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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
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welcome to my world
so who is Rosa Stacey O.? it seems as if everyone is already quick to judge to know who i really am.... i try my hardest to keep my REAL life out of the internet... i'm so sick and tired of people thinking i'm some cocky lil 21 year old that thinks she knows it all and acts as if i'm better than anyone. i'm tired of people judging me base on my pictures or what they've heard. i'm tired of being thinking i'm the type of girl that will pretty much do anything to get to the top.... HONESTLY those who knows me well KNOWS i'm just the opposite....I let people make assumptions on me just because i've always been a mystery...ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL...you'll never get to see the full me unless you become close to me...and with those that i DID OPENNED up to they love me very dearly....so what i dont understand is why people talk shit and try to put others down. I DONT GET IT?!!! i've never once said anything about anyone negatively unless they deserved it or they disrespected me in some way...but i would NEVER just hate anyone because of what i heard or how they looked...i'm so tired of people thinking i'm a slut....I do bikini/lingerie shoots because i'm comfortable enough with my body to show what i got....that doesn't make me who i am does it? i know alot of people models that are in the same position i'm in and we all just don't get it....I always acknowledge girls that are more beautiful than i am so why can't all girls just be that way...i'm going through so much changes in my life right now that i really cant deal with haters...NO ONE GETS IT ...they think all we do is sit bored at home doing nothing and decide to take half naked pictures and they have the nerves to talk down on us.....I work so hard to do what i want i'm not only a model, i do sooooo much more and i'm just tired of people that has no life judging those who work their ass off to be where they want to be....since when is success a crime....i'm just in a really bad mood today and people wanting to judge me or talk shit is just really annoying...i dont do drama....so WELCOME TO MY WORLD! this is just myspace THIS ISN'T the real ME this is the part of me that i'm choosing to show.....the real Rosa has a regular job that lives a normal life but just has big dreams and ambitions. Those who hates please tell me this WHAT DO U WANT TO DO with your life....???? or DO you just want to live under someone else's shadow waiting to see what their next move is so you can just run your mouth. Just remember BEHIND EVERY BEAUTIFUL GIRL LIES A MILLION HATERS.....you make the choice on which one you want to be.
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS AB0UT ME PART ONE
L0LZ FIRST 0F ALL...M0ST 0F THE QUESTI0NS ARE HAHA AB0UT HAVING 0NE NIGHT WITH ME....AND THE ANSWER T0 ALL TH0SE :Young Skeibo, Bloody Paws, Joker, cory, R{e}m{e}b{e}r 911, Answer: No, I'm very picky 0n wh0 i'd like t0 be with and i d0n't d0 0ne night stands it'll take al0t 0f getting t0 kn0w me bef0re we'd even be near any sheets LOL GOT IT??? haha and sex p0siti0n n r0ughness, 0r if i'm any g0od in bed.... well.....0kay that's s0mething i'd like t0 keep t0 myself i g0tta have s0me secrets just because it'll be m0re special when 0r if it ever happens :)
BIGDADDY:i want to know if you are single and if so then can i date you? ANSWER: h0nestly there is s0me0ne very imp0rtant in my life...i met him at a bad time in my life which i wanted t0 be single and w0rk 0n my career...s0o if i WAS t0 be single maybe a date 0r tw0 but i w0uldn't have the time and mind t0 have a relati0nship...this 0ne is already driving me nuts and i'm driving him nuts all my guy friends say I'D MAKE A BETTER FRIEND keep that in mind l0lz
U Niggas On Second Base Y Im Dustn Off Home Plate!:WHAT ARE MY CHANCES ON GETTIN A DATE WITH YOU? ANSWER: the chances are slim right n0w because there's already s0meb0dy i really care ab0ut but like i said ab0ve if i were t0 be single all it takes is al0t 0f eff0rt in getting t0 kn0w me and sh0wing me ur different and n0t just trying t0 get in my pants :)
1-31-08 i love megan:what was your first pet if you had one? ANSWER: i actually never had a pet i was really afraid 0f animals gr0wing up but as 0f right n0w i'm l0oking int0 getting a y0rkshire just because they're s0o0 beautiful and cuddly
Matt:Will you be my girlfriend? ANSWER: cute questi0n :) but i'm unavailable at the m0ment hehe
Defiant:Do you have the knowledge and skills to be self reliant when civilization collapses? ANSWER: haha....that's a great questi0n...but h0nestly as 0f right n0w NO....but i can adapt t0 things easily i d0n't have the kn0wledge n0r skills t0 d0 s0 at the m0ment but i'm a very quick learner and can learn t0 adjust
Limon:wat college do you go to ? ANSWER: sadly t0 say i dr0pped 0ut my first year @ Fresn0 State University....i was w0rking @ the casin0 and g0ing t0 sch0ol full time and it was really hard and i f0und that i didn't have any interest in anything s0o0 i decided t0 save myself time and m0ney by quitting :-X
tatito:how does a guy like me can find a girl like you to care for and to have some fun? ANSWER: i h0nestly d0n't kn0w what t0 tell u because there's many girls like me and all 0f which have different tastes...I myself think the best way t0 g0 f0r a girl u want is t0 give her al0t 0f ur time and eff0rt and g0 the wh0le 10 yards f0r her and let her kn0w u wana be there f0r her n0t just t0 sleep with her..eventually the right girl will realize what a great man u are and will give her time t0 u....TRUST ME this happened t0 me i used t0 0nly date jerks and i n0w 0nly want great sensitive guys that will d0 anything t0 be my everything.
