movies and random stuff
Current mood: amused
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Just watching the movie See No Evil Hear No Evil with Richard Pryor and Gene Wilder.  So far its really good.  It reminds me of Beverly Hills Cop though in the over all theme of the story I'm not quite sure why though.

christmas was fun though we went trail riding enjoyed the day ran my bfs leg into barbwire all that fun stuff. Things went so well right on through that too.

That snake on the bad blind guys is really cool. Though the gun fight with the two blind guys is rather rediculous.

The captain is great in the end he has my outlook on things. 

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people suck
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Pets and Animals

have you ever tried to make a deal with someone and you both walk away saying that you have to discuss it with someone else or think about it?

i did that thinking that we had come to the understanding that we both needed time to work the deal out about a pair of horses i wanted to buy.  sounded good to me and i talked it over with my friends and they suggested another way of going about it the made more sence to me.  so two weeks later i aproached the person about the other suggestion that had been made and she flipped out.

she got all bent out of shape cause she made all these planns and she had already bought another horse and how she needed the money from the deal that we had made earlier.

one problem there was no deal there was an "okay well i need to think about it"  thats all no handshake nothing in writting nothing just a thought of "that might work"

now on one hand i can understand that this person took out a loan and made the arangments to get this other horse but at the same time she made them without an actuall deal of any kind for the pair she wants to get rid of.

i would love to get the other two horses and work with them and it would be one thing if we were talking about a small sum of money but when you tell some one that you would prefer to make payments or wait till you have all the money up front... i think that would lead ppl to believe that you need time or you need to work out a firm deal.  esspecally when you only mention that amounts that you r talking in passing and then say well we can work that out later we both need to think of how we want to do this.

now at this point the deal is off and i have a woman who is very pissed off with me who happens to live right by my job.  now grant it that wouldn't be that bad however training horses is a very big word of mouth kind of thing so letts just hope i still have clients out there by next week.

now i have been asked many times why i do not like ppl or why i prefer horse to humans on most days.  Well ladies and gentlemen this is it.

people will stab you in the back, they will turn on you, they will yell at you and ruin your jobs for something that is their falt in the first place, and that you had no controle over.  And then you also get those lovely people that just want to use you and cut you loose the moment you seese  to be of any value.

and that is why for today (cause they come up with a new one every day) that people suck.

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guys
Current mood: frustrated
Category: Friends

i don't know if it's just me but i know way too many mellow dramatic guys.

i have been one of those anti-dramatic people for as long as possible and you know what the funny thing is the guys i hang out with are the ones that bring all the dramma around.  i have had more problems with guys pms.ing than any of my female friends ever have.

i know the guys always complain about dramma this and dramma that. and they're the ones that cause it.

like i said maybe its just me but thats the way things seem to be going for me lately.

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Job or lack there of
Current mood: restless

You know one thing that annoys the hell out of me is not having a job.  I hate not being able to earn any money to help out.  I hate not being able to go to work and come back tired.  I was so bored the other day I did the dishes.  I hate doing the dishes.  At this rate I will have taken every cheezy test on myspace that there is.  I need to start work and soon.

The good news: I start at Pizza Hut tomorrow.

The bad news: Things might not go over so well with my current ride to work and if he gets himself fired I don't have a way to work until I get my truck back.  I don't think its a bad thing if it happens he has good reason for leaving but still it screws me over until I find another job.

Either way things could get interesting. 

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Things i find amusing
Current mood: amused

Did you know that if you look in the phone book in the blue pages there is a listing for a Love unit under home land security.  I find that amusing and honestly i wonder what is that for?

Did you know that in dallas tx a radio station will play "Crazy Bitch" and not bleep anything out but when "I Write Sins Not Tragities" comes on they bleep out the god in god dam?  Again that is amusing and yet so piontless to me. 

Did you know that if you do a search for anything on the internet you will get about 90f usless things that have nothing to do with anything but it has a "key word" so it has to be something relevant.  I find that frustraiting and at the same time amusing to think about how many hours are waisted on the internet looking for something that you most likely could call information and get exactly what you were looking for or atleast the real web site. 

