Splicing together concepts of tragic recollections, and genuine personal anguish, MyParasites snaps back at society with a vindictive, unforgiving display of raw emotions, a vivid hatred for women, erupting a severe reinaction of previous incidents and screaming agonizing memories.
thats what we do, and thats what we stand for. we say it with lyrics we express it through our music. so why shouldnt we feel it while performing live? It takes a bit for a band to "find" themselves. MyParasites never had a distinct "look" sure we tryed the fake blood, and did the generic thing for a while. but what matters is our energy.
We have a message to get across. not to force our opinions on anyone, just for the sake of comunication with our fans. I [jaws] write my lyrics based solely on my personal feelings. Feeling that my fans can relate to. feelings thati've been forced to feel.
and its the same way for most bands. now our lyrics feed the music, and the music feeds our energy. hence the reason we break shit on stage, or smash bottles, eat glass and put on a show. cuz that what we are right? we're entertainers. if anyone isnt entertained, then we have more work to do.
recently we've been called "unprofessional" i could agree or disagree with this.... so ill do both.
i agree, we are a but unprofessional {on stage}, but the way i see it, if you started making music for the sake of being "professional" then you've got no emotion behind it. when we're on stage, my mind is far away from any rational thought about upsetting anyone. but ill have to also disagree. when it comes to booking shows, working with venues, promoters, booking agents, touring and everything that goes along with it, i'm more polite and respectable than i am to most people. anyway fuckk that. i could give a fuckk less about being professional on stage. i will to continue to punch people in the crowd, smash bottles, we will eat glass and shoot sparks all over the place. thats what we do and we do it well, if no one liked it, we wouldnt be welcomed back time after time.
this is myparasites, this is what makes us human. if we did anything differently we'd be as fake as you.
so i keep noticing how people like to start shit. i usually dont feed into it, but it sucks when my friends do. and i will speak on behalf of everyone in MyParasites... we give off a persona on stage that might upset other people. other bands, other people in bands, and other bands inside people.... =/ our performance, out attitudes on stage, and the aftermath of the show. now anyone who knows us personally, knows that we just like to have a good fuckking time. if breaking a keyboard [that we were only using as a midi controller] on stage offends you, then i dont know what to tell you. i mean i cant complain, the purpose of our stage antics are to get peoples attention, so that they are talking about it days and maybe weeks later. any PR is good PR, right? sure what the hell. and people ARE talking about it. and if people feel the need to trash talk us about what we do, and how we do it. ill straight up defend myself, my friends and my band down to the last drop of blood. other bands do their own thing, some have big black men as their frontman, some have skinny white kids, some bands play laptops, some bands play synths. some bands pretend, some bands don't. some bands have a uniform and a look, some bands wear dresses. other people do things differently and i [personally] dont put them down for it. shit if i could get away with it, i'd smash keyboards and shit OFF STAGE on a daily basis. and yeah, i DID have to use pliers to get a peice of glass out of my head. the point is, what we do, is what we do. whether do it right, or we do it wrong, we're going to continue doing it no matter what. i'm just a little annoyed at the time and effort i've been wasting, time and words wasted, sticking up for other people, and other bands. putting in a good word for other people and other bands. sacrificing money for other people and other bands. cuz i believe in karma, and i believe in music. i wish i had someone like me to help myparasites out with a few shows, or some extra help here and there, to lend equipment, or help them with technical problems. shit... thatd be pretty nice. and damn. if i had someone help me out, the last thing id do would be talk shit. and i'm a lucky guy. ive got an amazing band lineup. Eddie Threat, J.Rivet, Mike, Jesse, and Mikey Hell. i've known them for a long time. theyre not only my band mates, but good fuckking friends. and i look forward to the day when i get the priviliage to fight side by side and beat the shit out of some people with them. im getting off topic. anyway just a little venting/bitching for the moment. i doubt anything serious will come of this trash talking, i can turn the other cheek and step aside from drama. i just dont think it's fair. i think we deserve a little respect, gratitude, and appreciation.
