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Sep 6, 2008

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 39
Sign: Pisces

City: CONROE
State: Texas
Country: US


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Saturday, September 06, 2008

My head is spinning...is yours?
Current mood: amused
Category: Writing and Poetry

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Please....please....please forward a link to this blog!  I think that it is time that we all get a sense of humor and realize how we are all being played and start educating ourselves and get a backbone and make our own intelligent and informed decisions about real issues.  Enough with politics as usual!





11:44 PM - 23 Comments - 20 Kudos - Add Comment

Friday, August 22, 2008

Tarot 22
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Writing and Poetry

You sit on a purple throne of loneliness



Your heart fragmented by angry red



Then diluted by moody blue



Rewriting scripts



attempting to postpone the curtain call



While the flames of passion



that once created a love so ruby red



Skies predictably grey, turned



heaven in your eyes, blue



Had you thinking you were king



As your fellow jesters, juggled offstage



An erotic performance with actors well versed



In the passion and royalty of the two



Tarot 22



Feeling like zero



she sits at your feet, lapping up every word



Unknowingly at the precipice of truth



By definition, blowing hot air



Time discolors memories, baby, or perhaps



Memories discolor time



Like bruised skin, time fades



Truth is replaced with purple frames



Around rose colored glasses



Likes a wall holding pictures from the  past



She blindly walks up the stairway



Ignoring cracks in the foundation



Preferring to believe she is on solid ground



As the show goes on….



 





Heart


Currently listening :
Smoke Rings in the Dark
By Gary Allan
Release date: 1999-10-26

2:39 AM - 39 Comments - 42 Kudos - Add Comment

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Come by and say hello....I’ve missed all of you!
Current mood: fabulous
Category: Writing and Poetry

First, let me say that it feels soooooo good to be back around Myspace and all of you, my wonderful friends!  As you all know, I occassionally put up a quote that I borrow from my inspiring friend "This_isjust_M.






           "There comes a moment when it's more than






            just a game, and you either take that step






            forward or turn around and walk away.






             I could quit but here's the thing, I love the






             playing field.... "






I love and post the quote for several reasons.... one, because baseball is my favorite sport and, two, because I do genuinely view life as something that we are supposed to have fun doing and I love to play the field in this game of life and, like the ballgirl in this video, I don't like sitting on the sidelines and want to be part of the game and have fun while I am doing it! 










 





Sometimes though life has a way of throwing you some wild pitches and sometimes they are curve balls and you either duck or learn really quickly how to catch, lol!  I have had some of those wild pitches lately and I have had to make some adjustments which has taken me away from blogging and writing for a spell.  Change is never easy....but sometimes it is necessary and sometimes it can be simply wonderful and the changes I have been making in my life have been some of each....difficult, necessary and simpy wonderful. 






Both personally and as a family, my husband and I had been dealing with the impact of one of life's puches and it had not been an easy situation for us as a family that has always been commited to being very involved with our children and very close as a couple.   Again, both personally and as a couple, we found it necessary to make some changes and thru those changes I have regained pieces of myself that had been missing for some time and we have been blessed to once again be enjoying life together ...
So what have I been up to during my hiatus from Myspace?? We have been busy going 4 wheeling with the kids, enjoying the sunshine at Galveston while playing at the beach, went to see Kid Rock in concert last weekend with Lynnard Skynnard (If you haven't seen him live which I have more than once....he is awesome!) and, of course, watching the Olympics particularly the men's gymanstics team with their ties to Houston where we live.






I have found myself again and am happy to say that I am really loving life and feeling good about things once I made those tough choices....and the choices I have made since then have re-energized me and invigorated me and have allowed me to put my life back into focus. 






I know this blog is not my normal thing....and I promise that I will be back to posting poetry and catching up on reading blogs in the next day or two, but I just wanted to put up this "reintroduction", for lack of a better explanation, and say how much I have missed each of you that make a point to stop by my page and read. 




I have been writing the past few days and will be posting some of my own work soon, but for now I wanted to share with all of you my current favorite song which is "Better as a Memory" by Kenny Chesney. I think we all have songs once in awhile that we wish we feel we could have written because their message speaks so personally to us and for me, even though this song is written from a man's perspective if I could change the word "man" at the end of each line to woman or friend then this would be one of those songs for me. My husband and I are going to go see Kenny Chesney, Leanne Rhymes and Gary Allan this weekend in concert and I am soooo looking forward to it!




I hope each of you is having as good of a time as we are right now and enjoying these last couple weeks of summer!






