Adventures in Minx-land...
Category: Life

Another interesting day in my life...I never realized how much time I wasn't spending blogging, I am sure it will change quite a bit when my site launches, but until then..you can read about my life here. As usual, my life is strange and different and I can never pin point what will happen next. This morning I woke up at 5:30 after getting to bed around 1:30 and Meow took me to the fly away to take me to the airport. Got to the airport in no time at all, then got through security in no time at all and had 2 hours to kill! LAX is my most hated airport to deal with...PERIOD! So I sat and waited and almost missed my flight because I didn't hear them boarding and finally heard them call my name, made my flight and landed early in Bend, Oregon. I got a ride to the location I am shooting at and now I am sitting and doing nothing probably the rest of the day because they didn't actually need me today. Normally I wouldn't care, but I really wish I could be home setting up my apartment since I have A LOT to do there and am home for half a day before I take off to New York for a long weekend. I get to sit outside in the dirt with my white Mac laptop and get dirtier and dirtier and being covered in dirt and bugs doesn't make me particularly happy unless its because I have been horseback riding or something actually out door oriented. I should stop complaining, I LOVE the producer I am working with and it will be fun once I get to get in on the action, meanwhile though I wish I was doing something other than writing a meaningless blog on myspace.

On another note, I got my PO Box set up, so if you have been wanting to send me something and I have been putting things off because I haven't had my PO Box, I now do, so message me for it and send me entertaining things..post cards, letters, magazines, stockings...just nothing too inappropriate please, I am dirtier than the next girl, but I am still a professional.

So about a week and a half ago I was asked to play a part in a friends film, I read the script today on my flight here...most of it and it is EPIC!!! I am really looking forward to shooting this, it is being shot by one of the most talented DP's I know and will be a real pleasure to be a really different character than I usually play. Cheers to white trash-dom!

More adventures in Minx-land coming soon!
xxx

Currently listening : Stay Sick! By The Cramps Release date: 2001-10-16

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MOVING DAY!!! BUSY WEEKEND!!!

Ok, so I am taking 5 to breath..rather drink more coffee and smoke before I finish the last box or 2 of stuff, gota be 1 since I only have 1 left :) Meow is on her way over to help keep me sane, the movers are getting here between 9-9:30 and off we go. I picked up my keys last night at my new apartment and it is AWESOME!!! I haven't actually seen it until now so its surreal that I finally got to! It is a little smaller than I remember, but I can NOT complain, it is PERFECT for me and the kitties...the furry ones, the snakes are elsewhere.

I take off to Oregon tomorrow until the afternoon of the 9th and then off to NYC on the 10th for a nice "weekend" get away and then am home on the 14th. I will not be online that much in either location since internet access kind of sucks...I did get AT&T wireless though, so we'll see how it actually works...hopefully well since its $59.95 a month and I am stuck with a 2 year contract!

I am working on a mainstream project when I get home, so I will be here and there probably posting about it. I get to play a white trash slut and basically my boobs spend the majority of the project, out. Which isn't much different than any other job I do, but I have a feeling I will actually be a lot more modest than usual...non porn people tend to stare and make it a little awkward on a set, oh well, they did hire me for my rack :) I will be shooting this job this month, the 16-17 and 27-29. It will be awesome I am working with a few really amazing people and my lovely costume designer/friend who ALWAYS makes things fun and entertaining to say the VERY least!

October is weird, I still need to fill my Tampa trip if I can actually make it happen, no one is around out there or is depleted from Fetish Con, maybe I will just do Ft. Lauderdale or maybe I will stay in LA since I have no real reason other than Kendra James and the Reverend B Dangerous to be there....they are one of the best reasons I can think of though!!!

