Pop Pop

Robert Seay " my Grandfather, Pop Pop " Died last night of complications from an ongoing fight against cancer. He was my hero, my father, the man to whom I measure all I do and accomplish and I will be lucky if I ever become half of the man he was. He leaves behind his 2 son's, Daughter, 6 Grandchildren and many people that he has touched in his 80 years. He was a Sailor, a firefighter, a friend, a Husband to his late wife Vera and above all he was a True Hero and will be sorely missed everyday of my life...

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To all my friends...

Hello all, I have not talked to some of you in a while and some of you I have and have not told you what is going on with me. I am extremely ill and fighting a very serious condition right now. I am on medical leave from work and school trying to beat it. This is the kind of fight that could end badly if I lose. I love you all and wanted to let you know what is going on with me. Would love to hear from more of you in the future as I am not always in contact with everyone... Talk soon

Sean

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Helping a friend that is lost....

Nobody ever asks there lives to change, not really. When I was nearly 16 years old my dad and his then girlfriend decided to move us from Miami to Cooper City in Broward County. They had no idea what a culture shock this would be for me. I started high school that year at a new school full of rich kids, lots of clichés, no friends and pressure and temptation all around. I’ll skip ahead past the incidentals and straight to the drama if I may. After many bad things happening I searched for ways to numb the pain and began to self medicate with lots of pills, other drugs and lots and lots of alcohol. I was on a path that most certainly in hind sight would have killed me. Through this all one person stepped out of that blur of pain and into my life and was my friend. Her name was Jody and to this day I do not think she truly realizes what she did for me, she took the pain away and loved me unconditionally in a way that transcends sex, marriage or even simple friendship. She was the only person I could ever really trust and while we were only friends I can say she was closer to me then most people have been to this day. She saved my life and helped me to get off drugs and drinking and I am still sober to this day. Now we fast forward abit to present day, Now Jody is very much lost as I was and going down that same path if not worse. It hurts me so much to know this, I want to help her but don’t know how, or even how to find her. I know that somehow if I could find her and be there for her that I can somehow maybe put back together some of the pieces for her so that she can begin to put them back together for herself. She is alone and in pain and what got her there I do not know. I only know that somehow over this great distance in knowing that she hurts the same way I did that I feel that pain too. Like old leather we grow accustomed to our pain and scars and wear them like armor and badges of honor, and while I thought I left mine long ago, now she feels it. Is there something I can do to help her, is this a desire to help myself or to repay what I feel may be owed? Is my desire to take away her pain felt out of emotion or a need to possibly reunite with an old friend? I don’t know… I only know that it is plaguing me and I must do something… Someone help me because I don’t know what to do….

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Me...

Say you'll share with me one love one lifetime...
Bid me, save me form my solitude...
Say you'll want me with you here beside you..

ANYWHERE YOU GO LET ME GO TOO...

that's all I ask of you.....

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Vital Statistics

Name : Sean Micheal Seay

D.O.B. : 1/15/77

Height : 62

Weight: 195lbs

Eye Color : Green

Hair Color : Red / Blonde

Skin : White

Tattoos : 2, Yin and Yang on chest and Tribal on left arm, back and chest

Piercings: none


Hobbies: Martial arts, drawing, painting, sculpting, Special FX Makeup, Computer modification and upgrade / repair, Xbox modification, Software Piracy, Charity work, Singing musical theater pieces, rock and celtic music.

Favorite nail polish on a girl: Burgundy

Favorite scent on a woman: Lavender, Victorias Secrets Angel, Channel .22

Favorite Cologne: Blu

Current PC I built: P-4 HT 2.8 gig processor, 1gig DDR2 RAM, 4 RAID 250 gig Hard drives, G-Force 5700 video card, SB live X-Gamer Sound, Gigabit LAN and 3mb upload and download internet speed.

Current Xbox Mod: Chameleon mod chip, 1- 250 gig hard drive, 2- 400 gig hard drives housing storage for games, movies and music totaling 1050 gigs total capable of ripping any CD / DVD movie or game directly to the hard drive of choice and playing it directly from as well as Shoutcast radio, weathercast info, network sharing, network streaming, and Emulator and homebrew game play as well.

Favorite sexual positions: These days any that won't injure myself or others

Fantasies left to experience:  Falling in love and staying that way, getting married, becoming a Father, Teaching my sons and daughters my system of martial arts, growing old with my spouse, being able to retain employment in this nightmare of an economy, Being Loved unconditionally, To have my Grandmother with us again I miss her, To see my Grandfather happy and well again as he is sick and misses her too, To be truly content and happy.

Career: IT Expert and Hacker

Dream Job: To teach martial arts again and do part time Computer work for a living.

Worst Nightmare: To be alone.

Best Dream: To be surrounded by positive, supportive, self motivated people who are real and honest and who all are close people in my life.

Favorite place: I love America

Favorite place to Travel: Japan and Ireland in the fall

Least favorite place: The Hell mouth ( Orlando ) bad memories yet I go there often..lol

Least Favorite place to travel: out of bed..lol j/k The Bank

Favorite Movie: Andrew Lloyd Webbers Phantom of the Opera and Marry Poppins " growing up blind they were the most pleasing to my ears which were my eyes "

Favorite Song: Loreena Mckennits Bonny Portmore

Favorite TV Show: The West Wing, Smallville

Favorite Comedian: Chris Rock

Pet Peeve: People who lie, say I dont make plans or are late without a call, do not show up, basic high school immaturity.

Things I find incredibly sexy: Honesty, Drive, Desire, Ambition, Simplicity, People who are happy with what they have no matter how little, Loyalty and above all the ability to care for someone and be cared for in return.

Things I find exotic: See Above ( Things I Find Incredibly Sexy ) lol that and perhaps the ability to sing but has no desire to be a professional..lol NO MORE PROFESSIONAL ARTISTS !!! reason - I will always take second place to your art whatever that may be, been through it before...

What I look for in a friend: A good heart and honesty

What I look for in a Lover: A good Heart and Honesty

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Hi. My name is Russ, and I'm a Sagittarius. I enjoy surfing, candlelit dinners, and Tolstoi. Listen: you're a mature person and I'm a mature person, so why don't we just skip all the bullshit, get rid of our inhibitions, and DO what we really wanna DO..


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Virginity - You'll find the shame is like the pain, you only feel it once... :)=

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1, 3, 7

Sometimes I think to myself, they have monestat 7, 3 and 1.. why have 3 and 7 if there is a one day remedy? what is it to string out the experience or something? lol just deep thoughts....

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Blog Blog Blog !!! lol

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