All negative thoughts, shamans believe, are dark spirits speaking to us, trying to scare us into reacting; the spirits then feed on our reactivity, growing stronger and more formidable until they finally rule over us. This is how, Hamilton suggests, addictions and psychological disorders develop in people.
"Everyone hears the voices of spirits," he tells me. "They've just convinced themselves that they are hearing their own thoughts." We must, he maintains, practice choosing which thoughts we pay attention to.
New Sexy Bitches footage for your viewing pleasure
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We went to Hawaii over the New Years holiday with 30 of my closest friends (yes, 30). We filled up 3 bombastic houses on the Big Island and romped around paradise for about a week (well, actually, my house was the vacay house... we just chilaxed every single day. I was AWESOME!)
While there, Amae and I hooked up with a friend of ours, Zak. We then filmed at this raw organic farm on the island. I say it was a raw farm (though that makes no sense) cause the whole community ate raw. No kidding, even RAW MEAT! As we were leaving, they pulled out the raw cow's liver! Wowza! To each their own...
:) We're half done with the final edit. In the mean time, I made this short of what is coming next: )
It was kinda strange how many people I know (pretty much EVERYONE!) who got sick in the past two weeks.
I was on the phone most of last week organizing a ceremony for spiritual/emotional/mental growth and clarity. Pretty much EVERYONE I spoke to was ill or just getting over illness. Now I know flues spread and what not... but I had a bacterial infection of my throat... and all the peeps I was speaking to said everyone they know got sick too. For whatever reason "chemtrails" was the word that popped into my mind.
I would just write it off as me being paranoid IF I knew anything about chemtrail and was paranoid about em. The truth is, I've only ever heard of em once or twice. And while the idea pissed me off beyond... I filed this information away in my brain and didn't really give much more thought about it until that moment.
I trust my intuition. It has proven itself time and time again... So this morning I finally got a moment and googled it. I'm amazed at what I found.
Since 1999 they have been left in our sky to fall down to the earth and infect humans, either with bacteria, viruses, or other chemicals that would reek havoc on humans causing emotional imbalance, lethargy, and chronic heart and lung problems.
I'm so saddened at the government we've "elected." And the military who are ment to protect us. For so long I've been anti-american because I associated America with its government and military... But over the past few years I've been able to see America as it's people... and I feel an overwhelming sense of emotion for people who don't know the information I do (and I don't even know that much!) and for peeps who don't have the tools I have to keep myself healthy and clear. I especially feel compassion for anyone who doesn't know how to LOVE purely. So crucial to learn!!!
The world we live in has been growing for centuries without OUR input. It has been growing with people in power who want to keep us drugged and emotionally imbalanced so that we fight among ourselves and never get to reach high levels of love. If we are sick and spending our time in disease, we are not spending our time empowering ourselves (which in turns takes our power back out of their hands, as well as our money once we realize we are buying death in Colgate & Crest, Tricks and Froot Loops, hormone filled cheese and bastardized animals that we call "food."
I don't want to be a natzi about raw food... I don't want to have to be so fucking discerning about EVERY meal I eat and EVERY restaurant I go to... but it's reaching that level. Our government AND OURSELVES have funneled money (making our votes) towards things that kill us, that kill our people EVERYDAY. MOST OF THE THINGS IN OUR COUNTRY that we use or are around EVERYDAY are killing us. From the light bulbs in our cities and homes (being 'sign' waves and not 'square' waves*) to the tampons 'normal' women buy* to the food being served us and bought by us everyday.
The thought of NEEDING to spend EVERYDAY focused on healing is sometimes overwhelming for me. But that is where we are at. We NEED the balance of good to combat all this 'evil' we are surround and drowning in.
A few cure-all's that you could start with:
a daily dose of green super food that has sea algae's in it (Vita Mineral Greens, Pure Synergy, Dr. Schultze Superfood are a few I recommend). Anti cancerous* as well as health building.
Lemon water first thing in the morning, every morning. It alkalizes your blood making it impossible to get ill (unless your mind is in a state of dis-ease). It also flushes your gallbladder, which is crucial for any of you who stay up late every night or drink alcohol often.
LAUGHTER. Even fake laughter!!! Fake laughter still carries the high love vibration and makes you feel silly so you end up laughing for real: )
LOVE! HUGS release chemicals in your brain that help out your whole body. Love raises your vibration and makes it easier to heal and harder to be ill. Love with free communication. Love with no need to be loved in return. If you believe in God/Goddess/WhoEver, love with a purpose to love more, love with a sense of service...
So much love to you, my brother and sisters. We truly are in this together... we truly are not alone.