I will also be hitting Virginia and Pennsylvania and need to fill in that schedule with a few more shoots...I will be in the DC area as well, so if you want to hire me, let me know :) If you don't know what kind of shoots I am available for, ask, I will try to not be "intimidating" as I have heard I am as of late...sorry, my honesty must just get the best of me..lying gets no one anywhere!

xxx

Currently listening : Hypnotica By Benny Benassi Release date: 2003-10-21

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Because I like to get my buttons pushed...
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Life

I am moving on Friday, the movers get here at 8:30am...I can't wait! My landlord has become the ULTIMATE DOUCHE BAG! He is planning to show the place weather I am here or not 5-6 tomorrow to Thursday...I want to punch him..he is allowed to according to the lease, to show the place while I still live here with 24 hours of notice IF I am home...He also decided to give me one hell of a time about the fact that I am moving a week later than the original 30 days notice and he's annoyed about it because he is going on vacation and it will interrupt things for him...CRY ME A F***ING RIVER! He knew I was staying a week a few days after we submitted the original 30 days! He was in my house today and I know this because he locked the bottom lock on the door which I do not lock because I don't keep the key on my key ring. He had no reason to be in the house at all...I am not sure what to do though because his wife is a judge and who knows what kind of pull he has with anything, though I do know it is illegal to enter without informing the tenant. He has seriously crossed the line, I mean how do I know he didn't take anything since I have almost 100 boxes packed and am still working on at least 10-20 more? He was really nice when I moved in a little strange, but nice. We always paid rent on time, we never had crazy parties or complaints. We rarely called him out for repairs...its a building that was built in the 30s-50s. I honestly wish I could jump to Friday now just so I can be done with this jerk! Feedback anyone? Good lawyer?
Cheers to apartment living!

Currently listening : Everything Sucks By Descendents Release date: 1996-09-24

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Life is special...
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Life

I have been partying non stop since I have been home, that was Wednesday night, I literally hit the ground running, went to a club, went home with a boy, picked up my car Thursday, went back to the boys house, spent Friday with the Dom that I was with when I was 18 and even went out to a club that night, went to a huge pool party yesterday...totally not my scene and was actually rather uncomfortable no matter how much I drank :) And today I have a BBQ to go to this afternoon...but I have some errands to run first. Hopefully I can get more of my house packed and in order in the next few hours and then run around and then get drunk at the BBQ, come home, get up early and pick up my bedroom furniture at my parents house...70 miles south in traffic...ewww!

Life is strange these days for me, it is only getting weirder and weirder and I can't tell if its me or its everyone around me. My best friend is still the same wonderful person she always is, but everyone else is changing in their own ways...too much change at one time overwhelms me...and there has been more change in the last few months in my life than most people experience in a lifetime. I guess I should sit back and enjoy the ride. My life is a party and I should enjoy and indulge rather than worry, but when people I love give me reasons to be concerned, I can't walk away. Living in Los Angeles is wearing thin on so many people and I just can't seem to fathom the real reasons they hate it so much. There are a lot of people doing a lot of things that don't care about what goes on around them ? Yeah thats most cities. I know Hollywood has changed in recent years, I have watched it. I know my line of work has changed, I have watched it...do I walk into the water knowing that at some point it will drop off and I may drown? Ok this is sounding depressing and I am not actually feeling that way, just observing what IS....hopefully things will settle into a happy medium for a while either that or I will be back on the road and not have to think about it as deeply :)

Currently listening : Heavy Petting Zoo By NOFX Release date: 1996-01-30

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Buy My Stuff! I need it gone now! My Dodge too!
Current mood: productive

Ok, so I have taken my time doing this because I haven't actually been able to part with a lot of my things until I move. I have to make it go!

I just bought my dream bedroom set so my current set has to go. Its a simple dark wood mid 60s 9 drawer dresser with 2 bed side tables with 2 drawers each. Its PRACTICAL! It has one chip one one drawer but otherwise in perfect condition and its the perfect size! $200 obo.

I have a full sized stacking Whirlpool washer and dryer that need to go, they work fantastically, I don't have a hook up at my new place so they need a new home. Gas hook up, its an older set and could be serviced but I haven't had a single problem since I received them a year ago. $150 obo.

