Have You Filled Out Your FISA Form?
Current mood: focused
Category: News and Politics

I rarely watch tv anymore. No, not because I don't have the time. I actually have plenty of time, but because I hate what most stations have become…Stupidity pumping depot of reality shows and right wing media so corrupt that if I am seen greeting a friend (Terrorist Fist Jab) in public I may find myself on the "Terrorist Watch List!"

I'm not sure how much the FISA law was covered in the media, but I don't think it was covered enough. It probably should have been cut up in many pieces on our plate and spoon fed to us by our ogre mommy media. Cause it was shoved down our throats by our daddy government and I think we are still digesting what this law really means. I'll explain or here is the link for yourself: http://thinkprogress.org/2007/08/07/greenwald-surveillance/

This new law allows the government to eavesdrop on conversations without warrants. They can listen to our calls, read our text messages, and emails in complete secrecy. The law was originally written so they could wiretap suspicious people communicating to foreign countries, but it was poorly written and allows the government to wiretap anyone.

I am upset this law passed, but with the Bush admin running amuck it doesn't surprise me. I really wish someone on the democratic side like Obama would have filibustered this before it became law, but he is feeling pressure from the right wing community for votes for presidency and so the game of politics is played.

It seems that the American people are still sleeping off the Valium, while Bush and his thugs finish their circle jerk on the front lawn of the White House while spewing excrement on the rest of the world.

Freedom isn't free, nor do we have to bomb a country to keep it! We need to pay attention to our house or we may find ourselves in a riot against our government sooner than we think. 

Peace,

Pdash

P.S. I didn't even touch on the topic that this law grants immunity to the telecommunication companies that helped President Bush with his illegal wiretapping program.         

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Dreaming With a Broken Heart
Current mood: crushed

"Dreaming With a Broken Heart" by John Mayer was playing on my itunes today. Talk about how I have felt the past couple of days.

Here are the lyrics for the ones that won't look it up.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
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Sincerely,
Eidolon Demigod

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H.I.
Current mood: curious
Category: Creative Blogging

Human Interaction!

Think about it.

How much do you require?

How much can you tolerate?

Would you be fine with out it?

Or maybe a very minimal amount a week?

I feel as a human I tolerate very moderate levels of human interaction, but I would rather be left alone and only have a small amount of human interaction. The computer screen is great to hide behind, maybe a new career path for me.

Who is the person behind the computer screen?

Sincerely,

Eidolon Demigod

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Hypersexuality, Nymphomaniacs, and Satyriasis
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Romance and Relationships

What does SEX mean to you?

Too most people sex means intercourse between two people, which I find is a lame broad meaning. My thought on sex is nothing new or revolutionary, but seem to be far and few between.

For me sex is about enjoying my partner to her fullest abilities, while she does the same of me for hours on end. I am not talking about the One-Hump-and-Done-Chump or until we both have orgasms, then roll over and go to sleep. I am talking about enjoying your partner, exploring them, and relishing in them. It doesn't have to be fast or slow, but just a pace we both enjoy, while switching up positions and toys, touching and caressing.

I hear women having 5 orgasms in a night and most people think they are lying, but I can believe them. It's all about relaxing and enjoying yourself and your partner. Once you do that the orgasms just keep cumming. (pun intended hahaha)

A friend of mine says, "I don't eat because I have too. I eat because I enjoy it." That's how I feel about sex. I enjoy it and want you to enjoy it too, but I want to enjoy it all night long with you.

Think about your sex life and how it is.

What does SEX mean to you?

Sincerely,

Eidolon Demigod

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Jaded Heart Pulsating
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Romance and Relationships

Laying next to her in a big bed

She did not feel alone as I did

It was I who could not sleep

Thinking our future is bleak

She promises it is me that she loves

Yet the friend girl stage I can't move above

What is happening to us

My feelings are more than lust

Are hers

It's a blur

What does she think

Are we in sync

Give me the cue

I'll move for you

What is the sort

You I'll support

In every way love, friendship, dollar

Just let me know you be the caller

I'll give you anything it's all yours

Between us let's knock down the doors

We can sit on the shore

And let our love soar

You just have to take the chance

Both of our lives will be enhanced

I am all yours, but you are never really mine

It is my heart felt love you always decline

You can't make the jump

It is me you bump

But why

Do you imply

That there is something wrong with me

I definitely disagree

A woman would kill for a man like me

Why not you

Our love is taboo

I still love you

What about you

You're unsure, you don't know

You still love me though

We are back at square one

Our love is not undone

Just hovering in the air

But I really care

I want this to be more than an affair

Sometimes life is unfair

I may lose this love war

But it's you I adore

For us two

What ever may ensue

I will always love you.

