I just thought I would write an update for those of you who are interested in my little world.
Well I have been back at University 2 weeks now. Second year Theology is pretty hard but I still enjoy it. I'm still a bit confused about what I want to do once I've finished, whether or not to take a Masters Degree or well like I said i'm confused about it all. I guess I still have some time to think about it yet.
After going to Sweden in the summer I really want to go to more places. I am really hoping to go to Finland next and after that I would like to visit Iceland.
I am still doing photoshoots. People just keep asking me so if the offer is there I don't see a reason to refuse. It is still just a hobby for me, I don't expect to be famous hehe.
I am living in a house now with 3 friends. It's quite a nice house and we have some fun here. I think "what shall we do with a drunken sailor" may become our household anthem ay Luke?
I am still with Richard and he is still lovely and very handsome :)
I have also been a bit confused lately as to my path in life. It's something that is troubeling me and it probably shouldn't. All I know is that I have always felt a connection with nature since I was a child. I spent my childhood outside, in the woods, learning about trees and animals and all things to do with nature. How can you deny it when you can see it all around you. Over the past couple of years it was something I lost touch with due to certain things which we shall not mention. Anyone who knows me will know what I am talking about. Anyway back to what I was saying. I don't know, I have an interest in many forms of paganism and I feel like this is who I am and I am just not sure which way to turn at the moment. You find alot of people will just decide that they are a 'witch' or a 'follower' of the ancient Gods because it's 'cool' and I am not ready to just fall into something without really knowing what feels right. What I do know is I think it is something that has always been there within me and I just need to find some clarity in my mind.
This is all I have to say at the moment. If you read it all, I hope it wasn't too boring.
"Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths, Enwrought with golden and silver light, The blue and the dim and the dark cloths Of night and light and the half-light, I would spread the cloths under your feet: But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet; Tread softly because you tread on my dreams."
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
love is when that special someone sticks around with you until you realize that you love her back and if you don't she's still there waiting for the day you'll realize that no one else can love you in that way...