but hey, thats life... you live, you eat, you sleep, you die.... but me, i live, eat sleep, play music, fuck, drink, smash equpiment, scream, party, and then, and only then, will i die. im not going out with a fight, MyParasites isnt going out with a fight either.
it's a new dawn. november 15th is our last show for 2008. we're taking the winter off to record, and finish some songs, and write some new ones. we'll be back next february, possibly january with a whole new arsenal of songs to fuckk you up. now's the fuckking time. Hell is coming...
that was amazing. everyone who came out thank you soooo much!!!! everyone who bought me presents!! candy! freddy dolls! teh fuckking WIRED got me some awesome equipment and i cant wait to put this stuff to use!!!! eddie threat got me some brass knuckles!!!! now i can more efficiently beat up douchbags! jesse and lauren for the hotel room and EVERYTHING else ;) skip for the cake! lauren for the cake! everyone else j.rivet, glitch, mikey hell, everyone just for showing up and making sure i had a great time i love you mother fuckkers so much
i feel like a zombie/ i woke up at 12, showered and ate a cheesesteak. its now 9:30. i havent left my computer since noon.
finished a remix for genCAB
im exhausted. ive been sittingin front of a computer with speakers in my ears, drinking loads of mountain dew, and i feel crazy. its probably the hypoglacymia. but i keep getting dejavu and nchryjhlijcohhv
i feel crazy, but its tottally worth it cuz this song is fuckking badass.
some people have been quoted by saying that without them, myparasites wouldnt be what we are today. and that they made us who we are today. i would like to clarify this. without our FANS, myparasites wouldnt be what we are today. its our dedicated listeners who have always bought our cds, and bought tickets to our shows, and fuckked us in our hotel rooms. its also our dedication , our determination, our love for music. the sacrifices we've made, the days we called out of work and LOST money in order to play a show. the hours cramped in cars loaded with equipment, driving to different states. its our diversity, that differs us from other bands. that makes us unique our in your face attitudes, our extreme stage presence, the time spent making flyers, and money spent printing them. the hours spend giving them out. the time spent harrassing people at clubs to buy tickets. the countless numbers of demos we've handed out for free. tons and tons of emails sent to promoters. sleepless nights working on new music, the drama we face, the criticism we've endured. the shithole bars we've played. the unprofessionals we've worked/dealt with. the remixes we've done. the bruises, the broken equipment, and broken bones, facing reality and accepting that no matter what we wont make a living from this. but we still do it. We do it for fun, for love, for fans, for sex, for beer, for drugs, for better or for worse. we got ourselves where we are(n't) and we're not going anywhere. MyParasites has had alot of help from others, who have always been there for us, and their actions and help never go unnoticed.
skip [bizrentertainment] VampsandTramps.com issac & vince [cesium 137] Gerrix [godemporer23/Demonia] SH0CK !!!! joanna [intrepid jam] Xris SMack [Flam] Octavio {shock XP] Patrick [digital ferret/nocturne] Jim/Mako's [horrorFX] S.Jenx [fall studios] The whole Side-Line crew!!! Beri for all the picture taking! alex [fische] Tiff for all the pics!! Luke DJ Critter Mika Saga DJ Mindbender Knobhead Anastasia ninetwelve viktim Human Factors Lab brainclaw vicious alliance Skabdriver/voodoo velcro crew! Tox [generation empty] Mario [dyksick] David Dutton! [genCAB] (remix coming soon)
[if i left anyone out i am terribly sorry, its hard thinking of everyone on the spot. ill add to it if i remember more <4
i [jaws] couldn't have done it with my amazing dedicated, trustworthy, reliable band members
Mike from ninetwelve Eddie Threat from Viktim J.Rivet Jesse Mikey Hell
its taken a while to find band members who i can rely on and trust, who wont talk shit behind my back, use the band for their own gain, fuckk around with my girlfriends, cancel on me, quit on me, embarrass me or give up on me.
yup. these guys are the best there is. no wonder people keep askin em to play with their bands.