I don't know I just thought that those things were amusing and as bored as i am i figured that i would share it with anyone who reads this.                      I'd also like to add in the fact that due to the fact that the radio stations in dallas really are retarded i am listening to one of my favorite stations in florida.  Hey what ever works.

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Wasted Pity(tell me what u think)
Current mood: calm
Category: Music

Wasted Pity

Dedicated to my father, though he was not a rock star he was a great musician this is for him.

They say pity is a wasted effort.

I ask who do you waste it on?

Do you waste it on the bum on the street?

Or the rock star on the stage in front of you?

I say the rock star.

Because he (or she) has everything at his finger tips:

Drugs, money, girls, parties, cloths, drinks.

Because he lives in another world.

A world full of greed, lust, and one with out people.

Monsters lurk in every corner:

Users, abusers, everyone that wants of him.

And those that are true friends are never evident

until he falls.

Those that want whats best for him are often

over run by the greed of others.

Who can he trust, how dose he know.

His head grows his ego can not be contained.

He is too good for family but not for drugs.

He has moved on to those worthy of his new

spot light.

Marriage becomes a move for more media attention,

or better political leverage.

What was once a role model for teens is now a drug

addict who cusses on stage and talks of getting high.

A simple home is too small.

More room is needed for parties.

Food becomes more and more expensive.

The drugs become part of your life overtaking you.

You live to perform.

To be treated like a god.

Everyone loves you for what you do for what

you have.

Because to them you have it all.

To them you have the perfect life.

But truly for this I pity you.

You will never know what true friendship

is until you hit rock bottom.

You will always think deep down that there is an

emptiness within you and you will never be able to

buy something to fill it.

You sing of love but will never be sure

you have found it until trials come.

You will be burnt out and in the end you will

have nothing but an empty house and the

memories of parties.

You will loose sight of why you perform and unless

you find it again you will be empty and never

know why.

You will blame everyone that was around you or

even the drugs.

And all the while want for the life you grew

to hate back.        

Until one day you snap.

The next question is when you do break

Will you realize that you can perform

Without all the drugs and drinking and girls;

Or will you wallow in self-pity until you kill

Yourself; or until someone helps you.

Some people say pity is a waste of time.

I ask who do you waste it on?

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thinking
Current mood: chipper
Category: Blogging

I've been sitting here trying to figure out what to wright and I would really like to know why.

Why do I put so much thought into something that I'm not sure if anyone reads.  I'm one of those ppl that is offten guilty of over thinking things (and also for not thinking at all).  Aside from the few friends i have on here that I know I don't care what the ppl I don't know think really.   Sure I love hearing (or reading) your coments but since u don't know me your advice is not as productive.

Honestly I just like to type out random things and since I have nothing that is agrivating or making me angry or depressing me I don't have anything to type about.  So HA! I just make u waist time by reading this.:)

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annoyance
Current mood: annoyed

What is the plroblem with latin guys?  Note: if you are male and of latin decent this may or may not be intended for you. 

A coworker askes me out and I say no.  You might say that that would be the end of it, but no.  He settles for asking me out several times and then hitting on me.  It's not exactly okay but he only stays at work for afew days every few months so I've figured out ways of dealing with him.

So then the new guy comes I've bloged about the first time he asked me out well he asked again.  The bright side to this one is that he and I don't see each other very offten and he dosn't talk to me when the other guys are around which is almost all the time and even when they're not he still keeps to himself a lot.

The problem they both won't leave me alone!  What is so complicated about "go away" or better yet "get lost"?  I've been growing out my hair and it's gotten long enough to where it up in a pony tail.  I took it down because it was loose and right when I was about to put it back up when who should walk around the corner but the guy that won't stop hitting on me.  So for the rest of the day it was "take your hair out, please?" though the please was left out some times.  Then came the "why not don't you know you look sexy?"  The guy is as old as my mother!!!!!  ewww!  Then started the "Don't you want to look sexy?" 

