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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
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R.I.P to one of the friends a person could ever have.....
Current mood: sad
Bruce, I wish I could turn back the hands of time to actually tell you this to your face but our time together has ran out. God has blessed you with 9 lives and I wish he would give you one more. You are the only person I have ever known that has never said anything bad about anyone else. You truely have the purest heart. It amazes me how short life can be and how life works. God really takes the best of us early and its not fair. You have thought so much about being strong and what its like to fight. I will always miss you and love you with all my heart. May you rest in peace and I know you will always be watching over me and everyone you have ever touched.
Amy
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I Wish
By
R. Kelly
Release date: 23 October, 2000
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Friday, December 22, 2006
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Poem- Sorrow
Category: Writing and Poetry
Sorrow
Is how I will feel tomorrow….
Pain is the game
That I play with myself
Running in circles
Falling into that down-ward spiral
Realizing this is my life.
A life of pain and suffering
The life that I have laid out for myself
Maybe surrendering my will to live
Will fill this void
The void of unhappiness
Knowing my life is a mess
Complete with problems and stress
Day in, Day out
Until life's wonderful end
I will always feel our
Sorrow……
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Currently
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Hurt, Pt. 2
By
Christina Aguilera
Release date: 23 November, 2006
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
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Shamed
Current mood: depressed
Category: Writing and Poetry
Still as the night
With nothing left in sight
Feeling nothing is right
And left with no might
Praying for some change
While trying to stay sane
I'm in a fight,
Where only I'm to blame
No longer able to stay tame
Where excuses become lame
I'm hauted by all this pain
That has causes me to go insane
Shamed by this life
Reaching for a knife
The flame begins to fade
As I feel all the blame
Wishing to erase the pain
But I am unable...
Unable to think....
Unable to blink....
Only able to sink
In a sea of loneliness and darkness......
11:45 AM
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
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Poem- "Darkness begins to fade"
Current mood: bored
Category: Writing and Poetry
My days were so dark
That the pain left its mark
No longer that beautiful art
I was more like a nasty scar
I thought we were meant to be
But you left me to bleed
Having never been through such pain
No longer feeling sane
I watched myself fade….
So far from being right
Not willing to give up the fight
I tried one last time
With all my might
To be able to see the light
I looked up one last time
This was when I saw him shine…..
We held each other close at night
Under the shining moon light
Our love burned so bright,
That even the stars say “what a beautiful site”
I glazed into his eyes
While our souls intertwine
He whispers in my ear
Pulling me so near….
With nothing left to fear
My eyes begin to tear
Than with a kiss,
He tells me this……
“Our love will never fall,
And we’ll rise above all,
Faith brought you to me,
In your grave time of need….
I promise to never leave your side
Until the day we both die….”
Holding him close
I can feel his warmth
With the hands of an angel
That healed my bleeding heart
I know now
I will never feel any harm
Karma has always proven to me
Through these long hard years
When love shows its face
Know that you’re safe……..
11:02 AM
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
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This was found in the pocket of a dead marine.... Please read....
Current mood: sad
Category: Writing and Poetry
After u read this poem, do the right thing and pray for the ones who gave their lives, the ones over there, and the ones who will be going over there..
This poem was appearently found in the pocket of a dead Marine in Iraq.
Take a man and put him alone, put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but his blood, make him live in sweat, in mud. This is the life I have to live, this the soul to the Devil I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, while young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Vietnam". Use your signs and have your fun, then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, then I'm supposed to die for you. There is one thing that you don't know; and that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love just for hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, then I heard them say "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, to let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, to keep the freedom you live by. By his dying your life he buys, but who gives a DAMN if a Marine dies!
8:38 AM
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
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Poem- A World Apart
Current mood: lazy
Category: Writing and Poetry
A World Apart
We’re a world apart
And from the start
We had each others hearts
Although you’re gone
Our love still burns strong….
We only had a few nights
But in those nights
We found each others lights
The lights that burn so bright
That makes this feel so right
In each others arms
The world comes to stop…..
We get lost are the moment
And let our bodies go free…..
We seal our love with a kiss……
And in this bliss,
We let our hearts run wild
Becoming one……
Even with the miles that separate our two hearts
They all seem to disappear
When I think of us……..
9:59 AM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
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Poem- I'm not supposed.....
Category: Writing and Poetry
I’m not supposed….
I’m not supposed to love you
I’m not supposed to care
I’m not supposed to go on,
Wishing you were there
You had my love from the start
But another broke your heart
You are hiding behind the walls
That she helped you build so tall
Scared by the image of her face
Your heart is locked away inside that little case
So you could not see
That she was not me
Holding on to what was left
Hoping for nothing but the best
You walked on me
As if I was she
Leaving me to bleed
With nothing but a memory of how it could be,
Just you and me
So this is why
I’m not supposed to love you
And I’m not supposed to care
And I’m not supposed to go on,
Wishing you were there……
3:23 PM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
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Poem- Burning Flame
Category: Writing and Poetry
Burning Flame
This feeling, so cold
In my heart
Which was so bold
Is now taking over
You made my heart so strong
But now you’re gone
Left with nothing but emptiness inside
I try to define
Why
My love for you
Is like a burning flame
That only you can claim
You left behind
Someone whose love shined
But now is so blind
Numbed by the pain
Knowing there was so much more to gain……
11:07 PM
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Poem- In the candle light....
Category: Writing and Poetry
In the Candle Light…..
As I sit here
In the candle light
I long for your strength,
Your tender smile,
And
Your passionate kiss….
As I sit here
In the candle light
I wonder,
If you think about me
Or if you also
Long for my touch…
As I sit here
In the candle light
I remember
How you felt in my arms,
Your passionate kiss
On my lips,
Your every heart beat,
With mine…..
As I sit here
In the candle light
I dream,
Of our love
Forever
Being together…..
But as I sit here
In the candle light
I worry
That this can’t be
That you don’t feel the same for me
That this will always be
Just a dream
That I see
As I sit here
In the candle light…..
10:59 PM
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