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Job Fair in Melbourne, WTF?
Current mood: calm
Category: Life

Well I have successfully moved to Melbourne, Florida and am currently looking for a job. One of the most annoying task in my life right now. I don't understand what the deal is with this town. I cannot seem to get hired anywhere I go. I fill out an applications and talk with a manager and somewhere in that process it goes down hill. They have either hired a few people or are not hiring at all. All I want to do is be a server! I have plenty of experience, but what the hell! No one will hire me. I am afraid if I cannot find a job in a week in the restaurant industry I will have to resort to some other industry that I know nothing about i.e. construction, lawncare, or pest control. Alright I might know a little about pest control.

I have always been in the restaurant industry. It is where I feel most comfortable at. I love the RI. It has been there for me and I have been there for it, but if it lets me down... I will never return to the RI.

Tomorrow I will go and apply at the last 5 restaurants in this town that I have not been to yet. I will not take "No" for an answer and I am not waiting for any call backs either. I know if you do not get hired on the spot than you are not going to get hired at all. After tomorrow I will hit up Cocoa Beach for a job. It is a little more of a drive, but it is my last resort before going to a more manual labor job.

I will not return to Navarre because I am out of a job. I will return victorious with my own life in Melbourne. I should also be back in Navarre at the end of August because my grandparents will be in town and Cocodries still owes me money.

Sincerely,
Eidolon Demigod

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Cause Tragedy Thrills Me

Imagine standing at a host stand and watching a beautiful young woman with a flowery colorful spring dress on, high heels, her make-up is done right, just enough to hide the wrinkles from being up late all nite with the baby, but not overly done so it looks like her face will fly off with the slightest breeze, her hair is down and looks bright and vibrant, and she has that fresh church look to her, walk up the ramp, while her young husband, dressed nicely, carries the overly large diaper bag in one hand and the little carry along car seat containing the baby in the other hand.

The sight of this amuses me to no end. Some people see this as a new start to a family, while I see this as an end to your life as you know it. Both the man and woman no longer have a freedom of choice and now must also make decisions concerning their little off-spring. There are no more late night outings, intimate nights, or romantic weekend trips with your significant other. You can see this in the couples eyes as well. No matter how well things are going, you can look into their souls and here them cry out for help. Scream for a way out.

I look at this couple in pity. For they just got finished with church and are now having lunch with their in-laws. It is probably the one day of the week that they will go out and get to enjoy food because grandmother is there to take care of the baby.

Why would anyone want to go through this is beyond me, but I am glad I have not made the mistake of having a child or a wife. Life as I know it would be sucked away from me before it really got started. It is these type of scenes that keep me sane. For I know my decisions in life have been right for me. I still have my freedom and no one depends on me for shelter or food. I can sleep a little easier at night knowing I am not going to have to get up at all odd hours of the night to feed a small fuck trophy.

Sincerely,
Eidolon Demigod

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Nikon Coolpix S6 Review
Current mood: pleased

I was in the market for my first camera the other day and after reading countless reviews and playing with several in the stores I decided to go with the Nikon S6. I wanted a camera that could fit in my cargo pockets and not feel too bulky and that was a typical point and shoot camera with a few macro abilities. I only wanted to spend $300, but after playing with the S6 I figured the extra $100 was well worth it.

I could not be more happier with my purchase. The S6 has a large 3 inch powerful LCD display, 6 million mega pixels, several shooting features such as point and shoot with an awesome auto focusing and a panorama option for larger pictures, which is really cool. I can also shoot video with voice recording with my camera and when I say video I mean up to 3 hours for a lower resolution and an hour at high resolution. Oh yeah, this is all with a 1 gig memory card. It will hold 666 pictures as well.

The picture quality is awesome even in pitch black rooms with a flash the picture is still clear. I get great clear pictures indoors, outdoors, and in dimly lit pubs. The macro capability is great too. I have tried it out on several of my reptiles and it really shows the deep rich colors in their scales.

The software that came with the camera is great too. Nikon really does do a great job. I can organize all my photos and put them in different files all with the software as well as touch up the pictures if needed and if I don't like what the touch up looks like then I hit the reset button and it is magically the original picture again. My camera is WiFi capable too. I can just tell it to connect to my computer and transfer all the pictures without having to plug anything in. I wouldn't recommend transfering large video files because it can take a lot longer, but that is up to you.

I would say the only flaws in the camera is the battery pack can run down quickly depending on what you are doing especially with the large LCD sceen and the shutter speed seems to be a little slow in response to the time you press the shutter release button, but other than that it is a solid camera that will never dissapoint an individual taking pictures of friends and family. I have already gotten several compliments on the way the camera looks and how great the pictures look and the latter of the two is the most important when purchasing a camera.

