oh queen beatdown sweepdown and take this ragged rodeo roll model higher
Current mood: ditzy

big ideas make sense when ive lost my intention
lost the attention
i wanted to make amends with
sense too and gratefulness for..

dont go under
if you do hold your breath
dont go under
if you dont you wont challenge your health
ride to enjoy
not to not

sit bungalow walls my casing
decided i need new placement
gone are the days of thinking i have to conform
here are the days of which theyve warned
only too frightened to stalk them with stealth
quiver my new vibration's relational exclamation
open me up fill to the brim
ill get a taste and wonder why haste
was the potion i campaigned via waste
there are concepts and happenings you must embrace
if only for a moment of peaceful grace

dodge ball dodge ball
fall like magic 8 off the empire state-
ment cement treatment
transfer the reaction until it becomes too tired
for dueling and grueling muck to knee deep
will wear a man wear a man
rain to softly speak in warm freshness
soak in this gorgeous shower
show me the power
to disguise fiery callings..

fake it til you forsake fit

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come get you some
Current mood: pensive
Category: Quiz/Survey

ok i finished a rough copy of raw sewage volume one and i think i have 20 or so copies hanging around-------so if you send me your address ill mail you a copy --------yeah real mail is fucking amazing-- never gets old

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round we go
Current mood: thirsty

so its 353am and i really dont have much to say...it has been a weird couple months and an even weirder past 2 weeks-------just an open ended mellow fuzz that is as comforting as is aggravating------certain things seem more intense and others seem non existent-----normal? no because the things that used to be major concerns arent and im freer to just let it pour but still hesitation exists hence the aggravation couple all this with anticipation for events unknown and wisked away you travel---------to lose it is to find something hidden ------but sometimes hidden treats are demons flying away at light speed or just round to kick it for a bit -------but always better to know that to toy with the idea of freedom-----but to know is to owe-------things multiply, still you are the same person and your lips open telling them to bring it on just to see how much weight you can hold-----i guess now ive just chased my tail and come to the conclusion that i am alive and human--------have a good night

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.......
Current mood: lonely

lately im having a hard time giving a fuck----suggestions?

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airplanes,trains,and footprints
Current mood: bored

i want to go go go go go go go go--------if you are going take me please-------i can offer all type of thing like weird perspective, optimism, reason to stay up late-----------------staying in one place is something i try but its just not in my blood---papa was a rollin stone and the fruit doesnt fall far from the tree----------make me an offer-----+++
nathan

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its 3 in the morn
Current mood: anxious

in my effort to read more and become cultured i bought a new york times with my pack of gum down at silversun liquor---Singh started talking about the war and i mentioned my brother being there and he said "what is he doing, killing people for oil?" i couldnt say much in that situation--------his mind was made and stood for the cause most supported by the artistic community here in la-------i am too ignorant hence my newspaper purchase but know that the situation is too vast and intricate to be so freely running in the pasture on either side of this rusty fence---------------we are just citizens and some of us are soldiers-----some of us hear and some of us see-----until i see --i will stand as a nationalist in support of my family and country---but always in support of the bottom line---human kind----there are always issues that need rectification but we shouldnt be so damn negative...

so shift gears for some late night poetry:

on the other hand you stand
more miles away than i can count
with all my fingers and all my toes
your face has been transmitted across
a screen that i paid to play or used a
password to stay connected with
ill regroup my thoughts and fish the words
hopefully they can capture and transmit
the very romantic spit i deliver tongue
locked you shocked and bend the crystal
until an audience has formed to pry
while the tears roll i cry--
never seen your face
intensity and grace
the power to connect
risk it all and reflect
even if it means scars and pain
no other way, excuses refrain
take it back
just to be plain
just to be plain
beautiful so that someone takes notes
beautiful so that crowds give votes
beautiful so that soldiers cross moats
beautiful so that sailors sink boats
when control is lost
but beauty is better than shame
distance long i frame
and brew a romantic few rehearsls
so when the stage is set
slippery and wet
ill slide into the one i touch through a screen...

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wildlife
Current mood: blah

yeah today i realized that we are so close to nature here in la-----this damn coyote is lurking around the yard just "hangin out" to get some quality time with o dog--- so now i have to worry about coyotes? chollos just arent enough i guess

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stalling
Current mood: naughty

been in a hazy dream infested fog for too many days to count well.. i could probably count them but id rather stare at the weird light los angeles is mixing today -----across the frowns and intensity the sweetest love trancends and it is bright so dont forget your goggles--------maybe im dillusional but i believe in crossing ground via network to connect with your pack who you have been stray from for a lifetime of catching up------where are they --i have found them and will enter to whisper a couple reindeer footprints ---connect and build cause its all we have

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