The Lameness of Social Insecurities
Current mood: awake
Category: Life

Insecurity... We all have it to a degree. We want to be somewhere project something, be apart of, afford or be fullflled.

It seems like everywhere you go you will have to deal with someone else's insecurites or personal issues. If they feel that you are a threat to them in someway they tend to project negative energy into your world actively, passively, and or block positive opportunities that may be on your path.  Its like they look inward at themselves, inpart with the immediate exterior world and see places they think their ambitions are absolutely Entitled to.  If someone else in their world is getting positive reinforcment for there ambitions and or efforts a person is confident about, and the particular insecue person is striving for the same positive reinforcement it tends to make the insecure individual highly uncomfortable within there own mind.

It seems like just about anything can make a person really insecure if they can't control thier own concepts of entitlement that exist within there mind.  The concepts they harbor and fester can come negitively spilling out into there immedeiate social realities..
 
Insecurities are the 1 thing to ruin relations on whatever level.
They can cause people to follow through with negative energy toward people that don't deserve it or have anything to do with the perpetrators life.. People these days are so so insisting on manipulating senarios to accomidate a reality that they feel they are entitled to at the expense of someone else. Its great to have talent and ambition but you are not entitled to attention from any person who harbors the concious notions of free will and on their own path along side with  your "Reality".

There have been millions of influential people that have been documented in history but their true meaning of their accomplishments are only based on how your 5 sences and brain personally accepts it and also how it makes your hart feel.
There are People who work hard to fulfill themselves by way of there natural true ambitons, motivations, and intelligence. When they get rewarded by way of attention or money it is just a direct result of there positive efforts.. If they do something shitty to someone else like Robb or Kill Somebody they get puished by way of there negative efforts.. Just because a negative action that can hurt someones credibility or finances (that isn't punishalble by law) doesn't make it alright to perpetrate when an person didn't deserve it.  One should have enough self respect and mental strengh to endure somone elses circumstance that may be positive. 

There is always going to be someone who is going to do something different, find their niche, have the ancestral genitics, physical ability, different opportunities, alternate thought process, and more spending power, that will be on THEIR path in life which may intersect with yours. There are also going to be people who will do something aweful to your life to knock you off your path who deserve to be punished. But with your own life,  talents, opportunities, aspects you lack and or circumstance one has been placed in, one must conjure up and sustain the spritual courage to face the positive ambitons of another. Especially if they aren't going out their  way to hurt someone else and are on ther own path.. When you try to fuck up someone else's world by way of insecurity in your own mind,  that just weakens your own energy and makes the latter stronger. When you can just be cool reflecting on something or someone else as a mere entity living in your reality, all energies are sustained. There is still room for growth  and you may transcend to what ever level you are trying to acheive.. If that level seems unatainble it will be easier for you to move on in good grace and it will be eaiser to channel and generate positive potential energies.

I am trying to gain better aspects of Satisfaction and the love the music that other people (far more talented me) created and I like to listen to very loud.  I didn't ask to be born,  take shit from anyone, or prevented someone from fulfilling themselves to get anywhere in life. I also have the Balls and courage not to fuck up anyone elses endevours.
 P Diddy and Paris Hilton love music too and these people have me beat (by America's life standards) financially  by 400 million to the 20 bucks in my pocket. Yes They both have recieved questionable exposure I joke about but I have realized that I have no right to be angry at them or disrupt their lively hoods if I had the opportunity.  I am intelligent enough and MAN enough to decifer the natural radomnesses of the life I accidentally squose into and will definately sqeese the fuckout of.  Thank you, all you talented, intelligent, rich, people out there who have shared your perspective with me (Accidentally or Actively). I hope you get home safe,  get more shit done, and make more money.

REX NEXUS

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The Outer Limits
Current mood: enthralled

Sqouse into a sonic labirinth of sound.. The tighter I Keep my eyes close the clearer the channels. I tuned in completely linking the waves with my ID. Thats where to gate to the other side lies. There you are, absorbing the spectrum, riding the soundscapes within a realized Quantum Dimension. Our wormhole, our warpdrive and or our timemachines...

Your Audio Cosmonaught

REX NEXUS

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To Hell with Social Guidelines

You know I love Guitar Artistries and embrace the Rhythm and rolling Grooves.. My family and I are from Jamacia of which they never once told me what I "Should" be listening to...Beleive it or not... Yeah we embraced the sounds out of Jamacia but also American music unapposed (Via long distance Radio broadcasts). No people around saying its your social duty not to listen to.. etc... So when I was a little kid I was listening to Reggae / Parliment and The Who at the same time.. I heard the guitar artisties in all forms.. American Culture is always about catagorizing and Separating.. When thinking about your own life realize that there are no fences around artistic expression and absorb and vacuum in all that inspires you.. My foundations of reception are what they are and I can't change it.. I also don't  have an obligation to make someone else feel comfortable about what they are listening to or the image they represent. If you are not where I am at its all good. If people can't get where your at FUCK EM. .I am Rex Nexus and I am a sonic middle man. I appriciate what I am hear and  I'm forever down with Shoegaze / Drum and Bass / and the Ultra Intelligent Hip Hip that is out there. (Jest-One-Art for instance).. I will stand up to anyone who ridicules me and you will not deter my focus.. We all have one life and one should vacuum all you can. All I know if there is an afterlife I know and hear all the troops that I want to trandsend with..

 REX NEXUS

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