For starters I am not that attractive.  Secondly I don't worry about looks who cares what anyone else thinks.  If I am comfortabel then I'm okay.  I am the only one that I know of girl wise that walks into her closet walks out dressed and is happy.  So no I don't care if I look "Sexy."  After he tells me I am different I threten to call him Fez if he dons't stop.  I doubt he knew who Fez was but it got him to shut up so it's cool. 

The only problem: The relief will only last until the next day I work.  

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Family
Current mood: content

Everyone claims they have the weirdest family and hen someone else comes up and takes the cake.  So in honor of old traditions I'm going to take this oppurtunity to tell you a bit about my family.

  On my dads side you have the traditional but none the less odd Mexicans.  When you go over to visit there is usually a party going on.  Which means that there is a goat on a pit in the back yard and the only reason it's back there is because there are too many cars in the ront yard.  When there are not parties going on my gradfather is always grilling something and making venisn jerky.  that sounds great right?  Sure as long as you don't mind walking past at least one if not up to five dear bleeding out.

     My grandmother is a happy large woman and if you ever go and spend time at her house you are garenteed to gain about ten pounds.  Word of advise always go there hungry cause wether u r or not dosn't mater u will have to eat or insult her which is not very advisable. 

     My aunts and uncles on that side r loud and always in a hury.  There is never a dull moment with them either.  If you hate drama then don't go there.  They are always in compotition with one another if you go there bring an extra bag if you go shopping then you will come back with a crap load of stuff. 

Thats not that bad do you say.  If you have ever seen the movie Big Fat Greek Wedding then you will understand what I mean when I say that my family makes that movie look normal.  If you change around the nationalities to Mexican and German then you have my mother and fathers wedding only add another pastor because the service was bylingual. 

Then there is my moms side of the family.  They are the normal PA farmers good John Deer people.  They go to church every Sunday and are a huge part of the Brouthern In Christ Church.  They seem normal and they probubly are.  

The holidays are fun with that family.  Or at least interesting...

First thing No Drinking, no drugs.  Oddly enough it's a great time.  The family all meets at the old farm house and my great aunt sits in this chair that she and my great grandmother used to fight over.  Trying to get her to move is about as likely as moving a mountain with a toothpick.  My cousin Dick has to gorge himself on all the dishes that are served at the lunch portion of the meals (and there are three). 

Christmas dinner for example consists of three types of turky two kinds of ham and at least one form of chicken.  Vegitables usually come in about five to six different dishes cold and heated.  Then there are the potatoes mashed roasted and sweet there are about three differet plates.  And after all that there are several random side dishes pickles, olives, carrot stixs, ect.  Then comes deasert, five kinds of cookies, three to five pies, fruit dishes, and some other types of sweets.

After that it is catch up time and all the family sits and talks while the most of the women do the dishes and the teens go out to find things to do around the farm.

This consists of anything from throwing chickens from the second story of the old barn and watching them flap all the way down to shooting low powerd beebees at ducks and watching them chase around my brother.

This is followed by games and more quality time with the family.  My grandfather and his brothers start comparing their knowlage on the latest John Deers and other tractors.  My grandmother and her sisters and inlaws compairs the latest thing that they are collecting and or that their hustbands made for them.  And if they really want to start compeating they break out the latest thing they made.  All of this is done in a happy light hearted maner so no one is offended, that would just be a real downer now wouldn't it.

To put it simply I scare both sides of my family because I am the only kid that dosn't act happy all the time.  O well thats my family or at least a quick over view.     

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i don't know
Current mood: awake

This is random but so has the rest of my day been so anyway.  7 11 has issues.  I think that or they r the issue i'm not really sure and i don't think i want to find out.  First they fire my x for stealing something which he didn't then they suspend my friend for getting sick and pukeing his guts out.  Is there anyone else that sees the issues here.  But don't worry its all good i didn't apply there yet so at least i don't have to worry about turnign them down. 

     Also I just found out that only about 29 ppl have ever read my blog so I'm still waiting waiting for someone to care enough to leave a coment on any of my stuff .  No idea what that has to do with anything but thats ok cause...I don't know.

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