Tom:Do you feel peace from your heart? ANSWER: as 0f right n0w NO i d0n't. I've g0ne thr0ugh s0o0 much lately that my heart is actually aching s0o0 much i've d0ne al0t 0f bad things and i've d0ne al0t 0f g0od things 0verall i'm just n0t happy with my life right n0w s0 peace is very far fr0m my heart. i'd h0pe t0 feel peace 0nce i'm married and have kids because in the end that's what really matters.
$$JHOVANNY 33$$:what iz ur sex fantasy..and with who? ANSWER: t0 be h0nest and i'm n0t j0king i actually d0n't have any sex fantasy th0ugh i'm n0t g0na lie my fantasy man is Jensen Ackles :-P
K-1:do you have a boyfriend? haha probly the most frequently asked questions. :D its true your to beautiful for words. would you date me if you weren't a famous model :D ANSWER: YES there's s0me0ne in my life hehe...and thank u f0r the c0mpliment...and i t0ok a l0ok at ur pr0file and ur a great l0oking guy but alil t0o y0ung (i like em 0lder) but i'd definitely h0ok u up with 0ne 0f my girls haha
sexy 4eva:would i ever have a chance with u? ANSWER: same questi0n but i'll say it again...if i was single and was l0okin f0r s0me0ne all it takes is time and dedicati0n and in the end t0 pr0ve that u truly care f0r me because 0f me n0t f0r my l0oks than YES u d0
jimmy:Why do women love to cuddle so much? Or is it women just love to cuddle with me! ANSWER: haha...yes yes this is very true...i'm the cuddling queen...and u d0 seem like the type 0f man w0men like t0 cuddle with haha....cuddling f0r me sh0ws that the guy d0 actually care f0r me...after sex he isn't just d0ne with me and wants t0 g0 t0 bed...i like my man t0 cuddle with me at night and talk t0 me, kiss me 0n the f0rehead and sh0ws that he truly ad0res me...PLUS cuddling HELPS WITH WARMING UP haha...it gets c0ld at night.
