i heard
Current mood: busy
Category: Life

Ive heard about it before, but i never gave it much thought cuz i didnt understand.. Now i know it to be true. Friends fade into the distance. Not on purpose, and not even noticing.. It just happens. They continue on the road i used to be on. I had to merge over to "mommy lane". 
~Mish~

3:43 PM - 2 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

im only human
Current mood: dirty
Category: Life

On the outside --  smooth and strong as waxed marble..

On the inside --  jagged shards of glass, weak as a single thread, breakable as an egg shell, aggravated, tense, sad, annoyed, angry, rushed, painfully indifferent,

blah....

This migraine wont go away...

3:23 PM - 3 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

cold hearted truth
Current mood: envious
Category: Life

well, we all like to pretend sometimes...  But then a time comes when the curtains are lifted and all the things you couldnt face come out and suffocate you till you are forced to open your eyes and deal with it. There are things that happen in this life that will slow you down and sometimes even completely stop you in your tracks. This is when reality is twisted into a created world of something better. Its fun for a while untill you start to realize how many times you smile throughout the day with absolutely no feeling behind it. This is when you let emptyness crawl inside and hold you close because emptyness is better than fake smiles.  This is when reality comes back. This is when i come back and look straight into the ugly brick wall that stopped me in the first place....  So here i am..  standing right in front of this brick wall with nothing to break it down besides my empty, pale white hands.    .....to be continued....

11:44 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

an endless staircase
Current mood: drained
Category: Life

I feel likes ive been climbing these stairs for a week straight. Im physically and mentally drained of life.  This cant continue, i must find an elevator.

10:42 AM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

b b b blissss????
Current mood: lonely
Category: Life

  i am aware --- ignorance is not bliss.
                                                 ~Mishell~

10:20 AM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

during the night
Current mood: discontent

She sleeps...
There was once a beautiful girl who knew exactly who she was and what she wanted. She was happy with her life and everyone in it. Then she woke up one day and realized everything she used to know has sunk into the ground and diappeared forever. She went on a mission to find the things she had lost, but soon found that she could only find them in her dreams.
So she sleeps...
                                                 -Mishell R.-

9:28 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment

fuck
Current mood: disappointed
Category: Life

I cant seem to fuckin say what i mean.. words just fall form my mouth in rebellious streams of stupidity. Spoken word.....  fuck. I always try to express something, but 2 minutes later, i realize what i had said is not even close to what i was trying to say, and kick myself in the ass for being such a dumbass. Sometimes i just wish my voice was unheard.

6:12 AM - 2 Comments - 3 Kudos - Add Comment

why would you care?
Current mood: blah
Category: Writing and Poetry

I need some sort of base

i need something to build on

i cant just stop and erase

every word i stumble upon

i cant think straight

or good enough to be proud

so i guess ill walk back into

the "not talented" crowd.

8:29 AM - 3 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment

everytime
Current mood: stressed

 When i was a child i thought that someday i would be saved by a higher power or maybe just a night in shining armor, but today i know that children have great imaginations without the touch of a broken heart.

6:11 AM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment