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Category: Friends
guess which number you are,
i wrote about what i really think of you,
since you're just dying to know.
you'd be surprised at who i put on here.
so guess anyways, because you're probably here. =]
1. we used to talk a lot, and you have amazing advice. you made me laugh really hard and you were a lot of fun. but now you're going from place to place and don't take the time to say hi. it's really a shame that we're not tight anymore.
2. you're an alright kid. you need to get mature, and realize that you are a pimp and you can't fall in love after a week or so. i love it when you buy me lots of candy everytime you go into town, and give me your old shirts to sleep in. it's pretty fun to play xbox late at night, or watch silent hill, and pig out. you're one person that i don't miss the good days with. i'm glad that we've gotten to a point where we can be mature and not poke each other's eyes for the remote.
3. i've had so many good times with you, and i owe all the good times in grade nine to you. we have so many inside jokes, and you make me laugh so hard i pee my pants like a screaming monkey. you're pretty much the funnest person to be with, but you're always there for me too. when i have problems with boys, or need cheering up, you know exactly what to do and come up with plan p's. i love you so so much, and i hate how we ever fought. ily fat betch <3
4. we met at girls night out summer camp, and it was pretty much love. i remember thinking, woah she's mega gorgeous. she'd never be friends with me. hah, i miss hanging out with you a lot. especially watching a cinderella story and doing ho-downs in your basement =] ahaha. you're the coolest kid ever, and i love you lots.
5. you're a really good person to talk to, and you make me laugh real hard sometimes. but lately i've realized that you have a lot of growing up and maturing to do, and you really get on my nerves. yeah, its cool that you can shrug off haters; but maybe you should listen to them when they say you're obnoxious.
6. the first time we hung out, it was pretty awkward cause i didn't know you well, but i was also having a bad day, so that made it worse, haha. you're a really neat person and you're super funny (eat the damn fruit!$&*^%@) i love your style, and you're an amazing singer; i hope we get more tight by grade 11
7. when i had boy problems, or friend problems, or anything else, you were there for me and you were a shoulder to cry on. i can talk to you about a lot of stuff and it's real nice to have somebody that will listen. we should go with plan p and piss you know who off, aha with number 3. you can get kinda boring, but its mainly cause i'm too lazy to make a conversation ahah. but you're really a great kid. thanks for caring =]
8. you were my best friend for a long time, and everybody looked up to you and wanted to be you. they idolized you, and everyone wanted to be your friend. you were the funnest to hang out with, and we had too many good times to name, or even think of. we were pretty perverse, but i loved how we were completely comfortable around each other. we'd fart and burp, and nothing would matter. yeah, you called me smelly melly, but we were kids. now things have changed a lot. you got into some stuff that parents don't approve of, and you're not the same girl i love. all you talk about is sex, drugs, and flirting. i miss the days where we used to have real conversations and immitate our enemies (whatever happened to antonia haha) you know i'm always here for you, but it'd be nice if you could be yourself, and love glen forest instead of a one night stand named glen. i love you, but come back.
9. you're a super fun girl, and there's lots of funny times with you. we always goof off in class and make awkward faces, and i love it. and stupid things like checking if our nipples were showing while we were waiting for the portable to open, then dancing with two coats. im so proud of how you deal with your super strict family, cause honestly i wouldn't be able to stand it. you've got my respect. i know you're an emotional girl, and if you ever ever want anybody to talk, i'm so there for you babe.
10. everybody that i know of, and everybody that knows of you hates you. you have three friends, and sure they're there for you, but i know they're tired of all your bullshit, they've told me. you're not hot shit, and as stuck up as you act, there's no reason to be. it just loses you more friends. theres really no fucking point in starting all the drama you do, because by now nobody believes the shit that comes out of your mouth. if you have stuff going on, that's fine. but don't take it out on other people, and stop starting so much fucking myspace drama. you used to be real cool, and we hung out. but then all you did was use me, and act fake. for all i care, you can die.