ventrilochrist:what is the usual tune that pops in your head when you wake up in the morning? ANSWER: HMMMM with me it's always a different s0ng...when i wake up sad it's a sad s0ng 0r when i'm happy it's a happy s0ng...but as 0f this m0rning the s0ng 0n my pr0file p0pped up in my head s0 i decided t0 g0 0n my myspace t0 listen t0 it LOL "I LIKE EM GIRLS KISSING GIRLS" haha 0kay i just need t0 g0 0ut t0night
FiREBoY:R U Lesbian? ANSWER: easy questi0n NOOOOO!!!! i l0ve w0men and respect them but it's 0nly a friend thing I LOVE MEN TOO MUCH haha
Jeet Swesus:What are you goals in life, your hopes your dreams? What makes you think that your future will be amazing....that is my question to you Miss Rosa, you seem like a really sweet woman and I hope all goes well for you :)
Keep Smiling Always,
Joe ANSWER: THANK U F0R THE C0MPLIMENT :) and as 0f my future...i am aiming f0r the stars...i want t0 be fam0us, rich and still kn0w where i came fr0m...but 0f c0urse m0st ppl want that...but i just want t0 be s0meb0dy that ppl can remember i really d0 wana make a difference in life but i d0nt have the skills n0r kn0wledge t0 d0 s0..the 0nly way is if i can gr0w up and bec0me a respected w0man and have the m0ney t0 d0 g0od in life...i d0 wana help the w0rld and as 0f my future...i'd like t0 be a successful actress marry the man 0f my dreams and have beautiful kids and be a great m0ther... it s0unds funny i'm sure just because m0st ppl judge a b0ok by its c0ver and i kn0w ppl think differently 0f me than wh0 i really am, but that's the truth :-D
! H@T3 D@ b!+CH:WOULD U LIKE TO MEET A HAWAIIAN FROM HAWAII? ANSWER: i'd l0ve t0..i've been planning t0 g0 t0 Hawaii f0r s0me time n0w but just haven't had any time t0 d0 s0..but 0ne day i will hehe.
HOOD FIGGA:would u ever date me? u said anything right? ANSWER: haha this questi0n is alm0st as p0pular as the sex questi0ns...but i t0ok a lo0k @ ur pr0file and l0ok wise: YES but like i said i'm very picky pers0nality wise.
Tyler:How's goin for in the new year? Anything excitinglly erotic happen for ya yet?lol ANSWER: LMAO haha yea s0mething actually did happened...last week i was in vegas and i went clubbing and usually guys w0uld hit 0n me s0 0n and s0 f0rth but this tyme i was at the VOO DOO l0unge and a girl hit 0n me instead and let me tell u SHE HIT ON ME HARD! haha it was funny th0ugh she's a c0ol girl i danced with her and what was crazy was wen i left the club and went d0wn stairs t0 gamble she came up t0 me and asked me t0 meet her in the restr0om like three times LOL with a few NAUGHTY c0mments haha that was funny.
Superman:You look like a wild girl. I quess I want to know how wild? I would like a story or sinareo of how wild you are. I don't want to here about how you are so wild you run red lights or turn in movies late. I want to know how crazy, sexy, dareing, and experamental you are. That is how I will know you. In return you can ask the same of me if you want. ANSWER: there it is again...judging a b0ok by its c0ver....i had t0 actually sit here and think ab0ut it JUST BECAUSE i'm n0t a wild child i just l0ok the part unf0runately LOL...i h0nestly can't tell u a st0ry except 0ne time I ran away went t0 san dieg0 alm0st g0t raped hitchedhike t0 a bus stati0n t0ok a train and an0ther bus t0 c0me back h0me LOL i think that was the m0st wildest day 0f my life and i DO wanna f0rget ab0ut it...but that's the scariest feeling i've ever had in my life
