got bored so i took quizzies
Category: Quiz/Survey

Which style of fighting fits you?

The modern all around fighting system that uses many various strikes & grapples. Literally made from many different fighting styles, this hybrid of ass kickery is favored by some of the worlds best fighters, but even the best can fall!

Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! (<-- That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.)

Currently listening : Because Of You By Ne-Yo Release date: 2007-05-01

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GlamourCon Update!!
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

yes, once again, another glamourcon here in our wonderful L.A.

!!

It's $25/day

GLAMOURCON 45 Los Angeles 2008
Nov 8 & 9, 2008 in Los Angeles CA

Hilton Los Angeles Airport in Los Angeles, CA. (LAX area)

5711 W. Century Blvd., Los Angeles, CA 90045
(310) 410-4000
Saturday - 11am to 6pm (for those that stay at the Hilton LAX)
Saturday - Noon to 6pm (for those paying cash at the door)
Sunday - Noon to 5pm
Special $104 Glamourcon LA Room Rate!
Please phone the hotel at (310) 410-4000 and ask for the $104 Glamourcon rate.
Or you can go to www. hilton. com and select Hilton Los Angeles Airport (or click here) and use the online code GLC to get the $104 room rate. If you have any problems please contact bob@glamourcon.com

Currently listening : Press Play By Diddy Release date: 2006-10-17

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kick fuckin ass news!!!
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

hey guys! i posted a few things! check them out! and another thing

you know how i went to take my driving test on friday morning? yeah well i got 15 wrong...but i passed! how the fuck did that happen??? well thank god my dad knows how to change lights! first the lights were out so he fixed them when i was waiting in the DMV, we came an hour early so that was fun. and when i went to get my car checked before we went out, more than 1 light was fucking out! so my dad was able to fix it just in time! and i have a bad habit in speeding and not stopping behind the line and making wide right turns. i admit, just cuz i got lucky doesn't mean i am a good driver, i still need lots of work. once i nail those right turns, i'm good.

:)


but yeah! i am selling tickets to the roxy's thursday night thing. $12/ticket, all ages are welcomed. (it's really $8/tix, but i won't get paid much unless i sell for $12.) really nasty bummer, and i have an interview at level 3 club in hollywood where kiis fm has their dv8! oh snap mother flukers!! lol. but yeah if you wanna go clubbin at roxy's just holler, i gotta have the cash in by wednesday.

oh yeah and along with the $12, you get a free demo of the chick that's performing that night! i will need contact info along with name if you want that cd! it's a good deal!

and don't forget to make your subscriptions and get playboy radio by the 20th! i'll be on it at 2pm! yay!!!

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Don’t Have Anything to do Next thursday? I know what you can try...
Category: Parties and Nightlife

Well there's an awesome show on Thursday at Roxy's!
$12.

All ages are welcomed
Come and Check out "Marliese"

Personally, I think she's pretty cool, just check out her music and if you want to go to Roxy's then I'll provide the ticket. Or if you don't trust me with your cash, no problem! The Club's promoter and I are meeting somewhere in Hollywood/Highland Mall (TBA) and he'll be more than happy to sell you the tickets.

Seriously consider it. I think Roxy is a kick as place to chill for fun! Check it out, dudes.

-Stephanie

Just call, message, or just tell me if you're interested in checkin it out.

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I’m going to be on Playboy Radio!!!
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

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To Those Who Give a Damn
Current mood: angry

if anyone was at all offended by the blog i posted on myspace (note on facebook)

i am sorry and just ignore it. i do care, but not right now.

you  have someone bitchin close to you die! if you haven't seen them for more than a year but love them so much! do you know how much it hurts? it hurts a fucking shit load. i've been agnostic for so long to find out religion. the crap pastors preach about doesn't have any link to life right now. at least the stuff my pastor blabs about. i don't know maybe its just the church that's condemned me for years that throws me far from god, but it's what i feel. if you got a problem, try to solve it, or drop it! i don't know what to tell you.

shit. wtf? especially those who i care so much about just fucking stab me in the back when i'm already on the ground. you guys are jerks! this might be my anger just blabbing away, but that means its true. don't whine and bitch about your problems and expect us to be nice if you're gonna be a fuckhead when we are down too. it's fucking wrong. don't use me for any of your personal shit.

i'm tired of being used. i've been used since i was 5! its been 13years and now i'm putting my foot down.  i've had enough!  if you are down, don't expect me to help you anymore. i won't feel sorry for you. 

i'm done being a fuck buddy, some kid you can beat on, the little brat you've been paying for the past 18yrs. i'm not a failure, but i'm not great. we'll just have to find out later. only time will tell.

