What I Find As Romantic?
Current mood: blissful

As you guys can see I guess I have been neglecting my blog. Just that we have been very busy.. So I figured I had a few minutes to add to my blog. I figure I would write this blog for my hubby beings him and I have been doing the hit and miss game. We have not had much time to talk or do the romantic thing so I have been trying to think of things we can do and still fit romance into our busy schedule. So baby this is what I have come up with.

1. When you stop in while I am working to give me a flower you picked and just to say I love you.

2. When I walk past you and you give me one of your famous love taps.. (I just love them)

3. When you call me from work in the morning to say wake up beautiful time to rise and shine!!!

4. When you take all day Sunday to cuddle with me while watching my woamn shows..(Like Foodnetwork..lol..)

5. When  you open the door for me when we do get our alone time..

6. When you call me at work and say "hey sexy are you available today?"

7. Whe you rent a hotel room for us just to get away from everything for one night..

8. When we wrestle on the bed together.

9. When we shower together on fridays.

10. When we go wine and cheese tasting..

11. When you spoil me after I have a had a bad day.

12. When you scoop me plate up after dinner and take it to the kitchen for me.

13. When you get up after being asleep for a couple of hours to eat dinner with me...

14. When you suprise me with a kiss before I can finish a sentence.

15. When you look me straight in the eye while I am talkign to you. It makes me feeL like you are erally paying attention to me.

Ok , now these are my top 15 romantic things that my hubby can do to really tell me he loves me and is thinking about me during our busy life...

"Women fall in love through their ears, men fall in love through their eyes." Woodrow Wyatt

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A Biker’s Prayer
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Religion and Philosophy

Biker angel be my guide

As I climb on my scoot to ride

Let your halo light the way

And keep me safe from harm today

Let your wings provide me wind and air

And send it coursing through my hair

And find me a peaceful sunny place

And let it shine upon my face

Keep the clouds and the rain at bay

And keep me dry throughout the day

Watch over my brothers who ride with me

And keep them safe and close to thee

Keep my wheels upon the ground

So I'll return safe and sound

But should disaster be my fate

Guide me through heavens gate

If I must join my fallen bretheren

Please show me the way to biker heaven

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Night Out
Category: MySpace

Dab on the wrist lightly rub together and the dab behind each ear as I feel his warm hands on the small of my back then comes the light whisper from his mouth, "we are going to be late babydoll". My hand intangled in his as he leads me out the door and into the truck. As we drive down the road we talk about where we are going and who we are meeting. We pull up to the tar heel and he parks the truck and we go in and meet his buddies and their old ladies. He goes to the bar while I sit there talking to the girls; he comes back with a shot of tequila for me and a beer for him. I slam the shot and chase with the beer. Then I turn around and he is wisking me on the dance floor and wrapping his arm around me and pulling me close. We begin to dance to the slow beat of the music as we are one. My heart is pounding as the warm wetness between my legs begin to build as I think to myself this is the most romantic he has been in a long while and how it is almost breathtaking how turned on I am with him at this time and moment It is times like this I cant believe I almost lost this by the selfish mistakes I have done.

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What Do You Think?
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Romance and Relationships

What do you think when your husband tells you they are just friends? What do you think when you read their texts and she is calling him babe and sending xx and oo's? What do you think when you try talking to him about it and he get defensive and gets mad and says you are twisting shit to justify what i did wrong? What do you think when you find out he took her to his moms and says I didnt tell you cause it wasnt important and we are just friends? what do you think when you tell your self I guess I am not important enough to share it with me? What do you think when you feel like a third wheel when it comes to him and her? What do you think when you keep telling yourself that your gut is wrong and that there isnt anymore than what he is telling you? What do you think when you question yourself about how long you are going to ignore your feelings they have been right so far? What do you think when you sit their and let him mess with your head like he does? What do you think when you ask yourself how can you love someone so much when he is so ugly to you but yet so pure with her? What do you think when you know his mother would rather see him with her than you? What do you think when you are fooling yourself and everyone around you? What do you think when you wonder when will you grow up and stand up for yourself and set yourself free? What do you think when enough is enough?

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What do you do????
Current mood: content

What do you do when your husband leaves because you have been unfaithful and he decides to come home cause he says he loves you? What do you do when he keeps telling you he can leave at anytime and if he leaves again he wont be coming back for good? What do you do when you know your husband has a secret woman he texts, talks to, and meets for secret lunches and breakfasts? What do you do when he tells you finally and you asked why he hadnt said anything before and he replies that he didnt think it was important and they are just friends?What do you do when you cant say anything cause you are terrified that if you say or ask anything he will pack up and leave without a word? Even though you know you have no right to ask or say anything for you have done far worse by lieing,cheating and hiding things. What do you do when you have come totally honest and clean but he says to you I feel in my heart you are not telling me everything? What do you do if you have children involved and they ask everyday if everything is ok? Just a few questions I have and dont know what they answers are and the harder I try to stay clean,sober and honest the more these questions haunt me... Will it be today or tomorrow when he walks out and doesn't come back????? What do I say to the kids and to myself???