Sincerely,
Eidolon Demigod

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Planes, Trains, Credit Scores, and Automobiles
Current mood: happy
Category: Life

I am a little upset at our societal view on young people. Last week I was in Melbourne, Florida looking for a place to rent. I drove all over town and talked to many real estate businesses and many "for rent by owner" people. We finally found a nice house in a decent neighborhood that would be perfect for me and my sister to live in.

I called my realtor and told him which house we wanted. Unfortunatly the house was not with his office and we had to go else where to sign the papers. Of course, you have to have a credit check and if that goes through then you are pretty good to go with the lease.

So I drive to the otherside of North Wickam Road from U.S. 192. Basically it is in BFE. I took the time to fill out all the requird forms, paid $135 for all the fees, and waited 2 days for this company to call me back. What company PRUDENTIAL REALTY. They said it would take 24 hours to process the credit check, which I knew was bullshit, so I waited.

Two days later I am packing up the truck and ready to head home hoping I get the "everything is good" call. I get a call alright. "Um sorry sir, but the owner does not feel comfortable renting to single people who are in school. We didn't run your credit or charge you for the lease fee, so the money will be in the office for you whenever you would like to pick it up." Can we say discrimination!

Let's look at some quick facts about me.
1. My credit score is 666. Your cut off point is 620 and a 700 score is considered great. My credit was more than enough, but did they check it? No they did not.
2. Not only is my credit score high enough, but I have a car already paid off on my credit as well as a nice truck, which I pay for, and several credit card bills which are not even at the 40 percent debt to income ratio. Also know as revolving credit.
3. I have $5000 saved up and ready to move with. That's more than enough.
4. I am 22 and I have a great credit score. That is unheard of and should have been looked at because it will tell you what kind of a responsible person I am.
5. My father is a mortgage broker. I know a good bit of the system and how it works. Especially dealing with credit. They didn't have to lie to me.

Prudential realty mistakes:
1. Not letting us rent from them through discrimination. They saw two young people walk in and fill out a credit app and called the owner and told him it was probably not a good idea to rent to them.
2. Not running my credit app. They know nothing of me and how responsible I am until they see my credit score.
3. Lying to me about how long it would take to run my credit. I knew it would be about 20 minutes to run my credit.
4. Taking 2 days to get back with me. Geeze, when I came in the door I would have rather had them tell me to just get the fuck out instead of wasting my 2 days.

I had to drive back down there Sunday night after I got off of work and fill out a different lease because Prudential realty are discriminate assholes. Thanks for wasting my time, Prudential realty.

I will never use Prudential Realty ever again. I hate being looked at as an irresponsible young person. Give me a chance and I will be one of your best customers.

Who you should really use if you are ever in the Melbourne area is BANKS REALTY. Especially Frank Mead Jr. He was great and very helpful. I am sure he went out of his way to help us and I e-thank him for that. Now that I live in Melbourne I will always use him for my real estate needs.

Sincerely,
Eidolon Demigod

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Melbourne or Burst!
Current mood: mellow

"He who makes a beast of himself takes away the pain of being a man!"

This quote has been in my mind alot lately and mainly because I have been needing some changes in my life. I have just been stuck in a rut trying to decide what I want out of life and what I want to do with myself. So here is the plan...

I am tired of school and feeling like I am not getting anything out of it, so I dropped out of this semester. I would have finished out this semester, but I became very sick for about a week and that has just set me back more than I care to dig myself out of. I am putting school off for a couple of years because I have other things I want to pursue right now.

I am also not very happy with the area I am living in. The town is a little too quiet and too far away from my hobby that I want to make my job. I want a town where things are closer and a bookstore with a coffee shop in it that stays open past 9 o'clock. Solution! Move to Melbourne, Florida. I really like the town. It is like Navarre, but bigger and closer to my hobby.

My hobby is reptiles. I love them, but all the shows are in Orlando, Tampa, and Daytona. I need to be around those areas if I am going to pursue this as a career. The way I see it is I could go to school and earn my degree and then work for somebody or I could make my hobby my job and be my own boss. I would love nothing more than to get up every morning and deal with reptiles, amphibians, and arachnids. It is much more pleasant than dealing with people. My plan is to move to Melbourne, work for a little while as a server, while building up my reptile collection and breeding them. I also plan to breed and sell rats because that goes along with the hobby and makes a lot of money plus that will help keep the income consistent all year long.

I figure if it all fails I will go back to school and get my degree because school will always be there.

Time frame of all of this will hopefully be over the next three months. I figure I need some money to move and if I work 60 days straight and make $150 a day, I will have $9,000. Should be plenty enough to move with.

Sincerely,
Eidolon Demigod

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