My Dodge...this makes me sad. I love this car and she was a gift. But I have no time for her and no place for her. She is a 1961 Dodge Lancer. She is currently flat black with her chrome a faded candy red. She is a slant 6 push button transmission. I redid her interior just covering the seats but actually have a carpet kit in her. Her defrost and windshield wipers work, though I think the wipers were lost somewhere in a move...they're not hard to come by though. She ran beautiful before she sat for a year, I haven't even tried to fire her up, I may later today. She will need a transmission rebuild, its not that deep, it just takes her a LONG time to warm up, she doesn't slip. Her carburetor is the wrong one for the engine she has and was built wrong and missing a part so it will need to be replaced too. The engine isn't the original, but it is a correct one for the car. It is a California car through and through and has a clean title though she was purchased as a salvage that is turn key! I really don't want to let this car go, but my Porsche is being neglected as it is and a second car isn't helping my insurance out either. I will be around this next week to show her, please only serious inquiries! $2000 obo.

I can not provide pictures at the moment, my camera is packed, but I may be able to borrow a friends and can send them via email. I will have a lot of my collections of vintage things for sale when I move, likely via ebay, but I will post them here as well or at the very least a notice of what is available.

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I NEED MONEY NOW!
Current mood: stressed
Category: Life

So I actually took 5 minutes to go through my finances and my debt is overwhelming! I think it looks worse because of the massive amount of medical bills I have incurred over the last several months of surgeries and then the time off of working because of them made my credit cards sky rocket. So, yes, anyone have any suggestions on how I can make more money or you want to book me for a shoot, LET ME KNOW! I have almost all of September available! Of if you just want to donate to the cause or buy DVD's or prints, let me know, I am taking orders now, I just can't send anything until I move and can get to my envelopes and mailing supplies :) Thanks in advance! I really need some feedback!
xxx

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Recap on Chicago and Glamour Con 44...
Current mood: happy
Category: Life

I got here last week on Thursday and hit the ground running as usual...I need to stop doing that, heels and running don't mesh too well. Anyway, I had a fantastic weekend at Glamour Con meeting fans and making new friends and what topped off my weekend was the 2 original vintage Lily St. Cyr Burlesque Show window cards atop the massive amount of 50s calendar tare sheets! I am such a softy for the old art..it really makes my day!

Meanwhile back at the hotel room, Mina Meow, Kendra James and I sat up later than we should've talking about work and life and stuff and I realized at some point that I am really lucky to have such amazing friends in my life. I do realize that often, but you can never appreciate those you care about too much!

On another note, Meow and I shot on Monday with a few fantastic photographers and while they were setting up for our implied fetish shoot I decided Meow and the cane should have a chat...they did, and when it came to shooting she couldn't make a cute or reactive face no matter how hard she tried...Sub space is a good thing and canes are better!

I have a shoot tomorrow morning and then Meow and I are headed home. We have had a nice time in Chicago, but LA is where I love to be...and where I am happiest even though my house is 70+ boxes and a mess of antiques and dirt and ewww! I am officially moving on the 5th, I have it scheduled with my movers and I will finally be on my own with no one but my kitties (the fluffy ones) to worry about!

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Free Porn...
Current mood: frustrated
Category: News and Politics

I have had it...I am so sick and tired of hearing about free porn. We all know that you can get it free and you don't want to pay for it but there are some things you should know and think about. Porn costs a lot of money to make and to maintain a website or make clips or movies is also not cheap. I have heard more in the last week and a half "Why should I pay for it, I can get it free" and its getting old. How do you think the industry is going to survive if you never pay for it? Have you considered that you may be looking at porn that someone took off a membership site? Or loaded a movie on a free site that was hacked elsewhere? The long and the short is that the industry isn't as well off at the moment as it used to be and its like that because people aren't paying for it anymore. You pay for toilet paper right? How about beer? Coffee? Shampoo? PAY FOR PORN! If you don't pay for porn, you will not be getting more, the industry will die and there will be no more new porn being made! Furthermore if you have a favorite star, PAY FOR IT! Support the people you want to see! We all pay for a service of one kind or another. This is my job, if I can't make money at it because people are so cheap they won't pay $19.95 for a DVD that likely cost $10k to make, what is going to happen? The market is dwindling, seriously, support your favorite actors, I don't mean me, I mean the people you enjoy most! We will only be doing this as long as we get hired, no money to big corporate companies means we don't get hired, means we retire! I don't get free burgers at the joint on the corner because I learned how to break into their business. The long and the short...Think about it next time you are looking at free porn!

