RIP to the best princess ever!
Current mood: sad
Category: Pets and Animals
YESTERDAY I LOST MY PRECIOUS DOGGY LILLY.
AFTER DOING MUCH RESEARCH I AM PRETTY SURE (ACCORDING TO THE SYMPTOMS) THAT SHE DIED FROM PARVO WHICH IS A VIRUS THAT DOGS CONTRACT FROM OTHER DOGS. THE ONLY OTHER DOG THAT SHE CAME IN CONTACT WITH WAS THIS STUPID FRICKIN STRAY DOG THAT WOULD NOT LEAVE MY YARD FOR WEEKS BECAUSE MY MOM KEPT FEEDING HIM AND GIVING HIM A TON OF ATTENTION. I READ THAT ADULT DOGS CAN BE CARRIERS AND NEVER SHOW ANY SYMPTOMS FOR THE VIRUS. IF I EVER SEE THAT STRAY DOG AGAIN I AM GOING TO LAUNCH THAT FUCKER ACROSS MY YARD.
IT SUCKS BECAUSE ONE DAY SHE WAS PERFECTLY HEALTHY, CHASING THE CAT AROUND THE HOUSE, TRYING TO LICK UP MY NOSE AND SNUGGLING WITH ME ON THE COUCH AND THEN THREE DAYS LATER SHE IS GONE.
SHE SERIOUSLY WAS THE BEST DOG EVER!!!! (NO OFFENCE TO ROCKY, HES A GOOD DOG TOO.) SHE LOVED EVERYONE! (INCLUDING THE EX HUSBAND...NOONE LIKES HIM!) SHE WAS ALWAYS WANTING YOU TO RUB HER TUMMY. EVERY DAY SHE WOULD GREET ME AT THE DOOR WHEN I CAME HOME FROM WORK AND FOLLOW ME AROUND THE HOUSE. NOW IT IS SO WEIRD WITH OUT HER. SHE WAS ONLY A YEAR AND FOUR MONTHS OLD!
SHE WAS GOING TO BE TINKERBELL FOR HALLOWEEN.
MY SON TOOK IT PRETTY HARD ALSO, SHE DIED WHILE HE WAS AT SCHOOL. WHEN HE CAME HOME HE NOTICED THAT SHE WASNT AT HER NORMAL POSITION ON THE COUCH WRAPPED IN THE RED WINGS BLANKET (HER FAVE) AND ASKED WHERE SHE WAS. WE HAD FOUND A HUGE ROCK OUTSIDE AND JORDAN MADE A LITTLE HEAD STONE FOR HER.
I so strole this from one of my friends blogs
Current mood: hopeful
Nine ways to win my heart:
1. treat my son like you would your own.
2. ignore my semi anal retenive self sometimes. 3. tell me the truth. 4. enjoy the comfortable silence sometimes.
5. treat me like a queen, actions speak louder then words.
6. love to snuggle. 7. learn my "language" i.e. you know what i am talking about when i say, "its that one thingy buy that one thing" i do it all the time. 8. talk to me and be my best friend 9. make me laugh untill my stomach hurts.
Eight things to do before i die:
i just did a blog about that~read that
Seven things that annoy me:
1. people that say the same thing a hundred times over. 2. fake people, if i dont like u, u know it 3. girls that wear pants so tight that crotch it eating the hell outta there pants. ewwwww 4. immaturaty. 5. idiot drivers. 6. parents that kick the shit outta there kids in public
7. people that stereotype me just because i live in a mobile home park. novi is GREAT for that
Six things i believe in:
1. true love
2. karma bitting you in the ass
3. myself
4. my son!
5. patience.
6. treating people like you want to be treated.
Five things i am afraid of:
1. driving on the Xpress way
2. death 3. not being a good enough parent
4. not having another kid before i get to old...32 and counting........
5. not ever being financially secure on my own
Four of my favorite things:
1. my son
2. my chi princess lilly
3. sex
4. comfy pants, a big sweatshirt and thick socks in the winter.
Three things i do everyday:
1. work too much
2. stay up too late
3. dance .
Two things i want right now:
1. hold my bf's hand
2. spend all of my paycheck on purses and shoes, i need a twelve step program.
One person i want to see right now:
1. BOBBY.
Currently
listening
:
Whatever You Like
By
T.I.
Release date: 2008-08-19
DONT YOU HATE WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE A TON OF THINGS TO SAY, SO MUCH THAT IT FEELS LIKE ITS TAKING OVER YOUR BRAIN BUT WHEN YOU GO TO WRITE IT DOWN YOU CANT FIND THE WORDS TO EXPRESS YOURSELF PROPERLY?!? THAT IS ME RIGHT LATELY. IT IS GETTING VERY FRUSTRATING!!!
I THINK THAT I HAVE BRAIN OVERLOAD!!!!!
YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING SO SAD? I JUST HAD A GREAT VACATION HANGING OUT WITH MY GIRL SHAUNA BUT I ALREADY FEEL LIKE I AM IN NEED OF ANOTHER VACATION, AND THAT WAS WITHIN THE FIRST DAY OF BEING BACK TO WORK. WTF!
OH, SOMETHING TOTALLY RANDOM FOR A SEC, TODAY THERE WAS THIS FREAKASOROUS REX OUTSIDE MY WORK DRESSED LIKE A NINJA AND ONLY HAD A BEARD ON HALF OF HIS FACE. THE ENTIRE OTHER SIDE WAS TOTALLY CLEAN SHAVEN. IT WAS THE ODDEST THING TO SEE, HE WAS WONDERING THE PARKING LOT TAKING DOWN LICENSE PLATE NUMBERS.
I THINK THAT I AM STRESSING BECAUSE OF MY BIRTHDAY COMING UP. I ALWAYS TEND TO OVER ANALYZE THE YEAR PAST AND THINK ABOUT THINGS THAT I WANTED TO ACCOMPLISH THAT I DIDNT AGAIN!
I WAS THINKING OF THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO BEFORE I GET TO OLD TO THOROUGHLY ENJOY THEM AND THE LIST KEPT GROWING.
I WANT TO MORE BABIES OR MAYBE JUST ONE.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE
I WANT TO VACATION SOMEWHERE WARM IN STAY IN ONE OF THOSE SWEET BUNGALOWS THAT ARE ON THE WATER. I SAW ONES THAT HAD GLASS FLOORS SO THAT YOU CAN SHE THE WATER. I FELL IN LOVE!
I WANT TO GO ON A CRUISE
I WANT TO TAKE MY SON TO DISNEY WORLD, HE HAS ALREADY BEEN BUT I HAVENT. I KNOW MY SON HAS HAD ONE OF THE MORE BORING SUMMERS EVER THIS YEAR AND I FEEL SOOO BAD FOR THAT (ALASKA DIDNT HAPPEN, WHAT A SHOCKER!)
I WANT TO GET MARRIED...WELL MAYBE.....I STILL DONT KNOW IF I "BELIEVE" IN MARRIAGE YET
I WANT TO GO ON A GIRLS ONLY VACATION. I NEVER GOT TO DO THAT IN HIGH SCHOOL OR COLLEGE, NO SPRING BREAKS OR ANYTHING. I WAS QUITE DEPRIVED!
I WANT TO GET RID OF THIS BRICK THAT SEEMS TO LIVE ON MY CHEST!!!! ITS BEEN HERE FOR YEARS AND I AM GETTING SICK OF CARRYING IT!!
I WANT TO BE SO CRAZY HAPPY THAT I MAKE EVERYONE SICK AROUND ME!!
THERE ARE A BUNCH MORE BUT MY TIME IS ALMOST UP ON THE LIBRARY COMPUTER, MY SON JUST HAD TO COME AND CHECK HIS EMAIL TO SEE IF HIS LITTLE GIRLFRIEND THAT JUST MOVED OUT OF STATE EMAILED HIM. ITS TOO CUTE!!!! PUPPY LOVE!!
Words to live by...................................
Current mood: intense
Category: Life
John Mayer
Say
Take out of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all your so called problems
Better put 'em in quotations
Say what you need to say (x7)
Say what you need to saaaay...
Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead
If you could only
Say what you need to say (x7)
Say what you need to saaay...
Have no fear
For giving in
Have no fear
For getting over
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much
Then never to say what you need to say again
Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open... wide...
Say what you need to say (x7)
Say what you need to
Say what you need to
Say what you need to say...
I just really listened to this song this morning and I can relate to this on so many levels in my life right now!!!
Facts about me!~~~Oh I thought of some really great ones!
Current mood: sneezy
Category: Lazy Friends
Well after reading some of my past blogs I have noticed that I sound like I have had a giant rod rammed up my ass lately!! Which totally is not the case. Things are good, I am not always a flaming bitch I swear!
So I am sitting here happy now that I excaped from work for a second and got a box of Puffs w/ lotion and vicks. AHHHH! If I were at home right now I would so be laying on the couch with my Lilly with a couple of those Puffs rammed up each nostril! It just wouldnt look too cute sitting at my desk like that so I have to wait. I swear everyone is getting sick around here lately. As I type someone is in the bathroom directly across the hall from my office yacking there frickin balls off. I am kinda worried about the poor guy but I am not getting to close in fear that I might catch his SARS or whatever he has going on in there.
So like I said after reading some of my past blogs and noticing that it sounds like all I do is bitch and complain I thought that I would do a lighthearted blog today. I thought that I would list some weird facts about myself that most of you dont know about me. (Except for probably Justin, which yes I know you are going to read this and not comment on it, you think I dont know =)~ )
If you want to add some facts about yourselves in the comments that would brighten my day! Be nice to me everyone, I dont feel good and I am ahead of myself at work so now I am for it to be time for me to go to my doctors appointment. Thank the lord this one does not involve anything being numbed for hours at a time. It was like I had Balls-palsy or something. GRR.
Anyway, I begin....
1. I cant touch raw chicken that still has the skin on it!!! Creeps me out like not other. EWWWW
2. When I eat a Reeses Peanut Butter Cup I always have to start by eating the edges off and then I eat the middle whole. Always has been that way since I was a kid.
3.I love to dip my fries into chocolate milk shakes!!!! Also when I was preggers with my son I loved dipping Fritos in chocolate.
4.I do this thing I call the foot wiggle. I dont even know that I am doing it 99% of the time. I cant either be laying in bed or chillin on the couch and what I do is, well you know how kittens kneed when they are feeding, its kinda like that with my feet. I have been known to do it on whomever was laying next to me at the time. It must be a comfort mechanism.
5. Everyday before I leave from work I have to make sure that my desk is clear and neat and everything has a certain place. I know it sounds so OCD but I cant stand it being out of place.
6.When I was really young one summer day I thought that I could beat my dad in a race, me on my bike and him in his truck. Obviously he didnt go very fast but I was halling ass like it was a real race and I ended flying over my handbars and getting a severe case of road rash!
7. I totaled my first car by landing it on top of a huge boulder in some strangers front yard.
8. I can usually tell a song by the first couple seconds of the music. It is weird I have a headfull of a ton of useless knowledge like that. I can also tell you all about the newest celebrity gossip. ~More useless knowledge!
9. I dance with my puppy Lilly. I know I am not right but I used to do it all the time with Rocky and he loved it. He would put his little face on my shoulder and just go with the flow. Lilly just kinda looks at me like WTF!
10. My perfect vacation would be in Hawaii, staying in one of those bunaglows that on on the water being lazy in the sun and scuba diving and all that good stuff.
There are a ton more but my brain is slowly shutting down on my today. Like I said earlier. Join me in the fun and list some weird facts about yourself in the comments area.
I am off to go make some more Cherry, Chamomile and Cinnamon tea and look busy.
Yeah I am pretty much retarded! I just thought of a few more really embarrassing great facts about me.
11. When I was little I would sit in the front yard and eat grass. I wanted to know what it tasted like I guess, Really doesnt taste like anything.
12. Growing up my grandma used to have two black cats in the corners of her tub in the bathroom and I used to be terrified of them!!! I swear on hissed at me one time. I was the fastest pee’er in the world when I was at my grandma’s let me tell you, I thought they would attack me or some shit. I cant remember who it was but one day someone took me in the bathroom and twisted the top off of one of them and showed me that is was bubble bath.
13. That same grandma used to have a bowl of that fake fruit on the table and one day I picked a fake grape off of it and ate it. What the hell isup with me eating all this crazy shit?!?
ALERT~~~Stupidity levels are at dangerously high levels today!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: grumpy
Category: Life
And the maturity levels are dipping to a drastic low.
For fucks sake!!!!
My day started off wonderfully! Woke up to kisses from Princess Lilly and a huge hug from my soon to be 11 year old son. (I feel old!) I put on a cute outfit that I just got and was looking good and feeling good about things.
Ten minutes into being at work I am in the warehouse unleashing on someone because even though they are in the thirties they still talk shit and bully people. Grow up much? I hate when people talk shit and then deny it. When I say something I either say it to that persons face or admit to it when it comes out. Which doesnt happen that often because I usually just tell it like it is to that person. I dont hold back either when I am really pissed off about something too (like today) So I am sure that I said some pretty offensive things to him. But oh well. Dont talk shit about people close to me. Someone called me a "pitbull in a skirt" Luv it!
I also hate when people tell you that everything is cool between the two of you but then they still dont talk to you and act like you arent even there when they walk past you. Talk to me if you have a problem with me. That is getting really old to me today.
On to the next matter of business......My cute outfit.....I work with 95% all men so normally I just wear whatever is comfortable. I never look like I just crawled out from under a rock or something. But today since I got a new skirt/sweater and CUTE laceup high heeled mary janes I wanted to wear them to work and acutally look like a girl today. Appearantly that is not aloud with out it being some big deal. I am also no aloud to dress nicely unless I am going to a funeral, have probation/court or I have an interview to go to. I lost count of how many times someone asked me if some of those reason was why I was dressed up. Cant a girl just want to look nice for once? Its not my fault your girl cant fit her muffin or cankels into my outfit.....Sorry...my maturity level dipped there for a second. But shit not everything has an ulterior motive to it.
Deep breath..................Ok I am good. Just sick of the stupidity lately.
Things that make me want to chock a bi*ch
Current mood: fabulous
Category: Life
This all stems from last weekend when I was at the mall doing a little shopping, I was strolling to my next store when this bitch in front of me is basically dragging this cute little girl by the arm. She was really tiny and probably maybe two years old. I hear this woman yell to the little girl "Will you hurry up!" She was practically lifting her off of the ground pulling her through the mall. I wanted to take my bag and beat the hell out of the bitch. Seriously some people should not have children! All I could think of is if this woman will treat her this way in the middle of the mall what does she do to her at home? Bitch! Poor thing barely came up to my knees and I am short so you can visualize how small this little girl was. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. It still makes me angry to think about.
While I am on a roll here are some more things that piss me off.
People that go to the gym dressed like they are going clubbing or something and use the equipment as chairs to congregate with there friends around. Seriously, full on makeup and perfumed up, hair all perfectly done! Take the hoe train elsewhere please.
People that use the "N" word, you know what word I am talking about. Plain ignorance.
People that make fun of handicap people. My brother has Cerebal Palsy and I remember one day in high school at lunch he was coming down the ramp to go the lunch room and some dumbasses started saying shit about him not knowing that he was my brother and I unleashed the furry on there asses right in front of one of the lunch monitors and she didnt do a damn thing about it. I probably dropped about five f-bombs too. Dont take stuff for granted, that could have been you in the wheelchair.
OMG! Idoit drivers that text while they are driving!!!!! Are you trying to cause a multi car pile up or something? I am sure whatever you have to say can wait a few frickin minutes untill you either get to a stop light or where ever you are going.
I could probably go on and on but my carpal tunnel is kicking in...
Feel free to add anything that pisses you off in a comment. Vent to me people, I am a good listener.
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