Hey we got come cool stuff for ya. and its all freeeeeee bwhahwabhwabhbahwhaabbq
first of if you hadnt noticed, we have a myparasites chatroom on our profile! cool huh? you can talk with the band members live!! [assuming theyre online]
secondly,
You can Add our logo to the top corners of your myspace, and show some support!!!!!
it looks like this in the corner...
just copy & paste that into the end of your "about me section" to get the logo in yo corner!!!!
♥
second, we have Myspace contact tables!!! nothing too fancy, but what they hell,
just copy & paste that into the end of your "about me section" to get the contact tables!!
just copy & paste that into the end of your "about me section" to get the contact tables!!
plus we've got plenty of banners for you. come to thik of it, we only have 2.... but im making more!!!
Add our banner to your site!
Add THIS banner to your site!
support our sponsors Vamps and tramps.com!!
we're making more stuff. cuz im lonely
ill make some cool desktop backgrounds too, if anyone has any cool ideas feel free to let me know and ill do it up!!!
We love the shit out of all of you!! but heres a few rules/guidelines that will make all of us happy.
IF YOUR BOYFRIEND IS IN A BAND:
Don't try to be the "manager". Do not get involved with band business, that is for the band. If you are asked your opinion, have an intelligent one.
Don't ask his bandmates for relationship advice. They don't want to be involved. They do not want to know how little sex your having, how he can't get it up when he's drunk, or that he doesn't turn his socks right side out before he puts them in the hamper.
Do not complain when your (insert holiday here) date gets cancelled because a show has been scheduled. Holidays are no longer yours. Even Valentines Day!
It's NOT mandatory that you are at every show. Especially if you are jealous, get stupid wasted, the other band members chicks can't stand you, or you are just generally obnoxious.
Do not get jealous when your boyfriend talks to groupies. They are the one's buying the CDs and merch, not you, so let them have their time. And remember...you get to go home with him! Don't glare at groupies like you want to tear their hair out. If they feel threatened by you, you become a bitch, they might not come back, and they fund his paycheck.
Babies don't make men quit bands....especially if you were a groupie.
No, the band does not want you to go on tour with them. Like you're going to sleep in the back of a van and eat ramen for 4 months!?
Don't follow him around at shows like a lost puppy. He is taking care of business. He has people to talk to. Find your own crowd. Make friends with the other guys girlfriends. Bring your own friends. Have a life.
Don't be offended if you're not asked to go to band practice. Don't expect to be able to sing with the band. And yes, it's normal to have practice more than once a week.
Do not assume everyone loves your boyfriend's band. And don't fight with people who don't.
Don't make out with other band members girlfriends at the bar. Save that for the after party.
Don't turn yourself into a walking flyer for your boyfriend's band. The shirt is fine, but must you break out the hat, the hoodie, AND the stickers on your ass?
No rumpshaka dances during the show, that is unless your man is in 2 Live Crew.
Do not change your style based on the type of band guy you date. Going from gothic to emo to hardcore shows you are not your own individual.
If he calls while out on the road, don't complain about when he is coming home. You're lucky he is using the quarter to call you, instead of buying gas or food. Bitching will not make him get home any faster. It might make him not come home at all. Remember, there are hundreds of women out there in the audience who adore him and are not bitching at him. Who will he find more appealing?
Never say anything negative about your man's band that you cannot say to him. It will only come back to bite you in the ass.
Never cause a fight right before your man goes on stage. Relationship problems can be dealt with after the show.
Don't get involved in a bar fight or other behavior that gets you thrown out, beaten up, or broken up with between sets. DO NOT do anything that will cost your man his position in the band.
If they have a show out of town, don't drive just so you and your boy can have "alone time" because you want to "talk". This is his job. He is busy.
You cannot drink on the band's tab! Buy your own!
If he was in a band when you met, don't expect a relationship with you to change that. You knew what you were getting into. Suck it up.