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Blog Update...
Current mood: happy
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I forgot to mention my lovely evening last night. It started out with a casual conversation and turned into something I haven't talked about indulging on in years...pleasures of the flesh, debauchery, the kind of things I do in movies, but now am bringing back to my life, thank you Mr. Cummings. To put it simply, I like pain, it works for me and I am using it again. A yahoo message turned into an hour long phone call of asking for what I wanted to be told no and to be in pain. The eventual end is obvious, but the ride there was a world I thought I lost. Cheers to finding a part of me I missed and thank you TJ. Yes, the truth is out, the pretty little pin-up isn't as innocent as she comes off to be.
xoxox

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The illusive Minx...
Category: Life

I heard from a few people that I seemed very stand offish at Fetish Con on the flo
or and at the parties. I'm sorry if I came off that way, that is NEVER my intention. I had a long week before the con even started and ended up getting next to no sleep and running around like an idiot from shoot to shoot day in and day out. So, if I seemed less than pleasant, its not because I didn't want to talk to you, I have been VERY busy on top of my personal life being a bit hectic. Hopefully I can make it up to a few of the people who were less than satisfied with my attentiveness by being at Glamour Con this coming weekend and at a booth where I am not running around non-stop, otherwise, send me a message, you know I'm not shy and I love talking to people :) Also, I do apologize for not doing my show on Saturday night, a lot of weird things happened in a very short time and a strange series of events led me to not feel comfortable doing a show even though I had my lovely Mina with me. I have a new show for next years Fetish Con that J-Sin has already asked me to do and it will be a blast! I am back to classic burlesque with this one and a whole mess of crystals, satin, feathers and glam!

On another note, I have signed the lease to my new apartment and am going to be moving in on the 5th at the latest. There are a few other apartments coming up in the complex and I think a good friend of mine will be moving into one of them...yay for apartment complex living with friends!

I am reluctantly taking a good part of September off primarily because its a slow month for me, but also so I can settle into my new place and enjoy LA for a little while...I miss it, between my July off in OC and all the time away in Tampa and Chicago and Phoenix and New Mexico I just want to be home for a day and not have to worry about getting laundry done because I have to get on a flight at 7am the next morning or have to catch a bus to a rental car place or have to navigate a town I haven't been to or haven't been to often. As much as I really do love traveling, there is always something at home that keeps me there. I love Los Angeles! I have LOTS of time to shoot in LA and am also considering some trade depending on what you are shooting for...content, pin-up, magazine submissions, etc.

Last note...As usual, I have magazines that a friend/fan has brought to my attention that have layouts of me in them. I have a spread with a lovely asian gal who everyone loves! Kitty Langdon! I also have a Leg World coming out in a few months I found out a few weeks ago, I just forgot to post about it in light of all of the recent events. I believe it is coming out in Nov or Dec...I will try to get in touch with the printers and have some available. I still do not have calendars, I have not had a chance to get to OC to pick them up...actually my car went to the shop yesterday and wasn't starting at all! Its probably something silly, but its going to be pricey! Also, I will be mailing out prints and DVDs the second week of Sept, so get your requests in now, email me directly or through here and I will do what I can to make it happen.

UPCOMING TRAVELS:
Sept - Bend, OR
Sept - San Francisco & Oakland, CA
Oct - Tampa, FL
Oct - Pittsburgh, PA
Oct - Baltimore, MD
Oct - Phoenix & Tucson, AZ
Oct - Albuquerque, NM
Nov - Seattle, WA
Nov - New York, NY
Nov - Hartford & New Haven, CT
Dec - NO TRAVELING!

xoxox

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