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MY LETTER TO MY TRUE LOVE
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Blogging

THERE ARE MANY THINGS IN YOUR LIFE YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED. YOU PROBABLY DONT KNOW HOW PRECIOUS THEY ARE UNTIL YOU LOSE THEM. I SHOULD KNOW ABOUT THIS BECAUSE I HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL ONCE AND I LET MY PRIDE AND SELFISHNESS GET IN THE WAY AND I LOST IT. I DONT KNOW IF I HAVE A CHANCE TO MAKE UP FOR MY MISTAKES OR NOT  BUT IF I DO, I WILL DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO HOLD ON TO IT AND NEVER LET IT GO. THERES A SAYING YOU.... "YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE UNTIL IT IS GONE". I NEVER REALLY UNDERSTOOD THIS UNTIL AFTER MY MISFORTUNE. I SEE IT CLEAR AS CRYSTAL. SO IF YOU HAVE THAT SOMETHING SPECIAL IN YOUR LIFE NOW, DONT LET IT SLIP THROUGH YOUR FINGERS. HOLD ON TO IT AS HARD AS YOU CAN. THIS LETTER THAT FOLLOWS IS DEDICATED TO MY TRUE LOVE.. I MISS YOU BABY !!!!

MARRIAGE IS A SPECIAL BOND THAT TWO PEOPLE HAVE. NOT EVERYONE HAS THIS TYPE OF MARRIAGE. LUCKILY FOR ME. I HAVE THIS SPECIAL BOND WITH SOMEONE WHOM I KNOW I CAN TURN TO FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. THIS MAN IS TRUSTWORTHY, LOYAL, COMPASSIONATE, AND CARING. I CAN ALWAYS TELL HIM MY PROBLEMS AND KNOW THAT HE'S LISTENING. I CAN DO THINGS THAT I LOVE TO DO AND KNOW THAT HE'S NOT JUDGING OR CRITIZING ME, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, HE SEES ME  FOR WHO I AM  AND DOESN'T TRY TO CHANGE ANYTHING. HE IS THE TYPE OF TRUE LOVE THAT'S BEEN THERE FOR ME THROUGH THICK AND THIN AND I APPRECIATE HIM FOR IT. HE IS A WONDERFUL AND PATIENT HUSBAND, WITH A BIG HEART. IF YOU ASK ME TO DESCRIBE HIM IN ONE PHRASE, I WOULD SAY " MY FRIEND AND SOUL MATE WHO IS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME." AND HE IS NONE OTHER THAN THE ONE AND ONLY WHO HAS CAPTURED MY HEART AND SOUL FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER... I KNOW THIS NOW !!!!

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When Did Whites Become Left Out in The Cold???
Current mood: frustrated

When my family and I went to Florida for Daytona Bike Week the hotel we were staying in was supposed to ahve internet access in the room wich w verified prior to checking in. once checking in and dying of exhaustion for a couple of hours we got up and went and had dinner and visited my dad. Once returning to the hotel we let the kids go to the pool for awhile and then I tried to get some work done. Couldnt get internet so called up front and was told by the day manger that due to construction I would have to go closer to the front desk. I said due to me owning an adult content business I would have to do it later at night and that was why we had requested internet in the room . She apologized and gave us a discount for that night.. So later that night after the kids went to bed I went to what I thought was their game room. Beings it waqs empty I decided to sit there and work. After an hour of being there a man entered and said excuse me miss but you wil I have to leave i need to lock these doors. I replied I was told I could work here as late as I wanted. He said sorry hotel doesn't own this game room the resteraunt does and state laws says need to lock the doors and I would have to take it up with the front desk manager. So I grabbed up my laptop and half empty soda and headed for thr front desk. I approached the man at the front desk and said "excuse me I was told by the day time desk manaer that I could work in your game room for as long as I wanted tonight and now I am being told I cannot. Can you please tell me where I can go to sit and work." He loooked at me and said nothing and then began punching buttons on his computer, so I figured he was looking for a spot for me, as I finished my soda I walked to to the trash can which was about 5 to 6 steps away. I turned around and he was helping the lady who was behind me. I got pissed so I marched back up to the desk and said," excuse me but we are not done here I paid $200 a night for 2 rooms that were supposed to have internet access, but dont. I was told I could work in the game room for as long as I wanted, but now I cant. I need to know where to go to access internet." He turns to me and stated,"I cant help you right now I am helping this lady." I said ,"well I am sorry but I was here first and we were not through and I would like to speak to the manager on duty." He replies, "he is not here", and I stated," ok call him, but I would like to speak to one now. So I asked again to speak to dennis persuad who was the night manager" he replies, " mam I cant help you"and I said, "I want to speak to the manager" and in the middle of trying to say it he turns to me and yells, " Why dont you take it up with your own people !!!" and I was totally taken back couldnt reply for atleast a good couple seconds. Then I asked excuse me but was that a racist comment and he replies," Yes" and I turned to the lady next to me and looked at her with her mouth wide open and asked did you hear that? she replied "yes, but what did he mean by your people?". I then asked her if she would be willing to write me a statement on what she witnessed and she agreed. After she began writting her statement we found out after he lied several times that in fact he was Dennis Persuad and he was the night desk manager. He was also from India or Iraq or some where over there. He also made threatening comments to her and myself about our rooms. We were also denied to extend our visit, Now with us being home I have not been able to find any attorney at all to help me with my discrimination case. Is it because I am a white female? Do I have to be a african american female in order for someone to think I could be discriminated against? I found something my daughter sent me and I feel it is is true.. If anyone knows of a good lawyer please let me know. I want to stand up for my rights and let people know it is not just african americans, chinese, jewish,Arabians who are discriminated against. It is us whites also.. So please Help!!!!!! Time Is Running Out.....

