One, Mathematics is the language of nature. Two, Everything around us can be represented and understood through numbers. Three: If you graph the numbers of any system, patterns emerge. Therefore, there are patterns everywhere in nature. Evidence: The cycling of disease epidemics;the wax and wane of caribou populations; sun spot cycles; the rise and fall of the Nile. So, what about the stock market? The universe of numbers that represents the global economy. Millions of hands at work, billions of minds. A vast network, screaming with life. An organism. A natural organism. My hypothesis: Within the stock market, there is a pattern as well... Right in front of me... hiding behind the numbers. Always has been.
So after visiting my eye Dr. today for the first time ever. I was informed that i don't see anything the way it actually looks. My brain has been filling in what it thought things looked like to cover up the holes in my vision.
The good news is it can be corrected. The bad news is i guess i have no idea what anything really looks like. I mean I'm sure my superior Man brain has done a good job of fixing this but I'm excited to see how close it was.
A mid life crisis, What do you call it when you have been like this your whole life. When the drugs and fast cars have allways been there. You only take small breaks away to prove to yourself you can still function in this mans world... That on some basic level if you had to live that way you could. Then the itch starts like it allways does. No amount of buying power provided by my company can give me the kind of satisfaction i need to be happy. Creature comfort sofa, bottles of booze, cocaine, designer jeans, a wallet that never seems to be empty, when is it enough. When will i be truely happy instead of just comfortably numb. And in all of this i predict my own epic failuer. Soon i will be distracted by some piece of flesh no different then any of the others driving me to be more stable so i can keep us both comfortable. eventualy this will cause the enevatable break down. the spiral of depression will cause me to self distruct, i will sabtage my relationship, i'll use the depression from that to fule me in destroying my job. having no flesh to provide for no job to distract and pay me will lead to me losing my home. I'll give up everything with it and walk away with nothing again and i will be happy.
Take 14 self abusing emotional disorders.
I have been though this cycle over and over again. Happy to have a great job, then happy to be free of all the things the job provided for me. So when am i truely happy 1. 20 mins before curtin call something just broke and in the What the fuck moment i am at my best and we pull off the first que.(every month) 2. Traveling 1000 miles to help a friend get there feet off the ground for the first time. 3. Making a pot of Apple chicken curry for the one person i know liked it as much as me. 4. Tweaking that papa nueguniea roast and making those subtle acidic flavors pop and blossom into cherries instead of just tasting full dark and oily. 5. Gazing into someones eyes and watching them realise it was all from there choices they made.
This is not the end. I will not be defeted by my desire for comfort. Something bigger then me will come from all of this.
The introduction, the Text the hidden meanings behind it all. The words were all foreplay before. The slow build to the inevitable fuck. In the mellowest of times are relationship could be described as explosive, self destructive, Dirty and wrong. I miss every minute of it. The waiting and the wanting the teasing the break down the build up. An almost perfect balance of violence and porn.
Where are we now. "I allways like talking to you" and "I miss having you around" replaces "I Love You" and the breathy whisper of "I want you inside me".
So for now i watch my words, but you know a gentleman's collar was never my best suit.
I know your [record of] works and what you are doing; you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were cold or hot! So, because you are lukewarm and neither cold nor hot, I will spew you out of My mouth! For you say, I am rich; I have prospered and grown wealthy, and I am in need of nothing; and you do not realize and understand that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. Therefore I counsel you to purchase from Me gold refined and tested by fire, that you may be [truly] wealthy, and white clothes to clothe you and to keep the shame of your nudity from being seen, and salve to put on your eyes, that you may see.
She has emotional baggage, a Xanax habit, and daddy issues. But, no matter how many times you’ve been burned, you’re powerless against a hot crazy girl.
For Lawrence, 35, a real-estate investor from New Jersey, it was Hannah. Hannah (her name has been changed) was a publicist in New York City—tall, model-thin, with a bad eBay habit when it came to mod vintage dresses and a near-fanatic obsession with Friedrich Nietzsche and Britney Spears, in equal parts. She was stunning and brilliant.
She also had a dark side.
Hannah was paranoid—convinced that strangers were plotting her demise—and a chronic liar obsessed with men in positions of authority. She was also prone to random fits of crying. Lawrence remembers pulling into the parking lot of a CVS to buy a toothbrush one day. He returned to find her in his car with the radio set to maximum volume, blasting My Chemical Romance and sobbing in great, heaving spasms for no particular reason. None of this made Lawrence think that he should be investigating easier romantic prospects. On the contrary, he was hooked.
