These are some tids bits. Some were written years ago, months ago, weeks ago, minutes ago.
I am not fully sure for each one but none the less. I shall blog them up. For I have received commnets and messages of my readers saying, they do indeed what me to post my poems, stories and writings.
The Devil: Trickery
Beware. I may be seduced by the material world. I may be tempted and tested by lust, trickery and greed. I may have to mask my real intentions. Act with subtle ways or do not act at all.
I think I need something and are willing to go against what I know to be right and true to obtain it. I am playing a risky game with dangerous forces. Trickery will backfire. Sex without love is meaningless.
-june '07
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Looking at you.
Fills my soul with hope.
I am yours for the day.
In my darkest dreams I hide.
I long for the touch to
be in your arms
I sense this true love will be our till the ends of time
Looking at you.
Fills my soul with hope.
I grasp all I have and
I sense this true love will be our till the ends of time
-no idea when I wrote this
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Love transcends the test of time
It has no hate and knows no crime.
No matter what it will come true
Love that fills the soul at will.
-wrote today March 1st 2008
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Love flowers
Love the darkness but be not of it
Love the Night
Love the sunrise
Love romance
Love the autumn
Love to sing
Love to talk words of sweet passion and adoration
Love nature
Love the majestic
Love magic
Love children to either bear or adopt to provide a better life
Love to kiss
Love yo hug
Love to caress
Love to hold
But most of all
Love- With one look, one touch, one kiss, one stare, one hug we could fulfill each others saying of I Love You!
-written December 07
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Let him know. Let him know I care. Let him know I too love. Let him know that I am here for him forever and always. Let him see that I am the one. His heart may be filled with other temptations but let him know I will wait forever for him to come my way. Let his mind, body and soul be true. The sunrise brings birth and the sunset death. Let our love be born and never die. A couple made in perfect harmony and bliss. I love you. Let him see my feelings and that I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Universe I am grateful for what you have given me my whole life the sun, my health, my mind, my body, my soul but most of all my ability to love and be loved. Above all I am most grateful for love. Let his world be cleared of hate, violence, and distrust for I am his Eternally. Please goddess of love send me him: the man whom fulfills all of the requirements fo true love in my eyes. For love is real and I am ready for it. I really love. I really do care for you.
-written July '06
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Silence is always breaking away. Restful nights and days. Peace in air so sweet. Blue clear water beneath my feet. Dreaming of you everyday wondering where, when, and why. Silence breaks my tranquil sleep; next to my heart is where you keep. Love blooms with each second. When we think we learn new forms of thought and develop one lasting memory and moment. My mind has evolved. I guess into something more. I love you baby you are all I adore.
-no idea when written
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I tried to see your face. I know it's not there. I look in the mirror life's so unfair
-written January 08
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You just want me to be true. A flash in the mirror is all I can see. Loving you would be bad company.
-written January 08
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Some people are destined to be murderers. Some people are destined to be losers. Some are destined to be saints. Life is a game use it up~Kat Von D's brother quote from television show L.A. Ink
-saw on show in January or December 07 08
Currently
listening
:
Modigliani
By
Guy Farley
Release date: 28 June, 2005
6:06 PM - A dazed Drea to grasp or let go.....
Current mood: adored
We have a habit of presenting life with a set of conditions—ifs and whens that must be fulfilled before we will say yes to the gift of our lives. Now is the time for each of us to bloom where we are planted, overriding our tendency to hold back. Now is the time to say yes, to be brave and commit fully to ourselves, because until we do no one else will. Now is the time to be vulnerable, unfolding delicately yet fully into the space in which we find ourselves.
^^^^^This I did not write but beautiful words to listen to.^^^^^^^^^^^
Countess Gabrielle Having said what has been done can hopefully alleviate some of the damage done. The key to 'that' is in your mind. The mind is an evil thing. The true key unlocks the deepest urges that reside in our deepest thoughts. Unlock the key to Happiness. Unlock the true figure of her in your eyes. See all she has to offer you. He will prosper from his descision when he trully evaluates his images. She will die in agony from no love. She will conquer her mountain.She is strong Many receive her acknowledgment but few receive her. affection. Her undying affection to 'the one' her True Love.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^This I wrote^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Currently
listening
:
De Lumiere Er L'obscure
By
Dark Sanctuary
Release date: 20 November, 2007
As I gaze back into time. I could still feel the lock of it. The lock of words that moved me still. All I can do is cry and wonder how I will be able to progress. But I do for I am strong. That night in the light. Blood I can still taste on my hands and tongue. Look at it. Two people. One for him and one for her. She feels like there is no beginning and no end to the love. He desires her with the utmost pasison. She has constantly denied him his love. He goes mad with anger for he feels he cannot have her. Yet she toys him with her eyes and the way she walks. She almost floats. When at practice for the play. She is the star and he the lover . Its as if amost their love is not to be opened to the world. For the play they are in is just like their real life. It all feels like a dream to her. She is powerless to stop the coincidences. All of the cast members know she is infatuated with the tease. They all know he is infatuated with her. They all know she only desires another not him. He cannot get her out if his mind. For he is bewitched mind, body and soul and she is powerless to stop thw charming spell. She wishes he coud move on and all he tells her behind stage is to pick one. Pick him or another love. She decieds to move onto the other love. She feels she is not meant for this taunting cast member. With her decision to not choose him he still assures her that he is here for her always She cries but stops to not ruin her makeup. For a crackd face will show no honor of such a beauty.As the time passes and others perform she knows soon she is to be performing her lines. She walks on stage shaken but strong at most,. She belts her lines with passion and pride. He gaxzes from backstage. His piercing eyes make her uneasy and she forgets some of her delicate lines. The director is outraged and demands she brushes up before she is replace permamenetly by the understudy. All she can think about is him . She is bewitched at this point but not by love as he is but by fear. She fears what he will do in the next days of this play while he knows she did not choose him. She is puzzled by his actions for when they practice he physically pushes her. Does he have anger? Does he have hate? Had his bewitched love turned into disdain for her. Does he know what revenge for she hads not chose him? All she wnats is stability something I too desire my self- Gabrielle. Jealousy of the other man has driven him mad. He has left the stage and the play he can no longer even look at her. It is opening night and she wonders whether or not he will appear in the audience. When the curtain falls and she returns to her dressing room to change to go home she sees a letter. In it it reads "I had you once. I loved you so. Many a times I could never let you go. I craved for your body your heart and mind. I longed for you with passion but I was denied. You love another this I cannot stop but I still wonder if you did not have doubts. You seemd to be perplexed by what I said. I love you know I cannot get you out of my head. Your smile intrigues me your lips so beautiful. Your body emplores me to which I cannot describe. This is my dying hour my heart is no more all I can do is let you go Me Amore." With this note she felt horrbile for having let him die of a broken heart. She could not grasp this pain for her only wish in life was love. She craved for love with every fiber of her being. She loved another this was true but to this day she wonders what would have happend if she loved him you too.
~Memoirs of A Theatrical Lover.
~Gabrielle
Currently
listening
:
Modigliani
By
Guy Farley
Release date: 28 June, 2005
I am in the creative mood so I shall write random thought that enter my head.
Where does we begin to tie the knots between love and hate.
We each have loved someone no doubt but in what sense. When someone asks you if you have been in love you usualluy think in terms of a partner. Few think of it as loving a family member or friend. Get my drift?
Love is an emotion. From the Dictionary it is The word love has many different meanings in English, from something that gives a little pleasure ("I loved that meal") to something one would die for (ideals, family). It can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state.
Love in my eyes is like water. It flows up or down. Yet as it moves it begins to evaporate. This evaporation makes it disappear. When it is gone we look for new water. Sad how love comes and goes but will love ever stay? Like a pond it sits. Never leaves; for nature will rain down and fill the misisng water. No matter what you do you cannot fully drain a lake. When we love we are that pond. Full then near empty. But no matter what, we are there even if it is only a drop. We are refilled and gazed upon People stare at the still glass like water and wonder what beauty lies under its top surface. Under that water could be fish, rocks, twigs, frogs all sorts of debris. Love has debris. It has twists and turns of passion, ecstasy and hate. Love produces anger, jealousy, lust and trust. Do we love love or do we hate love? In your life what has love brought you. I am talking of love in terms of a partner not family member or friend. Love in my personal life has yet to make me feel grand. I loved once but its funny as my cousin questions it, "How can somebody love one person and just pick up ad leave to start new love with another." I tell her it in fact is possible but sometimes when that one person leaves the other is not able to love again. Sad how love picks us up to the skies and sometimes drops us on our face. I guess we all learn through love how it works.
ugh I have ran out of things to say on that topic so I shall see what else I can muster up....
As she walks toward the sunrise it is 6am. She sees new colors glow from afar and thinks of when. Her hair flows down past shoulders length. She wonders when he'll appear in the surise nothing to forsake. All she can think of is his face. The smile she one day hopes for.
ok I am done with that before I go too far......
Her hips sway to and fro. The angelic music from the woman fills her soul. She is emotional. Uplifted at the same time. Wants to stroke the skin of lust. Waves her amrs ever so slowly and runs her fingers through her hair. Rubs up and down her body and caresses her legs. Slowly walks towards the bright light of the room. Nothing can stop her walking. He apperas and joins in her dance. The two caress one another passionately. His hands run up her neck ad through her hair., She is powerless to stop him. Her eys closed this whole time as she feels his touch. He dips her back and kisses her chest and neck. Her necklace falls back and he raises her head. He presses his forehad with hers. They look into one anothers eyes and lock. They stare and he lets go. She fall back a bit and he begins to back away-looks into her eyes the whole time. This gaze is stuck. She walks backwards too with swaying hip motions. She backs into a wall and he slowly walks towards her. He pins her to the wall and gazes in to her eyes. The End. Memoirs of a Exotic Dancer.
Currently
listening
:
Century Child
By
Nightwish
Release date: 23 September, 2003
I finally have time to sit down and express my words onto paper aka computer box. Have you ever had those days when you just stop for 5 seconds and say wow and literally smile to yourself. then someone asks you what you smiling at and you dont answer you just say nuttin?... Being only 17 and living this short life I stilll have many many years to go. My mind is set on many goals,dreams, hopes, andlove for the future. Whats stopping me? everyone takes time to qrite how they feel because it is a 'concrete' way to establish their point. well here'a my Point!: I am Gabrielle. enough said. M y mind is never wasted it is always thinking, growing, learning. I am incandescently HAppy. for numerous reasons. I am surrounded by friends whom by no means could be taken away from me . whether you are long distance...down the block...different state...different country...different town. YOu know if you are reading this you fit into one of those characteristics. Admit it you do! lol we all have days where we feel absolutely noone listens. nomatter how old you are you all feel this way. its part of our human nature to feel loved , hated, lonely, accepted, at the current moment since I guess July I have felt simply HAPPY I have a million friends. and certain ones I cannot go 5 minutes without like my posse as I call em haha:Lizzie,MIke,Caitlin,Melissa. and me.-yes we are a funny group. Lizzie mike and I are the 3muskateers. Lizzie is my cousin my best friend and my long lost sister. w/o her I dk what the hell I'd do. Caitlin is more than a best friend. shes my bffff x 1000. You brighten my day caitlin! xo Yes I have online frineds, text friends, friends that I literally see everyday or ever so often. but ya know what ...people are people....no changing that. its just I feel like I am so on top of things and the world that idk wtf id do if I feel off my mountain. I have not had one bad day yet!...well maybe one or two... but really I am on TOP! The autumn is here and I am beyond ecstatic! Im outside every 5 minutes whether or not allergies kick up and I am raring to go off and explore. I have danced under the almost full moon. BOnfires... Halloween.....cemetery... h.i.m.s music fills my soul and new music arrives I am a mush of feelings for hope and ecstasy that just overflow and never die. I am constantly caffinated! ha I lack nothing I accept all social graces. School work could improve a tad but my creative side is blossoming. I do not think that HAPPY sum up my inside and out. Id say ____ fills my inside and out cuz i am so on top! I want to just run out and breath in all that is around me. Reality has sent in believe me I am not oblivious to all the hatred and shit that I put up with everyday. BUT nothing can get me down. NOTHING! Time what is time.... its literally 4 03 pm on October 25th 2007 thursday. can I make time stop. I see in 2020 the full moon will be on halllooowwweeenn. ill be 30 years old. wow will I even live that long. will i be married? kids? love at all? business? as they say "only time will tell" I have all the time in the world. ---> XD thats the constant look on my face. I truly truly feel in my heart of ♥s that I shall be happy forever. did that solar eclipse really offset a new wave of positive events. it sent me love, friends, happiness beyond words, joy, bliss... NOthing can stop me now...nada...zip...zilch... I have sooooo much to look forward to its not even funny . ever since I turend 17 my life has just been unbelievably joyous. yes here and there I have had many problems...but.....im always up! like i said i am on top of the world. am I dreaming? if so this is not a dream this is all a nightmare. to wake up and realize all I am feeling and saying is a lie or a dream i guess would be enough to throw someone off the edge. (literally) once again I am Countess Gabrielle.Strong. Beautiful. Ready for Love. Able to achieve Her goals. Determined to Win. Dancing. Vampire. Wiccan. Woman and at peace with the world...for once...and forever.†
Currently
listening
:
Beast of Blood
By
Malice Mizer
Release date: 21 June, 2001
geeky
naughty
amorous
creative
adored
thankful
