Queen Of Rouge.
Category: Writing and Poetry

This is a poem by Rebecca Mercury Tarjanyi. She wrote it for me at Dr. Sketchy's instead of drawing me. I wanted to share.

"Queen of Rouge"

The warmth of the
spotlight caresses
around her buttermilk
skin
smooth
soft

Berry stained lips
blur my vision
whilst her
shadowed twins
watch from
their cast positions
oozing darkened lust

Sultry flickers from
her widened eyes
she ponders
staring
resting her flushed
cheeks within her
delicate hands

An expression of song
An expression.

www.myspace.com/thinkexhale

Isn't she brilliant!
I was honoured.

xx

Q.M.

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Vulnerable Heart.
Current mood: adventurous
Category: Music

Dave HAmmer wrote a great song called Vulnerable Heart for me, it's not out yet but we shot a film clip at the channel seven studios in December and possibly the most fun thing I've ever done. I put all the piccies up in my Pics section so go have a look.

Finally I shot the promotional photos for it but I'm brunette now!!! HAHAHA wow. They'll be up soon I know I have been quiet but you know that's life.

Also slightly drunk as I write this.

But I'm very proud of this project so I hope you like. 

xx

QM

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Reflections and news and stuff.

Well anyone who knows me knows that I can only do one thing at a time. If I have a shit job, that becomes my life, if I am watching a movie I can't hear what anyone else is saying, if I am upset I can't think, If I'm talking I can't think...

Having said that another little chapter of my life is over cuz I have vowed never to night shift again and I have been recording and lots more stuff will be thrown out soon. I don't know how much I'm allowed to say cuz I'm not the boss but yeah just cause I never reply or even check my myspace more than once a week does not mean I've quit.

I am taking a break cuz I will be actually working on the stuff I should've been working on all along... I have been too busy experiencing to write but now I am writing again because I realised how blessed I was to have the medium of song. Even I hate the sound of my own voice going on about my problems... but when I sing them noone notices and they sing along with mmy problems and go 'I totally relate!" as opposed to "Why do you care? Just who cares eat your dinner!"

I will just say that I invited peole to see me at Miss Rock N Roll the other week so whoever was there knows what happened... But if you weren't I got really drunk, refused to answer the questions because they were dumb and fell off the stage twice. The led to disqualification. HOWEVER, I got a good crowd response and thanks to everyone who spoke of petitions for me to be a wild card but I would never put myself through that again, I don't like being judged on my rockness. I don't wanna be defined, I only went in it cuz I do what I'm told and that's not rock n roll I should've been disqualified just for that. Just for being a yes girl... turned rebellious brat once given an audience.

ANYWAYS. I never stopped writing I just stopped writing songs because I can't express what I'm feeling it at the same time as feeling it. My songs are always quite descriptive so if you crossed my path recently you may find that I'll air it publicly through my music. That goes for you Tony.

Yes I have forgotten what I was talking about.

xx

Q.M.

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1234 Bitches.

One hasn't got no style
So she just steals mine
She likes to imitate my hair, my jewels, my clothes, my smile.

Why does she drop my name?
We'll never be the same!
You're falling short of standards girl
You could never match my fame.

Two's always hangin round
She's listening for the sound
The sound of trouble so that she can slide in.

What does she really have?
And does she think about that?
Her claim to fame is always riding someone elses back.

You got a whole lotta nothin
You got a whole lotta nothin
You got a whole lotta nothin
On me

Now three's a clever one
Her work is never done
She's got connections baby, She don't have to fake it.

She's got the bully tactic
Her moves are so bombastic
She does it all to cover up the fact that she's so desperate

With four it's no surprise
She's always tellin lies
I wanna let her know she's shamin all of woman kind

She wants the boys so bad
But there's just no need for that
That kinda trouble ain't worth anybody's time

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Wow!

Can I just say I am overwhelemed with the messages I've been getting about my original demo!!! Thankyou sooo much for being so supportive and encouraging!!! It's been great to have such a response to a demo recording so raw, but that is what I wanted. I wanted people to hear my songs as melody and lyrics and my voice as it is because I am also hoping to use it as a tool to get more work with other people and also because I have really decided what kind of road I want to take with my music.

THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!

Dr Sketchy's was so much fun!

I got some awesome pictures of me drawn as a superhero!!!!

Royalty.... Superhero...

Geez I'm awesome hahaha

No seriously I only sand one song which was a little mix up I made of 'I am the girl' by Queen Mima and 'Bad Girl' by The Miracles. I did it acapella (sorry if I spelled that wrong, I know ignorance is not cool, I'll look it up), ANYWAYS I had a ball and it went well.

Thank you to the girls that came specifically to see me sing even though you missed me!!!! Gosh I missed out on extra willing audience members! Sucks!

I'm gonna to scan up a picture that was given to me and I know I'll be seeing some others soon they were so great, I'm gonna be a regular there and have more songs cuz it was SPESH!!!!

This was the flyer:



Come next time! It's on every week!

Watch me trying to keep a straight face!

hahaha

xxx

Queen Mima

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What on Earth makes me think I'm a queen?

It's not that I think I'm superior to anyone else.

It's that I know that as a woman I am the queen of the universe.

But I know I'm not the only one.

I think this about all women. And I've said this before. All women are queens, even women who are arseholes.

As long as a woman knows her place, then what she in fact knows is that she is strong and bossy... hahah... Ok I like to talk shit. But I don't TAKE shit, and I don't judge myself based on how other people treat me and will always keep my head held high.

No matter what stupid things I've done I own them.

When I look stupid, I strut.

No matter how many armies of enemies I've had, I've never run scared.

Why should I?! I'm a queen!

And you know if I'm not a queen I'm one of those blow up toys that however hard you kick them down they just get back up again all the time. I get mail on MySpace with the most amazing attempts to knock me down. Like, did you know my boyfriend is cheating on me?! And as a point of fact I am actually pathetic because I am still with him. Last time I checked I didn't have a boyfriend! Why do I have to be cheated on when I don't even get any love in the first place?! Hehe. Imagine if I did have one. He would have a bruised arse right now.

A woman is a queen when she stands up for the truth.

xxxx

Queen Mima.

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First performance.

Friday night was the ShotWithDesire.com Launch party.

I performed an original song called "Your Love" and a cover of "Total Control" by The Motels.

The event was a complete success so I was able to be seen by heaps of people. I was lightly toasted.  But the event was sold out and I shared the stage with some brilliant acts e.g. The Tranny Cops (my favourite), Scarlet Fever, and Gurlesque.

You should see the website: ShotWithDesire.com.

Was a pleasure.

xx

Queen Mima

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ShotWithDesire.com Launch Party.

I will be performing two songs. Second last, right before Mz Ann Thropik.

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