11. you're one of my best friends, and you're so much fun to hang out with. we don't go out much, but when we do, it's a lot of fun. i can't wait to spend the summer with you for 10 days straight in the dominican, and on ice-cream driving trips. it'll be real great. sometimes you can be a little emotional, but it doesn't matter, because when i am, you try to cheer me up. your parents are the best ever, and are so nice to me, and me and tara are gonna sleep over real soon. the book you leant me right now is real good, and now i really understand why you help everybody so much. i'm still trying to figure you out, but i love you to death goober, and i'm always here for you
12. we hang out here and there, and i talk to you during first period, but thats about it. we need to go out for lunch more and have good times again. i love going to bubble tea with you at lunch, and i love how you always care. you're a sweetheart jellybean, and we have to have our sleepover really really soon! you're the best
13. i hate you more than i have ever hated anybody in my entire life. you make every shift the worst it can be. i've been there longer than you can keep a conversation about nothing, which is real long. you come in here, because no other place will hire you, and you feel threatened by the people who actually know what theyre doing, who wouldnt. but you go on power trips, enforcing non-ethical rules just to make you feel tough. there's no point of you here, and you say I don't care about the company. you know how many people complain about you and your idol who you lovingly wipe her ass everyday. people don't come back, because of how you're treating us. you really need to get lost, and face the fact you're useless. i make more sense drunk at 6am than you doing the schedule. please get the fuck out of my life. it was fine before you showed up.
14. you always used to be a pretty fun girl. sure, people had bad things to say about you, and now i know why. all you do is use people, and hang over guys like there's lava below if you let go. you hide behind your thrift shop hooker boots, and ten pounds of make-up, and say fuck the haters. you wouldn't be so messed up if you didn't act so immature and faced the fact that maybe you are a hoochie. when people talk shit, you hide behind your false image and threaten to send your 'boiis' after you. too bad theyre 80 pound white boys with pocket knives. grow up, and move on. dropping out of school isn't tough shit, and neither are you. get some morals, or maybe you can just end up pregnant. i'm tired of sticking up for you. not like you've ever done anything for me.
15. i've known you for all of my life, and i love you to death, and i always will. we had the best times of our lives when we were young-ins, but you never really seem to take time out of your busy life to call me up, or ask how my life is. we used to make up dance routines, and gush over leonard dicaprio, and go on sailor moon missions. but i realize that people change, and time moves on. i look up to you a lot, as i always have. you're always so nice, and never seem to have any flaws. you get all the things i want, and wear the things i wish i had. i don't like seeming like i'm copying you, its just we're really similiar. i'm glad we're talking more, and i'm excited for bubble tea with michelle =]
you mean a lot to me darling, and i couldn't live without you.
16. i miss you more than you can imagine. you are my very best friend, and i wouldn't let you go for the world. you mean so much to me, and i love you with every ounce of my heart. you've changed me as a person, and made me learn a lot about myself, and i'll always remember that. you taught me to open up, to accept if life was going bad, and how to deal with it and move on, and so so much more. you live across two cities now, and it's a lot harder with out seeing you twice a week or so. some of the best times of my life are with you, and some of my deepest thoughts come from talking with you. you're the best person i have ever met; i love you till my heart stops, and then some.
17. we only started to hang out in the middle of the summer or so, and i never knew how close we'd become and how similiar we are. you are the most energetic, sympathetic, caring, everything. you listen to every single little problem i have, and you have the best advice over anybody, even psychologists. i love helping you with your dilemmas because it makes me a deeper person, and i learn a lot about my own life and what to do, while giving advice to you. There hasn't been a single time we've hung out that wasn't fun. The funnest by far; sleeping beside you at a party and waking up to hearing you mumble random words hahaha. you're my favourite and i have nothing but good to say to you. the only bad thing about you was when you would tell me to talk to mr. forler, but now i get why. when my friends are having problems and its too much, i tell them. and they say the same thing. i feel bad for ever disagreeing. youve helped me mature a lot more, and become a more optimistic, accepting person. i love you to death, and i never want us to lose touch
18. we started to hang out at the beginning of grade nine, and you were lots of fun. you made the best jokes, and i looked forward to every lunch to hang out with you. for the past while, you have become a huge drama queen, spreading rumors everywhere about me, and my friends. when i confront you, you say its what you thought. well maybe you shouldn't have spread it in the first place. you started boy hopping, and screwing other girl's boyfriends. you hang out with huge bitches, that do nothing but drink, and fuck guys then talk about how much of whores you are. it doesn't make you cool, just pathetic. you used to be too good for a lot of boys because you had a kind heart. now too many boys are better than you. you've lost all my respect. you're a compulsive liar, and need to stop with the bullshit excuses for everything. it doesn't get you anywhere but shitty friends.
