good evening
Category: Friends

good  evening  my friends 

I just  get  home from  a weekend trip and  will start  to read  the  blogs  

but

it  seems  my space mest up again  

most of  the  blogs  are  postet

7, 8, 9, 10  times  wow   

so I read my messages  and then I am  going  to bed  for  have  a bit  sleep

and 

tomorrow I  start again  to check  your  blogs wish  everybody a good  night  

elke

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marcus
Category: Life

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at the blade along  the red blood runs
The gap painful wound
now is irrelevant Everything lives
only a last sigh from his lips

Pain deep-seated
The hellish torment

and
he is alone
with his broken heart

performed exact 8 pm

a last fatal cut

And his fears and worries
he took with

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we are smarter then politicians are we ? just thinking
Category: Life

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coldness / or is it

the coldness

like behind  a Tunnel-vision ... ?

and time Entrepreneurship

is it

Autumn

deep winter

wet and cold and alone ?

or is it only

the pain which hurts you still death

(by reaggyqueen 2001/2008)

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today 9.56pm

hello  my  friends 

it  was  a long time  ......

the  storm  hit  us  and  electricity /internet  and  water  was  gone

I have  electricity and  internet back   today 9.56 pm 

but wer are  not sure if it is stabil

I will be back tomorrow  if  everything is stabil

hopeful all my friends here in texas  are  ok

will check you  soon

thinking on everybody  and  send

love and  peace 

elke

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Awaking ?
Category: Life

In such moments there, we tear the eyes up.
In such moments there, we hold ourselves the hands before the mouth.
In such moments there, our souls burn, race our hearts
and we begin to howl,
until the stupide everyday life has us again,
with ours oh, so important little  problems.

In black and white they lie before us, the truths.
On the paper brought and with a direct speech

around the clock on the television too

multicolored in all colors with our eyes to see

what storm and flood  does to us

In such moments there, we tear the eyes up.
In such moments there, we hold ourselves the hands before the mouth.
In such moments there, our souls burn, race our hearts
and we begin to howl,
until the stupide everyday life has us again,
with ours oh, so important little  problems

The time runs off,
the tendency is clear.
It does not help
Hiding places or displace.
such pictures,
show clearly clarity, which rare one finds

Awaking?

to dangle over a precipice in the life,

throws in such a way some from the course.
but it is good to weigh out with a spark confidence
and on the own luck that one will create it „finally ".

does that  leaves
now a good taste?

and if we believe to remain

that we on the distance, in the center.
and die a slow life.
then are we,
in the search for other ways
and we search  that Air for breathing,
in hope our burned souls to cool

oh yeah

In such moments there, we tear the eyes up.
In such moments there, we hold ourselves the hands before the mouth.
In such moments there, our souls burn, race our hearts
and we begin to howl,
until the stupide everyday life has us again,
with ours oh, so important little  problems.

In black and white they lie before us, the truths.
On the paper brought and with a direct speech

around the clock on the television too

multicolored in all colors with our eyes to see

what storm and flood  does to us

(oh  yeah   sometimes  my Irony bite me too

by all sadness and sorrow)

by reaggyqueen 2008

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only a little light / just mark it
Category: Life

there is no other  word to say
there is no other choise to make.
let it go
let it go
there is no reason to stay
no reason to stay

let it go

let it go
.
this is not the  end
it is not a start.
there is no reason to stay
no reason to stay

nothing as you  want it
nothing as it seems
but
reach out the clouds
as it is never gonna be to far  away

let it go

let it go

there is no reason to stay
only a little light
in the distance
they is no other word to say

only a little light

in the distance

there is no other choise to make

just mark it
and jump again

by reaggyqueen 2008

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9/11
Category: Life

so many people  have to deal with

the  new coming heavely storm

right now 

right now

so much people  maybe  lost    home or  die

by flood and storm

right  now

but  I cannot  forgot  9/11  past

where human decide

that humans must die

why this insanity?

was it because different  thought

because they different were

gives to this  insanity a sense?

or is it an irony insanity

it fell  a tower

it fell a second tower

and with the towers

tousands of humans die

the dead ones were to be hardly still counted

the pictures, which converging towers, I will it never forgotten

they are as burned in me

mine live, continued
also if the death of  9/11 is now a cruel history
the world continued to turn

but we will not forget it
and these airplanes, which flew to our eyes

it tore our heart up .........

