Lyrics to first three songs with In Hollow Earth

This Family (As I Rest)

(Verse 1)
Am I in this family, am I the only one whose working
'Cause we are all falling apart
And I'm tired of holding the weight on my shoulders
All on my own

(Chorus)
To be picked up, I need relief
Stand behind me, so I can fall back
And hold me, as I rest

(Verse 2)
Walking with a wagon full of stones
It's holding me back from letting go
Someone please help me pick up what's left of myself


Seeing Unclearly

(Verse 1)
These thoughts of you remind me of a puzzle
I can't seem to fit you together
Sometimes I think I'm wasting my time
I don't think you care that I'm sitting here in despair

(Chorus)
Crying, why can't I understand you
That's all I want to do
Laying down, why aren't you here

(Verse 2)
When I face reality, I see that it distorts in front of me
And I can't see a thing
No matter how many times I rinse my eyes
I still see same fog that's always held me back


Fights

(Verse 1)
Do you feel like things have changed between us?
Do you feel like there are things that we can't control?
'Cause I feel like we are slowly reaching our end
And I feel like, there's something that needs to be done

(Chorus)
The fights between us, they only pull us down
These fights between us are only holding us down
*repeat*

(Verse 2)
Do you wonder if we'll ever be the same again?
Do you wonder if things can be reversed?
'Cause I wonder if we could rethink our thoughts
And I wonder if we're reaching our end

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A humbling message

I was selfish, instead of doing what was right.

It's easy to take for granted what I've been given in life. I do have intelligence, great parents, a great home, and I haven't been forced to get a job, or forced to do much of anything. I guess it has given me a false sense of entitlement. I think it is time that I truly start to earn all that was given to me in life. I didn't do anything to deserve what I was given, but I have been given a gift. I have no right to keep these things since I did nothing to deserve them, but I am a messenger. I was sent to distribute these gifts amongst the universe, to all life and to all things. I could have simply been nothing. But I was instead born a human and given the gift of life. What was it that gave me this gift? There is no telling. But it doesn't matter. What's important is that I was, for some reason, given these gifts. Whose place is it to say that I earned or deserve these gifts? I should have been given nothing if we're talking about what I deserved. I did nothing in any past life to earn the gift of life. So whose place is it to say that I deserve what I have been given? I do not, in fact, deserve these gifts. But some merciful creator has bestowed it upon me. I live to serve. That is my true purpose. To take what I have been given and distribute it amongst the universe is to leave this place better than when I entered it. Though I walk not as a Christian, I do honor Jesus, a humble servant. I cannot live any longer for the advancement of my own being. To do so is to be selfish and unthankful for what I have been given, which I do not deserve. I owe to the universe and all of life my gratitude. I should not exist, but I do. If I do not serve, my existence cannot be satisfied or justified and I shall never experience true happiness. If I generously offer myself to all others, fully unrestricted, my existence shall be satisfied and justified, and I can then experience true happiness...

For that is fulfilling my purpose here.

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The Greatest Resource

If we all experienced the same experiences as everyone else, we would, quite frankly, be a dull and meaningless species. Thankfully though, every one of us traverses a different route in life and experiences a different combination of experiences than anyone else. A thousand people might be watching the same meteor shower, but each person's interpretation will be totally different, depending on the course they have traveled in their life to reach that particular point. However, at the same time, as different as each of these people are, the majority of them would still probably agree that witnessing such an event is quite a spectacle to behold.

That is because as different as we all are, we are all still human. We were designed by nature to be able to relate and communicate with one another. We are living proof of the most complex and effective communicating species on Earth. It is solely through our relationships with others that we increase our own and each other's well-being. And, therefore, it is only through our relationships with others that we can become the best we can possibly be.

This is a testament to the power of the aforementioned philosophies.

One night, not so long ago, I found myself experiencing one of those oh-so-common times, where, no matter what I did, I just couldn't quit worrying about certain things in my life. I was worried about my relationship with my girlfriend; I was worried about college; I was worried about feeling weak, not good enough, or a failure. I was worried about what it meant if I couldn't solve these problems on my own. I was so worried about all these things that, in fact, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't make any of these thoughts go away.

