INDECENT EXPOSURE: HOW I PLAN ON GETTING LAID
Current mood: frisky
Category: Life
I'VE DECIDED TO POST THE FOLLOWING ON MY PROFILE & I GUESS IT'S A DISCLAIMER...I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE ASKING ME TO DESCRIBE MORE ABOUT MYSELF SO HERE IT IS...I GUEESS IT LOOKS BETTER ONLINE THAN IT DOES HEARING IT. LOL.
DISCLAIMER:
I'M EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE, PATHOLOGICAL & HYPERSENSITIVE TO TOUCH, SMELL & TASTE. I HAVE AN OVER-REACTIVE NERVOUS SYSTEM WHICH MAKES ANY STRESSFUL SITUATION WORSE, MULTIPLIED BY 10.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I ACCEPT THAT I'M A DISORDERED PERSONALITY. I TAKE MY MEDS RELIGIOUSLY BECAUSE THEY KEEP ME FROM BEING A DANGER TO MYSELF OR OTHERS.
OK, LET ME SEE....HMMMM.
I'M ONLY HARMFUL IF SWALLOWED AND SOMEWHAT FATAL IF PROVOKED, BUT WORRY NOT...I ONLY ATTACK AND INJURE PEOPLE AFTER HAVING WARNED THEM 3 TIMES.
I LOVE THE NUMBER 3 AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY.
I'M WEIRD, BITCHY, MOODY AND TOTALLY UNPREDICTABLE. A LITTLE PARANOID, A LITTLE OBSSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE & COMPLETELY UNAWARE OF WHAT PEOPLE WANT FROM ME TO BEGIN WITH.
I'M SUPERSTITIOUS, BOSSY AND TOTALLY INTERESTED IN EVERYTHING MOST PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OF OR CAN'T DIGEST.
LAUGH ALL YOU WANT, YOU PROBABLY THINK I'M KIDDING. I'M NOT.
PEOPLE EITHER HATE ME OR LOVE ME. THE FORMER IS OFTEN THE CASE BECAUSE PEOPLE EITHER WANT TO BE LIKE ME OR CAN'T STAND THE FACT THAT THEY CAN'T HAVE ME.
I'M A BIT OF A BORDERLINE & A SITUATIONAL NARCISIST. MY PATIENCE FOR IGNORANCE & STUPIDITY IS ALMOST NON-EXISTANT & I WON'T PRETEND I LIKE YOU WHEN IN FACT I DON'T.
I LOVE A GOOD MINDFUCK BUT DON'T THINK FOR A SECOND I WON'T DO THE SAME TO YOU. WHAT YOU GIVE IS WHAT YOU GET. THAT IS HOW I ROLL. IF YOU ATTEMPT TO BRAINWASH ME INTO THINKING I'M DELUSIONAL BECAUSE I CALLED YOU OUT ON SOMETHING, GIVEN MY PSYCHIATRIC DISCLOSURE...I'LL MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING HELL.
BIG NO-NO: MISTAKING MY KINDNESS FOR STUPIDITY OR BELIEVING YOU CAN FOOL ME AND GET AWAY WITH IT.
YOU CAN INSULT ME ALL YOU WANT, I'VE PROBABLY BEEN CALLED WORSE BY BETTER SO DON'T BOTHER.
IF I DON'T REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGE IT'S OBVIOUSLY BECAUSE I FOUND NOTHING WORTH SAYING OR I LOST INTEREST AFTER THE FIRST LINE.
I HAVE AN AWESOME SENSE OF HUMOR AND I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM ADMITTING WHEN YOU'RE WRONG. SOME BELIEVE I CAN BE SWEET AND ADORABLE AND THEY'RE RIGHT, I CAN IF YOU STROKE MY EGO ENOUGH & SAY THE RIGHT THINGS.
REMINDING ME I'M CRAZY OR FUCKED UP...NOT IN YOUR BEST INTEREST. IF YOU'RE STILL THERE IN THE MORNING, AND MAKE ME BREAKFAST IN BED, I MIGHT HANG AROUND A BIT LONGER.
SO HOW CAN YOU GET ME TO FALL FOR YOU? MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I'M SAD; MAKE ME FEEL NORMAL WHEN I'M VISIBLY NOT; STAY WHEN I ASK YOU TO GO; TALK SOFTLY WHEN I'M YELLING; DON'T TAKE ANY OF IT PERSONAL EVEN WHEN YOU COULD ARGUE THAT IT VERY WELL IS; DON'T IGNORE ME WHEN I'M ANGRY OR CRYING; DON'T EVER EARN MY TRUST ONLY TO ABUSE THE PRIVILIGE. SIMPLE.
This Blog Is For YOU...not you, HIM
Current mood: adored
Category: Friends
This blog is dedicated to a special person ... you know who you are.
*wink*
Why?
Because you told me nothing would make you happier than being able to read my blogs again (truthfully nothing would make me happier than seeing you naked...again) because you find my life interesting and can't get enough of me!
(ok, I added that last part, but c'mon, isn't that what you were going to say next? Quiet; don't answer that.)
(I can't get in trouble for stealing pix from Maxim, right? Right?)
Watch, Wait & See...This Is How An Ass Is Shaped
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I've been meaning to do a lot of things now that I have all this time on my hands...I'm taking up a new hobby....the second video is the best, because that is one hell of an ass-shaking hot chick...
I SPENT 3 MONTHS IN BAHIA & SAO PAULO AND OTHER THAN PICKING UP SOME BRAZI...I MEAN, PORTUGUESE PHRASES, I LEARNED A LITTLE CAPOEIRA & SAMBA WHILE I WAS THERE.
I'M GONNA FINISH WHAT I STARTED AND BEING THE SEXY LATINA THAT I AM, SAMBA WON'T BE A CHALLENGE BECAUSE I CAN DANCE MERENGUE & SALSA LIKE A PRO & THANKS TO BILLY BLANKS & TAE BO...CAPOEIRA SHOULD BE A MATTER OF MONTHS.
A Playa Has 4 Different Types Of Girls... 1. Wifey 2. Baby Girl 3. Side Piece 4. Jump Off
1) Wifeyis the sexiest, most successful and most respected of all the women. She is loved, needed and wanted by her man...she is VIRTUALLY IRREPLACEABLE. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always love, he never wants to see her with another man...BUT he will cheat on her with Baby Girl until he is mature enough to realize that if he gets caught or fucks up in any way and loses Wifey, he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again. Wifey gets along with mom, is independent, never nags, loves to dress sexy for her man, can cook and loves to keep a clean house. Wifey gets called 5 or 6 times a day. Drawback of Wifey, she loves public displays of affection...which might interfere with the acquisition of a Side Piece.
2) Baby Girlis ALWAYS just as hot as wifey and usually has a very active social life...she IS replaceable, thinks she's the next Wifey, but will only be Wifey if an extreme disaster takes place. Baby Girl gets some of the benefits of Wifey, like quality time every now and then and even presents on birthdays and holidays, but that's as far as it goes. The main reason to have Baby Girl is in case Wife really really fucks up, she can be replaced in a matter of weeks because Baby Girl has been groomed to slip right into her spot. Be careful of Baby Girl, she tends to be just as attached as Wifey and therefore can be dangerous to the Side Piece. Biggest benefit of Baby Girl...she is extremely private and hates causing a scene, baby girl can come into the same restaurant as you and wifey and wifey will have no idea you two even know each other. Baby Girl is a master of disguise as well.
3) Side Piece,usually a female that the guy uses only for sex and other pleasures, she is usually the one that he goes to for that 3-some or some late night head after the club. When Wifey is acting up and Baby Girl is at work, the Side Piece is usually the one to hold him over for a few hrs. He can meet with the Side Piece for reasons other than sex, but normally that only happens one week during the month. Side Pieces are hard to spot when they are out because most of her friends are either Wifey's or Jump Offs. Drawback of having more than one side piece, they usually know each other somehow...we kinda think there is a side piece network.com or something. Try to keep your side piece count below 4 if possible.
4) Jump Off...every mans dream and worst nightmare. She is trying to move up in life, wants to be a Side Piece or Wifey but doesn't know how to go about it. They are just the girls he hollas at when he is with his boys...she is usually stored in the cell phone by a nickname because he barely remembers her real name and where he met her...he only recalls how fat her ass was. The Jump Off gets called in emergencies only, when wifey is moody, baby girl is on vacation and side piece is with her baby's father. The Jump Off is extremely dangerous in public for a number of reasons, she is usually 5 other guys jump off as well, so she might cause drama with you and one of those dudes if you slip up, she also has no problem confronting you in the mall when you are with Wifey (something that baby girl would NEVER do) and the most dangerous thing about Jump Off...she ALWAYS seems to find out where you live and or work.
**I DIDN'T COME UP WITH THIS, IN CASE PEOPLE ARE WONDERING**
GIRL INTERRUPTED? IN OTHER WORDS...ME
Current mood: curious
Category: Life
I'm not one to brag...actually, that's not true. I blow my own whistles and toot my own horns. For some reason what I just wrote doesn't sound grammatically correct in my head but then again...things seldom do. So as I was saying, I'm not one to brag but I got to admit, I'm totally whacked in the head & really good at it. You think I'm kidding, don't you? Hardly.
*sigh*
I'm totally serious when I tell you that working in a psych ward is where I've actually noticed just how fucking sick in the head I am. For the longest time I thought I was probably just emotionally disordered because I was getting high and if I could manage to get sober and stay sober...I'd be, you guessed it, normal.
Oh and please do not fucking give me the clichéd "who's to say what's normal," or some other bullshit line that'll take my blog into the philosophical realm of the origins of human behavior and you follow my drift.
Ok. Fast-forward 2 yrs. Um...NOT EVEN CLOSE TO NORMAL.
If anything...I've probably become worse which is not to say I was better off as an addict, but I must say...I still had empathy or sympathy, depending on how close it hit to home or how unfortunate the situation was.
TODAY? GONE.
I think I'm completely desensitized from human suffering. As a mental health counselor in a locked facility that mainly treats people with personality disorders such as borderline personality disorder, antisocial personality disorder and intermittent explosive disorder, I find myself muttering under my breath...MOVE THE FUCK ON. I mean seriously, most of these individuals have significant sexual and/or physical abuse histories along with some form of substance abuse.
I constantly hear people say "can you really blame them though, after all they have been through and been exposed to?"
Ummm, YES.
The law doesn't go "well Sean, given that your mom is doing time in federal for possession of 200 grams of cocaine with intent to deliver and distribute...and well, your father drank beer instead of milk, from a bottle since he was 3yrs old...I'm gonna forgive you because HOW could you know that armed robbery is wrong & drugs are addicting?"
Trust me. People who have substance abuse issues automatically become a disordered personality and there are different degrees of dysfunction and depending on length of use and substance abused...I can tell you one thing, if they ain't sitting in jail and are on my unit, they ain't stupid or limited. If anything, we are dealing with highly intelligent and manipulative individuals that have learned or somehow become emotionally detached and indifferent towards anyone but themselves.
I was once diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder but I was a high functioning one. I could at least recognize that my behavior and actions affected others and it did matter to me, but for selfish reasons. Now a day, I think I'm more of a Situational Narcissist with sociopathic tendencies. I really don't care unless it is somehow going to affect me.
For example, last night I had a patient with borderline personality disorder start with her bullshit attention-seeking behaviors that for a good amount of time went unnoticed. By the time I actually decided to deal with her she was acting gamey and I could see she was hiding something under her sweatshirt which, of course, was I either a plastic knife or something. I paid no attention to it but she knew I knew so to spite my indifference she starts banging her head on the door and throwing things in her room.
Since she was assigned to me I walked back over and told her "if you think that by banging your head on the door affects me, it doesn't. I know you'll stop once you get a headache. As for hospital property you are destroying, I'm going to cut to the chase and inform you, one more item breaks or I even hear a fucking toothbrush fall, your ass will be strapped to a bed with 3 injections up your ass and if you think I'm fucking kidding, try me. We've been down this road before many times and given that I've wasted countless hours of counseling only for the end result to be the same I'm taking a shortcut."
I walk away knowing I am not going to hear a peep out of her cause she saw in my eyes that somehow I was going to thoroughly enjoy putting her in 4 point restraints and not for therapeutic or safety reasons.
I also get phone calls from time to time on my unit with people looking for free counseling or someone to bitch at for their problems in life. Yeah, I don't have time nor do I nearly get paid enough to entertain that option.
This guy calls and starts asking what he should do given that he's feeling like hurting himself and is drunk. I flat out responded, go to any hospital that has an emergency department and if you have no means of transportation I suggest you call 911 and they will escort you to one and ensure your safety. At this point I sound like 50yr old waitress from IHOP who's taking your breakfast order as I obnoxiously chew gum with my mouth open.
This guy then says "well, I don't want to get the cops involved and I hate the hospital they always send me to in my town." I look at my watch and this drunk has now wasted 3 minutes of my time so I tell him..."you wanted to know how to get help if you're feeling unsafe and I did my job. Whether you like those options or not, those are the only ones available to you so...there's nothing more I can do for you and I'm hanging up. Goodnight. Click.
I walk away unmoved.
I remember the first time a patient I worked with died. I was literally depressed and affected. Now I'm like "that's a shame."
Life's difficulties are much easier handle this way and as long as I'm not harming anyone...physically...Satan can't throw me over his shoulder and drag me by the hair as he sodomizes me over and over again for eternity. Wait...what if I'm ok with that?
I'm sorry, but to all these *cough* new top bloggers...
I rather listen to a game of chess on the radio than be subjected to such "entertaintment."
Geez-us...is it that hard for some of these retarded geniuses to get laid?
I don't know about ya'll but in my book, if you are a woman who's still single/divorced after 35 & giving people advice on relationships & what not...maybe myspace isn't the right place for you.
Any woman near the age of 50, engaging in myspace bullshit or causing drama needs less blade work and more meds. Seriously.
But the best idiots are the ones that pretend to be so confident & humble by labeling & stereotyping beautiful, affluent & confident people as Narcissists...this coming from a probable Histrionic or Borderline Personality Disordered Woman just seems a little much.
I'm telling you, other than a select few I enjoy reading...I think I'll go back to my padded room & share war stories with britney spears.
I just realized that the 3 people I enjoy conversing with & respect on myspace begin with the letter J...JOKER, JILLIAN & JABS.
I swear I have the common sense of a tic-tac. As intelligent as I am, and wise (in all modesty)...I fail fantastically in many ways.
Let me give you some examples...
EXAMPLE1: Left from Right
Can't immediately recognize which is which in a split second. It actually takes me like 5 seconds to realize which is my left side and which is my right side.
EXAMPLE 2: North, South, East & West
Can't for the love of God figure if I'm heading south, north, northwest, east unless...the sun is setting and THEN...lol...I know. Sorta. No internal compass what-so-ever.
EXAMPLE 3: Mathematics
I can't divide in my head. I can't multiply in my head or add or subtract. But...I can do a whole statistical computation in my head. What gives? What's up with that shit?
I am very fortunate to have grown up in a family that is wealthy. I've always gotten the things I've wanted and I've practically never had to worry about being broke or having to work. I'm not like most people that takes all of that for granted. From a very young age both of my parents taught me that being humble is a virtue. Both of my parents are self-made.
My father [rest in peace] was from Brooklyn. Both of his parents were immigrants from Russia and Poland. They barely spoke english and were extremely poor. My grandfather passed away when my father was 6 and my grandmother was forced to put 3 of her 6 children in foster care. My father was among the 3 that went to an orphanage. He was never adopted by another family and managed to see my grandmother everyday. As a young boy, he shined shoes and did whatever he had to do to make money for his mother [who absolutely loved and adored all of her children.] You see, my grandmother couldn't feed all of her children, and she did what she had to do. My father understood.
As he became older and more independant, he also became aware that in order to make money, and live the life he wanted to live, he knew he had to be determined to succeed. He didn't know how or when...but he knew he would. There wasn't a seed of doubt in his mind.
He moved to Washington DC and woked as a chauffeur for a Limousine company. He loved feeling important in a suit and KNEW that in order to make money he had to be around those that HAD money. He was right. He was committed to being rich and rich he became...beyond his wildest dreams. By his mid 40's he owned the Limosine company. That company is still in business in Washington DC and although my father sold it shortly before his death...the people that work there remember him well...and fondly. My father was a character, charismatic in every way.
Thanks to his business and many years in that business, he became friends with a lot of celebs, like Bob Hope, whom he golfed with, Ronald Reagan whose family often called for Limousines, Frank Sinatra, among others.
He met Madonna, Michael Jackson, Eddie Murphy, Bill Cosby and the list goes on and on. He'd always come home with backstage passes or front row tickets to ANY event.
I grew up, however, in a middle class neighborhood. Yes there were Limo's parked outside my house but NEVER did my father show-off or change his disposition of that of being humble. In my 10 years with my father, only once was I taken to school in a Limo and that was because my father was in the hospital. When he found out he was furious! He didn't want me thinking I'm better than anyone else or wealthier.
I admire that about him.
I learned so much from him.
My father gave as much as he received. He spent heavily...and the more he spent the more money he made! It was his attitude that made him wealthy...NOT his job!
My mother had a degree in Physical Education and of course, when she married my father NEVER worked a day in her life. My mother is modest and humble as well. It's like she was the Jew in the marriage and my father the Catholic one...but it was the other way around. When my father died, my mother faced a huge dilemma...how would she continue to provide that same kind of lifestyle I was used to? The money and properties my father left would only last so long. But my mother is smart.
She moved to Peru and opened up a business. She now owns many properties and her business is a corporation. She is an excellent business woman. She lives quite comfortably...not like when my father was alive but very close. You see, my mother learned a lot from my father. A lot of relatives in my family learned from him too...and it is because of him that they are financially successful and wealthy today. My mother and my father have given me everything I need to succeed in life and it's not money...it's knowledge!
Wealth is acheived by your attitude and determination!
Want to be a millionaire? It's really easy. Here's how...
The following is taken from the book Secrets of the Millionaire Mind by T. Harv Eker.
17 Ways Rich People Think AND Act Differently From Poor or Middle-Class People:
1) Rich people believe "I create my life." Poor people believe "Life happens to me."
2) Rich people play the money game to win. Poor people play the money game to not lose.
3) Rich people are committed to being rich. Poor people want to be rich.
4) Rich people think big. Poor people think small.
5) Rich people focus on opportunities. Poor people focus on obstacles.
6) Rich people admire other rich and successful people. Poor people resent rich and successful people.
7) Rich people associate with positive, successful people. Poor people associate with negative or unsuccessful people.
8) Rich people are willing to promote themselves and their value. Poor people think negatively about selling and promotion.
9) Rich people are bigger than their problems. Poor people are smaller than their problems.
10) Rich people are excellent receivers. Poor people are poor receivers.
11) Rich people choose to get paid based on results. Poor people choose to get paid based on time.
12) Rich people think "both." Poor people think "either/or."
13) Rich people manage their money well. Poor people mismanage their money well.
14) Rich people focus on their net worth. Poor people focus on their working income.
15) Rich people have their money work hard for them. Poor people wok hard for their money.
16) Rich people act in spite of fear. Poor people let fear stop them.
17) Rich people constantly learn and grow. Poor people think they already know.
WEALTH PRINCIPLE OF THE DAY:
If you are willing to do only what's easy, life will be hard.
But if you are willing to do what's hard, life will be easy.
*I'll be posting lots of stuff from this book in my following blogs*
If you knew that you would die today Saw the face of god and love Would you change? Would you change?
If you knew that love can break your heart When you're down so low that you cannot fall Would you change? Would you change?
How bad, how good, does it need to get? How many losses? how much regret? What chain reaction would cause an effect? Makes you turn around Makes you try to explain Makes you forgive and forget, Makes you change Makes you change
If you knew that you would be alone Knowing right, being wrong, Would you change? Would you change?
If you knew that you would find a truth That would bring a pain that can't be soothed Would you change? Would you change?
How bad, how good, does it need to get? How many losses? how much regret? What chain reaction would cause an effect? Makes you turn around Makes you try to explain Makes you forgive and forget, Makes you change Makes you change
Are you so up right You can't be bent If it comes to blows Are you so sure you won't be crawling If not for the good why why risk falling Why risk falling?
If everything you think you know Makes your life unbearable Would you change? Would you change?
If you'd broken every rule and vow And hard times come to bring you down Would you change? Would you change?
If you knew that you would die today, If you saw the face of God and loved Would you change? Would you change?
If you saw the face of God and loved If you saw the face of God and loved Would you change? Would you change?
Christmas is by far, one of THE funniest seasons ever! I have so much fun watching people stress about which presents to buy, what store to shop at, which coupon needs to be used first before it expires, which highway or route saves time and avoids traffic and...you get the picture.
See, for me, Christmas really isn't such a big deal. I lived in Israel for 4 years and I never celebrated Christmas...I celebrated Hannukah. I'm 50% Jewish and 50% Catholic, and neither one really does it for me. Bah. I'm just not into the whole festive balagan [which means chaos in Hebrew] that most people enjoy. It's exhausting! People exhaust me. And I have no patience.
What I love most about Christmas is the irony. Oh the irony of it all! Just the other day, my boyfriend [who waits 'til the very last week of Christmas to do his shopping in hopes of getting a better a deal] experienced something I like to call...God's humor.
As my boyfriend searched and searched, store after store, for the best deal on an ipod for his son, 2 things happened.
We had received a coupon from Best Buy titled The Mystery Certificate which entitled most people to $5 off any item in the store OR it could have a value of $5000 [although that rarely happens] but being the scatter-brain he is...he lost it. If he didn't have his head attatched to his body, believe me when I tell you...he would have lost it long time ago. I'm serious! So...he lost the coupon, and my God...it was a sad day in Rhode Island. But...listen to this...he didn't give up! He was determined to find a coupon, so his journey into the dark & mysterious world of the internet began.
And lo and behold...he found one!
Now the only problem was printing it. Since he doesn't have a printer in his house at the moment, he had to go to the library down the street to print it out but being the procrastinator that he is...he waited another 2 days to go to the library and guess what?
He couldn't find his driver's license so they wouldn't allow him to use the computers!
Ha!
I was in tears...laughing. Oh the irony! He obviously didn't find it as amusing as I did. But wait...the story doesn't end here.
It gets better!
So another 2 days go by. He finds his license. It was in the visor thingy of his car! Loving it. I couldn't help but snort. So we head off to the library and to the library we went. What normally takes 5 minutes took 20 because of traffic. He hates traffic. We finally get there. I decided I would wait in the car. It was too cold and windy that day and quite frankly, my body and mind are still trying to adjust to the notion of cold weather and the car was soooo warm and...you understand, don't you?
By now it's 3 days before Christmas. The ipod and ihome is YET to be bought. We have an unprinted coupon and it's being printed and it seems like today might just be the day Best Buy actually SEES us buying something!
He comes into the car. I don't see a smile on his face [I'm thinking someone must have pissed him off inside] but he does have a printout of something.
How odd! He's supposed to be thrilled. I'm perplexed.
"What's wrong? Were you not able to print it out?" I ask, all confused.
"Yeah I printed it out..." He says all grumpy.
"So...what's the matter?"
"It's expired." He mumbles.
"What was that? I'm sorry, I couldn't hear you."
"It's expired."
"Oh my!" I reply and then I burst out laughing...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Oh the irony! Oh dear Lord...the irony!
He couldn't help but laugh but I knew deep down inside he was furious.
NOW THAT WE UNDERSTAND WHERE WE HAVE GONE WRONG...WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?
There is really only ONE thing you can do...CHANGE.
Isn't it easier to change when we realize where we have gone wrong? And like Will Smith said in one of his movies..,"You don't know where you are going until you know where you've been."
HappyHolidays to all of you, and may your lives head in the direction of happiness, love & prosperity.
MOTIVATIONAL THOUGHT OF THE DAY:
Don't think about the things you can't do. Think about the things you can do.
No matter what the level of your ability is, you have more potential than you can ever develop in a lifetime.
You have powers you never dreamed of. You can do things you never thought you could do. There are no limitations to what you can do except the limitations of your own mind.
Use your imagination and look at things as they can be. You know what you are today but not what you may be tomorrow.
You can do anything you wish to do, have anything you wish to have, and be anything you wish to be. You don't know what you can really do until you try. All you have to do is to act on your dreams.
You have the power within you to do things you never dreamed possible. You would amaze yourself if you did all the things you're capable of doing. This power becomes available to you as soon as you change some of your beliefs.
I believe we all have a purpose in life. Each and every one of us is here for a reason. But, are we living our lives the way we intended? Are we fulfilling our destiny? And are we working towards making our dreams come true?
Probably not and that saddens me. It really does because you are living somebody else's dream instead of YOUR dream. Time and time again I've heard people tell me "Listen, I've got a family to support and I just can't risk it" or "It's easier said than done."
These are your dreams, people! How can you deprive yourself of all the things you've ever wanted to do and accomplish? If not you, then WHO? Your wife? Husband? Neighbor? Parents? The answer is NO ONE. Only you can make your dreams your reality.
When I was in a state of confusion a while back I realized my life was stagnant due to my state of confusion. I knew what I wanted to do but was I really sure of HOW I was going to accomplish that? Not right then and there, that's for sure. I also knew, deep down inside, what kind of life I wanted to live so I decided to make A VISION BOARD. A vision board is a poster or board with stuff your dreams are made of. I cut out a whole lot of pictures, words, letters, and quotes from magazines and pasted them on a poster board. I decided to divide my Vision Board into parts: WHAT I WANT TO DO IN LIFE; PLACES I WANT TO GO; WHO I WANT TO HAVE; THINGS I WANT TO OWN.
I made a collage [spelling?] of all the things I would like to see happen in MY future. Guys, let me tell you...the moment I made my vision board I realized and remembered EXACTLY what needed to be done in my life. The transformation was almost instantaneous. My vision board is almost done but my head is well fastened on my shoulders and the sky is the limit when it comes to making your vision board. Nothing is impossible to a willing heart. Once you set your goals on what you want, you'll find ways to get it. Simple.
I'm telling all of you about this because I believe that when we write down or see our dreams on paper, every day, we are reminded of the things that we want to do, need to do and HAVE TO DO in order to make our dreams come true. Many times we'll forget what we wanted out of life, but a vision board helps us remember each and every day the potential in us to shape our reality. You have to believe you CAN do it and convince yourself that it WILL happen.
I believe this is the formula for success:
"IF YOU CAN CONCEIVE IT, AND BELIEVE IT, YOU CAN ACHIEVE IT."
Here are some pics I just took of my vision board [which I plan on framing when I'm done] so you get an idea of what it looks like.
So, my question to you is..."Are you living your dream?"