Music is his drug. It's his pain, his pleasure, his release, his catharsis, his passion, his wife, his mistress, his high, his life. He'll keep you around as long as you get that. Once you forget how important it is to him, you may become obselete. Music wins most of the time. Don't try to compete with it.
IF YOU WANT TO DATE A BAND MEMBER/ a.k.a. groupies vs. girlfriends
If a band member flirts with you, look around you. You are surrounded by women who he has already flirted with and will continue to flirt with. Connecting with the audience is part of good showmanship. It's their job. Making you feel like you are special or pretty or sexy will bring you back next time. It will get you to buy merch. It will get you to buy him shots. If you are attractive, he is flirting with you cuz you are attractive and you paid to see him at his job. If you are not attractive, he is flirting with you to make you feel attractive and get you back to another show; it looks good for him and makes him money. If you aren't attractive and think you are, you have far worse problems than I can deal with here.
Flirting back with him means he knows he's sucked you in. Or that you're drunk.
If you're looking at him from the audience like you're a four year old and he's a huge lollipop, you are feeding his ego. It will probably get you a conversation, a hug, maybe a kiss, and possibly a request for oral sex. It won't get you a marriage proposal or respect. I'm not saying that no musician has ever gotten involved in a serious relationship with a fan, but casual conversation and compliments from you without demanding he talk to only you for the rest of the night will make you memorable as a woman, not as a groupie. If he goes off with a skank that night anyway instead of you, don't be sad. He's either drunk or just horny. If you're still interested after that (God bless you) then go to another show, make your presence known, then let him come to you. If he still doesn't bite, he's either not into you or he just likes random sex with anyone with a twat and funbags. Move on.
Trying to get his undivided attention while he is on stage is a distraction. He might have hundreds of faces to look at, and many other women to flirt with. In any case, he is working and there is a lot to remember while on stage.
Grabbing at his shoes, microphone, legs, instrument, or crotch while he is on stage might be fun but could be disastrous if he is on his way in another direction and trips over you or if you break something. Sending him to the emergency room with a broken ankle or costing him a grand in new equipment is not a great way to get a date.
Buying him a dozen shots will cause him to pay attention to you for ten more seconds, but it might give him 4 a.m. drunk dick, so if sex is all you're looking for, keep the free shots to a minimum. Bars like bands who bring in drinkers who spend a lot of money, true, but most bands get free drinks anyway, so save your cash for breakfast.
Slipping your number to him while he is on stage is tacky. Don't embarass him, yourself, or your friends.
If you give him your number, especially if he hasn't asked for it and doesn't offer you his, don't come to the next show and give him a hard time because he hasn't called you. He probably gets a lot of numbers. He probably doesn't keep them. If he does, he probably doesn't remember which number you belong to.
If he doesn't give you his phone number and you somehow acquire it, expect to hear the voice of his wife or girlfriend when you call. Just because he asked you to flash your tits to him does not mean he is single. Expect to possibly hear the voice of his mom, depending on how much money the band is raking in. Starving artists sometimes find themselves in mom's basement. It happens.
Groupies are fun, but they don't usually end up in relationships with rockstars. If you met the guy you're lying next to in bed because you threw your bra on the stage or you hung around during load out wearing too much make up in a too short skirt with too much cleavage showing trying to hang on him as he's working, chances are he's going to go home to his significant other and/or forget your name tomorrow.
Don't get on stage with him unless you're invited. If you're invited, don't knock shit over or spill your drink on him, his bandmates, the equipment, or the stage.
It means nothing if he puts his arm around you, hugs you, kisses you, stops to chat, grabs your ass, buys you a drink, or takes a picture of your cleavage. It's all public relations.
If you end up on his lap at the end of the night, it doesn't mean that there aren't 18 other women who expected to be where you are. It just means you got there first.
If you talk to him between shows via text message, phone calls, or email and he sounds like he is really interested, and you show up and someone else is sitting on his lap, SHE got there first.