9/11 such a sad day for

sons
daughters
Fathers
mother
families

 friends

such a sad day for the earth

and all helpers

which was trying so helpless

to find some life in that dead-fire

and hills of stones

so many people  have to deal with

the  new coming heavely storm

right now 

right now

so much people  maybe  lost    home or  die

by flood and storm

right  now

but  I cannot  forgot  9/11  past

where human decide

that humans must die

(by reaggyqueen septemer 11 / 2008)

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dark is past
Category: Writing and Poetry

dark is past
for you is the time of the darkness past
because the breath of the love brought you the light
from your rigidity you are awoke
pain passed and became dull
the breath of the love became your light
which the tank put down
and now you can life in the protection of love



(reaggyqueen 2008)

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no title
Current mood: creative

by innumerable torn time-routes
beat a heart suffocating slowly
between shade of the ticking minutes
where the yesterday with the morning paired
like viscous blood in the cut time-structure
as if the today is forgotten
pretend episodes past life
during our fantasie the innocence loses
whisper still green sheets between dry branches in vain
as if spin-weaving gently our skin will stroke
fall the cold tears on our dreams
and shivering we wrap ourselves in silence


(by RQ 2008)

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tomorrow
Category: Writing and Poetry

tomorrow I will stretch out.
tomorrow will I relax

Out.

Away.


Away from the house
and of the everyday life.

Off.
I go to an island .

for thinking.

Over me.

Over my future.

over the future of the world.



I want to only stretch.
I just want to relax.

Switch off.

Me recover.
will recovering me.

Walk.

Swim.

walking.
swimming.
alone


simply,
into the day-inside live.

Well meals.

good music

let My soul fly.
will fly away.

and
English skills sketch up.


besides ,
I meet you


At the beach.

In the hotel.

At the pool.

In the city



Coincidence?

Adding?

I will see you.

But probably,
do not notice

because
my thoughts are elsewhere

and to much busy I am

but

then I meet you

In the evening at the restaurant.

Directly at the entrance.

It was only one table free.

Coincidence?

Adding?

We will sit together

talking

laugh

Philosophieren



We meet

At night in the bar

Intentionally.

Arranged.

We will dance

talking

laugh

Philosophieren

flirt.


then I lie in your arms.

my head at your shoulder.


we regard.

read in our faces

A content smile

imperiously our lips.


but still you ask me.
and I ask you quietly

without words




What do you look for?

What do you look for - by me?

Warmth?

Security?

Tenderness?

An adventure?
Sex?



Or is it

Love?



(by Reaggyqueen 2008)

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open letter to my dear friend Irish-man-erlin as answer to sweet sweet germany over everything
Current mood: sad
Category: Blogging

oh my dear friend
irish-man

the love to a country is exactly the same

as the love to a partner.
man or woman

and the love to the family
brother, sister, uncle, aunt,

father, mother,grandpa and grandma

etc. etc. etc.

well
and I hope and wish however much for you,
that you are never disappointed, into your love to my homeland

deeply from my heart
I wish me for you
that you always will find
the peace and the freedom
purity
and the civilization
in this country you  do love
in which I grew up and was  born

for me it is already  too late

to late  because my trust is gone

I can only
the beautiful landscape in my homeland
still see

my trust to this country is gone

is gone  and cannot be repair

too much  has me that
( in your eyes and in your heart
so beautiful)
Country and so many German humans
deeply dissapointed and injures

the wounds are deeply deep
and the scars still for a long time does not heal


I would  never, that you must feel

this dissappointment and deep deep  pain.

yes, the wounds are deeply deep
and the scars still for a long time does not heal

hopefully
you can  your live long,
only see this light you see right now

experiencing

and,
like your perception

because the darkness and the shade
also will  deeply injure you
in this country

this is  why  I need  to pray

that never ever

never ever again

this

sweet sweet germany

anymore hurt so deep

one of my friends

not my Irish one 

or you erlin

and  not any other friend

with different nationality

oh no  my dear friend  Erlin

I never forget my sweet homeland

but it was for me

not the  best place on earth

and I am so sorry about

that I am the one

which need to say different

but

I am so thankful for that  you will back up me

the time of your life

my friend

same I will do for you

if my sweet homeland will hurt you

but  dear friend  Erlin

long as you can hold on

your dream

hold on

even

if I cannot say

Germany over everything

but I can say  real loud and  for everybody to hear

Love

freedom

and Peace

for each one

and each nationality

over everything

Oh  yeah ....

the love to a country is exactly the same

as the love to a partner.
man or woman

if you will be hurt to much

you lost your  trust ...

