My Celebrity Look-alikes

1:08 PM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

The Five Points
Current mood: BLAH

::LOS FELIZ::<><><>::SILVERLAKE::<><><>::ECHO PARK::<><><>::EAGLE ROCK::<><><>::HIGHLAND PARK::

10:17 PM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Oh Lord...

..won't you buy me a Mercedes Benz? My friends all drive Porches, I must make amends.
~Janis Joplin <3

I have another interview this Friday. Besides that, now its just about waiting. Waiting for answers-I might not even get called back.

I feel like my job is finding a job and going on interviews. They should pay people for this stuff! It's been slightly overwhelming, but I'm getting experience and pretty soon it'll be a piece of cake. I should hear about Pasadena this week. Wish me luck because I feel like this will be the one to get me in the door. Into that world where art turns into a business. Imagine that! Holy fuck, who knew?!

Sigh...at least I'll have another interview to fall back on. Sunset Boulevard of all places. Norma Desmond here I come.

3:08 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Ready and waiting

So being unemployed is pretty terrible. Yes, its like going on vavcation with no money. I certainly have A LOT of time on my hands. While applying for jobs online, I've had a lot of time to think about my goals. Here they are...some trivial, some important:

I want a one bedroom studio apartment in Silver Lake, or downtown. Preferably with wood floors. One that allows pets because I will eventually be owning a dog. Either a Basset Hound or a miniature poodle. Thanks Ari. ;)

I know that this will be difficult since I..well...don't have a job and all, but as soon as I find one-that's it! I will be on the look out.

After I have my cool art job, with my cool artsy apartment, with dog....I will then make enough money to get my first tattoo. I've wanted a bird for a long time now and I finally know what bird I want. On my forearm I want a Robin. I want that robin from "Blue Velvet". That crazy mechanical one on the window sill, with the worm. If you care to know the meaning behind it then feel free to ask any time. I might end up getting it sooner than later once I get a real job, a steady one. I can't wait to have tattoos-after the robin, I already have another one lined up.

Most importantly, I can't wait to live out on my own. Things are pretty slow right now and I am in need of some action. Something needs to happen soon becuase my life right now is just going no where. I want to be confident in the fact that I am a CalArts graduate and that I'm using my degree to its full potential.

I think in the mean time of finding a job, I'm going to have to start making art again. I haven't gone there in a while and its making me miserable. I have ideas in the works and that is one thing that is keeping me focused and sane.

My beard project is the number one idea at the moment, and there are so many ways i can take these portraits, its ridiculous. And thats exciting.

I want to develop and print some road trip photos from March. "Goldfield or Bust!"

Painting and etching. I want to get back into that.

I will learn bass guitar!

I want to feel complete. I want to feel happy, just once. Truly happy. I just don't know what makes a person truly happy. Would accomplishing my goals lead to true happiness? Maybe so because it would give me something to look forward to, but that shouldn't be the only thing. Little things do make me happy. When I'm able to be in the moment, with friends...seeing nature, thats when life is so beautiful and I try not to take anything for granted. I just wish I could feel at ease with myself at this very moment, even though things are not going so well for me.

I guess I'll just have to take it day by day. Its funny because one moment things are perfect and beautiful-there were endless parties, art receptions, a road trip or two, romance in the air....now-unemployment, art gatherings are void, I'm single. Nothing is going for me except my thoughts, my goals. Thats all I have right now and I suppose thats something.

11:59 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Mr. Demille, I'm ready for my close up!
Current mood: eh..not sure yet/or we'll see by next week
Category: eh..not sure yet/or we'll see by next week Jobs, Work, Careers

Things are looking up.

More to come.

Ciao

2:39 PM - 3 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment

..and on that note
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

I have a fucking degree! What did I go to school for?! Mother Fucker!!!!!

12:15 PM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

Fuck!!!
Current mood: depressed
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

I need a fucking job! God Fucking Dammit all to Hell!

12:06 PM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

...
Current mood: bored
Category: Quiz/Survey

What kind of Sixties Person are you?

You are a Mod. Yeah baby.
Take this quiz!








Quizilla |
Join

| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

12:03 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Jury Duty & The Pope of Mope
Current mood: blah
Category: Life

Fuck Jury Duty.

Christ..but thats one thing I cant get out of.

I've been having very strange and vivid dreams lately. The night of Ambers Pool Party, I dreamnt that I was walking around am infinity pool (not hers), that was facing an ocean. There was a sunset and I was trying to determine whether the pool was built with the ocean in mind. I sang a complete Smiths song around that pool. Don't ask me why...it was a dream.

This particular tune: Ehem...;)

"Shyness is nice and shyness can stop you from doing all the things in life you'd like to..(repeat)

So if theres somthing you'd like to try..if there's something you'd like to try, ask me i won't say no..how could I?

Coyness is nice and coyness can stop you from doing all the things in life you'd to.

So if there's something you'd like to try..if there's something you'd like to try, ask me I won't say no...how could I?

Spending warm summer days indoors.
Writing frightening words to a buck-tooth girl in Luxemberg.


Ask me, ask me, ask me....ask me, ask me, ask me.
Because, if its not love than its the bomb...the bomb..the bomb..the bomb..the bomb...the bomb..the bomb that will bring us together! "

I'm not sure what it all meant..but It was highly amusing.

Currently listening : Singles By The Smiths Release date: 23 May, 1995

5:37 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Three things the White Man don't know about....
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Art and Photography

Jesus Christ
Marijuana
and Dinosaurs

~Ricardo (as told to him by a Blackfoot Indian woman) 3/27

That was part of the many crazy stories told during road time in a big white van, driving back home from Las Vegas. I got back this morning around 2 am. It was fantastic to be out on the road again. It really forces me to reflect on my life and my surroundings. I absolutely love road trips.

Now I can say that i made it to the center of the Spiral Jetty. It was so beautiful.
Thank you Robert Smithson.

Fin :)

12:45 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment