mandi’s haiku
Current mood: pensive
Category: Writing and Poetry

Tears run down smooth skin,

with a crash it hits the floor.

All is said and done.

Light turns to shawdows,

shawdows stir before faces.

Things before unseen.

Four legs intertwined.

Lips parted with a soft kiss.

Two hearts beat faster.

Whispers in the night.

One soul too lost to heat them.

Speak louder dear friend.

Flowers sit alone,

one begininng to whither.

Lovely honesty.

A heart feels unloved,

left alone to wonder why;

one it seeked has gone.

Numb to what you lost,

unaware of what you had.

Days gone, ill move on.

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its over
Current mood: blank
Category: Writing and Poetry

Lying next to you in bed, thinking of what we've become.

All the memories we have, all that we have done.

I dont know why, but i can see that things have changed.

The way we kiss, the way we look, nothing is the same.

I look into your eyes, trying to see what i saw before

but all i feel is numb, and there is nothing more.

I miss the way we used to be. I miss our kisses at night.

But when i think of those things, i feel i've just lost sight.

I feel like our love has lessend, and slowly it has faded.

And its sad, cause for a love like you, i have long awaited.

So all i can say is that love comes and goes

and how long the next one stays, no one really knows.

I guess its an end to a chapter to the story of my heart.

And as days go on, a new chapter i will start.

Even though its over, I'll always remember what it felt like to love you.

And i hope through out your life, you'll remember too.

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i found a poem i wrote like 2 yrs ago. Tomorrow
Current mood: annoyed

Yesterday is broken, but today has just begun.

Everything looks new with the rising of the sun.

I close my eyes and remember the memories of

yesterday. And when i open them again, all that is

gone away. Yesterday is over never to return.

Every single sting of pain and every single burn.

Its hard to let go, but what else can i do. I'll just

close my eyes, and hope that when i open them

i wont remember you. Hopefully as the days go

by I'll think of you less. Forgetting all the bad but

holding on to the best. I promise to remember you

always. I'll never forget your kiss. and every other

little thing that i will miss. Maybe someday, when

today is gone, i wont be able to picture you in my head.

I'll close my eyes, and you wont be there when im

lying in my bed. Yesterday and all that it held is gone

today is here, but looking towards tomorrow, nothing

is clear. Tomorrow, today will be gone and everyday

will continue on. I'll live one day at a time, each day on

its own and eventually i'll forget why i loved you. If i

never see your face again ill have no reminder that i

love you. I love you more than you could ever know,

more than you could imagine, but maybe when i have

my dreams tonight, you wont be in them. No matter

how much i love you, it will be easier to forget you.

Forget about your words and wheather or not you

really loved me. Tomorrow when i wake up, I want

to start fresh. Forgetting all the bad but secretly

remembering the best. Cause we all know you never

forget the ones you love.

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POEM TO A LOST LOVE
Current mood: relieved
Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm building a wall around my heart

to keep in the love for you. To stop

it from flowing. To not let it escape.

I made a mistake my falling for you,

when deep down I knew that the day

would come when you'd break my heart

and not even take the time to tell me why.

Im lost in my own sorrow and confusion.

I dont know what happend or where it

went wrong. All I know is that its over

and done. So i'm building a wall to

keep my love in. I'll pretend like its

not there. Never to share with you

again. I love you more than you

could ever know, and thats exactley

why i need to lock it inside. I know

if I see you again, with one glance,

you'll break down my wall that took

me so long to put up. And i'll be exactley

where i was from the start. In love with

someone who is only going to break my

heart. Im protecting myself from ever

feeling that pain again. I dont wanna see

you, I dont wanna hear you, I dont wanna

know how you are. Cause knowing nothing

is better than knowing it all. not because

I hate you, but because I love you. But we

can never be. Because i'll never forgive

you for what you did to me. I'm gonna

love you forever. Deep in my heart, behind

a wall, in a little locked room that you'll

never have the power to open again.

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