Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-201
Current mood: adventurous
Category: Writing and Poetry
CHANGES LIKE THE WEATHER
So many things people will say So few things to believe in today But as I replay the past And how everything ends so fast You can almost see the changes At the beginning of each winter.
Some things can remain static Maybe not so catastrophic But things are meant to be broken And they're meant to die So change can come in And that's really how this begins.
Life should never trap you It should be an adventure That's a healthy part of nature Which keeps us moving through All these changes come racing And nothing short of a new beginning.
So start your spring cleaning now Throw out the old Come on! be a bit bold You'll feel better tomorrow When you wake up to change It won't be so strange.
Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-200
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Writing and Poetry
IN DREAMSCAPES
Just a thought to lighten my head As the blackness sinks into the sky And my eyes get heavy And my mind gets blank Thoughts of you come crashing in I love how this begins.
As my nightmares fade away And the night is friendly And thoughts of you make me blush Make my mind wander I wonder where you are right now Other than trapped in this vision.
When the dreams are sweet And I wake up in a sweat I can almost feel your hand Holding my hand As I drift away into nothingness This void almost bliss.
Holding onto these images of you For nothing else will get me through When I'm cold I feel your body Wrapped up in my blanket Entangled in my bed To never leave my head.
Currently
listening
:
Pietasters: 1992-1996
By
The Pietasters
Release date: 2003-04-28
Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-199
Current mood: anxious
Category: Writing and Poetry
THE LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU
You make me smile when all I want is to cry No matter the matter No matter the distance You make me feel loved Secure under your blanket Hidden from this ugly world I fall in love with you my girl.
You bring out the best in me No matter how empty I feel No matter those scars that yet have not healed You shower me with kindness Always your arms wide open To shelter me from this violent world And that's why I love you my girl.
You are the light at the end of my tunnel No matter how dark life gets No matter how long the winter You will always be in my mind And you'll be a vital part of my heart Just like the sunlight shines upon this world That's how I'll love you forever my girl.
You are like me and sometimes we make mistakes No matter what was said No matter what was done I'll be right here Asking you not to fear Ask you to forgive me Because this world brings out the worse in me And I will always be sorry.
Currently
listening
:
Become You
By
Indigo Girls
Release date: 2002-03-12
Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-198
Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry
STABILITY WITHIN INSTABILITY
Nature crazy and wild Nothing will hold off this tide The danger is wide spread As I seak refuge in your bed I'm not a fool nor am I insane But I can see the future The end is near The destruction and fear The tears I can't hold back As I smoke my last one from this pack I wonder how much more can I take How much longer it will take For all this to end The way it began As I run in my sleep No more promises to keep My end is here And I can hear The waves coming faster The storm coming closer As silence takes over And mortality a joke And I choke In the arms of stability Floating around instability.
Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-197
Current mood: blank
Category: Writing and Poetry
DEAD INSIDE
Standing inside oblivion Only minutes away from self destruction Sadness comes knocking Like an old friend That same old fiend That you can't count on Because people move on And leave you behind In the dust bleeding Dying inside.
Staring at the shadow That empty reflection in my window Just so you know The next time you need me Go look elsewhere for me I have nothing more to give And for nothing else to live So walk away And shut that door Like many times before.
As you laugh and I cry Nothing short of dying One foot in the grave I seem to be brave But this weakness is killing me And everyone's abandonned me Forgotten I still live And now I can't breathe I can see darkness sitting by my side As I'm left here dying inside.
Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-196
Current mood: amorous
Category: Writing and Poetry
DARK HEARTS
The grave storms are coming And the end is near But I do not wish to fear it As you race through my mind Only love I will find To throw me into this field of longing To swim with you amongst petals and flowers.
Surrounded by all this beauty And the gift of immortality Wrapped up in a blanket of love Although I may seem fazed By all our crazy days One dark embrace we shall share And throw our worries out without a care.
The fires of passion are blazing on Trapped in this inferno of reality Numbed to all its ugliness As we disappear like ghosts Into a reverie of feelings And the phantasm of touch Become my crutch.
Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-193
Current mood: awake
Category: Writing and Poetry
EYES OF PAIN
In the eyes of pain And these dirty stains I rest my aching head Upon this lonely bed This distance between me and the living Is growing Like a storm in my heart.
Trapped in a state of great Suffering of body and mind No time to rewind The past So I lay it to rest In discomfort and distress Numbed, I could care less.
In the eyes of pain Everything stays the same And this hurt brings me One step closer to mortality And in all my dying days Trapped in this maze Of wasted days.
Currently
listening
:
Pictures Of You
By
The Last Goodnight
Release date: 2008-07-15
Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-191
Current mood: adventurous
Category: Writing and Poetry
FALLING INTO ARMS WAY
Riding the waves of illusion Disillusioned no more Crazy for wanting nothing more Than to feel you in my arms Away from harms way Falling into arms way.
As I sat here alone and crying With no one to hold my head When it hurt and put me to bed You came out of the shadow Of the humming machine To wipe away my sorrow.
Just as your light blinded me And I felt I was going crazy You came to comfort me And carry me away With a promise and a smile Asking me to hang on for awhile.
So as the seconds trickled away Turned into minutes, hours and days I turned away from security To fall into your immortality Away from harms way Falling into arms way.
Currently
watching
:
24 - Season One Release date: 2002-09-17
Killer Words/Poems From The Grave-190
Current mood: betrayed
Category: Writing and Poetry
FEELING NOTHING
Like your harsh words Cut my skin to the bone And I cry misunderstood alone And time ticks by My mouth is dry And I cry For the last time Feeling nothing in time.
Sleepless I speed Through my emotions Not willing to aknowledge the pain That you've put me in And don't ask me how this began As I try to run I feel stupid Just like I always did.
Leaving you behind As I walk through time It hurts me to think of you But forgetting you would be a crime So I waste my time In jail Facing bail Charged with being insane.
You're not special With friends like you Who needs ennemies Or who am I To cry While you ran Just bitter One day...I'll get better.
Currently
listening
:
Dookie
By
Green Day
Release date: 1994-02-01
I saw you from the corner of my eye You were hiding in the corner of the room Holding your drink in one hand Stirring the ice with your other hand So I sent you a crooked smile Wondering if you'll stay awhile.
Now we sit in this cemetery Where we share our dreams Right next to where the dead sleep Cold as ice Your hands shake as you quiver There's nothing going on here.
Lost in your car On the highway to hell As you ring that bell I wake up, drenched in sweat Cold ice pouring down my skin Wicked as the winter wind.
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