19. i met you through some pretty shady people, but i'm glad you were smart enough to get better friends. you're so much fun, and you make me laugh so hard. i love your stories to death, even if they are about drinking and making macaroni, and flash forehead. i admire you a lot, and im jealous of your killer looks. ive had amazing times with you, and when i look back, i smile real big. =] do you read magazines? for the food?? trampoline ahaha i love you so much twin, and we've got to have many more movie marathons with popcorn chicken & breaks in your garage =] i love you loads twin <3
20. we only started talking the past month or so, but its been real nice. you're the closest thing i've had to a big brother and it means a lot. you listen to my dumb, messed up things and you look out for me. when i dress in a skirt and leggings, you tell me not to be a hoochie, even when i really look far from it. i love to visit you at work, and eat candy and talk about relationships, cause you're one of the only people who care for my well being before they care about getting the story straight. we need to hang out more and more cause you're the best =]
21. when i first met you, you didn't like me much, but that all changed around grade eight. those were the funnest. sooo many amazing times, the red bull, sushi, sarah and becky, blue berry, black berry, hahaha omg i love you so much. even when it's been a real long time, its like we haven't been apart; cause we can always relate in some way, and have the best time. im so so so so glad you're at my school now, cause we can always talk about stuff that pisses us off, and real stupid stuff that nobody else would get. you let me borrow all your stuff, and go with me to jacob's exit shows even when you don't listen to them all that much. you're such a great friend, and i love you more than sushi loves the phone <3
22. you need to wake up and realize that nobody likes you. your tough image gets you nowhere. you say things like 'you probably won't like me, but i'll hate you first' and all that lame shit. who cares, nobody likes you. you're a bitch to everybody to hide the fact that you're not a tough kid. you got involved with something that had nothing to do with you, then bitch at me for what? going out with somebody you know? sorry if i get boyfriends, and you haven't had a date since grade six, which is on your profile for some dumbass reason. you scare guys away, and girls hate how full of yourself you are. if you were actually nice to somebody, and let them explain themselves [not like they should anyways] maybe you won't be such a fucking grouch and get laid or something. if people say youre pretty, take it stupid. its the closest thing you'll get to love. don't make a scene. you really need some serious help; if you ever want to get anything close to a life.
23. we hung out once or twice, and you seem really stellar. we talk here and there, but i'm pretty sure we need to drink on a wednesday. because we're just that cool. you seem kinda shy, but half the time, i swear you're my sister. you're such a sweetheart and i can always bitch about something to you and you'll agree and join along, and i like it a lot =] lunch again soon!
24. we used to be pretty tight through elementary school, having lots of sleepovers and everything. but then you moved far away, and we sorta stopped talking. we get together once or twice a year, and i miss the old days of ouija boards and weeshie. hahaha. your cottage was a blast; and i miss hanging out with you a lot. sometimes you intimidate me a lot because you'll ask about something in an intensely judgemental tone, and i feel real uncomfortable. you do have more loving parents, you're richer, you have better clothes, straighter hair, a better body, and you're more grounded. you show it a lot too. which isn't a bad thing, just sometimes i can't deal with it. i really don't know what i want to do with you, be good friends, or just acquaintances.