If you are flirting a little too vigorously with a band member whose name you don't even know who you've never seen before and there is a chick glaring at you like she wants to snatch your hair out by the roots, she's the guys chick. Stop. If she can't handle girls clawing at her man, she doesn't belong with him. But you may still get beat down regardless.
If you make out with a band member you just met at a show, and then the next time you see him he is with someone else, save your dignity and possibly your own life. It might be just another groupie, or it might be his pregnant wife, jealous fiance, or sweet unsuspecting girlfriend.
If you do get lucky and end up being more than an afterparty accessory or a blow job in the alley, he is still going to flirt with other chicks. Get over it now or quit wasting his time and yours.
Cuz everytime we fuckk, i feel you bleeding.
btw i love hearing shit like this ^.^
"all I can think of the past few days is your lil song in my head and making out with you :P"
seriously. every day i become less and less motivated. honestly with all the work, and promotions we do, all our hard work and crazy stage performances, our countless injuries on stage, not to mention all the money that we've made promoters in the past.... shouldnt something give by now? i dont ask for much, and i dont expect much. i dont ask for thousands of dollars to play shows and we dont have a rediculous rider asking for shitloads of "juegirt" [thats how combichrist spells yogurt.] nope! nothing like that, and i wont ask for anything outrageous, but i will demand a little RESPECT. its the least you could give us after all the money we've handed over. after all the hours spent, handing out flyers, the "pay to play" shows, the endless nights of harrassing club kids to buy tickets, all the money spent printing our own flyers, our rider should just say "we want appreciation and respect" no green m&m's or that shit. when none of your "street team" was handing out flyers at the biggest goth event in philly, I WAS. when i should've been preparing my own show, when someone else should have been doing THEIR job.
now not to sound conceided, but WHO ELSE is going to do this for you? you know damn well if it werent for US, (and i speak for the GOOD local philly bands too), there wouldn't be HALF as many people at the shows. we bring the kids, we bring the people. we bring your audience, so that your precious headliners can play in front of a packed show, get paid tons of money, and not have to post one myspace bulletin, hand out one flyer or sell one ticket themselves. how is this fair? what do we get out of it? we get the oppurtunity to play with a "bigger" band. why is it that almost every headliner we've played with, has treated us like shit, and we got almost nothing out of the deal. Don't act like you're doing us any favors, because you aren't. if you want to do buisness, we can do buisness, well make a deal, ill do all this promotions, and ticket selling for you, and make you money, and then you do something for me. its only right, its common sense.
i feel disrespected, and i feel taken advantage of. untill further notice, we are not selling tickets anymore, we WILL bring our audience and our crowd and fans to our shows. but we are not selling your SATAN TICKETS!! our fans will buy tickets online, or at the door, but MyParasites is no longer going to bust our asses for NOTHING. its not worth it, to play a shitty venue, with shitty sound, and be treated shitty, when i just gave you over $700 cash.
sell your own tickets, its YOUR show, YOU are promoting it, YOU are making the money. this is YOUR job, not ours. our job is to show up and perform. we are entertainers, not box office attendents. do i have a nametag that says "ticketmaster" on it? no.
what do we deserve? what should we get? respect. we deserve to be treated professionally, and not on a personal level. just because we are friendly towards eachother doesnt mean that this isnt buisness related. and give us a few bottles of water on stage its hot as fuckk shooting sparks all over the place.
And i am THROUGH kissing ass. MyParasites is a force to be reckoned with. we aint no joke, were not some shitty local band, and we're breaking out of this hold you have over us. we've getting more and more fans every day and each show we play has more and more people. paying people. and when you finally realize WHO THE FUCKK WE ARE, and want to book us as a headliner, so that you can use us for our fans and their money, im going to tell you no. ill tell you to book Vor Dem Puls. ill tell you to get me tons of fuckking yogurt and green m&m's. and ill eat those green m&m's and yogurt all at the same time. and ill fuckking VOMIT all over your stack of flyers.
skip this is in no way directed at you, you have always taken great care of us, and we will play your events, any day, any time, any where. not directed at intrepid jam either..
respect the smiley faces too
WU TANG
come see us PWN Allentown. FGFC820! you gotta see these guys!
fuck that, we’re not taking the blame for the Christian Death show
and now a word from eddie threat...