(by Reaggyqueen september 04/2008)

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my home is a shelter
Category: Blogging

lol ... my home  is a shelter  ..

but 

not  only  for  those  people they came

on sunday and  monday as hurricane gustave hurt them

and  by all sadness from sunday to yesterday I had

as I lost a young girl which was for me  like  my own daughter

and a day later I lost a  wonderful friend 

my life is one side  real funny to the same time .

sunday afternoon I just came  home from the church

a homeless cat knocks on my door

yes, she really knocks on my door

I saw, she  was pregnant

want feed she out-side  but she want go in the  house 

so I let she

my house is a big  house  with real big rooms

kitchen 

2 bathrooms

2 guestrooms

office 

musicroom

 my own sleeping-room

and two smaller rooms I use as storage

also two smaller restrooms

you see  place and room enough

and all doors are open

and the homeless cat  goes from room to room

and I let  she  ..

what was maybe a big  mistake

maybe  ten minutes after she had check room by room

she jumps in my sleeping-room and in my bed

even if  enough other room and much place

she  want my bed and room

around 5 minutes later  5 baby's  was born

the mother  looks to me as  if  she want  say

"now  here I am and I stay "

a homeless cat show me in my own home

that I am   not  the  boss

I had  to go in a  guestroom  in the night

for  lay down my tired head

and 

real early in the morning

this cat stay in my guest-room on my bed

and cry  miau miau miau 

I  will  breakfast  and please as first ..

oh  yeah

all the  other cats and dogs  in out-side

which come each day on the porch they had  to wait

and  me too

I gave  the  new mother food  and  then she jumps back

to her babys in my bed

and  I tell you  what

from now  she stay all two hours on my side 

and tells me  what I have to do

madame   also like it  to  go out  as mother proud

I have to open the door  that  she  can go 

but have to call she back

for  that she feed all those baby-cats

and I have  the bitter feeling 

this cat  have told all other cats what happen  now in my home

because they all  want stay no more  only on the porch

truly friendly they are all to this  homeless cat

but I am now  no-more the owner from my house

looks like I am only a guest  and  have to pay  the mortage

and  take care for the meals  for  a cat invasion  which own my home

isn't it funny   lol  ...

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eternal- friend

eternal friend

you were

the beginning of a dream

seemed so far away un-attain-able

you were the place  of my longing

first a thought only from the distance

then you came so near

you were fast a first day first step

in many moments in my so deep mourning

you have  the many dark hours in  mine live

as much light given 

you traveled with me  so far

over many destroyed roads and scars

you had  me caught in my pain

and me ful fills in my emptyness

you were my echo

in sunny days of the melancholy

like a soft beach and green palms

you believed with me 

in freedom and peace

fear and dejection you shared with me

so often 

you brought me to laugh

in your creativity and originality

a new world a marvelous world to describe

you had your promise redeemed

to me eternal to be a friend

and now it happened

(how can my pain find an end)

also you

had to go now so prematurely and fast

(do you hear my cry

as wants to seize

all planets those solar-systems

how can ever offense

the scars of my soul

if they eternally in me live

and my heart up to the stop inhabit ?)

oh - yes 

I know  your answer

you will say to me :

you become  a new travel begin

on other roads

which smear  the old traces

and old chapter is closed

a new one begins

you will be like always first

broken

over to become strong to it

you will laugh again new

over to be able to cry more

and you will remember that

I hold  your hand ......

it only went

my tired/sick body from you away

but your friend

I will remain 

eternal ...................

(by reaggyqueen2008)

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hurricane gustav
Category: Life

this  poem belongs to the category writing and  poetry  but  I put it  today in the category "life"

it is a wonderful poem  not  written from me

this  poem was written  and  post today by sean  a friend of me  and  a wonderful writer and  artist

with  this  poem I will thinking on all my friends  and  each one   which have to be afraid in this  day's ...

I will show  each one of  you  my love  and  how  much I think on you  all 

in hope

this  wonderful poem  from  sean 

want  give  everybody

a bit sunshine   and  hope

much love and peace  to all of  you 

may  everybody  stay save

elke

gardens of love [for those caught up in hurricane gustav]

GARDENS OF LOVE

with your

raging heart

gustav

and your energy

please don't
take their
breath away

with your storms

gently now

hurricane

slow down
slow down
stop

at the touch
of a child's hand
at the bark
of a family pet
at the
gates of
the gardens of love

slow down
slow down
stop

at the smile
of nature
the blue skies
who don't
want to cry
at the entrance to
the gardens of love

and go

gently

on your way.

until you're just a breeze.


© sean.d.reddan

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