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Be Without U

I'm definately in love with this song by Mary J Blige...is my new theme song

Be Without U

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we cant see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
Its so true that (yes)
Weve been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I cant be without you baby)
And Ill be waiting up until you get home (cuz I cant sleep without you baby)
Anybody whos ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just cant be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
Ill be faithful (yes)
Im for real (yes)
And with us youll always know the deal
Weve been...

Too strong for too long (and I cant be without you baby)
And Ill be waiting up until you get home (cuz I cant sleep without you baby)
Anybody whos ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just cant be without your baby

See this is real talk
Im always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if youre down on love or dont believe
This aint for you (no, this aint for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that its true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady shes the one (fellas tell your lady shes the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
Weve been...

Too strong for too long (and I cant be without you baby)
And Ill be waiting up until you get home (cuz I cant sleep without you baby)
Anybody whos ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just cant be without your baby

Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

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My Life So Far...latest update

It's been quite awhile I havent pen or in this case type my emotions, feelings and things that going on in my life, through my one and only online blog.

I've gone through some emotional roller coaster this past few months. Work and life have both been very challenging. I have to admit, i'm only mere human, I would eventually fulter and the feeling to give up on everything has always occur time over and over again. What makes me still standing u say? I must say, my determination to survive and go through another day and learn from my mistakes. The will to go walk into my future and reaching my dreams and hopes.

The older I gets, I less think about people around me. I think about myself and how every decision that I make would effect my surrounding in a whole. Friends and family they have been such a tremendous subconscious supportive and motivate foundation to me. I am always counting blessings these days, I dont want to put any expectations to myself. I do wish and hope every now and then. It keeps me going on with my life.

My biggest breaking point is actually to make a decisions to move to a different department in my company. Saying a definate goodbye to customer service and starts a new career embark that always been my passions. Venturing into as Maxis Executive Product and Services Regional Trainer. I have the talents, I definitely loves that idea of my new job and I can see myself excel in this new field. It's challenging, I would travel a lot to a few places. Meeting new people, presenting my company and myself. Portraying a full professionalism and work etiquette . I have to admit, there are things that I need to work and improved. My leadership skills. I am lack on that and I need to learnt and challenge myself...but the best part would be. The new department would be in my hometown - Kuching Sarawak

My personal goal is within my reach.

I always have the idea in me, as the youngest child in my family, and been away from them for last 6 years. I havent contribute much to them. This is the perfect time for me to help and care for the only thing that I can truly depends on- my family. Mom and dad would be my personal priority now. I had enough of being selfish and ignorant. Although, I'm not doing it purposely. But I guess some would understand. I have my reasons. I dont need to justify to anyone. But I can reinvent myself to be a better version of myself. I know I can...

Would I ever miss KL?

Yes definately..I have amazing life experience here, I went through thick and thin in...Physically and mentally challenged every day. And the gorgeous beautiful amazing friends here. That have been for me always. I would miss this home away from home. I would one day..Come to live here again. Absolutely no regrets...

yes guys..Ms Neyna is now embarking a new journey in her life. the best decision she has yet to take. Many exciting things coming her way soon...I hope u guys would give me the your sincere utmost prayers...best of luck to me on my new 'trip"

Yes I am ready to JUMP

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You Thril Me- Pa Love Ma

Madonna-You Thrill Me(Erotica)

You are who your are... (and I)
Wouldn't want to change a thing... (in spite of)
All the pain that love can bring.... (so tell me)
What can I do..?
I'm so in love with you...

You thrill me, surround me
You fill me....
You send me
You put me in a trance....

You feel me
Inside me you take me
(romance)
You fill me
You put me in a trance....

You are who your are... (and I)
Wouldn't want to change a thing... (in spite of)
All the pain that love can bring.... (so tell me)
What can I do..?
I'm so in love with you..

You thrill me, surround me
You fill me....
You send me
You put me in a trance....