*Sign waves are the same waves bacteria and viruses use to communicate in our bodies. Every time a sign wave hits our body WITHOUT CAUSING AMAZING LEVELS OF JOY LIKE MUSICAL SIGN WAVES DO, it helps our illness breed and work. Square waves make viruses and bacteria UNABLE to communicate... making them unable to harm us as easily. *Tampax and other non-organic tampons have been grown with cotton that have been sprayed with neurotoxic pesticides that DO NOT WASH OFF! Then they get bleached with CLORIENE which leaves behind a carcinogenic bi-product. Then, women stick it in their pussies... the holy fucking grail, they toxify... and we wonder why for the last 30 or so years, SO MANY women have had amazing genital problems. *Super greens with sea algae's are anti cancerous because: Cancer is a protein. Good proteins bind to and carry away bad proteins. It's a great prevention tool and if you or someone you know has cancer, I HIGHLY SUGGEST doing the whole process of Dr. Shultze's cleanses. I heard of a few personal stories of people who healed their cancer through his herbal program. www.herbdoc.com
the first time I saw this it made me cry. that there could be so much spontaneous love & laughter was overwhelmingly beautiful for me to watch. I watched it again this morning cause a friend sent it, and I thought, "Oh yeah. I like that video. I'll check it out again, refresh my memory of it." and here I am, at my computard drying my eyes again.
So I just thought I'd share... It's the Free Hug Campaign... And in full support!!! : ) (the song's not really my steez... but what evs:)
a new tool for your belt so that you can be a more powerful manifestor!
So... I normally don't put this hippy shit up on myspace for fear of judgement... but hey, what tha fuck?
So check it. Tha peeps are gettin into manifestation. AWESOME! There's only so far you can get with pure air energy (the power of thought). While it's great and one of the most important things ever, there are also other elements in which to embrace if you really really wanna see results in the long term.
I've thought about getting these tools for the past 7 years-ish; and so I've manifested many being taught to me and many being downloaded into my brain from the ethernet.
Here's one: Earth energy: This earth is a being. The most powerful you know, probably. The most powerful being I know. Anyway, it is in my LOGIC to think its a good idea to have the most powerful being you know ON YOUR SIDE/ HAVE YOUR BACK. How, do tell, do you get Mama Earth on your side? Be good to her... really (as best you can in this death driven society, anyway).
Remember those science movies you watched in school where the fruit falls out of the tree and the time laps of it rotting? Bugs came and ate it... blah dee blah. Well those bugs poop out vital chemicals that plants need to grow. Plants are like the hair of the earth, they keep it cozy: ) (for lack of a better example to explain logic). If someone I know came up to me (yes, the earth KNOWS YOU. You are living on her, jack-ass! Or perhaps you're a bastard that she tries to forget cause you aren't doing shit for her... :) Anyway... if someone I know came up to me and said they'd like to wash my hair as a show of their love for me... I'd be taken aback... My honor for them would most certainly grow. Peeps who come to my house and take me out for a meal, I remember them first when it comes to giving/hookin someone up with some opportunity that'll rock for them. It's simple laws of making friends...
Where do you throw your apple cores now (assuming you take care of you heart enough to eat an apple, of course)? If you're throwing them in a trash can that gets black bagged and buried far from where it can do like the video and be regenerated into the earth, YOU ARE LITERALLY STARVING HER! Think of how often she'll be on your side.
I throw mine in bushes usually, so as to be out of sight of anyone who'll want to "clean it up" and so it'll be socially honoring. If it's still "animal eatable" I'll set it right outside in my yard (I've got this really great spot where tha palm trees' roots come out of the ground about 4 feet & the squirrels come and sit on em, eating what ever I leave behind. It's really fuckin cute!).
Tea leaves, when I'm done, I open the bag and scatter em in my yard, vocally giving thanks to the earth for her kindness and generosity (yes... I am that crazy old lady you see). Flowers, when it's time to chuck em, I scatter their petals first... etc...
Basically, USE YOUR BRAIN. If you live in the snow and are reading this now, you'll hafta buy/make a compost bin that works for your area. Do an hours research kiddies. It's so fuckin worth it to be in the earth's good graces.
And at least try to respect social norms. It's not that kewl to piss on the make-up of our culture because YOU have some insight of truth that others aren't ready for (don't be a self righteous prick, basically)... it's gonna take some time before the peeps WANT to wake up... and then some time for them to actually begin. Thankfully [regarding this topic], the earth is giving a MASSIVE WAKE UP CALL: Hello global warming. Or should we call it, global warning?