"IM not taking the goddamn blame for christian death not getting to play in philadelphia. It was not my fault, and i am going to tell you what went down that nite there in philly.
We (myparasites) arrived, and started loading in our gear. Keyboards, guitar amps, samplers, and e-drums, notice i said E Drums, we use an ELECTRONIC DRUM SET.
There was some drama going on backstage, but there always is at shows, and its not really relevant to this story (though it is relevant to the viktim story, but im not telling that one at the moment).
Anyway, somehow Christian Death did not have a drum set, they didn't bring one. I suppose they didnt have space, and well, i understand that. Its a big part of why we use an E-Kit, being that it can be ripped apart and stripped down really really small. Which is something you simply cannot do with a real drum set. However, nobody knew ahead of time they would be needing a kit. (well, maybe other guys knew, but nobody in myparasites knew)
So they are asking the other bands playing if they can use their kits.
They approach me,
"you're from viktim"
"yeah, im eddie from viktim" i reply "but we aren't playing tonite"
"youre not playing, wha? why not, whats going on"
so i explain to them what happened, and why viktim wasnt playing.
Though i was intrigued, i thought, "wow, why does christian death care if im playing or not" i mean shit, im a big fan, do they like my stuff?
So it turns out they need a drum set. I explain to them that viktim isnt playing, so i don't have a real drum set with me,. and that our drums for myparasites are all electronic.
The dude is tottaly bummed, i feel like shit. so i ask him
"what about the other bands? they both have real drum sets, can't you use one of theirs?"
so he gives me the strory on the other bands, and why he can't use their shit.
i file that information away in my head for future reference,
So i call Sascha, hes going apeshit cuz he cant find the place we are playing, and finally he shows up, flustered. but ready to rock.
So i tell him whats going on with christian death, and he kinda paces for a minute, then "bah dah dah dah!" in kicks his southern superman gotta save everybody shit. He volunteers to go get a drum set and let christian death use it.
Notice, we didnt bring a real drum set with us. we don't play acoustic drums in myparasites. we use a couple e-kits. we are going to go get a kit, with know benefit to us, no money, no reward, no anything. just fans of a band, and we are a band that helps other bands.
So sascha and Octavio drive back to our rehersal space and fuckin load up the acoustic kit. they bring it to the new alhambra, and we unload and carry in the kit,.
we let them know, "hey, we went and got a kit you can borrow" so they are stoked, and we feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
that shit didnt last long at all, yo.
so we (myparasites) load our shit on stage, do a line level check and get ready to play.
So we play, we get two songs in and bam, the fuckin sound is out, the lights are still up but the sound is out. So i think maybe my shit flaked out, it never has before, but maybe it did now
so i throw on my cans, nope theres the signal, i check the feed outta my compressors, nope there it is.
So i know its not me, at first i think maybe they are trying to make us loook stupid, i get paranoid. so i say "this isnt my fault, if yer gonna kill the sound atleast kill the lites too" cuz fuck, people are staring at us. theres no dj music, and no band music.
so the FOH guy was mad cuz Jaws threw one of our stands on stage, and he was afraid we were gonna smash his shit, so he killed the sound. we didnt break his stuff, NO. a monitor DID NOT get broken. nothing got broken, NOTHING
we convince him to let us play.
so i test my virus, yup, i got sound. so 1,2,3 we hit, go right into the heavy fast shit, cuz who knows how long til they kill us again.
i grab my grinder and fuckin lite it up, theres sparks going off, it looks awesome. there is a barrier, keeping the audience back like 20 feet, and the ceiling in this place is like a gymnasium, so there is nothing up high i might burn, and no chance of getting sparks on someone.
if someone said i got sparks on them at THIS show, they are lying and want attention. please HUG your friend, assure them that they are loved, and don't need to lie to get your affection.