You feel me
Inside me you take me
(romance)
You fill me
You put me in a trance....

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Mmmmm...

Current Mood

Bored*FUCKEDUP*annoyed*senseless*in-question*sarcastic*tired*fatigue*insensitive*totally blah!

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How Can I Not Love Him

How Can I Not Love You- Joy Enrique


Cannot touch
Cannot hold
Cannot be together

Cannot love
Cannot kiss
Cannot have each other

Must be strong,
And we must let go
Cannot say
What our hearts must know
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you
Here in my arms

How does one waltz away
From all the memories
How do I not miss you
When you are gone

Cannot dream
Cannot share
Sweet and tender moments

Cannot feel
How we feel
Must pretend its over

Must be brave,
And we must go on
Must not say,
What weve known all along

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you
Here in my arms

How does one waltz away
From all the memories
How do I not miss you
When you are gone

Must be brave,
And we must be strong
Cannot say,
What weve known all along.



We both must strong..and I know u do Jimmy...
Love You always

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Bodicea - What She Said About Me

Bodieca hun!

A beautiful soul with a kick ass attitude and a likeable manners, posted something about me..it's funny and ironic that friendship can come in all the different shapes and sizes. Like what I've encountered , through this unusual myspace(who ever thought i wld bother to add a real girl in my friends list), most ppl knows me as a picky person, when it comes to making new friends...but to be honest. I am only human, attracted to ppl who interest/attracts you the most. She's brutally honest, which I found it refreshing, her laid back, open-minded ..and by reading her blogs, i keep on telling myself how blessful i am to know someone amazing like her..I guess after meeting her, i have one thruthful hopes..may this will last a lifetime..a bond of sisterhood..better than Ya-Ya hood....still a long way to go..so buckle up sister..this ride is a thrilling one!!

p/s i'm still the self improvement stage..wld love 2 write abt u more soon:)

What She said about me

I finally met you two days ago (or so my alco memory tells me). You are the first from my space whom I've met offline as well.

It was amusing to note that we could immediately recognize one another, even though you called out to me first. I was kind of insecure initially, because I've never been judged by a tranny (see I'm using a new slang!) before. Hehe.

When we met up, I was like, wow, this sure is the biggest female friend I ever had. But you are NOT fat. Repeat after me: Neyna is great enough the way she is and the only way she's changing is to be someone more beautiful than she already is. I'm fucking serious. >:(

And so we bonded over some good shit (Neyna totally agreed too) at Marco's. The good shit was Marco's Pizza. And Neyna was formerly a Domino's fan. HA. What does that say about my converting power? :P

Neyna, you are a strong woMAN (pun intended. But I prefer the term to the term "shemale". Sounds so sexist in a way la the term "shemale") and I'm proud of what you have been through. I see a bright future for you and may we form our own personal Yaya Sisterhood. To hell to those who discriminate against what is naturally created and unchangeable. Even if it is changeable, why the heck would we want to change ourselves for others? Whose life are we living? Ours or others? Woohoo feminism! (Sorry, I am a bit high for no apparent reason right now. No, I didnt drink. I'm not bored as well.)

Though you showed that insecurity you have about typical female issues like beauty and romance, you portray great confidence and courage as well as independence. All the more admirable because of your minority status in this fucked up society. I learnt that you have the wit and wisdom that will bring you far into the future. What was more, you exude natural charm which I find endearing and likeable. Seriously, I felt that we got on real well.

We both talked a lot over 1 1/2 hours which felt like eternity in a good way.

contd) I didnt really want the conversation to end so soon. It was as if we knew each other since forever. I really enjoyed listening to your life stories and exchanging views with you. To top your fantabulousness up, you were so generous too! You even paid for all the junk we ate! But it's okay, at least they were good junks. Otherwise I would've felt doubly as guilty and grateful for this chance of encounter.