"It was the sort of thing where you see this wounded bird and you just want to constantly repair it," Lawrence says. "You never knew when she was going to cry and when she was going to perceive somebody to be after her. It was like the Stockholm syndrome—you become sympathetic toward your captor instead of realizing Oh my God—I’m a hostage!’"
You’ve dated a woman like this. In all likelihood, your friends sounded alarms that you willfully ignored. Your parents pleaded with you. Looking back, you realize that even you knew it could only end badly. She’s the Crazy Girl—the one who made everyone wonder about your sanity and fear for your future. She may have taken the form of the smoky-eyed goth brooder, the tortured heiress, or the unhinged sorority girl. Whatever her identity, chances are she was intoxicatingly sexy, intense, unstable, mercurial, and impossible to be at ease around in social settings. She was completely and debilitatingly exhausting. So why the hell was she so compelling? And why are you still thinking about her?
"I think whenever you’re taken by someone, be it male or female, who has the potential to lose themselves or to transform in front of you, there’s something very attractive to that," says actress Parker Posey, who’s played her share of Crazy Girls onscreen (Nora Wilder in Broken English, "Jackie-O" Pascal in The House of Yes, and the title role in Fay Grim, to name a few). "It has the ability to transform you. Because someone has just thrown the marbles on the floor and you don’t know when they’re going to do it again. It’s not a relationship based on trust."
Of course it isn’t about trust. This is about lawlessness. Chaos. Escapism and unpredictability—a balls-out, soul-affirming what’s-nextness that is so rare and so powerful that you completely forget to give a shit about consequences and personal sacrifices. That kind of relationship has the potential, as Posey says, "to take you down roads." And whether you’re the kind of guy who drives a Prius or the kind who drives a chopped-out vintage Harley, at some point, you can’t help taking that ride.
"I think a lot of guys, if you’ve dated a bit, have the benchmarks," says Adam Fulrath, 36, an art director in New York. Fulrath’s came in the form of a savant-smart, busty blonde named Sharon. Sharon painted abstract watercolors of flowers, played guitar, drank with the liver-macerating zeal of Tom Waits, and liked to drag Fulrath on spur-of-the-moment road trips to sleazy motels—and bring a camera. But her control over her tidal emotions was tenuous at best. When Fulrath finally decided he’d had enough, Sharon decided she’d get him back by showing up at his apartment in only her underwear. But it was cold, so she slipped a pair of lace-trimmed aqua panties on over her jeans, and proceeded to walk the mile from her apartment to his doorstep. Fulrath was mortified.
He immediately took her back.
"We all like danger and spontaneity," Fulrath says, eight years later. "In this attention-deficit world, where you’re constantly looking around, she would keep me on the ball—she would challenge me. I was never bored with her."
Let’s be honest with ourselves about what’s going on here: It’s an undeniable fact that if Sharon hadn’t borne such an uncanny resemblance to Jenny McCarthy, as Fulrath claims she did, she would not have had the same currency to expend on her eccentricities. This phenomenon only serves to emphasize that point: Would Zach Braff’s character in Garden State have sat through an elaborate hamster funeral if his hostess didn’t look like Natalie Portman?
But there’s a certain gloss on these big-screen depictions that leaves out a key component of the Crazy Girl appeal: The closer to the edge she skates, the more enchanting she becomes. There is a gulf of difference between the quirky (She wears a helmet! She likes the Shins!) and the mad (Oh, fuck, oh, fuck. She’s cutting herself again.)—a place inhabited by self-damaging ticking time bombs like Amy Winehouse. This is a dangerous place. It’s in these rocky outcroppings that we find ourselves contemplating what it might be like to crash at a roadside motel with Lisa Marie Nowak, the diapered astronaut charged with attempted kidnapping. For your average repressed, career-driven shlub, the terra incognita that these women represent seems vaguely—liberating.
"I think underlying it all is sex," says David Rabe, playwright and author of Hurlyburly. "The sexual state seems more present, more up-close in that type of woman. There’s something in that disheveled personality that says they’re going to make that state more available somehow—deeper and more intense.
Long after Lawrence has shaken Hannah’s spell, and his mom has confessed her secret fear that his muse would have one day "suffocated the children" had they ever gone down that road, he still can’t stop thinking about her.