Currently listening : Babylon By Skindred Release date: 31 August, 2004

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thinking about it
Category: Life

life is limited.
but when i try to live life to fullest, something crushes my dreams and motives that i attempt to achieve. as my perspective of life dies, my anticipations of the end become greater.
i'm not saying i want to die, but my curiosity continues to scratch my brain and my heart becomes inclined to laugh death in the face yet another time
i try to cover my pain with smiles and laughter, but my smiles never last very long and my laughter sounds more and more artificial.
to ease my heartbreak and sorrow, i try to move on. meet new people, see others, but it still doesn't really heal my pain. "moving on" is merely a morphine that never lasts long. love and heartbreak MUST be a cancer. you can't find a cure until its too late.
to face reality, is to face hate and judgement.
to find love, is to find a tiny bead within feet of sand
to want to continue life, is to face death on a daily basis
you never know when you're going to leave until it happens
many people don't feel content with their lives when they leave, their sadness is other people's sorrow. and those people should want to continue the dream of the gone to fulfill their life's dreams. when that happens, they forget about their own dreams and the cycle continues.
what is so important about life? is it cuz god gave us a purpose that we must fulfill despite the fact we don't know what the hell it is?? that's stupid.
i don't want to take the risk and put my life in god's hands cuz not only can he bring us happiness that everyone dreams of and blinds themselves with, but he can take someone away before they find their purpose. what if there isn't a god? that thought kinda soothes my soul, but then again, it pains to try and find out why i'm here. why people are here. evolution is tempting to believe, but what started that shit??
love is pain,
life is death
god is bullshit


hey guys! i figured out life! now can i leave?

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Dedication to one Grandmum of mine, Karen
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

to walk in the path of creativity and feel the lyrical breeze
is was never something i thought about touching
the passion in my heart was cold and dead until
until you showed me what sincere words really meant
you took me in your arms and showed me unique things
that were hidden inside dusty shelves and tarnished pages
you helped me achieve my inner creativity

I miss your smile and the way you read to me
I miss everytime I visited during the summer to play
you opened my eyes to reading the unknown and to discover
what a wonderful world we could be
if only we would open our eyes to see


(in progress)

Currently listening : Everything You Want By Vertical Horizon Release date: 15 June, 1999

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So Hot Event
Category: Parties and Nightlife

Hosted By: So Hot Studios
When: Saturday Feb 23, 2008
at 2:30 PM
Where: Mountain High Resort
24510 State Highway 2
Wrightwood, CA 92397
United States
Description:
So Hot Studios

Click Here To View Event

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inspiration has finally returned!!
Category: Music

my new lyrics!! i finally have music to inspire me!! lol sadly i don't have a title


my heart flutters and my words sputter
to tell you that i love you
my hands are shakin there's no contemplatin
how much i love your eyes
your hair, your smile, your talent
and everything about you
i don't know how i'll tell you

i love you more than my music
more than any of my close friends
i love you more than my fashion
more than anyone else, even me

tonight is the night that i can show you
how much that i love you
today is a new day that you can hear me
see me as i am
waiting for you to say

i love you more than my manga
more than any of my favorite cons
i love you more than my fame
more than my martial arts, even me

how close can i get to you
how soon will it be to finally know
do you really feel the things i feel
when i'm with you, i said i love you

i love you more than my mother
more than my father and my lil bro
i love you more than my money
more than you'll ever know, i said

i love you more than my manga
and my cons and my fame and my music
i love you more than my fashion
and my close friends and my martial arts
even me, even me, EVEN Myself,
yes i do
i said dammit i love you
©2007 risu


hope you love it

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