I finally admitted to myself that I just couldn't do it on my own. I needed help. I needed someone to listen to me. I needed someone to understand me. I needed someone to care about me. I decided to call my friend, Mozie. She is one of my best friends, and I knew she would understand what was upsetting me. Even if she couldn't offer any advice, I knew that she would simply listen, and that was all I asked for.

So I opened myself up to her, and as I told her about all the little things that were going on in my mind, she told me,

"Adam, just listen. You are an amazing guy. You have looks, you have talent, you are intelligent, you are..."

She basically told me all the things that were great about me. She did mention that she didn't want any of it to go to my head (lol). But she simply knew I needed help, and she only wanted me to regain confidence in myself. It was her kind, warm, and generous heart which lifted me up. It was the affection of another, the unrestrained love that can only be found in a true friend that cured my disease.

But that was only the beginning of what she did for me. In that same conversation, she revealed to me a crucial key in creating and maintaining a healthy relationship. She revealed to me the importance of trust. She told me that without trust, a relationship simply could not work. She told me how hard it was to trust someone once you've opened yourself up and then been hurt, but that trust is still necessary for a relationship to work, be it with a friend, a boyfriend/girlfriend, or family member. Her words regarding trust were more than enough to restore my confidence and get me back on my feet; but even then, the full significance of what she told me was yet to be realized.

After finishing our conversation, I decided that it would benefit me to research the word "trust". It's not exactly a word I've explored in graphic detail before, and besides that, Mozie's words had planted seeds in my brain that quickly flourished into a raging jungle of thought and commanded me to seek knowledge. So I did look up "trust" via Google. Initially, I came across many pages that mentioned "trust" in relation with "money"...as in "trust funds". Obviously, that's not what I was looking for. But I kept searching, and eventually, finally, I came across a site that changed my life. Finding this site was like finding water in a desert. My soul was dehydrated, and this was my water.

The site goes by the name "coping.org". Surprisingly, I began by reading the "trust" section of the site. In this section, I found out how trust is defined, why people have problems trusting others, excuses people use not to trust, behavioral traits needed to develop trust, and strategies to improve trust building. Through a simple examination of the knowledge provided by the site, one could easily tell that this site was designed from intelligent people whose sole  intent was to HELP OTHERS.

After visiting the site and sifting through, organizing, and analyzing the knowledge I had just obtained, I immediately began to implement those strategies into my life. And I immediately began to see results. I am also certain that the magnitude of these results will continue to rise as long as I continue to focus energy towards them.

Now...

Let us say I had not called Mozie. How would the course of events have differed? Well, judging from my past experiences, the most likely thing would have been that I would have continued to struggle with myself until I ended up breaking down and crying, and then started to violently repeat particular phrases to myself until I was simply too tired to continue. I could have also sealed the fate to the end of my relationship with Jordan if I had kept my emotions isolated to myself. But because I was selfless enough to seek help, I was rewarded far beyond what I could have imagined. Not only was my friend there to cheer me up when I most needed it, but words spoken in that conversation started a chain of events that eventually led to a positive change in my life.

Like the butterfly effect.

We are an imperfect creation, and we need each other. We need each other's support, we need each other's care, and we need each other's love. We were not thrown into the world to survive on only our own strength, although sometimes, it's hard to see things any other way. We are all unique individuals, but we are all a part of one giant common denominator: the human race.

If we all experienced the same experiences as everyone else, we would be a dull and meaningless species. Thankfully, though, we are all as valuable as the next person. What you bring to the table from your personal experience is worth as much as anyone else's. Don't  ever try to make it in this world alone. Don't ever be afraid to ask for help. And most importantly...always, ALWAYS...be willing to offer yourself to another. There is always someone out there who needs your love more than anything else.

Human investment is our greatest resource. Everyone gives a little, and in turn, everyone gets a lot. And as long as we survive, that resource is infinite.



"...until next time, take care of yourself...and each other." - Jerry Springer

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Haters on the Internet

First of all, let me specifically set this blog up.

I am already aware that people say whatever they want on the internet because they usually don't have to be held accountable for what they say in real life. They don't have to back it up with fighting skills whatsoever. So I'm not surprised by this in the least.