"[All the girls] I’ve met since her, in some way or another, have been the most spectacular girls on earth," Lawrence says. "Before I met Hannah, I would have died for any one of them. I met this girl who was a commentator on cable news—super-brilliant, very cute. We got into this relationship, and I all of a sudden found myself thinking, Why isn’t she doing it? Why isn’t she enough for me? I mean, this girl is successful, makes hundreds of thousands of dollars, travels all over the world, has half the U.S. Senate in her Rolodex, and that’s not enough. Because she’s not crazy."
This collection of Glossary Information is taken from the universe created by Jeff Noon, primarily in Vurt but also spanning into the mind space of all his other novels. They have been collected as part of the detailed, rich and developed setting of Vurt The Role Playing Game - created by Bullets Of Autumn as part of their new game system, The Mobius Engine.
Collectable, sl - An old fashioned retro item, sought after by collectors as an antique. Usually dating back to the nineteen nineties. Ultra, sl - Anything that is above average in quality. Give-A-Fuck Factor, sl - The degree that one cares about their present situation. Ultimax, sl - The coolest, best and most respected. The Crush, sl - A crowd of any kind, usually refering to the dance area of a club. Unique, sl - The highly prized state of being uniquely individual. Dripfeed (Basic Needs Allowance, Banana) - The Authorities subsidising for the unemployed or unemployable. Providing all water, food, rent and power at the expense of freedom. Fuzzy Kingdom (Frontier Town) - The area of a city on the border wall, not quite part of the city but seperate from Limbo. Tweedles/Twin Twister - An exact Robotwin grown from host DNA and sold as an expensive toy or companion. Randomology - The study of chaos and random systems, their application and understanding. Flower Clock - Derived from a sterile Haze plant taken from the Vurt and used as a clock, where each petal is a second that falls and dissolves. Shadow Clock - A clock that knows when you wish to know the time and can tell you empathically. Dub Mirror - A mirror that only reflects the best view of those who look at it. Found in many bars and nightclubs. Brothel Boats - Newage, canal prostitutes that follow the floating markets around the waterways. Mandel Bullets - Ammunition that contains a nanogerm, once hit all cells in the body are slowly changed into light and energy patterns. Wonderwall - A forcefield capable of seperating Zombies from everyone else, Shadowgirls are the only ones that can travel through it. Anti-Zombie Juice - A Zombie repelling acid used by Border Guards and Frontier Towns. Zombies - Shadowboys that are considered illegal and any creature that has lived or bred in Limbo. Lightning Rods - Electrically charged polearms, used by the Border Guards to kill Zombies and Limbo creatures. Formality Factory - A part of Authority that deals with all forms, fileing and beuraucrasy. Controlled by the Civil Serpents, this is also a place where skills can be regestered for Freelance work. Euro Yen - The universal world currency, used by the Corporations and Authorities but never at street level. Lovelies - The denomination of the wealthy, where dealing in Punies is too clumsy or uncool. Punies - The primary denomination and lowest form of true currency, used by most at street level. One Lovely equals one thousand Punies. Nano-Puny - The only hard, real, actual currency mainly used by the Homeless. One Puny equals one hundred Nano-Punies. Limbo - The area outside of the city where nothing grows and Zombies live. The King - Figurehead and monarch of the state of the Unknighted Kingdom of Singland. Ferry 'Cross the Mersey - The national anthem of Singland. Purity Party - A political group run by Pures who advocate the superiority of Pures above all other species. Torchers - A terrorist gang of pyromaniacs that operate without warning in the more rundown areas. Vaz - A universal lubricant useable in many forms, expedate the incompatable meeting of objects. Blurb (Bio-Logical-Ultra-Robotic-Broadcaster) - A grown, symbiotic creature that broadcasts personal promotional information. Flyer - An older Blurb that has grown wings. Junk-Mail - A subscription hormone for Blurbs acting as an immediate but somewhat toxic fertility drug. Lybrarinth - A place for storing original books. Difficult to gain access and even more difficult to find anything. The Big Tissue - An edible rice paper, nutritionally condensed paper full of news and articles. Given to the Homeless to sell or eat. D.J's (Dirty Judas) - Those infected with the Dubvirus who play through a Limbic Splitter. S.J's (Splitter Jockey) - Those who specialise in manipulating and mixing multi Limbic Splitter decks and working the Fractal Groove. V.J's (Vurt Jockey) - Those who use the Limbic Splitter in conjunction with a Blister System or Auric Rig. All Night Shopping Church - A place to buy all your worship needs at any time of night. Begging Hole - The only legal means for the Homeless to beg for money is to register with the Room of Holes at the Formality Factory, they are then allocated a small pit somewhere in Manchester. Beggar Death - Every time one of the Homeless dies they are planted beneath a tree somewhere in the city.