so im grinding, and the lites go out, but the sound is still on, so i think "oh cool, the lighting guy must think it looks cool, and is keying me in to kick it into gear.
so im fuckin sparking it up, it must look nuts, cuz its pitch black in there except me, and then of course our blasting music.
but then it all goes off and the lites are up.
the promoter is asking me to stop, says i cant do it.
i explain,
"huh? whattya mean? this is what we do. we come in, we play some loud music, we shoot sparks all over the place, and then bleed everywhere. thats what we do."
so we're done, thats it, done.
i start packing up all my shit, apologizing to the band going .. us if i am taking too long. Ninth House are cool, no problems, and i get my shit off stage.
thats when i get the iformation. the venue has asked us to :"immediatly leave the venue" before they call the cops.
So i laugh, i think its hysterical.
we didnt even do anything and they took a shit fit.
i was gonna set my legs on fire like nikki sixx, but i bitched out, what would they have done then?
so i think its really funny, anyway, i start telling every staff person i see
"hey man, please reconsider this, we are letting christian death use our drums. if you make us leave, they have no drums, they cant play. the other bands wont let them use their stuff"
im telling every fuckin guy that. i go looking for the promoter to tell her, but i cant find her. i find jaws, jaws found her, but security won't let us near her.
so im like "yo, if we leave, we're taking all our shit with us. "
they're like, good, get outta here before the cops come get ya./
so im like , fuck this shit. im outta here, nobody is gonna fuckin disrespect me. on a side note, im about sick of that shit. how you gonna fuck with me, when i got all my fuckin gear? you know i cant do shit, cuz i might get my keyboard broken, or stolen. Its like those faggots in highschool that used to start shit, knowing full well teachers would break it up, before i got the chance to break their fuckin jaw.
i find christian death dood, i tell him "hey man, theyre making us leave, we were too scary, haha. ya should try to get them to reconsider"
so those dudes are kinda fuckin bugging, but not spazzing, they kept their cool, but i mean, they tottaly got that carpet ripped out from under ya look going on.
so whatever, its not changing. we gotta leave, thats that. nobody else is volunterring to let christian death use their shit, so christian death is gonna get fucked.. its not our fault, shit, we shouldnt even be involved, we should have just said "nope, we don't have drums, we only have E-Drums. and left it at that.
this is an example of why people don't 'get involved', why nobody helps a guy choking, by giving the heimlech, why nobody saves a rape victim, people dont wanna get involved, you could get sued.
we get involved, we didnt get sued, but we are getting slandered.
we leave, get back to the rehersal space, and my phone and sascha's phone are lighting up. "you don't have to leave anymore, please come back and bring your drums."
so im like WTF, im pretty pissed, im ;like "shit, this is still a kick in the teeeth. they still think we are assholes, even if we bring the drums, whattya think man?"
"im bringing them back, i mean, its CHRISTIAN DEATH!"
:"yeah., yer right"
so we load the drums back up. i go home cuz i got work at 6am the next day, sascha drives to the club to give them the drums.
"bzzzzzz." my phone is buzzing
"yeah?"
"you guys dont have to bring the drums, christian death is cancelled"
"dude, sascha is already on his way, man. hes gonna be pissed, just tell them to wait, we are on our way, 5 mins, well be there"
nope, shit was cancelled.
it wasnt myparasites fault. yeah, we did get thrown out. but two bands went .. us. the show didnt end with our set. we didnt kill the night. we, the opener, the fuckin very first band, the nobodies, are getting blamed? fuck that.
theres a lil more to the story, that isnt really important. The viktim drama is nobody's business, and im not gonna talk about the other shit that happened, those people have shit on their conscience, mine is clean.
So im gonna keep that shit to myself, as far as i have heard they havnt ran their fuckin mouth yet. but if they do, ill tell ya exactly what they fucking did.
if anybody has questions, or doubt my story, email christian death and ask them what happened.
betrayed