However, there is something important here that I feel like addressing.

Usually, while watching insane Guitar Hero videos or other acts of skilled talent on Youtube, there's always people making comments like (and I will directly quote):

"wow, owning a video game is, IMO, nothing to be proud of. Please do something more constructive with your life than repeating this game 180,000 times until you perfect it."

or

" Your good, but after 700 hours of solid GH, Hot Pockets, and NO women. Who wouldn't be??"

Now there are plenty of humorous comments like

" u guys must jack off a lot...i mean alot"

and

" i bet he masterbates pretty fast too lol"

wait, they were a lot alike weren't they. Anyways, and I see enough praise:

" HAAHAHAHA omg that just made my day man nice one"

and

" Dude. I bow to you tonight."


Now. Allow us to return to those first two comments. These are the types of comments that I ALWAYS feel like saying something to.

Put simply, if you're going to sit here and proclaim across the internet that the only way someone could be this good at a video game is if they sacrifice their social life, personal dignity, and free time, then you are already giving away particular flaws in your character.

First of all, you prove how shallow you are. You show me that you are incompetent of figuring that someone could practice 3 hours a day and be that good. 3 hours a day, folks, isn't enough to give up a social life by ANY means. Now that may not be what the kid does, but you are still proving that you have not considered all options before opening your mouth. For assuming certainty when not fully and thoroughly verifying that certainty's existence is straight up foolish.

Second of all, you demonstrate that all you care about is attention. Wanting attention on its own is not a bad thing; you can have all the attention you desire if you are a worthwhile entertainer of sorts. But trying to gain it by theoretically attempting to put someone else down is not cool. That reveals that you believe in your mind that they are better than you, and out of your selfish desires, you do not like that. So you believe that knocking them down will make you look better than them. That is, in fact, not the case at all. It is only you that deems them better than yourself, and for your lack of respect, you do not exactly attract any respect to yourself.

Third of all, and most importantly, you reveal your inner jealousy. Tightly linked to reason 2, it is your selfish desires that cause you to speak out in degradation against this talented entity.

This particular Guitar Hero player is probably second best in the world and he's only 13 years old. I don't doubt that there's going to be haters. To the average person, they probably can't understand how a young kid can become so good at something. They are probably not that good at ANYTHING, much less when they were 13. So naturally, jealousy arises. They must make comments, such as above, to "defend" themselves, as they feel they must.

Subliminal thought process:

"Oh shit! How the hell is a 13 year old that good at something? I can't understand it! I've never been that good at anything!"

So they struggle for a logical conclusion. Their ego is harmed because such a young person is so talented and they probably don't consider theirself anything of that caliber. But of course, everyone wants to feel like they are worth something. So that is why they must come up with a "defense" for their poor "ego", since their ego is the only chance they have of feeling worth anything.

So in their own selfish defense, they come up with this logical solution (the subliminal meaning):

"The only way he can be that good is if he gives up something SUPER amazing to acquire that skill. Something that a 'normal' person, like me, would not give up."

Translated:

"Wow kid, grow some balls"

or any number of condescending messages to that effect.

Haters in this world simply amaze me. I can't say it plainer.

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Shattering Barriers

Yeah so yesterday was the first time I hit all the notes on My Curse and The Metal on Expert. FIRST TIME now, and I been trying for awhile.

So tonight while playing online, I FC'ed them AGAIN. Both of them. Lol The Metal was pretty straight, he hit 97%, but that 100% just so pretty. But when I 100% My Curse, lmao...the guy just quit playin less than halfway through and watched me the rest of the way. He wins the next song then I pick TTFAF as the tiebreaker. Once again, less than halfway through, he just chills and enjoys the view.

Think about that. This is interesting. I swear, once people know that something is possible, a lot of people start doing it. When Jordan on Expert was finally FC'ed by HellAshes, not very long afterwards, other people started to FC it. Yet it took so long for even one person to do it. Hell, the song was deemed to be "impossible" by the COMPANY to be FC'ed. But once that first person did it, once that first person shattered the barrier, then others followed.

It always takes one person to prove everyone else wrong. One person who must go against the grain. That's right. When everyone else, in their expert opinion, is telling you that something is impossible, you should listen, right?

Well you will never get to prove them wrong if you listen. That's why sometimes, you just gotta go with your instincts. What's worse: make a fool of yourself b/c your wrong, or go along with what others tell you and never trust yourself? I can tell you this: if you follow your gut, even if your wrong, it won't matter. There is a certain satisfaction with following your own instincts that no one else can ever provide you. When they say the journey is more important than the end or the start, well...isn't that what this means?

You are a Christian and I am not. We are debating on religion. I'm trying to get you to question your faith, and you're trying to convert me to a Christian. I have countered most of your arguments. Then you ask the fabled question.

"If I'm wrong, then nothing will happen anyway. If I'm right, I will go to heaven. If you're right, well that's fine. If you're wrong, you are going to burn in hell. So what do you have to lose by being a Christian?"

Your argument is true and foolproof. That statement is as creditable as any. I have no argument against that to change your mind.

Except this.

Maybe I can't say anything to that to change your mind. But I will tell you this.

I have tried to be a Christian. I have prayed, led prayer, been on trips, been to Sunday School, been Sunday Night, been saved, sang the gospel, religiously attended Wednesday night youth (good one I know), done mission work, donated money to God, performed for the church, read the bible, and have tried to believe that Jesus died for my sins, that he is the only way to be saved, that God created the heavens and the earth in seven days, that he made Adam, took his rib and made Eve, and that Jesus is coming back. I have done everything and believed everything.

I have a good life. I have no reason to hate God. I have no reason to leave the church. They treat me like family, some of the greatest friends in my life I've met from church. I always have a place to go, a place where I am always welcome. I have everything to gain and nothing to lose. Plus, I'll be going along with the majority. I'll be in the "in crowd".

So why in the world would I choose to not be a Christian, with all of those positives seemingly overwhelming the negatives?

Because when you have the truth, you can never go back. I understand what religion is. Whether I've wanted the knowledge or not, it doesn't matter. I have that knowledge now, and I can never go back.

The inner desire within me that yearns to have the ultimate truth will not allow me to go back to religion. I am above and beyond it.

So when you ask me that question, this is what I say.

As believable as your argument is, as good as the church has treated me, as popular as Christianity is, none of it is worth what I feel knowing that I have the truth.

I'm telling you. I don't know how to explain it. But all I know is that when you start following your instinct and quit blindly believing what everyone tells you, you will begin to truly live. That's all I can say.

I now leave you with the greatest quote of all time, spoken by the greatest, earliest, wisest, most intelligent philosopher of all time.

"I know you won't believe me, but the highest form of human excellence is to question oneself and others." - Socrates

This man truly understood what finding truth was all about.

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What is perfect?

So perfection is a subject I've been analyzing lately. I don't have much to say about it, but to me, what I do have is significant to my philosophy of life.

Perfection exists in theory alone. It can be infinitely approached yet never attained.

Sometimes I think about what seperates the best from the rest. What I have come to realize is that those who are better at something than the rest are closer to the theory of perfection than the rest.

Picture a skill represented by a line. At the end of that line is a dot, representing total perfection of the skill. If you want to be better at that skill, you must travel towards the dot.

This is where philosophy can get confusing. You can travel infinitely down that line and still not reach the dot.

That is why perfection exists in theory alone.

Now...I know someone reading this has got to be wondering...why is this important?

Understanding what perfection is can help us understand how much potential we actually have. It helps us realize that those who are the most skilled at their talent are simply further along that line than the rest. But since that line can be infinitely travelled, there is infinite potential to surpass the greatest in our society.

Theoretically infinite, that is. Ultimately, our growth can be stunted by the limitations of modern science, aka TIME. But understanding what is and what isn't out of reach is simply a confidence booster, and maybe even a life-changer.

Maybe I'll go in depth later; I wanted this blog to be simple and to the point. I hope you find some use in it. Think about it and get back to me.

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Understanding "Right" and "Wrong"

It is true that we all have our own views of right and wrong. Some may think it's right to hit back when hit; some think that's wrong.

Let us consider murder. To many, not only is it "wrong", it is the worst possible offence to perform; to a few people, however, they can see nothing else more right.

So how can "Murder is wrong" be the divine conclusive answer if there are existing people who believe otherwise? Because the majority says so? Because the Bible says so? Because your mommy or daddy says so? Sorry, but none of those convince me. That's because all three methods of information above have, at one time in history or another, been proven wrong. And so none of the above methods can be automatically assumed correct.

Therefore, I strive to define the true meaning of right and wrong; a definition that can apply to all people. This way, no one will be able to argue against it, and if that is possible, well...then it must be the true definition.

Right and wrong is in the eye of the beholder. That is simply it. For the sake of example, I will use murder since it is probably the one wrong more accepted as "wrong" than any other offence.

You take a gun, rob a store, and shoot the clerk. Shortly thereafter, he dies. You are caught and sentenced to life in prison. Just about anyone would agree that this is wrong.

Three of your close family members are murdered in a drive-by shooting. The suspect, whom has had an extensive hate for your loved ones, is a previous felon, and a disturbance to local society, is tried but not convicted. Everyone in the community, including you, knows the suspect is guilty, but unfortunately, there is no conclusive evidence that links him to the crime. You take it upon yourself to kill him in his house. You are found guilty and are sentenced to life in prison. Most people in the community will feel that your murder justifies the suspect's heinous crime. They would feel as if it was the right thing to do, especially considering if it was them in your shoes.

Of course, the second example is extremely circumstantial, but definitely possible, and me and you are more than positive that similar scenarios have occurred throughout human history.

Now these two examples prove that murder CAN be viewed as both right AND wrong, pending the circumstances. But our legal system HAS to consider it wrong at all times (except declared war on the battlefield, officer vs. armed suspect, self-defense, etc.) because if it didn't, there would obviously be too many of these "circumstantial" cases.

But by the examples stated above, we know in our hearts that not EVERY case of murder is wrong.

So. On to the main point.

I strongly believe with all of my heart that our ancestors left their wisdom in the form of right, wrong, morals, fables, and holy books in order to enrich the lives of as many people as possible.

So, consider murder in this context. Murder is considered "wrong" by the "Bible". "Morals" lean you against voilence and towards strength, character, strong mentality, control, and intelligence. You've seen from many "stories" how murder lives with the performer.

Murder is NOT wrong, because "wrong" is an opinion, as we have proven. However, it has also been proven that those who commit murder usually experience the worst lives afterwards. These people will never be able to achieve the highest levels of human happiness and rewards because their soul can never rest with the consciousness of knowing what they have done. Our ancestors also do not desire that we experience the pain of loss of loved ones before their natural times. No one desires to feel that pain of course. So they have truly devised all of their tactics in order to enrich our lives as fully as possible.

The greatest of our ancestors truly have the keys to success and happiness. If you abide by morals and follow all things "right" and avoid all things "wrong", you will be adequately equipped to achieve the highest levels of happiness, satisfaction, and success potentially possible in your life.

However, it is important to realize that just because society, the majority, or the Bible dictates what they think is right and wrong, that doesn't mean that that applies to everything and everyone. To me, I cannot settle for any less than the ultimate truth about everything. And I want everyone else to have the truth as well.

SUMMARY

Right and wrong are opinions, not facts. But they are guidelines to your own prosperity and the prosperity of others. This is important because it's all about the mindset. If you know that you're doing the right thing not just to go along with society, or not just because "you're mommy told you so", or whoever, but that you're doing it because you want to increase your odds of happiness and prosperity in life, then that understanding allows you to extract more power from life into YOUR life.

Of course, I know that anyone reading this has never/will never murder anyone in their life. It's not about that. It's about having the truth. It's about not just accepting that something is a fact just because "a lot of people" tell you it's true. Listen to the Bell Curve; the "majority" of humans are only average! How COULD the majority be the final answer to all questions? Well, they can't. Not to all things. Sometimes, if you want truth, you have to leave it to those few in the higher ends of the Bell Curve to answer those questions.

Believing half of what you see and none of what you hear is not a bad idea after all.

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Ambition

Personal ambition is the strongest driving force you possess if you decide to release it.

All you have to do is ask who you are living for: them or you?

It is true that this moment is the only one which we are guaranteed. The next is not.

So why settle for unhappiness? Why settle for anything else than what makes YOU happy?

If you are fortunate enough to live seventy years, will you be able to look back and know that you lived for yourself and no one else? By your own standard's and no one else's?

If you judge yourself, you will judge others. If you respect yourself, you will respect others.



So respect your own individual beliefs, ideas, and way of life; you will surely respect other's own individual beliefs, ideas, and way of life.



And then we can all accept one another for who we really are; judging not by standards or expectations, but merely respecting the individuality embedded deep within our own unique souls.



Regulation...control...

Those with the power to follow their own ambition control their own fate. Fortunate are we to live in a society that grants freedom.



That is why we must not take advantage of the situation. This individuality is the beauty of the human race. It is a privilege that all humans should be entitled to. All humans should be allowed and encouraged to promote their own individuality.



Collectors will treasure only the rarest items of their hobby of interest.



The blueprint for every single human being is unique; no one is identical. Similarities may exist; but the genuine article remains unreplicated.



Therefore, should not our fellow humans be our hobby? Every one is as rare as the next one; and as so, each one is as wholly beautiful.



So away with expectations; away with conformity; away with restriction. Allow the beauty of every unique being to be appreciated.



If we all begin to appreciate our own beauty, the appreciation for our peers will soon follow.



Not to mention we will all enjoy true happiness and satisfaction by following our own hearts and ambitions; a practice everyone should engage in.


There becomes a problem when someone thinks they are better than others in some way. He/she has judged themselves and decided they are better than others. Accordingly, he/she must have judged others and deemed others to be lesser than themselves.


We are each on our own journey through life. What we experience, no one else can experience in the way that we have. When we gain knowledge, we are basically acquiring the results of someone's experience from the past. We may have their word; their proof; but never their experience, no matter how great it is described.


The point I'm getting at is that it's impossible for someone else to determine what is right and wrong for YOU. Someone says it's wrong to cuss. Why, you may ask? Because you will get in trouble, they say. But what if you really want to? Sure, they say you may get in trouble. And indeed, you may. But if it is really your strong inner ambition to cuss, then despite what someone else says, despite that they may be right, CUSS! Cuss, cuss, cuss. If you get in trouble, and you determine that you want to change your ambition because of the consequences that you have "experienced", then you may do so at that time.

But you will walk away from the experience knowing that you followed your inner ambition. You sought to resolve that desire, and it is now resolved. It doesn't matter that someone else told you what "they" thought was "wrong". It doesn't matter if a billion people believe that it's wrong. Just because the majority believes something doesn't make it true. It only matters what YOU determine is wrong and right. NOBODY HAS THE RIGHT TO DETERMINE WHAT IS RIGHT AND WRONG FOR YOU.

As long as you spend every moment in life following your ambition, you will live a happy life. If you worry about the future, you are not following your ambition in that moment. Do not worry about things that have not happened; handle each moment as it happens, and follow your own ambition every step of the way.

The final message is that we should not live up to anyone else's expectations; we should not worry about the satisfaction of others, but instead, live for ourselves. Let no standard or expectation restrict our own personal desires in life. This means respecting what you truly believe. By respecting what you truly believe, you will eventually respect what others truly believe, because you will understand that everyone has their own perspective on life. No one else's terms of "right" and "wrong" can apply for you; their terms of "right" and "wrong" are simply the ones that they have defined on THEIR journey. No one can define what is "right" and "wrong" for YOU. As such, YOU cannot define what is "right" and "wrong" for anyone else. The only point is that we all must respect our own beliefs first; then we will respect the beliefs of others. Finally, our entire society will truly appreciate, promote, and respect all individualism.

So follow your ambition.

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The Ultimate Answers and Concepts of All Life: Part 3 of Revealings of 2/8

My ultimate goal here is to explain to you the purpose of life. The energy that is God is in a dimension connected to our physical dimension that we recognize as our universe. This energy wants to grow, become stronger and more dominant. It wants to establish itself in our physical world. The physical world limits this energy's true power, but it uses the gift of life to accomplish its goal. What we refer to as "evolution" is really God becoming stronger and more dominant in this dimension. All theories of nature, natural selection, etc. are its way of unleashing its power further. All creatures' desire to become the most dominant is a direct reflection of this energy's intention of dominating our dimension.

To explore this concept further, our physical realm may not be the only one this energy is trying to establish itself in. I think that the energy source which I recognize as God is somehow in competition with other types of energy sources that seek dominance as well. Scientists have explored a theory that there are energy sources out there that sometimes "clash" together. When this happens, there is a "big bang" in a blank region of some space in which material elements and other matter explode into existence. Maybe the clashes come from the energy sources that are similar to God, and when a universe is formed, the energy sources fight to see who gets into that universe, much like sperm fight to enter an egg. I guess this means its possible, just like sperm, for more than one to enter at a time. Would the effect be similar to what twins are, or other various births? Maybe multiple energy sources enter the universe at once and all try to somehow establish power, and whoever can establish more, well, has more power, and therefore, is more dominant.

God uses the physical entities that embody "life" as resources. As long as a physical body obeys the rules of the physical world, or "stays alive", the energy that he/she carries from God can continue to manifest itself in the physical world. However, when conditions are no longer sufficient to hold God's energy, or "the entity is dead", the energy returns to the source to be applied to a new being sufficient to harness "life", or God's energy. This would explain life and death. Life and death themselves have no direct connection with God, but they are representations of physical beings that can either harness God's energy or not harness God's energy. They are like qualifications. If you are "alive", you qualify to harness its power within you. If you are "dead", you do not qualify to hold its power.

So...despite what I believe of any of this being the truth, my ultimate goal in life is to explain the ultimate. To answer questions that have never been "conclusively" answered.
What is the purpose of life?
How did the universe get here?
How is it all connected?
What does it all mean?
The biggest questions you can think to ask...these are the ones I seek to answer. I remember Dr. Oz stating that he entered the medical field because he knew he would never know all of it. I guess this is the same reason I seek to answer the big questions: I know I will never know it all, and I will always be driven to find the ultimate truth. I understand so many little worldy concepts that there are few things complex enough to keep my hunger satisfied. I think religion tries to explain many of those answers in their own ways, and they use fear to get people to believe it, either to control them or to "establish dominance". Unfortunately, religion is outdated. Most of religion fails to answer anything for me. But I guess some people are not smart enough to know better, or they are not strong enough to trust their own beliefs, or maybe they just really believe what religion has to offer, and if that is the case, then that is a beautiful thing, since everyone is entitled to their own opinions. But please people, can we do it peacefully??!! Can we all please respect each other's beliefs?

About religion, it's just a phase of our human society. I think once we all realize where we came from and once we recognize the energy source I speak of and its intentions, we'll all work together to focus on its goal of dominance, because we will realize the power that it willingly gives us to create with. After that, I cannot predict what will happen. Maybe the same way that energy source seeped into our dimension, we will escape from our physical universe and begin to explore further into the reaches of existence. Maybe one day, we will escape from the energy source's control and into our own existence. Just like having babies is the ultimate way to live forever, maybe the energy source is not everlasting and will die one day. This is its attempt to keep going; its attempt to live forever. God is blessing us with its power and is trusting that we will carry its legacy on. We will become better than it, just as evolution states we will over time. And through us, it will live and become even greater through our descendants, and the cycle will continue as the search for dominance is neverending.

But would this represent the intentions of something even greater?

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The Inner Truth: Part 2 of Revealings of 2/8

The inner truth is the ultimate energy inside of us
It is a piece of the energy force which our soul originates from
This energy source is what I refer to as "God"
Interpret the meaning of the name in no other way than I may describe, for I speak of no god ever described before, but a God in which I am a part of and I believe in, subjected to no views or descriptions of any religion or any outsider
Now...
The power of God, the inner truth, is within us all
Initially, we do not know how to find this power, how to harness this power, or how to tap into it
Our physical body just doesn't know at first; this power is beyond what the physical body can handle; it needs experiences to help it find the inner truth, it needs strength to harness the energy, and it needs wisdom to apply the energy
The more experiences you have, the more inner truth you will find
The more strength you have, the more power you will be able to harness
The more wisdom you have, the more you will be able to use what inner truth you have found and captured

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