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CATS
Cats (Catalysts) - Any substance that causes a psychological or physiological change, this applies to almost all consumable goods. Stash, sl - A collection of Cats and Feathers. Jamming, sl - Another name for taking Cortex Jammers or someone who is saturated by their effects. Greased Up (Vazzed Up) - Another name for using Vaz a great deal, someone who is saturated by their effects. Drugless Drug, sl - A Cat produced specifically to have no effect on the user whatsoever. Vurt Substance - Anything removed from Vurt that can also be taken as a Cat. Limbic Splitter - Used in nightclubs to translate noise from the Fractal Groove into noise, music, instruments, images or sound. Recorded onto a 12" Twister. Twister - The recordable medium for Limbic Splitters. Fractal Groove - A disc with an infinate number of sounds. Musick (Mutating Sickness, Uberactive Music) - Music created by Limbic Splitting that alters peoples at a genetic level. AIDS (Artificially Induced Dub Syndrome) - A side affect that occurs in Pures who listen to too much Music, changing their DNA to DJNA. DJNA (Discojockeyneuclaic Acid) - The change in the genetic structure to allow Vurt music to be amplified through the body. Dub Virus (VD, Vurtual Dynamics) - Term for AIDS, allowing the drum and bass Demons from the Vurt to play through the body. Dirty Judas - Anyone carrying the Dub Virus, used as an insult but more commonly refers to D.J's. Demons - The drum, bass, guitar, music, noise archetypes existing in the Vurt. Sumware - The original Musick player, only five Twisters were ever produced for it before it was banned as each had specific gene-altering effects. Ultrakids - Those effected by the Sumware Twister "Ultrakid" by the Overactives. Gradually becoming younger, now a tightly organised crime syndicate of twelve year olds. Nebuli - Those effected by the Sumware Twister "Heaven Knows I'm Considerable Now" by The Nebulous. All became sterile and campaigned for the use of Fecundity 10. Dog People - Those effected by the Sumware Twister "I Wanna Be Your Dog" by Kay Neuf. Claiming to be the original dogpures. Cat People - Those effected by the Sumware Twister "Scratchin' Fever" by Gasp and the Katz, turning to Catpures. Now very rare. Robo People - Those effected by the Sumware Twister "Plastic Jesus" by Artificial Voice. Becoming more and more Robo, claiming to be the origin of Autogenics.
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VURT
Hobarts Law of Exchange (Random Exchange) - Anything taken by Vurt whilst feathered up is exchanged for something Vurtual of roughly equal worth, no one knows who decides on the swop but it always falls within Hobarts Constant. Hobarts Constant - Where R=V+/-H, H=0.2675. The margin of equality between Reality and Vurt, by which Worth is valued. Haunting - The realisation that one is dreaming whilst in a feather. The Theatre becomes suddenly futile, losing all sense of urgency or reality. Jerking Out, sl - Willingly leaving a feather Theatre and ending the dream. This is a built in safety guard in the lower level feathers but becomes more difficult depending on the Theatre quality and always results in a Creamed feather. Theatre, sl - The name for the story, dream or scenario that is held in a dream feather. Applies to any feather that entertains but not to Silvers, Infofeathers, Credit Quills, etc. Going Meta - Taking a Vurt feather as part of the Theatre, creating a dream within a dream. Highly dangerous for the psyche of the dreamer. Mirror Meta - Taking a Vurt feather and then whilst in that Theatre finding the same feather and taking that. This creates a dream mirror and is even more dangerous for the psyche. Riding Naked, sl - The ability of Vurt people to enter a Theatre, and so the Vurt, from memory of their past experiances. Dream Smoke - Phantasm based mist used as raw material in the editing of Theatres before commiting to a feather. Dream Snake (Naga) - Green and purple, venomous snakes that leak through from the Vurt. Used as Snake Scissors in the editing of Dream Smoke. Vipers (Viral Implants) - Subconscious neurosis embodied as a Dream Snake, appearing in uncensored Theatre and put their by the editors lack of skill or equipment. Phantasm Liquid - Phantasm mist, condensed to a liquid to coat a dream feather with pure Vurt. Condom Veil - A Vurt lock, edited into some feathers to prevent unauthorised access. Appearing as a tornado of incomprehensible numbers barring the way. Sucker Feather - A Vurt feather used to record an original dream straight from the unconscious, sleeping mind. This is then used as the raw footage when creating Theatre. Vurt Actor - Name refering to the two sides of Theatre creation. One is the original dreamer and the images they record onto the Sucker feather, the other is the actor who has enough Vurt in them to be filmed and transplanted into the Theatre. Amorphology - The study of deep, lucid dreams; Vurtual visions and the nature of the Vurt itself. Cop Feather - The Police use a seperate feather for their official communication, allowing every Cop