Sin.
Current mood: bored

WRATH

Who did you last get angry with?
Callers.

What is your weapon of choice?
Katana

Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
Eh.  I'm relatively non-violent because I know I woul lose

How about the same sex?
See previous response

Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
Hmm.  Ask others.  I don't pay close enough attention

What is your pet peeve?
Stupidity

Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
I don't hold grudges, but I fuck off pretty quickly so theres no need to hold them


SLOTH


What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?
Uhm.

What is the latest you've ever woken up?
Lately? 11.

Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?
Ehh.

What is the last lame excuse that you made?
I was tired.

Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
I have no idea

How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?
7 times. No joke.


GLUTTNONY


What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
White chocolate Mocha, ho.

Are you a meat eater?
Mmm.

What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one
sitting/outing/event?
Over 10 shots. Kahlua + Caleb will do that to ya.

Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?
I feel like a fatty some days, but whatever

Do you enjoy candy and sweets?
Nom nom nom

Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?
Not spicy.

Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?
N...No...


GREED

How many credit cards do you own?
0

If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?
college colle college. Buy a house. And books. Bajillions of them.

Would you rather be rich or famous?
-rich

Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?
Noooooo.


PRIDE


What's one thing that you have done that you're most proud of?
I was thinking about this question as I was in the shower this morning.  I'm most proud of having the set to move out of state and most proud that I have a home and bills I pay for.

What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?
Not die in a stupid manner?

What thing would you like to accomplish late in your life?
No longer fearing dying.

Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
Yes -.-

Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher
skill than all the other competitors?
I was thrust into a competition.  They put me in third chair on the chess team.  I was more than qualified for second. Shut up.  I'm bitter.

Have you ever cheated to get a better score?
Yup

What did you do today that you're proud of?
Work 12 hours.  I reeeaaalllyy wanted to leave after 10.


LUST



How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies, family,
strippers, locker rooms)?
Your mom.

How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians, doctors,
family, locker rooms, or when you were a young child)?
....Your...mom?

Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your
chosen sex during a normal conversation?
Haha it's a regular occurance.

What is your favorite body part of a person of your gender choice?
Arms. face.

Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons?
No, thank you.

Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
Uhm.  I had a Caller who thought I was a phone sex operator. THAT was fun.



ENVY


What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
Uh.  Daltons computer.

Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
No one.

If you could be anyone who existed in the world, who would you be?
Hrm.  Myself.

Have you ever been cheated on?
Yup

Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
Who honestly hasn't at some point?

What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
Leadership.

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Aiden Duane
Current mood: thoughtful

Aiden Duane Farber
8 lb 6.4 oz.
21 inches long
05/03/2008

Welcome to the World :)

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Lost before the Dawn
Current mood: discontent

Sometimes, I wish I had packed my shit up and hit the road for California. Or England. People don;t think I mean it when I say I'm constantly running away. I'm restless, I dont like seeing the same people constantly. And 18 years of seeing the same people because I was forced to makes me want to stay away for a longer while than I usually do. I feel like at the very least those whom I say "I love you" to should take comfort in that fact- it means I'm not leaving forever. But I guess only I would know that, because I know who I am.

But I still want out again. New Mexico, California, Europe.... I'm growing tired of college and the people here. I'm not a college type. I'm not much of an anything type, really. And everyone here is loking more and more disgustingly human. And he's doing the mixed signal thing again. what the fuck. And I realize too that he's only been guessing so far. He's not nearly as perceptive as I thought.

I don't gamble- you only gamble when you bet more than you can afford to lose. You taught me that...so why do you think of me so? I laugh that you think I'm fearless. And I laugh that you never take a big risk. Risks- thats what I take. It's not more than I can afford to bet, it's putting myself out a wee bit further than is comfortable. But you laugh because I take everything as it comes. I know you think
frivolous and silly. Whatever.


I'd like to think I'm finished waiting on people...but I know I'm not.

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I can teleport, too.

Or disappear. Whatever. The point is, I realized I'm not quite the same as the rest of the group. I dont mesh and its becoming more apparent. I think it's time to fade out and see if they notice/ find a new group. Or learn to be really, really independant. At this point in life, I could give a damn. I seem to be consistently screwing up anything that does or could in the future mean something to me. Fuck it.

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Two Girls.
Current mood: worried

One of the most annoying aspects of hanging out with all guys... having other girls enter into the picture. Not only because it makes me feel threatened, but because it makes them feel that way too. My end is the "oh god, you might be cooler than i" belief, hers is usually the "oh God you know them better so that'll automaically make me lesser to them" or "Oh, I'm going to make DAMN sure you arent top dog anymore" though process. Both of which suck.

It's not so bad if you're both relatively unnattractive. But GOD, get two girls that are moderately pretty [or more than moderatey pretty] and therefore used to male attention in on whatever, and shit explodes.

But not in an all out catfight sort of way. Oh no, that would be wwwaayyy too..i dunno...bitchy. So it's done subtly. And how it's done, depends on the types of girls involved.

I've broken the "types" of girls down into two: Dominant and Submissive. But beyond that there are the Dominant Girls who are only "dominant" in
a dominant situation where they are the only girl. By this, I mean they are always in on the conversation, doing crazy shit, whatever. Then theres the girl in the group who just sorta blends in. She's definitely part, but an equal part. Nothing glamorous or different.

Then break those parts down even further to "how they act when another girl is present". You have the Dominant Girl who still tries to dominate, whether outmatched or not. You have the Dominant Girl who immediately shuts down and becomes more like the Submissive Girl. Then you have the Submissive Girl who suddenly [to protect her name/ territory] turns into Dominant Girl. And, of course, theres the Submissive girl who justs stays or becomes even more Submissive.

These could also be dubbed "Loud" and "quiet", but I prefer Dom/Sub, so go fuck yourself. I wrote all this down because I was thinking about it while walking to Jasons. In my campaign I'm incorporating a Noob DnD Girl into my campaign on the request of a few of my male counterparts. I dont really mind her, in fact shes quite fun...bbbutttt she's an attention whore. She commands attention, and is quite adept at getting it, but I know I'm going to feel threatened. I'm not necessarily
the Dom type, but it's known I'm female, ya know? And I'm not too keen on being replaced as the Girl of The Group. Because I worry that I'll get ousted if she feels threatened by ME after too long. I'm not too inclined to losing my friends because some girl has a bitch fit. And believe me, its happened before.

Alright, I'm done. Gotta go make sure I know wtf I'm doing for my campaign tonight. /sigh

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.
Current mood: sad

You could be sitting right next to me
And still you'd be a million miles away
Hours mean nothing.
I. Miss. You.

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I don;t go to sleep to dream
Current mood: sad

Thankyou subconscious mind.
For reminding me for the millionth Fucking time
What I've screwed up.
I dont want sleep anymore

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Waiting for the Break Down
Current mood: crushed

It has suddenly dawned on me that nothing is going as planned. Everything got thrown rather off kilter since Finals week. Figures. I never banked on my own stupidity/ the entrance of other entities. Fucking whatever. I feel kinda like crap at the moment. I had a shitty dream last night. It shook me so bad because it seemed so real. I woke up so happy, only to realize it can never be again. I wish you would stop haunting my dreams. I would very much like to move on. I also realize I need to make my intentions more clear, but that makes for such awkward situations. I need an escape. I'm restless.

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Progress
Current mood: blank

Since I got home, I've remember why I used to write
And why I stopped

Why I enjoyed taking photos
And why I stopped

I remember why I don't do anything artistic.

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Hmmm....
Current mood: Let Down

Methinks you aren't as truthful with me as I thought.
And I think you're un/intentionally pitting me against someone
And you're being a go between of sorts
But only the bad kind
And I've thought this before, but not so seriously.
Time to examine things and rethink this friendship

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