David Blaine Street Magic: YouTube Edition!

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Nowhere
Category: Writing and Poetry

It never seems to go away

What do they feel?

What do they think?

What do they hate?

What do they love?

About me?

It tears me to pieces not knowing

And it implodes insides me finding out

I try to love everybody

I try to make everybody happy

But what good does it do?

When everyone hates everyone else

And everyone else hates everyone in return

And it quarters me being pulled every which direction

By people's hate

And trying to fit everywhere

But end up

Well...

Nowhere.

Currently listening : Michael Bublé By Michael Bublé Release date: 2003-02-11

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It’s over
Category: Writing and Poetry

But yet it's only beginning...

I don't know how I should feel

Sad?

Excited?

Frightened?

Some strange mixture of it all?

I felt caged yet comfortable

Now I feel excited yet vulnerable

Confused and ambitious

Somebody tell me which path I should go

While letting me find the path myself

Should I jump in?

Or should I slowly wade in?

So many questions

So little future to behold

Currently listening : Married to the Game By Too Short Release date: 2003-11-04

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Facing my fucking demons

 Life sucks right about now. Aside from senior project stress, and other school shit, my parents are getting a divorce (the one fucking step mom I actually like, and my dad has to go and fuck it up), and the accumulated stress has beat me up physically and mentally. I'm under a constant state of depression, I have bad stomach pains, and I am wiped out every day. I even find it very hard to sing anymore. Even when I try, it sounds horrible. All I really want is either: 1) a person who I can fall in love with and can pull me out of this fucking fire, or 2) six or seven shots of Black Velvet to numb it for awhile. Either way, I need the pain to stop.

Thank you for reading,
Jimmie.

Currently listening : Vs. [Jewel Case & EcoPak] By Pearl Jam Release date: 19 October, 1993

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My Drug....I Miss You
Current mood: betrayed

Words deplete me of what I really have to say
About what I really feel about the way you left me
Your shallow abuse resonates in my bones
You let go of me so easy,
But tell me
Why
What is it that clings me to you
You have caused me harm all this time
But the true destruction powers through
When you are not here

Am I insane
For falling in love

I laugh on the outside
To hide the foolish cries that shout on my insides
Now I ask you
What makes me addicted to you
What pushes me to want something so hurtful
I guess you are my drug

How do I live without
Someone who would rather wander about?

Currently listening : Fallen By Evanescence Release date: 04 March, 2003

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Down to Earth
Category: Writing and Poetry

My life as a child is drawing to a close
My life as a man is hurdling near
The ivory tower I've lived on is too small for me
But the real world has space for me to grow
I want to live
To experience
To love
But I need to feel pain
To be disappointed
To be down and out

Growing up requires a cup of reality
Or life doesn't taste right

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Starbucks is Anti-Soldier (PLEASE READ!!!)
Current mood: angry

Dear friends and readers,

This bulletin has grabbed my attention, and I hope it grabs yours. This organization is against the soldiers that help keep this country free. I ask you, friends, to please consider a different brand of coffee when you need a cup. It is very disrespectful to our country to take advantage of American opportunity and enterprise, yet undermine the soldiers who protect that. FUCK YOU STARBUCKS!

Jimmie Adams

P.S.- Please pass this on to others.



Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to
let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they
send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines
thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not
support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops
their brand of coffee.

So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by not
buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I
know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't
mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and
house-to-house.

If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can
discard it and no one will never know.

Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I
deploy once more.

Semper Fidelis.
Sgt. Howard C. Wright
1st Force Recon Co
1st Plt PLT

PLEASE DON'T DELETE THIS . . ALLOW IT TO BE
PASSED TO ALL IN MEMORY OF ALL THE TROOPS WHO HAVE DIED SO THAT WE MAY HAVE
THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE TO SUPPORT THEM OR NOT! ! !

Also, don't forget that when the Twin Trade Towers were hit the fire
fighters and rescue workers went to Starbucks because it was close by for water for
the survivors and workers and Starbucks charged them! ! !

JUST A NOTE TO THIS; STARBUCKS HAD STORES ON SEVERAL MILITARY BASES IN THE UNITED STATES. THEY ARE NOW BEING REMOVED BECAUSE OF THIS. GO GET 'EM AMERICA. STAND-UP FOR OURSELVES

Currently listening : God Bless the USA 2003: The Best of America, Vol. 3 By Various Artists Release date: 24 June, 2003

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The Heart
Category: Writing and Poetry

Words have been stolen from my mind
Thought is inconceivable to me
To my body
To my soul
My heart has taken overwhelming control
It speaks to my limbs giving foolish orders
It listens to my gut for silly counsel
And it shatters all rationale
Ignores the consequence
And the controversy
It dreams of the impossible
And crumbles under the inevitable

Where have you gone oh sweet love
Let me follow your scent

My heart doesn't work for me
It works for her
Though she doesn't need the labor
And want
perhaps not

Examine her heart

It looks like yours
It functions the same
Pushes towards him
Or maybe even me...

Love never comes to those who need the most

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Merry Christmas, you politically correct pricks!
Category: News and Politics

There I fucking said it! This whole happy holiday bullshit is going way out of fuckin' hand. If people celebrate Chaunaka , let them wish people a happy Chaunaka. If people don't celebrate anything, they should just ignore it, because they are the ones ruining our freedom of speech and religion! They can choose to not celebrate anything, thats okay. But they have no say in what I wish people. Merry fucking Christmas, you politically correct assholes!

Currently listening : Avenged Sevenfold By Avenged Sevenfold Release date: 30 October, 2007

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I Guess I’m back

Hey guys. I know it's been awhile since I have posted a blog, or read other people's blogs, and thats because I have been brain-drained. What with school, work, theatre, and family issues, it's been hard for me to write creatively.

Lately, I have been talking to one of my best friends. I have been heartbroken about hat she has been through the past year. She has told me about two unfortunate relationships, the loss of a very good friend, and becoming very sick. It hurt knowing she wasn't happy. All I wanted to do was to make her smile. Since I don't see her very often, I can't see her smile as often as I want to. But, when I do, it's like euphoria in my mind that lasts me throughout the day. I have realized something. This emotion I am feeling is love. I love this girl. I just wish I could find the right way to tell her without her feeling uncomfortable with me. I just want to be the one to care for her and possibly make up for what the past has done to her see her smile again; like the old days when I first met her and made her laugh with my stupid jokes. If you are reading this, and if you know this is you, tell me if I even have a chance. You are an amazing girl, and I just wish I can be able to treat you like the beautiful woman you are.

Jimmie

Currently listening : In Through the Out Door By Led Zeppelin Release date: 16 August, 1994

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