25. i met you before you came to my work, but ever since you came, you've become one of my really good friends. we try to hang out, but it never seems to work out, mainly because of working. you can make me laugh harder than anybody i have ever met; and i have the funnest shifts with you. you're incredible at impersonations, and you're a mega sweetheart. i love how open we are; and how retarted we get at night on 7 cans of diet coke. its the greatest. you're by far the funnest person that's ever worked at tim hortons, which is a huge deal. i get to see you on sunday for bubble tea and im real excited, shall be a blast my dear =] even when you quit, you'll always be the funnest person to work with, and overall, be with. you can always make me smile real big. love youu tons
26. if the world saw you the way i did, you'd be a very unpopular person. you came into my family as a relief, but now you're nothing but grief. sure, you pay the bills.. when you have a job. sure, you make my mom happy.. when you're in a good mood. which is rarely. but every other part of being part of this household, is completely pointless and unneeded. you do nothing but call me names, and other wrong things. whenever my mom is around you, she's in a worse mood, its not a fluke or anything. you can just tell. there's no reason for you to be here. theres a million guys better than you, that can actually pay the bills and not take up the entire household, confining me and my brother to our rooms, and coming down for bathroom breaks. we haven't eaten dinner as a family ever since you became our 'step-dad', which i will never think of you as. if i knew things were gonna be like this, i wouldve ran you out the minute you came home. i've tried to be nice, accepting and non-stubborn, but whats the point? its not like you do anything that would make me want to. you have no respect for my real, dead dad and act like you run the joint. as far as i'm concerned, i don't know you and i hope you'll be gone soon.
27. when we first started to talk, it was because you were helping me with problems with my ex-boyfriend. all we did was fight, and argue, and disagree. the past while though, has been amazing. you've become my best friend and i love you so much. i can have the most meaningful conversations with you, and i can open up to you more than anybody in the world. you accept me for who i am, flaws and all, and you're still there for me for every single bit of a bad day. you won't stop caring until i'm okay, then you let me care about you. you're pretty much the kindest hearted boy that i know. i've put myself out to pretty much a total stranger, and you had the power to completely destroy me, but you didnt. you let me realize that it's okay to take chances, and not worry so much about what could happen, and to embrace what you've got. and as long as i've got you, i'm set. you make me so happy, every single word you write makes me smile. every sentence from your lips gives me butterflies in my stomach. your eyes could sink the sun, and i'm so glad we're this tight. you mean more to me than you think. i love you so much babe.
28. you were one of the only people that lived near me, and i had a blast with you. i felt so comfortable around you, and i could do anything with you. we could literally pee our pants, then do it again just from peeing our pants the first time. i still get giggles everytime i look at the pictures we've taken, the videos we've made, or the jokes we've had. i've been through a lot with you and theres nothing that could replace what we have. i had no problem standing up for you, because i know what you come from, and i know its hard. you did the daring thing and ran away from this town. it might have been for the best if you didn't get your morals fucked up, and go wild. don't you see that you're turning into what everybody expected you to be? its disappointing. it really is. and i know you're worth moe, and you can do better than where you're at. i really wish you'd come back. i miss you.
29. we seem to be hanging out a lot lately, and it's so much fun. you're my most favourite female bubble tea team member, haha, and you've got really good advice. you inspire me to keep going through everyday. you've been through a lot, and i'm sorry i only met you in the past year, but it's a reminder to be thankful for little things, like being able to work nightshift and getting a g1 when i'm sixteen. now that you're dating #20, you don't seem to be around much, but when you come around, i'm ready to see you tons. you're a really good friend, and throw the greatest parties =] ily
30. you don't realize how sorry i am for putting you through so much, for never acknowledging all you've done for me, and for hurting you. you don't get how much i still care about you, and how much i miss you. you may not care about me more than if i died, but i still worry about you every single day, and think of anything to say to get you to listen to what i have to say again. i would give anything to have things the way they were before. i just hope you'll get things sorted out, and work out your problems. even though you've made me cry more than anybody, and made me more mad than anybody, i still love you.
31. we don't really hang out a lot, but you make math classes more fun than i ever thought was possible. i swear i'm going to fail that course because of you, but i don't care. i laugh sooo hard from our jokes,like smile like a banana, nasteh, oh man. it's a pure riot. im pretty sure we should have a thats so raven marathon with banana donuts, ahaha. at first, you intimidated me a lot, but now math class wouldn't be the same. we're such dorks, and i love it =]
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