Paul

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Sep 4, 2008

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 19
Sign: Capricorn

City: here!...or...there!
State: Alabama
Country: US

Signup Date: 12/13/04

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Friday, September 05, 2008

Manipulate
Category: Writing and Poetry

Got a mind full of reasons
Why it's all my fault
Because that is a monster I can kill
shackles around my feet
Don't voych for me
Shackles around my wrists
Close your eyes now
I lean my head down
You look down and walk away
it's at this point
Where I question something for my own sake
It's at this point when it's too late
I just think about rolling down the steps of sanity
My days are like a empty white room
As clean as a whistle
And I'm content just laying here
I just stare and look suprised
Just stunned and unable to move

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

If all else fails just think in a different direction
Category: Writing and Poetry

I make the assumption that there is this expectation that I can't meet/ It's like a title wave and I'm like a light house on a sandy beach/Victory is this leach that keep suckin on me/I wish it was okay to lose/I'm afraid that won't be okay/Okay for you to see/In that case you'll walk by and not even see me/"Unrequited...I love you because I feel like it"but you just tend to run away...to fidget/I've been trying to explain something for years but I can't really say what it is...can't put my finger on it...I just know it exists/I dream of you like I know you/You leaned your head on my chest/like I forgot you ever left/I helped you stand/like I forgot you were drunk/We'll go on our way now/I'm not focused on the things you vision/Just the thought of you holding my hand/Your love is like a title wave against my little light house in the sand/I'll drowned before I know what hits me/I'll drowned before you say you love me...

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

Memories that make you cry a little(video blog)

Older days

....
0lder days

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Poor baby tim didn’t complete his block castle because he couldn’t resist knocking it all over
Category: Writing and Poetry

There is a house once filled with light
I could see everything going back and forth
But now they hide from me
My thoughts used to smile at me
But now they seem so angry
I just see glowing eyes and white teeth
Just waiting for me to make the slightest move
There is a big city
I could see it happening
But I couldn't make it stop
I placed the explosives that I
Acumulated over the years
At the bottom of the highest one
And it started the fall
Pretty soon the city will be gone
And I'll just build a new one
Like before
Please stop this cycle
Like you did before
When I opened the door
The door is wide open right now!

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Until cannibilism kicks in
Category: Writing and Poetry

You've got your reward
It ends with the world
The hungry have open ears
And you feed them out of your mouth
Your tongue feeds them
The little birds never learn to fly
They are afraid they might die
They hear a knock and open wide
To swallow poison
The spot light has it's fangs
A different shade you find
Yet it bites you while you shine
It will get it's full every time
A different shade
This elusive way to own a slave

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Fullness
Category: Writing and Poetry

The water is alive
You drink until you thirst no more
While they gasp on the floor
The doors open and the roaches rush in
The doors close so they feast
The doors open after they are full
And they stagger on their merry way
Every seventh day

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

My spiders (yes, i collect bugs)
Category: Pets and Animals


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My rose hair tarantula started to molt...it took about 8 hours...it was fun to watch...and kind creepy...notice it's two white fangs...they'll stay white until they harden and blacken then they will be able to bite into some prey...crickets, wax worms, mice, small children....ect

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after the poor thing got out it layed there curled up like it was dead for about a hour pushing fluid through its body

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this is what it looked like before all dark and dirty looking because of the dying exo

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This is how it looks now which i think is really cool...it will darken a little more after its new exo hardens but will still be a lot better looking then before

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This is my wolf spider/she'll carry that egg sack for like a month and then the well about 100 babies will ride on her back for about 30 days...they are the only type of spiders who do it this way...later on i'll post pictures with her babies and her...i plan on letting them go when they are of age in my mom's garden to help by killing and eating the small bugs we cant see who would eat the plants and hopefully when they are grown they'll stick around and eat the bigger bugs as well

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When I got stuck in your window

Its good to see
Yet it makes me bleed
Whats a little more
To disbelieve
Knots of fingers
Never to come undone
That game I never won
Surfing down the page
Just to see a happy face
With another beside it
Whats one more little slit
To let out a little bit
A little bit at a time
Till I got nothing left to be mine
It's true I believe
For maybe anyone but me
Years to rehash in a million different ways
I stand firm at the oncoming waves
I don't want to miss something
Just in case there might be anything
Anything at all...

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Monday, August 18, 2008

Sugar gland

marching onward
The plan
To escape the plan
Paranioa, the little needle
The little need
Poking somewhere you can't place
Machines have patterns
Humans have emotions
Or so I thought...
Hear it get up close up?
Little girl
Closed eyes
Under the covers
But the monsters are still there
Just waiting for you to fall asleep
Just waiting to haunt you
Because you invited them
With all you let in

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

So I told them I was sorry and I thought that they wanted to play paintball to

I don't want to see you smile anymore
I just want to see you cry
It looks like there is plastic in your eyes
Like two bright beautiful lies
I see you bleeding
You've been standing
For so so long
You can fall if you need to
You can fail if you have to
And while everyone looks away
I'll wait here all day
I won't grab you but I'll hold you
My arms are open
Waiting for you if you want to come in
And I hope you do
Collapse into me
When ever you are ready
Because I'm not afraid of your wounds

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