be not lazy me.
Current mood: crazy

i stared the band recentry.

my part is keybord.
i am lazy and not practicing so much...
i can hardly play it though it is concerted practice soon..

let's practice.

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My immaturity mortifies me.
Current mood: exhausted

For examble,

English.

Englishi is difficult for me. therefore, it is necessary to suudy me.
but, I don't study. because, It is troublesome for me.
because, there is no English speakers in my area.
　　　　I think like that, and am lazy.


and Work.
I have not been working straight during this year.
Beginning of this year
I was hospitalized in Mental Hospital.

My family has spoilt me starting with life in the hospital.

I lost and waited for the sense of crisis that I had starting with it.

The concept in me has changed from "It is not possible to live if not working" into "The family supports it even if not working" by my family's act.

I do not want to do by the favor this year that wants to do.
However, I never want to do.

Therefore, I become lazy every day.

It becomes lazy though everything written is understood.


I am too immature.

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full charge ?

Half a year passed after I had been downed.

I have finally come out the motivation.

The reviving is necessary.

I have feelings that hold out now, and will hold out before it is too
late.

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CHIBA YU-SUKE
Current mood: sad

Today is my respect musician's birthday.
He became 40 years old.

He is as many as 19 years senior to me.
He still charms young people.
A cool musician thinks that it is because of few young people.
I am mortifying glad, feelings.

The monster must arise to the lock musician in Japan of the future.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

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wine

made in JAPAN.

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takes time to recover
Current mood: sad
Category: Blogging

Time passed in some measure after I had left hospital.
However,
There is no change in my mental status.

It is oneself that finds light in the dark.
The word is believed now.

I pray.

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I left hospital.
Current mood: happy
Category: Blogging

I was able to end a long duration of hospital stays.

But, I was prescribed the medicine.

I want to recover early.

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in hospital
Current mood: stressed
Category: Blogging

The hospital is free.
It never does.



embarrassed.

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I am in hospital.
Current mood: sad
Category: Blogging

I am in Mental Hospital.

It was said by the doctor that it was a developmental disorder.


It is very lonely.

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HISACBURI!
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Blogging

The diary is wrritten after a long time.

The book that -miyavi- the musician named elegance recomemmed is interesting.

<桃山ビート・ドライブ>


Please read you.

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