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March 17, 2008 - Monday

We are live
Category: Writing and Poetry

We Are Live

We are live at the fire zone
Giving you the important information
That you need to go on with your life...

Like you need that
As if your life depended on it
And it would
If all your life’s work was going up in flames

But its not
Your lifes work is being written
As we speak
As we read
This is your life

The fragments of anger
Of incoherence
Of weird allegory
Of verse with no end

You write here
 What you have lost anyway
What we lose everday
As ones in a pile of millions

Lonely voices
Screaming out for an ear
Musicians of verb
Orchestrators of pathos

We write on about our nothingness
About our brothers nowhereness
About our sisters weariness
Of our lies and bargains

A poet is dark
A poet is to be ignored
A poet holds no wisdom
Only a reflection of our course.

When will it end?


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March 11, 2008 - Tuesday

You never know who’s going to end up being your boss someday
Category: News and Politics


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REPORTER: Back to you dick face.

ANCHOR: Thanks for nothing gas bag.

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March 7, 2008 - Friday

Movie Rental Review: Salo (1975)
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Movie Rental Review: Salo (1975)

Nothing can really prepare you for the jawdropping shock of this movie. It is in Italian, and if you chose to have no subtitles you would never suspect what these beautiful women are talking about. Italian is, after all, a romance language.

A film/script by Pier Paolo Pasolini, who apparently hated fascists so much he felt the need to depict them or the effect of the philosophy on his Italian culture in the most vile way possible. It is an art film, and thereby, it is a truth film. Bare. Honest. Disturbing.


I came away reminded that there are sadists in this world. There are people that get a sexual charge from another's pain. There are people that enjoy the torment and degradation of anything that is pure and beautiful.

In this film they eat shit and exalt in excrement.


This is a sad fact of life. Yet, it brings me to an appreciation of those that do not subscribe to this debasement. We should treasure ourselves and those around us that have soft and compassionate hearts. Love the one who cries. Love the one who is touched by kindness.

This is the antedote for our modern times. Love one another, and understand.


Here is a synopsis from IMDB:
"Set in the Nazi-controlled, northern Italian state of Salo in 1944, four dignitaries round up sixteen perfect specimens of youth and take them together with guards, servants and studs to a palace near Marzabotto. In addition, there are four middle-aged women: three of whom recount arousing stories whilst the fourth accompanies on the piano. The story is largely taken up with their recounting the stories of Dante and De Sade: the Circle of Manias, the Circle of Shit and the Circle of Blood. Following this, the youths are executed whilst each libertine takes his turn as voyeur. Written by {andrewm@kbss.bt.co.uk} "



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Salo - 120 Days of Sadom / Salò o le 120 giornate di Sodoma by Pier Paolo Pasolini

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February 20, 2008 - Wednesday

Strange Directions
Category: Writing and Poetry

A Strange Left

I was once a beauty
With miles of men
Lined up with broken hearts
Every one of them

And now I am a bag of skin
Bones of old gray ripple
Bugs for earrings
Spiders, a glittering necklace

My heart is black as black
As the mold in the knot of an old dead oak
Gnarled and wooden
Dry and easily splintered

You, a heart pink
Young and beating with anticipation
Me, still and veiled in dark suspicion
Each beat cranking like an unoiled machine

Turn left at the corner
Keep turning left
Until you see the hollow black queen
You can't miss it

When you reach a stoney wall
And a tree that is falling over
Park
Get out of your car
And walk toward the gates

I'll let you in
But only if you promise to tell me
How beautiful I am
And stay for a tea that you shall never forget



-Miss H 2/20/08





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February 16, 2008 - Saturday

Propriety and Sophistication Farts
Category: Writing and Poetry

Propriety and Sophistication Farts


A woman in my station in life
Is expected to carry herself
With poise, deference, and quiet sophistication
Yet, I scream in jubilant exaultation
To the sound of jazz
Drums beating at a rythmic pace
Unstoppable only to an atom bomb

Bloomers exposed
Sweat peeling off
Skin twitching to the love of the sound

The soul rich luster of a bass
Mixed strains of saxophone grace
A memory of Mingus, Basie, and Waits
In a little train station
Time to waste
Listening to a chug
A screech
A scream from the pit
Of all that is
What we were formed from
Masses of cells
Globs of mud
With the face of the Virgin Mary

Under my high neck lace gown
Longs to burst the flagrant clown
An indian
A squaw
The earth
Under and over all the words
The blood
The blood pulses down.

Stir the tea
Sit back with thee
A pillow for your head, my dear.



Miss Havisham 2-16-08

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A Young Man
Category: Writing and Poetry

A Young Man

Thrilled I was to meet someone new
A young man
With time to sit with me
Over beer and alchemy
Over smoke and flirtation
Me, an aged one
Invisible or clear
An empty vessel to pour in
Whatever the fancy

He said he had to be nice these days
Unlike what he had been before
A surly clerk
Rewarded for sarcasm
Now chained to a corporate master
He must speak only in platitudes
To customers
To consumers of his product
An espresso drink
I empathize
How hard it must be
How hard
It must be.

Muscles of new strength
Cannot be only for the young
We all like to flex our tongues
To lick the fortune of our own
True reflections.

And, when have I sold out
When have I not sold out
For a check
For payment on my existence
For my very life?


Havisham 2/16/08



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February 4, 2008 - Monday

hobbling around the old haunts
Category: Writing and Poetry

hobbling around the old haunts

Tonight, I walked down the old boulevard
carefully placing each foot on the gritty sidewalk
that has been our friend for more than twenty years
looking up to the building of Tiffany & Co,
jewelers to the statosphere
not the shabby storefront
that once held a romantic and dark place
to steal a kiss and a cigarette

Things change and improvement comes
what once was a place to dive
wallow in loneliness
is now a glittering icon of bliss
with no public bathrooms

Ohm me

A shy child that was transformed by a thriftshop dress
nourished by a stable horse
fed by a barkeep's soft concern
for a wayward waif
who's parents frightened her away
who's hometown never loved her in return
who's life is fragile
yet seemingly impossible to extinguish

Ohm me

The sweet smell of old beer
dust gathers in the corners of her mouth
choked by memories like a zombie
remembering a love that has never come again
and the sun that sets in an orange and purple sky
ornate
and sculptured
is the greatest jewel ever created

sequins and pearls
fall to the ground.

Havisham 1-30-08 Revised 2-4-08

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December 23, 2007 - Sunday

It’s always twenty minutes to nine
Category: Writing and Poetry

Thank you to all who have read and commented here.

Much love,

Miss H

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