You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK.
...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist.
-You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?
-You have the United Negro College Fund.
-You have Martin Luther King Day.
-You have Black History Month.
-You have Cesar Chavez Day.
-You have Yom Hashoah
-You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi
-You have the NAACP.
-You have BET.
-If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.
-If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.
-If we had white history month... we'd be racist.
-If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.
-If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.
-In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights...you would call us racist.
-Did you know that some high school students decided to make a club for only the white students because the other ethnicities had them... they all got sent to court for being racist but the african-american, Latino, and Asia clubs were not even questioned.
-You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.
I am white.
I am proud.
But, you call me a racist.
Why is it that only whites can be racists?
Now watch, I'll be a racist for posting this

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My Mommy's Poem
Current mood: relaxed
Category: Blogging

I was doing some bedroom cleaning and i came across this poem my daughter had wrote for me three years ago on my birthdate and wanted to share it.. I thought it was beautiful like her.. Mom loves you and I am so proud of the woman you are growing up to be....


My Mommy's Poem
By: Boo


I cannot handle being apart
Because you make the biggest part of my heart.
I know sometimes I can be tough to handle,
but you are like my sentimental candle.
Cause you always light the way.
I want to say,
I hope there is lots of fun,
On your birthday of 31.

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What Is More Scary Than The Cereal Isle At Walmart ???
Current mood: full
Category: Wondering Blogging

It is the normal hussle bussle friday at walmart. As I push the cart down past the frozen food and hit the first isle of my adventure at walmart which is the condiments isle I turn down this isle. When I catch a mother knealing down to eye level scolding her little blonde haired boy about 5-6 years old for throwing things out of the cart onto the floor. When she was finished talking to him he bellows out "I hate your stupid ass" as he is balling his fist and letting it fly as hard as he could right as his mothers face; which by now is beat red and looking around as of she had done something wrong.I was so taken back that my daughter knudged me and said mom it is not nice to stare, but I couldnt help myself. It was like I hypnotized with wonder and disbelief on what I was watching between the two of them. It was at this moment I caught myself saying out loud "paddle his ass". It was out before I even realized I had said it. The mother didnt even skip a beat and said back to me," and end up like that mother who lost her child to DSS (Department of Social Services Child Protection) for spanking her child. No, Thank You I would rather have him behave like this then not to have him at all, and have to worry all day and everyday. I was so shocked that all I could do was walk away without a word. It was then when I asked myself and I now ask you...When did we as parents loose the right to determine when and how we should punish our children? I am not saying get a belt and whip him tell he bleeds, but a good firm swat with your hand across that fanny would of let him know you did not except that kind of behaviour from him. Hopefully of the shock from the swat and people around looking at him would get him to think twice next time the mother was correcting him. So I ask again when did we as parents give the child all the control and have them hold us as parents hostage in our own houses and not being able to guide and teach morals and ethics like a grandparents did to our parents, and their parents before them??? Then people of our generation ask what is becoming of our world and the way kids behave. If you look when our parents and their parents were kids you didnt hear about kids bringing guns,knives, or explosives to school. They knew better cause they new if they got into any trouble that eventually they would have to go home and face the consequences of their actions. Our children dont have that. What they have is the knowing if we punish them at all they have to do is call DSS .  Please feel free to respond as freely as you want. I am excited to read the responses...

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R People Like Stained Glass??
Current mood: confused
Category: Friends

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