you, I try not to stare.
You seem so perfect in every little way.
The smell of your calone takes me straight to a place I've never been.
It's such a crazy thing.
That's the feeling I always get.

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Hearing those words (Unfinished)
Current mood: angry
Category: Writing and Poetry

I don't care,
that's how I usually see it.
But what happens when all the talk becomes too much to bare.
I thought I could handle it a lot longer than this.

But hearing those words cut me deep.

I'm sixteen and sometimes I have a low self-esteem.
The words I hear them say doesn't make it better.

But I keep my head up and maybe one day they'll see that there's a lot more to me than the attitude I seem to front.

Maybe I'm not as orginal as I had thought.

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This is for "Glory"
Current mood: thoughtful
Category: Writing and Poetry

When gone is the glory
When gone is the fame
When gone is the name
And you're left with yourself

You look in the mirror
To search your face
To remember who you are
Who you ever were

When gone is the glory
When gone is the shine
Is gone the whole of your fortune and pride?

You look all around in search of a friend that no longer stands,
Until the "bitter end"

When gone is the glory
When gone is the sun
When gone is the game
Then what have you won?

Heartache and pain
of what could have been
Only you know the truth of what lies within

When gone is the praise
When gone is the fun
Is gone the worth of what you have become?

When I'm left alone
At the end of this story
How does it feel when gone is the glory?

I've been working on this for a while now.. since just this past summer. A couple of my friends are into drugs and like the feeling of being "gone"..I watch them after they've done thier 'thing' and seen that they felt as if they were on top of the world. We started calling one of them "Glory".... This is for him. He's 16, sober now. But apsolutely clueless. He stayed 'gone' for waayy too long.

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4 Letter Word
Category: Writing and Poetry

It's a cold, cold summer's winter
It's a day as dark as night
It's the hottest heat in December
It's the blindest part of sight

It's what you hear in your head when you're all alone
It's the honest part in you
It's the smallest thing makes you feel so large
And it leaves you all confused

It makes a soldier a coward
Makes the bravest man cry
It makes death feel like heaven
And makes you scared to die

It's all for just a 4 letter word
A Simple 4 letter word

It's the coldest part of a heart so warm
It's a dark as bright as day.
It's alive in the ones that feel good is gone
And it carries you away

It's what you hear in your heart when you're all alone
It's the evil part in you
It's the smallest thing that makes you feel so tall
But it's got you all Confused

It makes a soldier look like a coward
Makes the weakest think they're brave
With it no one enters heaven
It sends you to an early grave

It's all for juat a 4 letter word
A Simple 4 letter word.....

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Love In Chains
Current mood: bored
Category: Writing and Poetry

It's bad to let the people you love go because of your insecurities.
Yet, it's so hard to resist, when you wish you could have more.
It makes you want to break free.
I need stability.
I know I'm stronger than this.
But right now I feel so weak.
There's got to be a better way to deal with my feelings.
Why did I have to fall in love?

I wonder.

So instead, I wrap my love in chains.
Praying that God will keep me from coming undone.
Careful not to become too attached to something I might, one day, need to let go of.
Such a beautiful creature you are.
So why am I so selfish?
Putting myself before you.
Knowing your love for me is mine to keep.
Sometimes I feel as if I'm not sure.
While you're on the phone, I listen with pain in my heart.
Am I right to stay and pray that it will stop?
Or should I leave before it hurts any more?
As time goes on I stay and endure and that feeling I get inside,
your presence makes me realize it doesn't really matter.
Because I don't mind drinking water of tears.
So I continue doing anything in the world for you.
Just to ignore that feeling deep inside that I'm hiding for me.
Am I running from the truth?
When the fact of the matter is things are as they are and there isn't anything I can do to change that.
So I wrap my love in chains.
Praying that God will keep me from coming undone.

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