I'm really glad that you found your boyfriend (a.k.a. hubby ;). After 2920 days (i, e. about 8 years)....Wow. I am amazed with your patience and perseverance. My intuition tells me that you both will have a very happy life together, given the right effort.

Lastly (for now :P), I hope that we will have a long-lasting positive friendship which would benefit us both. Even the people around us as I shall take this opportunity to enlighten Bodohlanders about trannies ;)

P.S. I told you that Ill write an essay about you. I told you that Ill BEAT THE WORD LIMIT (apparently its 2, 000 characters for each comment but I dont fucking care! :o)

Lemme tell you the TOTAL word count for this...

(Processing Microsoft Word word count)

2 pages, 564 words, 2498 characters (no spaces), 3049 characters (with spaces), 10 paragraphs, 50 lines

And that did not include the words in the bracket about the word count ;)

Because youre worth it. (Maybe its Maybelline ;)

thanx hun:) really do

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Maybe he was meant for me

I'm heading to KLIA domestic departing hall. Searching anxiously for gate 9. Reached there by 9.45 am, I was told by the MAS officer to move to gate 3 instead. My flight to KB was supposed to be at 10.15am was delayed to 11.30am.  Screw!

Jimmy sms-ing checking on my flight departure, it seems that he was more excited to see me than I am. I still got that hang-over high of last night Mary Jane party with farra,and dalex.. I was a bit tad. Blurred out...

I guess the reason why I agreed to come down to KB, merely because I missed him so much. It's been 3 weeks since we last met each other. I was not that 'crazy' about going 2 KB(better known as New Castle of the east coast)..I mean come on...pun not intended KB is big time sux, the town seems to be far far from  any development, the people there, lets say it safe I'm lucky that I wasnt born with big scary eyes, green skin and looks like a 'toyol' sister or else they have good reasons to beat me up to death, the look in their eyes when they saw me enough to sent me to shiver down the spine(maybe I wasnt wearing any 'tudong' or they are naturally disgust with my 'kind of people" . They are quite conservative still. I have no further comment (ukur baju badan sendiri)

But all i know I would meet my B Jimmy..

at least terubat all my rindu towards him:) I finally depart from KLIA at abt 11.15am, and reached KB at about 12.15..My B was already at KB international airport, waiting..He seems so glowy when he saw me..(I know..surreal and so schweeet!)

We reached the hotel by 12.45pm..I was a bit tad tired but both very excited to be with each other again. Everything seems to be as it used to be, the familiar voice, the passionate touch and the sweetest smells of his sexy cologne... The rest of it ( I choose to keep that as my sweetest memories. I keep closely to myself)

It was an amazing 2 days, it open up my eyes and definitely my heart. Our relationship is full of exciting new discoveries on each other. it makes us eager to know each other more..I just have one sincere hope. I want to see him happy...the happiest he could be..I want him to realize that..I love him dearly. And he makes my  world goes round and round again. And i am honestly blessed with what I have now...

Let it would be

Currently listening

Kaulah Segalanya -Ruth Sahanaya

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Always

(J. Bon Jovi)

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

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Malam Ku Bermimpi

Malam Ku Bermimpi: P Ramlee/S Sudarmaji
                                remake by Sheila Majid: Jenny Chin/Mac

taken from Sheila Majid Legenda XV XX

Malam ku bermimpi
Hai dengan satu bintang
Berkata-kata ku di jendela
Ku lihat kanda
Tersenyum memandang
Asmara bergelora
Meresap ke dada

Malam ku terlihat
Oh sekuntumlah bunga
Baunya harum menarik hati
Tak sanggup menahan
Rasa asmara
Meresap mendalam
Menusuk di jiwa

Sayang jauh di balik awan
wajahmu tetap berseri-seri
Laksana bulan
Sedang mengambang
Menawan dan menggoncang
Dalam kalbu

Oh angin meniup
Bawa daku ke sana
Hasratku ingin bersama-sama
Tak Tahan rasa hati menderita
Gelora asmara
Selalu menggoda
....

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