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October 8, 2008 - Wednesday

lay me beneath the roses
Category: Writing and Poetry

When i look past

this pane

i sense a

green coffee mug

ashtrays full of pall malls

yellowing walls

and a smoky vision

of humanity

 

my gaze looks past

the lighthouse

painted turtles hanging

on sea foam buildings

to the visions of

last night's sleeplessness

 

talking to you

while I struggle up

red dunes

fighting stagnant

winds blowing me

upward towards

unknown boundaries

 

feels like today

is tomorrow

or the yesterdays

as i scream

shoot me

lay me down

beside you

 

 

 

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September 30, 2008 - Tuesday

Fuckerpants Douchebag~for Justine
Category: Writing and Poetry

tantalizing words
buzzing
spitting
devouring
any chance
i have
of escape

not a person
but a stupid
victim of
belief in humanity

loving to be hated
loving to be loved
you have
to be the
happiest
fuckerpants douchebag
alive 

Currently watching :
Kingpin
Release date: 1999-05-18

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call me ms. president
Category: Writing and Poetry

put me on a map

and let me take the steps

with nails in my

palms and

syphilis in my brain

raiding and plundering

 

i want to step on you

make my way

knock down norms

create laws where

suicidal tendencies

relate to religion

 

free thinkers need

to rise up

plunge stakes into

the hearts of believers

 

individuality is

in rebellion

we want our minds back

sitting by streams

thinking of peace

 

 

 

 

Currently reading :
The Celestine Prophecy
By James Redfield

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September 24, 2008 - Wednesday

A day at Arby’s..how was your day?
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Writing and Poetry

I was planning on coming home and writing about the Russian build-up in Venezuela and starting a formal discussion because I have no muse to write poetry at this juncture in time….yet, after my day I thought that I would release my energy here

****DISCLAMER****

Boxy was told about this day through text and he said it was bizarre….I would like to point out that he was walking in Little Saigon, with an English chic, carrying a cake shaped like a cock….

So you decide!

This day started off like any other day. I woke up got the kid off to school, napped for a few beautiful hours, got up…did some chatting and went off to work in Garden City (ghetto). Garden City is much like Greenland. I think it was named that to bring people to the area. However, like Greenland it is an industrial wasteland with horrific smells and lots of riff raff. (actual;ly Greenland is a melting ice wasteland)

Every time I work, there is a group of kids that come from an alternative school that have to catch a bus in front of our store back into the city of Savannah. They are in this school because they have been kicked out of other public institutions due to seedy behaviors. They are born to cracked out mothers and no fathers. I understand them. I have worked in the school system with kids like them.

They are a nuisance. I believe they know how to act but refuse to do so. They are used to getting free water cups and stealing sodas and loitering. So when I came to this store I decided to put an end to it. I am running a business not a hangout for the socially unacceptable.

Needless to say I have not been well accepted. However, I have support from my general manager and several higher ups.

So today at 2:30 I did my general running out of the kids. The details are futile here, other than to say I had to set up a deal with the local police to be there and ensure safe and comfortable business practices.

There are other ghetto-ites that frequent the store to hang out and converse with employees. Since I run one group out I have to make them all leave.

This did not go over well with this guy named Keon. (what a name). He is a skinny African American who dresses in black (not cool like Johnny Cash) and has the largest afro I have ever seen. I told him he had to leave the store. At which point he decided to become hostile and mouthy. WHATEVER. But he refused to leave or except my authority in the situation.

WHAT DOES HE DO? Calles me a fucking stupid bitch (his words). Now a bitch I may be…but I am not stupid. So again I ask him to leave and that I would call the cops, who were already on the way for the other problem children.

 

He leaves, but decides to return. I said you have to leave the property you are banned. He says, "I know", and I said leave.  He says why are you still talking to me? What the fuck?  I am talking to you because you are on the property. So upon instructions from the officers I call 911. This guy sits on the sidewalk and stares at me, then rides his bike through the parking lot several times. An antagonizer. ASSHOLE!

The cops arrive 40 minutes later and their main concern is jurisdiction. They say if he comes back call them and they will catch him….SURE!

So I am in the ghetto selling roastbeast and worrying about a drive by. Did I leave the school system for this?

It was nice of the officers to show back up when I left to make sure I didn't get shot. I came home, took a drink or two and popped in the Big Lebowski…

As Walter would say: "You are out of your element"

Currently watching :
The Big Lebowski (Widescreen Collector's Edition)
Release date: 2005-10-18

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September 18, 2008 - Thursday

what cold pewter beads make you realize
Category: Writing and Poetry

lying here I feel

the cold pewter

beads resting on my chest

a reminder that a sheet of

ice is between us

 

i enjoy this feeling

it keeps me sane

makes the ache bearable

 

as i glance about

the room

there is so

much of you

 

effects i chose

knowing you would

value each item

carefully placed

to fascinate

 

i sat outside the

stable of the iron horse

you never came

no debarking

you never departed

 

instead you kept a vigil

at the ice shelf

no amount

of warming

will make it

deteriorate

 

Currently reading :
Women: A Novel
By Charles Bukowski
Release date: 2007-02-27

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September 15, 2008 - Monday

all i have are these four walls
Category: Writing and Poetry