J.B.:Okay...what do you really want out of life? Not this week, this month, this year. When you're a little old lady, too old to do much besides sit in the sun, what kind of life do you want to look back on and remember? When you're little old lady Rosa what memories will make you smile? ANSWER: hey i said ONE questi0n that's like 3 haha but it's 0kay...i try n0t t0 think that far in life just because that's 0ne 0f my biggest fear (getting 0ld) i d0 wana have a big family s0o i can have them remember wh0 i am if i d0n't make a name f0r myself...part 0f me want t0 be this crazy pers0n that always get what she wants and d0 watever she wants and get away with it....BE A REBEL type...but the 0ther side 0f me wants t0 be m0re mature and c0ncentrate 0n my career and d0 the right thing at all times....s0o0 if i was t0 l0ok back i'd l0ve t0 remember h0w fam0us i had bec0me and h0w great my life was gr0wing up, i'd l0ve t0 see that i can pr0vide f0r my kids and their kids and their kids and h0pefully build s0mething 0ut 0f my life s0 ppl will kn0w wh0 i am and will learn t0 respect the pers0n i have bec0me...i might just be rambling right n0w because im getting tired s0o0 h0pefully that answers it hehe
Lucky (7):umm...arent u supposed to be at MOOD tonight w/ me to party ALL NIGHT???? lol ANSWER:l0l yes LUCKY i was supp0se t0 be there but i g0t 0ff 0f w0rk at 1230 s0 it was imp0ssible f0r me t0 get h0me and change and g0 0ut t0 LA 0n time...I KNOW IMA LAGGER right n0w but 0ne 0f these weekends i'll be able t0 g0 0ut there 0kay PROMISE :)
Juan:What type of personality do you have? ANSWER: believe it 0r n0t i'm a very shy pers0n...it takes me awhile t0 0pen up but 0nce u d0 u'll be s0rry LOL i like t0 talk al0t 0f shiet just because ima bartender and i give my cust0mers a hard time but thats why they l0ve me :-D... i can be crazy at time (SUPERHYPER) and i talk way t0o daym much... i'm very 0pen with my friends thats why my b0ys as i qu0te them said"R0SA IS LIKE 0NE 0F THE B0YS, WE CAN BE 0URSELVES AR0UND HER AND SHE D0ESN'T GIVE A SHIT...SHE'S LIKE 0ne 0f the B0Ys THAT'S SUPER H0T THAT Y0U'D WANA B0NE HER" haha
bingi:my ques is how do u pick that special some one when so many guys try to get at u ? ANSWER: i actually d0n't pick them...they just attack m0re than 0thers HAHA..usually the guys i end up in a relati0nship with are the 0nes that c0nstantly try t0 talk t0 me, d0 things f0r me, and pretty much f0rce me int0 a relati0nship bef0re i even realize it HAHA it usually w0rks 0ut in the end
Too Hot 2 Handle:have u ever posted naked pics on your myspace account? if so will u do it again? ANSWER: i've never d0ne nude n0r will i...i might have s0me blooper pictures where my twins accidentally p0p 0ut but n0thing t0 the p0int where any0ne can see them...HAHA and n0 i w0uldn't p0st them up 0n myspace i'd like t0 leave s0me t0 the imaginati0n since i'm already half naked in m0st 0f them already l0lz
DAT 1 N ONLY NUG MAXWELL!!!!: Wut does an average joe from NJ hav 2 do to PLEASURE YOU IN ALL WAYS IMAGINABLE? ANSWER: BE THE BEST AT EEEEVVVVEEEERRYYYYTHING ;0) u g0tta find a way t0 settle the c0mpetiti0n right? haha
T.P.:have you ever been in a three some if yeah i like to join the fun. ANSWER: truthfully i did th0ught ab0ut it just because im alil curi0us...but as 0f right n0w i haven't tried it and with my current s0meb0dy he'd kill me if i'd want t0 just because he wants me t0 himself
ROY:are you single? ANSWER: n0 i'm n0t as i stated ab0ve.
Anthony:Do you think love is possible to anyone? ANSWER: YES I D0....there's milli0ns 0f ppl 0ut there l0okin f0r it if ppl w0uld just st0p trying s0 hard t0 find s0mething that may be imp0ssible and just see in fr0nt 0f them ppl that are real and are willing t0 l0ve...YES i think it's p0ssible...i've had s0me0ne imp0rtant t0 me that c0uldn't find l0ve and wants it s0 bad but didn't think she was g0od en0ugh f0r any0ne t0 l0ve....and there she g0es she f0und s0me0ne t0 call her 0wn.. this questi0n t0uches me in a s0ft sp0t just because i'd never wana wish any0ne t0 be al0ne because that's an0ther fear i have t0o...
PS...i ap0logize f0r my writing skills ahead 0f tyme just because i'm exhausted and i'm trying t0 answer m0st them s0o0 i'm typing extremely fast but h0pefully u'll get the right idea......but anywase that's all i can d0 t0day...there's a few m0re emails s0o ill make an0ther bl0g f0r them but i h0pe these answers all the 0nes i wr0te back t0 t0day 0kay MUAHZ Love YA!!!!! THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW BEING NERDY LOL

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Thursday, December 20, 2007
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MY THOUGHTS
0kay...s0 i kn0w i've lagged 0n updating s0 i h0pe u guys like my latest pics...which m0re will be c0ming s0on im just n0t at h0me at the m0ment... I went up t0 san j0se f0r the day and fresn0 f0r the last c0uple 0f days t0 see family....s0 yeah ITLL be up s0on :) thank u f0r all the cute lil c0mments i try t0 put a clever capti0n 0n my pictures LOL :) anywh0...after this sh0ot...i realized s0mething....im n0t a skinny girl n0 m0re.... Ive been feeling d0wn cuz my b0dy is changing and yes yes I KNOW I GOTTA start w0rking 0ut...but im n0t used t0 my curves...and i feel like ppl l0ok at me funny because IM ASIAN and 95% 0f asian girls are very petite...while with me my thighs are huge, my butt g0t bigger, my hips g0t wider...im feeling very big rite n0w...but every0ne keeps telling me thats what makes me unique...i'm tall very thick and every0ne l0ves my lips (FYI they're REAL) haha...s0 n0w IM TELLING every0ne IM PR0UD 0f my curvi0us BODY all i need t0 d0 is t0ne it up alil and y0u'll have an asian BEYONCE LOL 0kay i was kidding my b0oty is n0thing c0mpared t0 her...but im g0na embrace my b0dy and l0ve the fact im different and w0nt be s0 selfc0nci0us ab0ut it n0 m0re...HAHA anywase that's my th0ught rite n0w :) ima be heading back t0 0range c0unty t0night s0o00 LOVE YOU GUYS and i h0pe me thanking every0ne 0n my bl0g is en0ugh t0 sh0w that i really d0 care and appreciate u guys st0pping by MUAHZ
psss THANK YOU KENNY WONG YOUR A REALLY GREAT PHOTOGRAPHER AND I CAN ALWAYS RELY ON U TO DO THINGS QUICK mUAHZ
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Monday, December 17, 2007
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PEOPLE PLEASE
0kay s0 im getting s0me "rude" c0mments here...and f0r th0se wh0 kn0es me well kn0es h0w busy my life is...IM IN AND OUT on myspace im busy all day t0 2 in the m0rning...i just g0t the week 0ff but im traveling up t0 n0rth kali t0 d0 a sh0ot and see family..s0 PLEASE!!! d0nt get upset with me because i d0nt resp0nd....ask any0ne that has the high v0lume 0f mails KNOWS its hard t0 reply t0 every0ne...thats why im making it easier because th0se wh0 claims t0 be "DEVOTED" t0 me w0uld take the time t0 write me rather than email me...thats why i g0t the addy f0r y0u guys...WRITING a BLOG and p0sting a bulletin is the easiest WAY! so IM SORRY i d0nt get t0 all 0f y0u but i d0 reply t0 a few and its n0t that i d0nt care its just IMPOSSIBLE!!! im s0rry again and i d0nt want any0ne unhappy s0 if y0u feel like im neglecting y0u feel free t0 delete me ILL FULLY understand...anywh0 i g0tta get s0me shut eyes rite n0w i have a l0ng day 0f traveling t0m0rr0w SO GOOD NIGHT !!!!!
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
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MY P.O. BOX ADDY
0KAY S0 Y0U ASKED SO Y0U SHALL RECIEVE L0LZ MUAHZ WRITE ME 0kay s0 i finally g0t my fanmail addy im siked just because i really miss reading letters thr0ugh mail rather than email :) its much m0re pers0nal and m0re fun t0 read and maybe i'll rite back if ur lucky ;0) haha but anywase u guys feel free t0 rite me 0kay... muahz HINT HINT i l0ve xmas greeting cards SO send me ONE !!!!!! :-P l0lz l0ve ya and keep checking up 0n my page theres g0na be pictures frm my newest ph0t0sh0ot Muahz
Rosa Stacey Oul P.O. BOX 291 BREA, CA 92822
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
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p.o.box address
0kay...ive decided..i want t0 g0 0ld sch0ol...i want t0 get a P.O. BOX f0r my fans/friends t0 rite...but the questi0n is...r u guys g0na take the tyme t0 write t0 me? i mean i l0ve getting mail and i h0nestly miss getting letter thr0ugh mail rather than email.....so0o0 yeah...wat d0 u guys think ab0ut that? id l0ve t0 hear frm every0ne if u take the tyme t0 write me HEHE Muahz
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
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LONELY!
im always surr0unded by ppl but yet i feel s0o0o al0ne :(
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
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what i’ve been w0rking 0n
i kn0w s0me 0f y0u th0ught i quit! i was actually taking a slight break..but im making a career change! im g0ing t0 try t0 cr0ss 0ver t0 acting! im s0 excited and i kn0w its g0na be al0t harder than m0deling but im s0 d0wn f0r it! im enr0lled in an acting sch0ol and trying t0 get my career t0gether! s0 stay tune t0 see what ive been w0rking 0n! im s0 excited and its a big step but i think im ready! s0 s0rry i havent d0ne any new sh0ots thats why its the same pics but ill be sure t0 update everything Muahz
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Monday, August 13, 2007
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im feeling this
w0w daniel d is brilliant WHY CANT MY BF UNDERSTAND this is what i want frm him 0r h0w i want him t0 feel t0wards me i mean if he d0esnt then i guess im fuqqed bcuz i feel this lyric w0rd t0 w0rd
Just wanna be so good to you and everything you need I only wanna see you smile I just wanna make you happy
And even if you're far away… I know that I'll miss you I promise that my love won't change I will always be in love with you
[Chorus] I promise I'll be a good man That I'll always listen to every word that you may say No I won't neglect you but only respect you And give you the love that you need babe Please say that you love me Please say that I'm everything to you Please say that you miss me As much as I miss you Now baby believe me I gotta be everything to you And baby just trust me I swear this is the truth
And girl you're the one for me I swear this is the truth See many faces pass me by but theres nobody quite like you I know so many time and many times before Love has only let you down But I swear I'll give you so much more..
If you need a reason A justification Its simply inside your eyes Theres no need to question what are your affections Theres some thing that I can't hide.. [Something that I cant hide] Say gotta believe And I don't wanna lose you But be so good to you I gotta have you in my life
you better believe it!
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Monday, July 23, 2007
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h0w can u say u l0ve s0me0ne
s0o0 lately ive been praying al0t...ive been in a big rut lately n i didnt n0e h0w t0 get 0ut s0 i decided t0 turn t0 g0d f0r s0me answers...ive prayed many times f0r things that i wanted 0r h0ped f0r...he has c0me thr0ugh 0n his part...as 0f me i pr0mised t0 g0 bak t0 church its been YEARS since i step in a church..i dun0 maybe im ashamed 0f wat ive bec0me...i mean in reality im n0t a bad pers0n but in g0ds eyes ima sinner... i want t0 g0 bak n b da church girl i 0nce was...but w.my career n the things i do h0w can i p0ssibly g0 if im n0t f0ll0wing his w0rds... i dun0 but anywh0...everytime i pray it seems like g0d alwase answer my prayers....but there is this 0ne pers0n i pray f0r EVERY SINGLE TIME since ive met him... i mean i l0ve him t0 death...s0o0 much w0rds cant even express it..but thr0ugh0ut the years ive realized h0w h0rrible we were t0gether n we fell 0ut 0f the relati0nship a l0ng tyme ag0 but he wants me t0 give him an0ther chance... i mean i d0nt want t0 think ab0ut the past but t0day i finally t0ld him im m0ving 0n int0 an0ther relati0nship which might be really SERIOUS. n it might n0t be like the 0ther guys i g0 thr0ugh..n he said s0me hurtful things.... i mean i n0e he must be devastated..but its been s0 l0ng since we've br0ken up..i gave him many chances t0 change his ways but he hasn't..he has dug me a h0le n im finally climbing 0utta dat h0le but n0w he's bringing me d0wn again.... I just wish he realized that we're great as frenz... if u l0ve s0me0ne w0uldnt u d0 anything t0 be in that pers0n's life? i mean im still here f0r him since we br0ke up...i gave him everything a fren can give t0 a fren...but i guess its n0t en0ugh f0r him... i wish i can turn bak the hands 0f time n start things 0ver...but just remember seeing th0se hickies 0n his neck n him 0ut drinking everynite wen i WAS FUQQEN sick n fuqqen dying in bed at the time...just brings tears to my eyes n that I CAN'T never FORGET...it hurts it really d0es i just wish he w0uld understand that n0 matter wat he's d0ne t0 me n h0w bad we were t0gether n h0w neglected n hurt i was but i never said anything...that i still l0ve him w.all my heart n ill d0 anything f0r him as a fren...if y0u say u l0ve me the way u d0..u sh0uld understand this is the first time im very happy in a very l0ng time n y0u w0uld let me b...bcuz id want t0 see u happy even if it wasnt w.me cuz I LOVE U too. but im just NOT IN LOVE w.u...weneva ur ready t0 face me as a FREN let me n0e ill always b here f0r u
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