to be organised via sub feathers, much like walkie-talkies. Share Vurt - A free resource feather used by many. Payment for it is always optional but it's uses are often limited. Advurts - Credits and advertisements built into low level Theatre that appear before the main dream. Vurtually Immune (Do Do, Flightless, Unbeknownst) - Around 6% of the population find that they cannot dream at all and therefore are immune to the Vurt. Worth - The value that Vurt places on any individual or object. Metachemistry - The study of Vurt substances, their inate chemistry and how to mix or manipulate them with other substances. Creamed, sl - When a Theatre is used once it will turn cream in colour. After that the feather is mundane and of no further use. Game Cats, sl - Certain people are naturally tuned into the Vurt and quickly become the masterful elite of feather takers. They spend most of their time in the Vurt and have a legendary ability to gather secrets and keep ahead of events in the Real world. Kittlings, sl - All Game Cats refer to those who wish to be a Game Cat as a Kittling. Endearing or insulting depending on it's context. Feathered Up (Stroking In, Fluttering, Loading), sl - Taking a feather, putting it in the mouth and dreaming. Morphic, sl - That perticular moment when reality changes, transformed or taken over by the Unreality of the Theatre. Vurt Lag (Feather Drunk), sl - The disorientation or disasociation that occurs after Jerking Out of a Theatre. Vurt Glaze, sl - The far away look in someones eyes while they are Feathered Up. Shimmy, sl - A Pink feather slang derived from the name Chimera. Shimmiographer - A editor of Pink feathers working for Chimera. Vurtuals, sl - Those beings who originated wholely within the Vurt. Vurt Angel - The Police presence in the Vurt, chasing down illegal feathers and dodgy Game Cats with the aid of large Vurt wings. Stangeways Feather (His Majesties Vurt) - The Manchester prison where inmates sleep in Vurt, dreaming Theatre for the duration of their sentance. Soapvurt, sl - An ongoing Theatre for mass consumption, released on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. Bloodvurt, sl - A violent and gorey horror Theatre. Hollyblood - A collective term for those feathers that come from San Francis Co., creators of the finest Bloodvurts and Horrorvurts. Dogvurt, sl - A Theatre designed to appeal to Dogs and Dog lovers. Pornovurt, sl - Another name for a Pink Theatre. Juice, sl - Traces of pure Vurt in someones bloodline. Deja Vurt, sl - Those with the Juice are prone to suffer from flashbacks to their Vurtual experiances. Pillow Time (The Full Pillow), sl - Another term for a prison sentance. Reality - The waking, real world. That which created the Vurt but is in itself not the Vurt. Unreality - The collective dream state of the waking world. The Vurt. Nureality - A dimension of pure information created by or within Robo's. The equivalent of a Robo dream state. Ball Hammer - A device used to subdue Dream Snakes, one tap on the head and they become docile. Snake Weed - A plant or herb originating from the same place as the Dream Snakes, this is used on the Ball Hammer and is the only cure for the Naga venom. Vurtball - An advanced game of football where the supporters can buy feathers that allow them to experiance their favourite players actions during the game. Micro Feather - A tiny feather containing information, accessed through a Feather Translator Device. Info Feather - A feather containing information derived from other sources, usually credit information from a Credit Quill, and accessed through a Feather Translator Device. Feather Translator Device (FTD) - A device that can translate feather information into a audio/visual flat screen display. Feather Phone (Mercury Vurt) - The person to person visual communications device that connects people, both public and private, through the Vurt. Splice Hounds - Vurtdogs used by Police and security within the Vurt. Civil Serpents - The Vurtuals who exist in Authority Feathers and control the everyday mundane details. Knot Garden - A maze found at the entrance of Vurt areas as a defencive measure to keep out intruders. Metazine - A magazine or periodical published in the form of an interactive Theatre. Feather Seeker Input (FSI) - A direct instruction to a Vurtual being or Autogenic creation to seek out anyone entering a Corporate Feather using old , discontinued or illegal feathers. Dreamspace - Those areas of Vurt that are void of dreams or actual Theatre. The gaps between dreams. Neutral - This is an area of Vurt that is found at the cities Vurtport , it is vurtual mirror of reality. Group Theatre - For thirty seconds after a feather has been taken it remains active and can be used by others to join in the dream of the original participant. Candyman - Anyone who sells illegal Vurt feathers, can also apply to Cat sellers. Feathers (Dream Feather, Vurt Feather, Theatres, Flights), sl - A catch all term for feathers from the Vurt, containing Vurt or using Vurt. The Wave - A term for the Unreality and Nureality areas accessed by the public through Vurt devices.