I move on like a sinners prayer
And letting go like a levee breaks
Walk away as if I don't care
Learn to shoulder my mistakes
Or built to fade like your favorite song
Get reckless when there's no need
Laugh as your stories ramble on
Break my heart, but it won't bleed
My only friends are pirates
That's just who I am
But I'm better as a memory than as your man

Never sure when the truth won't bend
And pretty good on a lonely night
Or move on the way a storm blows through
And never stay, but then again, I might.
I struggle sometimes to find the words
Always sure until I doubt
Walk a line until it blurs
Build walls too high to climb out
But I'm honest to a fault
That's just who I am
I'm better as a memory than as your man

I see you leaning, you're bound to fall
I don't want to be that mistake
I'm just a dreamer and nothing more
You should know it before it gets too late

Cause goodbyes are like a roulette wheel
You never know where they're gonna land
First you're spinning, then you're standing still
Left holding a losing hand
But one day you're gonna find someone
And right away you'll know it's true
That all of your seeking's done
It's just a part of the passing through
Right there in that moment you'll finally understand
That I was better as a memory than as your man
Better as a memory than as your man







Currently listening :
Rock n Roll Jesus
By Kid Rock
Release date: 2007-10-09

11:04 AM - 23 Comments - 32 Kudos - Add Comment

Sunday, July 27, 2008

skipping rocks
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Writing and Poetry


Standing barefoot

on the edge

transparent moon revealing

imperfections

all around me

holding in my hand

the power

to break the spell

the thing that has brought me to bleed

scarlett red

 

sk     ip    pi   ng  



 


       un         ng


bo         ci



 


a              r                 o                  s                  s



 


the surface

release it

and continue to walk the path

wrought with pain

years of being weathered

shaped by you

until there was nothing left

but coldness and a hardened heart

immune to the pain

but longing to feel

something real

within my grasp

I touch you one more time

the smooothness of you

against my skin

a river of tears once lapped at my feet

as I find my strength

and toss you away



 





Currently listening :
Enjoy the Ride
By Sugarland
Release date: 2006-11-07

2:37 AM - 9 Comments - 22 Kudos - Add Comment

Monday, July 07, 2008

As the rain fell....
Current mood: breezy
Category: Writing and Poetry

As  I wait


heartsick


feeling


set upon a shelf


tears, like rain, fall


while doubts float in my head


wondering if this is for naught


feeling like a apparition


I ask myself…


in your life,


even as a memory,


do I exist?


Waiting…


for a call


that never comes


on my mind constantly


you are the one


on my mind constantly


that never comes


for a call


Waiting…


do I exist?


even as a memory,


in your life,


I ask myself…


Feeling like an apparition


While doubts float in my head


Tears, like rain, fall


wondering if this is for naught


set upon a shelf


feeling


heartsick


as I wait


 



miss u

Currently listening :
Lost Highway
By Bon Jovi
Release date: 2007-06-19

10:35 AM - 55 Comments - 70 Kudos - Add Comment

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Unfaithful
Current mood: sympathetic
Category: Writing and Poetry

 A tattered heart


Torn apart


Weathered


Like the rocks of Devil's Churn


Years filled up with a tidepool of saltwater tears


She waits, tormented, for the water to recede


Real love to reappear


He denies me nothing


So she says…..


 





He's solid


Grounded


Like the tide, he pulls away


His love fluid


Seeking solace in the stars


She was never his moon


He denies me nothing


So she says….


 





She searches for answers


to questions


in hidden places


thinking the darkness hides the secret


to her despair


Refusing to see the answers


In the daylight of his actions


His lack of faithfullness


Trust


Honesty


Commitment


He denies me nothing


So she says….


As he denies it all….



moon loves the ocean

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Meat and Love
Current mood: awake
Category: Writing and Poetry

Starving



Raw emotion



Devouring what's in front of me



Watching you bleed out



Brings me solace



Fills me up



With satisfaction



You stuck a knife in me



A fine cut


Claiming I was well done


Satisfied your appetite


 

And then disarded the scraps



Digging thru the rubbish



Who can discern the difference


between



Carnitas y Amor (Meat and Love)





So here is where you can all join in the fun! 



First, thanks Si for the inspiration for this piece…he posted a blog on his page called The 5 minute poem game in which one person would post a poem and then give the next "topic".  The next writer had to write and post a poem based on the topic listed and then give the next writer a new "topic".  When I joined the party, the topic I got was "Meat and Love", lol, thus the piece you just read above. 



So please feel free to come by, read and leave a comment…and if you feel so inspired, please continue the game by writing a short poem and leaving a topic for the next reader. 





I have written my poem….the next topic is "the pictures on my wall"





Have fun!


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Currently listening :
Bat out of Hell
By Meat Loaf
Release date: 2001-01-30

5:48 AM - 55 Comments - 54 Kudos - Add Comment

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Shredded
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Writing and Poetry

Shredded

 

I cover my eyes

Hiding from your judgement of me

What does it matter?

Your feelings you never really 

let me see

 

That is the pain

I think I feel

 The most

The cut that won't heal

The bandaid you won't pull off

The wound you won't acknowledge

A friendship lost

 

We were best friends, the three musketeers

So close, you were like part of me

Undeniably you still are

Sadly now

All I have left to show

From our friendship deep

The scar

&nbs