JUST CALL ME SHOWER GIRL!
Current mood: amorous
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

I haven't wrote a blog in ages and i got admit my mind has been on other things la did la shit happens get over it.

Well in terms of the title of my blog i was quite happily bopping into work, on a simple shift of clean the shop it looks like a fucking mess, this is Currys in Newbury. As i was not an official member of staff to sell that day i had no uniform in, so i was in my useal dress, aka Baggy jeans my Korn T-shirt depicting violence and a MUNKEH HAT ( which i got from a dude in the que at Brixton waiting for Korn and i asked for it and i got it wooooooooo). Back to the story i got told we could go in normal dress, so my outfit wasnt a problem, unfourtunatyl the hat was a problem, Curry's dont like Monkeys (unless to eat) and my Boss aka Mini Manager was shitting bricks about the big boss walking in and seeing little ol me!

So he came and shuffled up to me and asked me to take my hat off, hmmm " No", " Why not? ", well the problem is that in the morning the rain had caught my hair and i ended up looking like i had done 20 lengths in a deep fat fryer, So i was in no mood to take my hat off. Plus i had really bad hat hair!

So an agreement was made i would take my hat off, if he brought me some Shampoo so i could use the stores shower! Ha it was very funny seeing how cheeky i could be and still keep my job.

So i went to Boots ( to any virgin Boots people, its a glorified Chemist which also sells loadsa other stuff). In the end Dove shampoo won and soon i was winging my way over to work again ( i know it was cheesy but sometimes its good).

So i headed of to the shower and put all the stuff on the floor negoiated towels and ensured the lock was on, you know how pervy customers are these days!

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"La La La", wash wash wash, thinking to myself " Hmmm this is taking a long time to drain.....", looked at the drain pulled out the safety catch out which stops rings and shiny objects from falling through it.

Realised i was gonna be there for a while, so i sat down on the shower floor playing the good ol game of splash the water and make bubbles!

Peace didnt last long........

" CASSIE ARE YOU OK?,  CASSIE"

" Yes" i replied not only shocked but thinking shit if there is a fire, i better see if i can find a bigger towel.

" YOU'VE FLOODED THE BLOODY TOILET AND STAFF ROOM WERE UNDER 3inches OF WATER"

I just gulped and thought, thats why it wasnt draining.

She asked if i could get out of the shower but it was still pretty full so i had tow ait a further 5mins for the bastard thing to drain!
 Alas when i did get out the previous mistake of leaving my Clothes,whip and other items on the floor meant that everything bar my BRA AND MOBILE PHONE AND SHOES had escaped the mini lake.

So i grabbed a mens shirt saying Currys, the biggest i could see that had not been drowned, picked up the soggy remains of my other clothes and proceeded to skulk to the Girls toilets and put them over the radioator.

Only then when my little feet hit the floor, nearly going head over heels, saw how deep the water was and it was lurking near the holy grail of vending machines.

So here i was sitting in the staffrooom with wet hair and a clinging wet t-shirt, i donated my towels to help the malnourished shower room, trying to make sure that i stayed as still as posssible.

I couldnt help with the clean up as if i had bent down the abscence of knickers would have been clearly a sign of indecent behaviour and my ass was getting cold so i read the paper!

But the lack of clothes situation was a problem, so the poor male of the group was marched over to Tesco's for Bleach, Mr Muscle Unblocker and a pair of size 8 knickers and a pair of trousers!

Resulting in a expensive day for Cazz in terms of Clothes, but also meaning that i was practially sitting on my ass and doing fuck all including the shower for about 3hrs!

We also didnt finish work till 2.30am that morning yes you heard it folks i started at 11am and finished at that time, as we had a big store clean up which we failed anyhoooooooo.

Now my nick name at Curry's is Shower Girl!

I'm now sitting on the sofa with a bird who has just regurgitated his food on my trousers and eat it back up!! I'm in a weird mood as i just found out my Great Grand mother aka Auntie Cath (dont ask lol), is dying and she is a fantastic woman who taught me to sip my whiskey and never gulp it. enjoy the flavours!

So i raise a toast to the fine woman!

Cazz xx

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A RANDOM DITTY, ABOUT STARS AND LOVE
Current mood: adored

My head is full of stars tonight, above me and mellow in my soul.
The darkness doesnt seem as bad this night,
Even the shadows set alight.

I awoke in horror in sunshine
No darkness
Only cruel cruel light

But it is now pink pale.

My dreams are circled in rainbows of light.

I got to bed with stars tonight,
I think they are for you my dear.

Maybe they got lost along the way.


Cazz


I came up with this last night just sitting in bed, day dreaming i havent wrote any stuff in a while as my kinda flow dried up!
Anyways only in the rough stages but hope you like it people

xxx

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i guess its time for a change buts its not about going blonde

i mean, its so strange i will sit here and type but i worry about what i type and whether certain people will read this.

i dont know sometimes what everything means or what we are supposed to do, i know i am worried about my grandad as he has been taken to hospital again, i know it sounds horrible but it seems like its a start to the end.

i was reading pats blog today about the whole kinda writers block and i kinda understand how that feels as sometimes you kinda feel so numb and dont know what to do or feel.

the funniest time i have had in the last coupla months was the other night just pissing around with a coupla people in the savoy in swindon it was hillarious as the guys started drinking the water in the flower glass hahaha,

but i dont know, maybe something really strange will happen at download, either way i am gonna have a fecking awesome time!

it almost seems sometimes that what i am saying and what i feel is disconected, it makes me smile and then i wonder what is going up there in my brain

this is random utter bollocks of someone who has drunk to much and ate too little.

i feel so numb then so alive and a mixed up bag!

this is a load of bollocks!!!
x

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Tread softly for you tread upon my dreams
Current mood: frisky

I float along the world  so quietly, oh so quietly.

Sheltered by my verbal cloak of deepest velvet of the night.

Laced by Noh China Masks.

Displaced by society's eternal jigsaw,
I feel the missing piece.

But i am not alone.

When humanity was created lost souls slipped through the gene pool net.

We live our lives seeking a formula, to define us a human beings and make us whole.

But perhaps its the Holy grail we are never meant to find?

We find each other embracing our "Flaws" as idiosynchrasies of character.

But one cannot believe entirely, the nagging grain of sand unveils our fears.

The demons may never leave, for if the go, so shall the building blocks of ourselves.

Can we truly deny our past, if that could be the outcome of the future?

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Stupid Stealing Fuckers

Hey i went to a gig on saturday which was awesome but now someone has stolen my phone so now, i have to fork out for a new one grrrr. And that so chips into my DOWNLOAD money gar!

x

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Cassandra’s 10 Commandments
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I have decided to make some changes and maybe these will help me when i feel weak or worthless down or just being fucking lazy!!!

1 = Learn to be more socialible i will learn how to talk to people and go up and meet more people, i'm not shy to people i know but any other time i get panicky to talk!!

2= Do my hw and shit like that asap, and not leave it, and revise more rather than type on this website rofl!

3= Learn to relax more and take things in my stride

4= Go to as many festivals and gigs as possible try not to let any stuff hold me back

5=Meet up with mates as much as possible!

6= Be as random as possible

7= Read and finish all my books, on Descartes and the House Of Leaves etc

8= Save up money for the bike trip and exercise!,Get a new Bike for the bike trip

9= Listen to more METAL!

10= Learn a new language


I would like you if possible to add your own little commandments!

They dont have to be 10 but a few would be cool!

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The night belongs to lovers, but the darkness belongs to me
Current mood: MACHINE FUCKING HEAD

The night is always the reminder.
Where the darkness plays tricks on the weakened mind.
The stars are the only guidence for the tortured soul
whos heart is pining for the reversal of the past.
But the moon shines on ever patient, though in the fog of sorrows its beams dim.
For the night truly belongs to lovers

And the darkeness belongs to me.


hey there everyone just an ol poem i thought i would send u, i know i havent been on that much talking and stuff, a lot odd stuff happening. But everything is looking up and up, so its the only way to go
I have met a few new people so thats great as well.

I can sleep at night and have odd dreams about finding my shoes but i still have the ability to feel


Maybe Someday Forever

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Exam Results
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I got A's oh yeah baby!!


All that work and it paid off, i'm telling you people!

You reap what ya sow and all that, but i'm so happy!

best news i have had in a while as its been a shit coupla months.

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Tis Christmas where the devils angels sleep

Hello there everyone time to remember the true meaning of christmas!
Family and altrusim.
It's nice to know exes will still talk to you, its nice as you still wanna be friends even though u hurt their feelings :-(
But life is so good atm!
And i hope it stays that way


Kisses to all that deserves em!!







xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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DRAFT: No name perhaps WHORE NUN

I hide a secret,
Beneath this habit black.

I gave myself to the man
Who is untouchable.

Therefore so am i.

Living life hiding.

Worship my breakfast
Penitence always near.

A saintly Whore,
I bear his mark.

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