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DOG
Catching the Ball, sl - A term to indicate the understanding of a concept or event. Meat, sl - Cash, a good thing or some tangible item of worth. Buried Bone, sl - Oppertunity, something saved up or ready to fall back on in times of need. Dogga, sl - A musical style based on aggresive Dog instincts. Nanoworms - An infection carried by Smartbones, where nanites enter the brain and feed off memory. Wave Kennel - An Autogenic health centre specialising in Dogs andf the removal of nanites. They work on the body in stasis whilst the mind is held in the Vurt. Smartbone - A bone with nanite filled marabone. The nanites enter the brain and stimulate higher consciousness in Dogs to human standard. Whistle - A form of Smartbone for Babblers, allowing them to speak clearly for a while by temorarily altering their vocal chords. Nanofleas - Nanite fleas that feed off dirt particles. Favoured by the Dogpures to keep their fur clean. The Big Biscuit - An edible biscuit of nanite information for the Homeless, containing current events and articles. Given free so that they can eat them or sell them.
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ROBO
Robodozo, sl - A derogatory remark towards Robos, usualy applied to those who have lost their sense of empathy. Reverse Butcher - The creators and manufacturors of Robos. Terbot, sl - A term for Robos that are enhanced, Terbo charged. W.U.R.M. (Wisdom Undoing Randomised Mechanism) - A Cat designed for Robos, used as a strong hallucinogen and is destructive after continued use. Tabdroids - Small squares of nanite information, distributed as a publishing media for daily news. Nanobomb - An explosion of nanites within a certain area, converts everything into information, removing it from Reality and into Nureality. Nanosham - A nanite shampoo compound, the nanites live on dirt and debris and convert it into Droidlocks. Dubmix (Blocking Pattern) - An illeagal Robodevice that enables ones lineage to be masked. Toy, sl - A term for Robopures. Sometimes derogatory, indicating a lack of humanity. Toytown, sl - The area in a city populated by a high percentage of Robopures. Droidlocks - Thick strands of hair bound together by a coating of plazti-metal, left behind by Nanosham nanites. Purple Feathers - Nanite coated feathers of pure information used by Robos to remain humane and gain the power and energy needed to survive, lasting 24 hours. Autogens (Robot, Automaton, Artificial Being, Biomechanical) - The correct term for Robos, especially the purely Robo. From this other slang names have been derived. The Hatched - Those Robos born from the stomach mouth of males are seen as more precious due to their rarity, but are more prone to psychological problems. Kissing Stomachs - The most desired and sought after method of reproduction. National Council for Autogenic Affairs (NCAA) - The government department for the affairs of all Robo citizens of Singland.
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SHADOW
Smokers, sl - A term refering to heavily shadow blooded people, refering to the smoke emenating from Shadowgirls. Shadowfall, sl - Emptying ones self of all Shadow, abandoning the body forever. Head Tripping, sl - The ability of Shadowgirls to pour shadow into anothers mind to read or influence thoughts. Shadow Reach, sl - The ability of Shadowgirls to pour shadow into a corpse to animate it like a puppet. Shadow Fuck, sl - A shadow attack, enabling Shadowgirls to scramble someones mind temporarily. Shadow, sl - A term for the smoke emanating from Shadowgirls. Zombies, sl - A term for male Shadows, used as a derogatory term implying a close genetic link to the creatures of limbo.
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