I'm 27 now!!! (show me my opponent)
Current mood: cold
Category: Life

Damn. I'm getting old. Just wanted to put that out there.

OKAY. done.

I don't really feel any different now that I'm almost 30. Just missing a few hair follicles. It's to the point where I don't bother to count them in the shower. *it really isn't that BAD, but I do seem to talk about it a lot*

I guess that I've spent the 12 months between the ages of 26 and 27 realizing a few different things.

1) sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. I mean what artist wants a 9-5? NOT ME! But you gotta do what you gotta do in order to handle your biz. At times I feel like I'm letting the creative part of me go in order to handle my business...but the art will prevail, I'm sure of it.

2) a couple a good dates and some good a** does not mean you're in love. HA. nuff said.

3) MySpace IS NOT relationship friendly.

4) I do not become any less shy as I get older.

5) moms is mo' crazy as she gets older.

6) my father will never call on my birthday.

7) I will NEVER break the 1yr mark in a relationship.

8) 99.9% of people lie/cheat in their relationships. (I'm sure of it!)

9) I have less headaches when I just don't give a sh!t about people.

10) I spend too much $$$ bullsh!t.

short blog...I'm sleepy. I have a test in the morning. work. ugh.

Currently listening : Some Kinda... By Dwele Release date: 04 October, 2005

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Welcome to the south Renny
Current mood: grateful
Category: Life

I've been in Macon, Georgia for exactly ten days, and I swear that I've never EVER been so uncomfortably comfortable. Did I lose you on that one?? Well the comfort part comes from the wide open spaces (the shit the Dixie Chicks sing about), the evergreen trees, the souther hospitality, the smell of fresh air minus the smog, the Georgia peaches, and the nigga slangin' boiled peanut slash watermelon from the back of his raggedy ass truck. The uncomfortable part comes from the friggin' HUGE ass waterbug/roach looking things that chase my foot during my 2am piss, or the spider/cricket thing that my son screamed for me to kill...in other words...THE BUGS OUT HERE are from Mars or some shit. Most MEN probably aren't too worried about that...but I have a fear of small critters yo! I am going to Walgreens today...I am getting every can of Raid they have...If the cricket Raid doesn't kill ya...the spider Raid will ZAP THAT ASS! Next...

Of course I am out here looking for a job...I mean, what self respecting 26 year old is trying to ask his moms for $52.00 to fill up the Acura??? Aiight...I know half you muh fuggas probably would! I have pride though...I will hoof it before I ask HER for money...she charges interest! I think I owe her $15 for a 59 cent back of Bubbalicious from '89!!! note to self: ask mom about the balance on that pack of gum asap!

Yesterday was Father's Day, and I must say...it was a great day for me. I mean shit, a nigga do got two kids! (Yes, I said "DO GOT...") We didn't do too much, but hey, it's the thought that counts. We had baked potatoes in the food court of the Macon Mall. Not that the other restauraunts were packed, but I figured me being soooo damn smart, I'd just wait another 5 years until my son is working before we go OUT on Father's Day, that way, his lil ass can pick up the tab! haha and I am not ordering cheap shit either...LOL PLUS I am getting an appetizer and salad...yeah nigga.....haha

After we ate, we went to the arcade...I handed him ten dollars and let him go CRAZY in the arcade. You'd think he'd play his damn PSP and just keep the ten dollars...but nooooooooooo he wanted to play THOSE video games! So, he's all amped and shit..."Come on Daddy...come on....watch me play this game!" Of course I'm excited too...I mean, these are the PRICELESS moments I'm probably going to forget after I go senile in another 50 years. haha

Anyways...Jay (my son) drags me over to THE OLDEST Sega - driving game that they have in the joint. I mean, I think I USED to play that shit back when it was a quarter! He puts in his three tokens...selected his car, selected his track...(the easy track...a fucking perfect oval), and when he started playing...he was pretty good! I mean he was sooo damn good...he kept getting the time extended bonus EVERY LAP!!! He was the ONLY car on the track...so, next think I know...he has like 400 sumthin seconds on his lil ticker-time thingy! I was like SHIT..come on Jay...wreck the car...crash...do something!!! lol he just went in CIRCLES, CIRLCES, CIRCLES...I looked at my watch...almost ten minutes later..."JAY, DO YOU WANNA GO PLAY ANOTHER GAME BUDDY?" "Nah, I'm good dad! Watch me...look Dad...Look!" After a few more hundred seconds of that...I convinced him to let it go...haha I only had to give up two more dollars in tokens for him to leave. MONEY WELL SPENT!

Anyways, lemme go look for a damn job...

two of em! peace poets!

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