Anyway... hope this helps. Lemme know if you enjoy this or if it helps you out & I'll post more tricks for your tool belt.
tha Bond Year!!! Tha year our super spy tricks get enhansed and we grow the strength to carry a more advanced tool belt with higher tech gadgets!
Double Oh Seven! Sounds intense to me...
Cheers to all my Jedi Warriors as we "fight" passionately with love, as we hunger and so seek out the answers of how to hold our space, at our own vibration and have compassion to bond with others to share the wisdom we hold within.
S'all about taking massage to tha next level... let's get to healing.
It's kinda funny when you start learning/using healing tools. Something happens... suddenly you find you've got tools you can use in different life situations; but then you also have em when you're in different HEALING situations.
I learned from Robin (a clairvoyant psychologist here in Venice that I like to see when I can) how to tune into my body. I just sit and she guides me through, uncovering childhood/past trauma stored in my body.
So today, Anastasia gave me a massage: ) Girl goes deep! And while I laid there breathing into my muscles and teaching them that's it safe to relax... I applied Robin's healing tools of tuning into the emotion I was feeling in different areas of my body.
IT WAS INCREDIBLE. I mean... I'm just laying there, receiving... there's NO OTHER STIMULI that would cause me to feel angry, or sad... but here I was, feeling everything! I felt where the healthy strong parts of me are too! Weirt!
Anyway, here's tha protocol I used, I HIGHLY suggest using it if your inclined to make REAL, INTENSE healing through massage.
I just relaxed into it at first and didn't use this tool at all. Then for some reason, I remembered it. At this point she was on my left leg. I just paid attention to my emotions and how they changed from muscle to muscle. One spot I felt strong and balanced, but the next one over I felt something arising that I couldn't define. Then on my thigh, I felt embarrassment (this massage therapist is my friend, who uber loves me, I've no reason to be embarrassed! Not that there is ever a reason to feel embarrassment ever anyway!). Between my shoulder blades, I felt suddenly pissed and annoyed. And goodness did she ever work this spot this out!!! She really gave it some love, man! Thank God I have knowledge to know what was going on... I easily could have snapped! : )
Tha last one was tha kicker... brought me to tears. On the back of my neck, on either side of my spine, those muscles were tight as fuck! and I started crying before I knew why. Then pictures of situations I just faced this weekend came up... I saw this deeply unhappy woman spitting out nasty words of how I was not actually a part of my family, this feeling in my neck was the one and the same... a paralysis to the shock of ugliness, so much that I rarely get to a place where I can speak my truth in the moment. I've experience this many times over: someone is saying something horrendous to my face, and I'm so stunned that it's happening that I can only move from shock acceptance but rarely further than that...
Well... needless to say, this was an incredible moment... and epic healing ensued...
After you are able to locate painful parts of your body and healthy parts of your body, you can then picture them making friends with each-other, remembering that they are one and the same being.... and they are all loved and appreciated...
Do you have any idea what an expensive thing it is to get married?! My fuck! And just wait till you have to cash out on the fucking divorce. My God... Fuck all the shit ass programing that teaches us all that we are not complete/chosen/worthy/fuck all until we are married!
It's a fuckin conspiracy that our 'government' is cashing in on...
Just one more thing to make us all feel like we aren't perfect just the way we are!
Just had to blow some steam...
(I wave this whole statement for marriages that are cashing in on citizenships... yeah for loveless marriages!!!: )
Sexy Bitches need a location for our upcoming fundraiser party...
anyone got one that they want to open to me and my tribe of Sexy Bitches?
Decembrrr 2nd We are throwing a fundraising party for our show, Sexy Bitches Like it Raw. We had a location and then it didn't go through... So I'm putting out there what we need:
A LOCATION: preferably a sweet house, spacious enough for a band in one room and a dj booth in tha other. There are also going to be dance (and if a location permits: fire performances)... so we'll need space for such things. Or a warehouse type location.
either way, the party will begin late and go until early. 9:30ish till sunrise. (shooting high here, lemme know if you have something close to this)
MORE VOLUNTEER SEXY BITCHES: We are doing a totally non-p.c. auction where your body will be auctioned off as a fruit platter: ) (you do have a say if you really don't want this person eating off your body... we'll just not take the person's $ and you will be released of all commitment).
Depending on the location...: A SOUND SYSTEM... The one we had, has one... now we don't: (
ANY RANDOM VOLUNTEERS: if you wanna help out the week before the party... decor, food prep, emotional support: ), any art you wanna bring to tha party... So far we'z got: dance performance, comedy (stand-up roasting), djs (obviously!), a band, some art pieces, and of course: the first episode of Sexy Bitches Like it Raw (not yet been seen by any of yous!) Hit me up. Lemme know whatcha got and how you can be involved.
