~*Boyfriend Application*~
Current mood: creative

*Boyfriend Application*

Name:
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Why Are you Applying?:
Whats the last relationship you were in:
What would you want to do if we hungout:
Your idea of a perfect date:
One special thing about you:
One special thing about me:
How much do you want to hang out:
If you could give me anything in the world what would it be :
Do you believe in love :
Do you think you have anything in common with me?
What do you think of me :
Do you play any instruments and/or sing:
Your favorite body part on me:
Am I a nice girl?(be honest):
Do you think im sexy?
Why would you date me?
Would you break my heart?
Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me?
Would you play hard to get?
Would you run off with me at random times?
What would you do to get my attention?
Why would you be a good boyfriend?
Do you like to Kiss?
Do you like to Cuddle?
Would you do any of the above with me?
Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS?
and... WHY SHOULD I CHOOSE YOU!?:
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Currently listening : Eurotrash By Zeromancer Release date: 13 August, 2002

7:06 PM - 8 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment

A little Midian Philosophy!
Current mood: thoughtful

*This is strickly MY THEORY! Everyone has their own points of views and philosophys on life and everyhing surrounding it!* Now lets talk philosophy! I would never be able to write all my philosophys down in this life time! So heres a lil taste! I am wiccan/satanist. Wiccan worships EVERYTHING! Yes, everything has to be connected in some way, we are all made of atoms from the same materials, dead stars, old planets, etc. but everything does not need a ritual. We have the rituals so we can focus are sleepened mind on something to make it happen. I'll explane this in a second. I have santanistic values, which basically makes you a satanist. Care about yourself, do what makes you happy, why else would we be ABLE to fulfill what we wish to do AND have the ability to imagen it, to act it out and though? Yes, this is just a hypothisis, but i do not belive a god or gods could make us to do countless things, and then tell us not to do them... thats half hypricitical! WHY would we be able to do it?? Yes, its kinda like theyre are parent telling us not to drink, not to smoke, not to lie, but they know we will, so just sit back and hope for the best! "Dont shoot the nuke off! Dont go play with diseases! Be CARFULL! I love you." Ok now for the sleeping mind explanation! I believe its said we only use 20 % of our brain, give or take! (Dont quote me on that statement!) AND we ALL have the ability to "wake" a portion of the brain that is unconsis. This is in a way all "mind over matter". We can ALL do it! Even if we dont "train" for telekenisis or psycokenisis (whichever you prefer to call it), you can repeat to yourself something and you will believe it, which will make it true! An example of this that I do ALOT is this... I hate vomiting. Period. So when I feel it, my stomach upset, all the symptoms of "If you just throw up it will be better" I think, 'I dont need to, I feel ok' now do that for a few minutes, think of how you will be ok, how you dont NEED to, and it will go away. It's been like that for six years now. (knock on wood! *giggles*) Another part of focusing your mind goes to the rituals in many many religions. The best religious exsample is Wicca! Wiccans go though many rituals, for many different things! Repeating curtain text, doing things in a curtain order, and I focused on "why" this is for a while now! and my conclusion is it is to focus your uncousous mind to make it happen! Your unconsus mind can control curtain things that you may belive it cannot! (e.g. money comming towards you, happyness with self or others, new job, new friends, etc.) But my theory is that you dont NEED to do those Rituals! They are done SIMPLY to focus your mind on something. You don't believe you are doing it, but you have enough faith and confidence to belive it CAN and WILL happen. This is why some of the best Witches have been studing focusing for many years, or have this talent natually! All you need is faith in YOURSELF and your own self WILL and you can bring anything or anyone to your point of view! *This is strickly MY THEORY! Everyone has their own points of views and philosophys on life and everyhing surrounding it!* (This is, also, NOT my final view on things! We all continue to learn more though time! This is just a final judgement of curtain topics as of right now!)

5:22 AM - 5 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

I Should be an Erotic Writer...
Current mood: content

Ever just sit down and think.. have you mind take you places...

Basements where a hott serial killer keeps you. Your ankle is locked to a chain that lets you move no more than 10 ft away from the bed. Your feed, have a tv, no windows, or phone... but they have sex with you whenever they want.

Ever think sleeping, and someone reaches from behind, slips their hands into your pants, and starts fondling you. You're still not sure if its a dream untill your bodies are connected and moving...

Making out with your girlfriend, her sitting ontop of your lap facing you. Finger nails scratching up and down you back, up the back of your neck, and glide on the bottom lip, and right when you enter her, you feel the nail tap your tooth slightly, as he head tilts back slightly and her eyes close. You can see her eyes move to the back of her head, and her gasp slightly, but you know she doesnt realize she does this.

Makes you want someone huh? Maybe you should get me a book contract and I'll make more... LOL...

1:14 AM - 2 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

Another vain rant of mine...

God! If you love someone, why cant it be like in the movies? All girls agree with me to some exstent! I mean, tell us how "in your eyes" we are the most beautiful woman in the world... and ASK what our fav. flower is! Some of us may live gothic, but that doesnt mean our favorite flower is dryed, or dead, or dark dark red.... I mean my favorite flowers are sterling roses, they look pale purpleish and periwinkle! Also! Why do they have all these long "hoochie" nails in all these salons, and french manacure nails, but not a single long, clawish nail? For someone like me who have very thin nails, it is a lot of work to keep my nails in shape, from breaking and splinting, and from bending, unless I wanna TRY to get all of the fake nails exsactly right that I file down myself, or wanna spend money on nails not only online, but I have to wait for them to arrive to me in a few days! This is bullshit! god! I'm too pretty for life to be this hard on me! LOL!

3:07 AM - 5 Comments - 5 Kudos - Add Comment

Love is natures posion..

If you know someone, and you see them cry, alot, you ask why. They say they're in love, and don't want to tell the person it. That person already has a huge hint your friend loves them, yet they are still sweet, but dont try to go farther with the relationship but as friends, sometimes with benifits.

Now here is the question, what would you do if you where that poor friend, and why do you think they stay other than the vain attempt to keep the person around longer?

1:06 PM - 3 Comments - 1 Kudos - Add Comment